In a bar not so far from Gangnam District 302 ,which was very famous in South Korea and they usually have lots of customers even late at night .a scream was heard,it was the boss taking order from customers and signaling "yamato" the bartender to come take the beautiful ladies menu "jamshimayo"(just a moment in Korea ).yamato was a Japanese boy who came all the way to South Korea to study and after his studies,it was hard for yamato to secure a job, so he went to work in a bar as a bartender .

He doesn't like the job but there was no other choice for him so he managed it until he saves enough money to fend himself.

Yamato was 19 years old and he is 5.2 m tall .well,we can say he's short with a big doe eyes and plump lips with his long wolf cut black hair ,he was really a woman's man but guess what ?yamato found out he was gay and has been trying to hide it from everyone ,that no matter what he won't let anyone know his gay and this has been going pretty well .luckily ,no one has been able to find out his real sexuality .yamato found out he was gay when he had a thing for his new seatmate back in College but he thought it was just a friendly like,until his seatmate accidentally kissed him then he wasn't mad but rather he was excited and scared that he was gay and he was once bullied for being gay after he told his seatmate that he was in love with him .he thought his seatmate would like him back rather he told all his classmate that yamato was gay which made them bully him and he dropped out from school because of that and promise not to disclose to anyone about that.

Yamato has a a step brother that was in Japan with his stepmom.His name is Yaoi.

yamato believed that coming to South Korea would make him forget his trauma of how his classmates also wanted to kill him by cutting off his manhood, saying they can't accept a classmate who was gay .

Yamato cried after he escaped from there,he was scared they might come after him in south Korea so he never spoke to anyone it was just his boss he answers yes or no and that was all .he was scared to make friends or to trust people especially the male figure like himself , that's why he kept away from people and friends .

Yamato!!!the manager screams ,Get back here what are you doing?? umm......sir I will be there am sorry I was just thinking about work sir, Yamato said. okay, now get back here and help me close the bar it's already 11:30pm I have family to take care of you know.

Yamato came and help close the bar and after that he started going home but then suddenly a car splashed water on him as it rained that day. what the hell?? uh...this rich people don't even have any sign of sympathy Yamato cried.

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When he got home to his small and comfortable condo where he has been living since he came from Japan. He went into the bathroom washed up and came to sleep.

The next day yamato woke up got ready for work and left .He worked until 9:35pm and decided to rest. Yamato!! his boss shouted.yes boss Yamato answered. Go and serve this drinks to table 52 upstairs. yes sir he said as he took the drinks from his hands .yamato went up and got to table 52,he dropped the drinks and turned to go back when one of them stopped him. Hey!! I think I know you, you are Yamato the gay boy in high school, hey guys don't you remember him who kissed his seatmate, don't you guys remember? the boy said.

Yamato was dumbfounded and so he decided to leave .umm...sir I will leave now he said nervously as he began to turn away. Hey,everyone the man suddenly shouted , The man's gay a he's a damn fuck boy he screamed drunkily .yamato was scared and he held his hand tightly why fidgeting,they had opened up a wound that was trying to be forgotten .everyone looked at him disgustingly .yamato just ran off .meanwhile ,a man with a tall looking figure came and ask the drunk man . Hey,big mouth can you give me five reason why is bad to be gay .the man just stared at him drunkenly ,hey,don't tell me that you're a fuckboy ,my god why are all f*** boys handsome ,can I have a threesome with you he said .then man on suit said, did you see the man who was calling someone gay but now he's asking for a threesome so that means you're also gay he said, as after that he called you the Bodyguard to throw him out of the bar and told him not to go near yamato ever again.

Yamato was scared at he was sitting in a dark place hiding from the world he wondered what was going to happen if he arive at work tomorrow .hey!! The man from earlier who defended him came to him .hemato was ashamed to talk to him . uhh...don't worry I already cleared things up there he said . t...thanks sir,yamato said as a stood up .uhm forget about the sir I am Lee seunghoo but you can call me seunghoo or hyung seunghoo said while smiling broadly .uhh hyung?what does that mean yamato asked .wait ,don't you know what hyung means I thought you were Korean .oh I'm Japanese not Korean sorry for not introducing myself earlier I'm yamato .okay , hyung means older one and it's only male to male,like only males can call themselves hyung seunghoo said.

oh, okay,thanks for teaching me yamato replied .

so ,where are you going so I can drop you off .no .......it's okay ,I can go alone it's not far yamato said.I insist please don't refuse .yamato was trying not to get so close to him but he kept on insisting and so he had no choice but join him in the car too and seunghoo drove them off to yamato's condo.

When they got to Yamato’s condo, he bid seunghoo goodbye but was interrupted by him. Uh….. Yamato can I ask you a question if it won’t sound offensive to you. Yamato knows he was trying to bring up what happened at the bar again, uhhh sure he answered.

Are you really gay?? Seunghoo asked. Yamato frozen for a moment, uh….i…..I don’t….i … don’t know, I mean, am not sure ,he answered while fidgeting his fingers nervously. You don’t have to be nervous or ashamed he said while holding his hand,I just asked because you act so feminine.

yamato immediately removed his hands from seunghoo’s. Am not sure, if am gay even if I’ll be I can’t let it happen Yamato said. seunghoo knows that Yamato is gay because a gay who hasn’t come outt yet will continue denying the fact that he’s gay. You know, it isn’t bad to be gay the problem is just that you will be criticized by so many people or even family members when you hide it that long.

Uhhh .. Hyung I’ll need to get inside now it’s already late. Seunghoo knows Yamato was trying to avoid the question. Come on,okay okay I’ll leave you now.seunghoo said as he left. Yamato went inside and fell on the bed as sleep evaded his eyes.

The next day was Saturday and that day was Yamato free day, he doesn’t go to work, he just stayed at home.

Yamato was relieved it was Saturday because he didn’t know how he will face the whole bar due to that incident. So he decided to go groceries shopping at the supermarket. When he got there almost everyone were staring at him not because he was feminine but because he was pretty.

he ran to the bathroom to check if he was stained or something but nothing happened. Then someone came inside.

Hi the man said.

uhmm hello Yamato replied while trying to go out but the man was standing in his way.

Umm sir can I go out please your near the door so please if you will excuse me

Then the man spoke, you see I have been looking later you since you entered the supermarket and I want to say I like you and I would want to hook up with you, I mean your sexy he said making Yamato stomach churn.

Thank you sir,but am not interested, I think I need to go Yamato said as he hurriedly went to the door but was blocked. Uh…..sir what are you doing, I need to go out please Yamato said as he was already sweating from being scared. Can I touch you here? As in now the man asked smirking. Sir I can’t do that,can I just please go out. Suddenly he was pushed too the wall and he hits his back one the wall, ouch!!! He cried in pain. So because am going easy on you that’s why your ranting. Then a punch came to Yamato’s face that tore his lips and he started to bleed .

sir, please stop your hurting me,I don’t even know you. Then he tore his shirt open and started sucking Yamato neck. Yamato was screaming help!!!!! But no one came . Then he went to Yamato trousers and started unbuttoning it. Don’t worry no need to scream save it for when am going to fuck you. Yamato was disgusted by his words and with himself. He hurriedly pushed him with all his strength and stood up, immediately Yamato legs were caught and it made him fall to the ground hitting his head and he bled out. Suddenly the door was opened by seunghoo who didn’t expect to meet this scene here in the supermarket then reality came to him that the boy on the floor was Yamato, suddenly he flare up and kicked the man off him, then he carried Yamato to his car. Yamato was scared and he just bent his head down refusing to look up, he was scared people were going to laugh at him for being a weakling. He wanted to hide from the world because the world were unkind to him. When they got to the car seunghooo placed him on the seat and drove off. All the way to seunghoo place Yamatoo faced the window and didn’t say a word . He doesn’t want seunghoong to see the hickey on his neck he just faced the window crying. When they arrived seunghoo then carried him to his house. When he got inside he took the first aid box and wiped off the blood stains on Yamato face . Are you okay Yamato? He asked . Yamato hands were shaking and he was trembling. He was scared to raise his head up, he doesn’t want to see the disappointment or disgust on seunghoo face. I don’t know Hyung I…I… don’t feel comfortable, I feel dirty with all this marks on my body . I want to get rid of his touches and kisses on my body Yamato finally said making seunghoo confused. Like what are you saying, what do you mean.

I meant can I take my bath here am scared of going home and staying alone he said . Oh okay, there’s the bathroom, or should I help you out? seunghoo asked. Umm no I can help myself Yamato said. When Yamato was done he came out and sat on the couch . Hyung I think I’ll spend the night here on the couch so as not to make you feel uncomfortable Yamato said. Okay do anything you want but you never make me uncomfortable seunghoo said.

Few minutes later the light snore of Yamato was heard which indicated that he was already asleep;seunghoo looked at him as he curled himself up. Seunghoo thinks maybe he was cold and so he carried him to the bed. I really want to know more about you Yamato and I don’t know if what I feel for you is love or just kindness.

yamato heard all the things seunghoo said to him but he didn’t open his eyes. I know is your not ready for love. Am not sure but I think I like you,seunghoo said.

Yamato was surprised that seunghoo likes him, does that mean he’s gay?

I know your awake, your eyelids are moving , seunghoo said. Yamato opened his eyes and immediately their eyes locked together. Yamato was looking at seunghoo and so was seunghoo. Seunghoo held Yamato hands and then he bent down and kissed Yamato. Yamato lightly pushed seunghoo.

am sorry,am sorry seunghoo said.

it’s okay I will uhmmm sleep in the sitting room Yamato said and went out.

Oh God, seunghoo what have you done? You just ruined everything seunghoo scolded himself

The next morning seunghoog woke up but Yamato already left. Yamato went to workand to his surprise no one asked him about what happened. Everyone became nice and Yamato liked this new atmosphere.

Yamato worked as usual and decided to leave at 10pm, he came out of the bar with his cute tote bag. Surprisingly he saw seunghoo coming towards him.

hey!! You left early in the morning.

Oh,am sorry I didn’t want to disturb you that’s why I left unnoticed Yamato apologized. Am glad your not avoiding me seunghoo said. Yamato just smiled looking down. You know you get shy a lot seunghoo said. No I don’t,Yamato replied still blushing. So can I drop you off seunghoo said. Uhhh…… okayy no problem Yamato said as seunghoo led him into the car. They were quiet all through the journey. When they arrived, seunghoo held Yamato’s hand.

uhhm Yamato I like you. I like you so much that i don’t know what I’ll do if something happened to you. Please give me a chance to love you please Yamato seunghoo confessed. Uhmm hyung I don’t hate you,am not sure of my feelings towards you Yamato said fidgeting his hands. I’ll g…get back to you later on,just give me sometime to think about it carefully Yamato said.

Okay take your time seunghoo said and bid Yamato goodbye and left. Yamato finally breathed out loudly.he got into his apartment,freshened up and laid on his bed to rest.few minutes later he got up unable to fall asleep .i am scared that if I fall in love with Hyung and let him in, I might get hurt and I don’t want to go through such experience again and Hyung looks like a really nice person, he has done so much for me and protected me so many times

With this Yamato kept talking to himself until he falls asleep.

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The next day he got up and was ready to go meet the drycleaner for his clothes . On his way back he met seunghoo. Uhhhhh Hyung don’t telll me this is just a mere coincidence Yamato asked with a questionable smile.seunghoo smile or maybe it’s fate or destiny seunghoog smirked. What are you doing here Yamato asked while avoiding seunghoo answer

I came to pick up some few things that got finished at home. So if you don’t mind should we go grab a coffee and probably have breakfast?. Uhmm Hyung am not sure, I need to…. Yamato declined but was interrupted. Come on , it won’t take any time please seunghoo pouted cutely making Yamato chuckle. Okay Hyung let’s go. When they got to the cafe Yamato ordered a burger and hot chocolate coffee and some toast bread,and seunghoo took just hot chocolate and toast bread.

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