Today was again a bad day. I have been living in Canada for almost 2 years now. I work in the night at McDonald's and go to college during day. Not only that, but I didn't have a single day to spend on myself. Everything is so crazy and fucking hell. I want to quit living now. But when I think of my parents, I again start the same shit every day.

Iru Cinthya, an Indian student who came to Canada in 2022 to find better opportunities in stuck here.Iru was quite beautiful, dark black hair reaching her hips , green emerald eyes and a fair and slim body. Her mother is a housewife who is quite naive and do everything by her own. She also have a sister who is currently in high school. Her father was a bank employee, but he scammed a loan from the bank and currently is in prison.

"What did you say, you need 3000 dollars" Iru said to her mother? " We need to bail out your father or otherwise...." and her mother started crying. Iru was already depressed due to the pressure of work and this thing happened. She become stressed. Iru doesn't show her feelings like being sad or anxious to others, to not bother others. She always drinks her tears and shows a smile. She has been like this from her younger years. Furthermore, she is now 20 and have to feed a family of 4.

Iru now work 10 hours shift every night at McDonald's and weekends at good food. Because her family needs more money. Even though her family sometimes pressure her to send money , she thinks it's okay.Because her parents love her a lot. It wasn't new for her, because her family borrowed money from her relative to send her to Canada .They started asking as soon as she landed in Canada.So she was always sad and stressed about money . Moreover, she changed her college due to some reasons right after landing and sent the refunded fees back to India. The refund was so difficult to get. She visited every two days to her college , even in a very snowy day to get her refund. After 3 months of visiting and complaining , she got her refund and she was free for sometime urges of her parents to send money. But now she had to pay the college fees too. It was near 32000 for two years diploma. So she worked hard and paid the fees in the last two years.

''Are you okay ? Iru "asked Kelly, her manager. She was looking pale. " Yeah. I'm fine" said Iru. Kelly was quite friendly to everyone and he always care about his crew and often try to talk with them to make them comfortable. But Iru doesn't want to bother anyone. She worked like this for now 2 months and sent home the money. Her mother bailed her father, and now they were tensed free.

Iru was living with a girl who often complains about many things in a basement. Her roommate always stressed her out on different things. Sometimes complain about grocery, sometimes about cleanliness and sometimes about washing dishes.

Today, Iru when wake up for work, she has a very bad headache and a bit dizzy. Iru feel nauseous and puked two times.

I don't think I can work tonight. I don't feel well today. She messaged her manager. It was her first time taking a day off.But she has to go to college because attendance is necessary. She went even in this bad condition.

When She came from college, she fell at her door "ahh"."What happened now"her roommate came yelling. What you can't even walk properly ?, she said. Iru went to her room silently, she was already feeling down and fucking sick. Her roommate made her felt sad more. She started crying and felt asleep.

Next day....

Iru wake up from a phone call and was still for like two minutes. Her phone fell from her hands. She booked tickets for India and went to her home. She grabbed whatever she found necessary and went to the airport.

Iru has not many friends, just one good friend. She shares a lot of things with her. So she told Maya that she was going to India and end the call

At airport, her friend asked her what happened, but she was silent and told that she will explain after returning.

Iru was already sick from the past few days, and now she looked like a broken doll. Iru has so many things on her mind. She doesn't know what to do.

Her uncle came to take her home from the airport. She went with him to her home. Her world was now upside down.