That evening changed my entire life . My name is Riyaz , but back then I am not like  what I am now . Things changes with time . Technology , Devices , Books everything has changed and that's the beauty of life it changes too , but with a sudden incident . It is not started like you wanted and it doesn't goes like you think . It teaches you at all the phases . probably you will get something precious or you will lose something precious . 

When I was child we don't think much about what we wanted . Our life was full of joy . But , as there is no light without dark there is no joy without pain . Everything has a price maybe you could pay it then or maybe later but you should pay that price in order to complete the  cycle .

Back then , sun shines like a warm gem in the  sky . Heat of the sun passes through our hair and cheeks and made us full of energy . There were many giant mountians of clouds in sky , maybe they are trying to say something to us "who knows" . Wind flows gently passing through leaves of that tree in which our kites was stuck throughout the year . we wonders all the time how many kites should be in that forest near to our houses . Sky looks too beautiful whenever there was mountains of clouds floating like ships in the ocean . We tries to find figures in those gigantic mountains . when I look back and think about those days the first thought cames in my mind "Was that the time my life started shaping itself" .

Probably I am 6 or 7 years old when I stepped into the real world full of beauty and miracles of god. As I said earlier there is no light without dark there is no joy without pain. I didn't know that when I stepped into this real world. Your first step was kinda surprising for you, and naturally I felt the same way. My life was same as every small kid has 'go to school, go to classes for religious knowledge, go to tuition and at the end of the day watch Pokémon at home.

I hadn't many friends but that severals are enough for playing outside and for pokemon talks . We are such great friends at classes our duty was to arrange desks for students and for our teachers . we all handles cleaning , rolling mattresses and many other stuffs to do . In between our duty we make our games to play . while playing those games we completes our tasks . After completing our lessons one of us makes silly jokes to made us laugh In order to save ourselves from teacher we prefer to smile . That's what we all do everyday . No stress of studies , playing with friends is all we love then .

  "Love is not real" if there is no such thing as love . Then  , there  will be no sorrow . Back then , we all disagree to this but now we all may accept this . We all have lost something which we loved the most . We all are suffering from this cruel world . All we have left is ashes of our memories spreaded all over our palms . Starring  at them , remembering those days is all we can do . Life is strange sometimes it let you feel that everything is going well , nothing is going to be bad . you will not pay for what are you doing . And there comes the harsh reality we all calm down ourselves and let everything happens whether it is good or bad . 

Everything was going well, I was enjoying my life, One day I met a guy having the fluffy stomach and yes that's how I can describe it. I wouldn't know that we would end up being such great friends. Most of my truly heart touching friendships started with a fight or our friendship becomes stronger after fight or an argument. We all have that one friend who knows our past better than us. He lets you know about himself more than everyone else. He trusts you unconditionally. Peter that was his name,Back then he was the only one whom I remember was my first friend. No one knows how to make friends,, but it is in our nature. We didn't even realize how We ended up being friends and that is the miracle. At the starting point of my life Peter was the only one I remember who started his journey by walking side by side to me by touching our shoulders. As I told you earlier mostly my friendship becomes stronger after a fight and that's how We become die hearted brothers from just friends.

Jade that was the name of that fat guy which I end up being friends,, but at the beginning I wouldn't know that guy was going to play an important character In my story of life. Story which I didn't know then.

Surprisingly, life is not unfair as We think. It makes everyone smile and cry. Everyone has experienced love, joy, and sorrow in his life.

Maybe some gets more love in their part or some gets more sorrow than others. But everyone has tasted both of the sides and that's how universe works, for every happiness, sadness is waiting. For every light there is dark present. For every warm summer days there is harsh cold winters. Universe is so obvious to understand.

Our trio was best, We are famous for our friendship we never let one of us alone we stand by confidence of our friendship. We wait for sessions to end and leaves classes at the same time. We talk too much in streets as that streets was our home and sky was our roof.

Now whenever I pass through those streets whole chapters of my life are in front of me, some glimpses makes me smile while some of them tear my heart into pieces. Friends are like brothers in order to fix everything sometimes they made mistake. They just want to see you happy no matter If they can do that or not they will try hard till the end to get you what you wanted. Mostly those streets reminds me only that one person which I wanted to forget but as everyone says your heart guides you towards what you need and that's why I am unable to erase that person from my memories, and maybe I can't be able to do, until I die.

I didn't recognize much of this but that day I first time saw her. That was starting of my cycle of joy,, and sorrow. That day first time my wheel of love and sorrow started rotating.

when I saw her I wouldn't be able to believe my eyes what I was watching my blood started to flow with an increament in pressure. My heart was gone mad it started pumping fast and that day I touched my chest and feeled the beats. That, That beats was beats of life...