I Am An Unwanted
PROLOGUE
Amaira Linton: Age 20
A dropout student and housewife
Forced wife of Mason
Mason Russell: Age 24
CEO of Russell industries
Forced to marry Amaira
So let's begin with the prologue
Amaira Linton
It hurts to live
Amaira Linton
My dreams, my goals everything is shattered
Amaira Linton
On top of that, my husband?
Amaira Linton
He said "do me a favor and die somewhere. That will be great if you die, then everyone can breathe a sigh of relief"
Amaira Linton
What is my fault in all this? Just because I'm an unwanted and also his unwanted forced wife whom he'll never love
Amaira Linton
Everyone wants me to die so let me fulfill their wish, I have decided that I'll commit suicide
Amaira Linton
Good bye forever
Mason Russell
{Sigh} What a trouble I have implicated upon myself
Mason Russell
Dad was right! Women are troublesome
Mason Russell
Hey how can you try to commit suicide 💢
Mason Russell
huh what is this? A diary!
EZRA (Author)
Hey ya lovelies
EZRA (Author)
Hope you like this story
BAD OMEN
Amaira stood in front of her parents looking down. Everyone was present there in confusion.
Samuel cleared his throat making Amaira look up a little,
Samuel Linton
Amaira is going to marry in this week
He said in his cold voice leaving no room for arguing and dismissed everyone
Amaira went in her small room silently which had nothing just a small vanity and a small single bed. For her the room was colorless just like her fate and soul. She stood in front of the vanity and looked in the mirror. The girl she was seeing in the mirror was looking broken, her eyes, her soul empty. She didn't know how to smile and how can she know when she forgot the meaning of smile
She moved from there to the corner of the room where a window was. She looked out of the window and looked at the moon which was shining brightly and the sky which was dark just like her soul. Her soul was like night, but the only difference was she had no morning in her life to illuminate her dark soul.
Slowly tears started flowing from her eyes, one by one sob started escaping from her mouth. She slipped down and leaned back against the wall, curling her legs And wrapping her arms around them. She cried over her fate, she cried of being unwanted, she cried for her future which she didn't see, she cried because she believed she'll never be happy
Amaira Linton
(No one asked me if I wanted to marry or not. I don't even know who was the man who I was going to marry.)
Millions of thoughts ran in her mind just thinking about her future.
Amaira Linton
What if he is just like them? {teary}
Amaira Linton
what if he too sees me as unwanted
Amaira Linton
will he love me?
Amaira Linton
what if he hates me? {anxious}
Amaira Linton
(I don't know what to expect from this marriage. I was just 19 years old and wanted to study but after college my parents didn't let me continue my studies. They all called me a bad omen and believed everyone that I was a bad omen.)
She slept while crying and overthinking her thoughts
She woke up and found her self on the floor. She felt ache on her back but ignored it because she was used to all this. she slowly made her way to the small washroom and did her business.
She went downstairs in the kitchen and started prepare breakfast for everyone. She didn't eat anything before everyone because it was her punishment which she didn't know why they were giving her.
With a heavy heart, She wiped her tears which were flowing. she quickly made breakfast and put it on the dining table in the dinning hall. Everyone entered the room one by one and sat on the chairs.
She silently served them and was about to go in the kitchen when her dad stopped her
Samuel Linton
On your wedding day, don't make this ugly face. I don't want anyone to think that you are not happy
He said that making her heart hurt.
She just nodded her head and went back in the kitchen.
She pressed her lips tightly in a thin line and closed her eyes, trying to suppress cries. She heard her dad's voice
Samuel Linton
It's just a business deal not a real wedding. They just want a simple wedding ceremony and a grand reception
He was talking slowly, but Amaira heard him.
Amaira Linton
(Just a business deal.)
She Went back in her room once everyone ate dinner. She was in no mood so She skipped dinner. She locked the door of the room and sat on her bed, after taking her diary out of the drawer.
She opened the empty page of her diary and looked at it. Slowly, her tears started flowing again from her eyes once she started writing.
The girl is slowly breaking
The girl is slowly dying.
Yet no one sees.
The girl is slowly fading.
Yet no one notices.
Dear diary,
They are now finally getting rid of that a bad omen. No more burden they will have. Life Is so amazing right? This is what everyone says. Wrong. They all are wrong they don't know life is not amazing. It's difficult and full of twists which makes every person a mess.
My life is also a mess. I am a bad mess, a bad omen, a burden, an UNWANTED, an Empty soul and much more. The people who say life is beautiful then they haven't seen the real life, a life which is cruel and has cruel people.
I am going to marry someone. What if he is just like them? What if he is worse than them? Tell me will he give the love which I ask in my every prayer from god? I just want love nothing more. Tell me should I keep this hope that he will not be like them?
Tell me should I forget this all and start a new life with a hope of being loved? Tell me?
She couldn't keep herself together more so she closed the diary and put it under her pillow.she put her head on the pillow and slept after crying her heart out.
EZRA (Author)
ba-bye lovelies
EZRA (Author)
Next update will be on 6 March
I DO
I sat in front of the mirror, staring at the girl, who looked beautiful with makeup but her eyes were telling other story. She was sitting in white dress which had golden embroidery on it with a white veil pinned on her head.
I closed my eyes remembering last night incident.
I knocked on the door of dad's study.
I heard the voice from the other side of the door
I slowly entered the room, making him look up at me. He glared at me making me freeze on my spot
Amaira Linton
I don't... Want to… Do...
This marriage
He stood up in anger making me take a few steps back.
He stood in front of me and slapped me, making me close my eyes and press my lips together to stop crying.
Samuel Linton
If I hear this sentence again from you then the consequence will be very bad
He fumed in anger making me tremble in fear.
Samuel Linton
After this wedding don't you dare to come in this house or try to contact any of us because no one wants you here
His words made me freeze.
He said in stern and cold voice making me nod my head.
I opened my eyes and wiped the lone tear which fell from my eyes.
A few minutes later, someone entered my room and took me out of my room.
I was taken into the living backyard where few people were present.
The decorations weren't much, it was a simple aisle and a priest was standing over there
I was walked down the aisle by my dad
After that the ceremony started with me alone and no groom by my side
Priest
Are you willing to do this marriage
when the priest asked me this question, I was quiet
All the things since childhood started playing in front of my eyes
I was standing in the corner dusting the self, while my little brother was playing with toys.
He suddenly, accidentally broke an
expensive vase, which mom loved.
He looked up at me and at the same time mom entered the living room.
Eilene Linton
WHO BROKE IT?
She yelled and Asaph, my little brother pointed his finger at me making me look at them in shock.
Mom came and stood in front of me and slapped me twice on my both cheeks making me cry in pain.
Eilene Linton
You are worthless. How can you dare to touch my things? Do you know how expensive it was? Let your father come!
She said and again slapped me.
That day dad didn't say anything but
warned me not to do anything again like that.
Priest
Are you willing to do this marriage?
The priest asked me the question the second time but I didn't answer again.
I was still lost in my thoughts
I sat on my bed and stared out of the window when I heard dad calling me.
I quickly stood up and walked out of the room.
He was in his office and said once I entered
Samuel Linton
Once you will marry
He said looking at the file in his hands
Samuel Linton
Our ties cut off. Never contact any family member here.
Priest
Are you willing to do this marriage?
I felt someone put their hand on my
shoulder when the priest asked last time.
Amaira Linton
(That's it) I DO
I whispered thrice closing my eyes.
I was no more Amaira Samuel Linton, now I became Amaira Mason Russell
After the ceremony I was taken back in my room and changed my dress.
Beauticians did my makeup, but I didn't look up once at the mirror.
After that I was taken down then out of the house in the car.
I looked down at my hands the whole time and prayed for my future silently.
A few minutes later, the car stopped, and I was again taken out of the car and heard many clicks of camera, but I didn't dare to look up.
I felt someone stood beside me and
put a hand on my back. The hand was rough yet warm making me
feel safe for the first time in my life.
I looked up at the person who made me feel safe and stuck my breath. I felt my whole world stopped.
We both sat on the couch which was on the stage.
He was talking with someone and here again I was awe-stuck after hearing his voice.
His voice was cold which was giving me, shiver but for me it was melodic.
We both were sitting in a car, and he was driving, and I sat beside him, looking out of the window.
I was thinking again about my future, and thought maybe this was a start,
a good start, maybe he was not like everyone else and he will never make me feel unwanted.
He opened the door of the car from his side and jumped out and closed the door with a loud voice making me feel scared.
I looked up and saw him going inside the house without me.
I opened the door with my trembling
hands and stood up. I gently closed the door unlike him and slowly went inside the house hesitantly.
I had difficulty in carrying my dress.
The whole house was silent then I heard his voice
Mason Russell
What are you doing here?
His voice is cold not soft and gentle.
I played with my hands and answered him,
Mason Russell
Are you gonna say something or just shutter?
I looked down at the floor as whispered,
Amaira Linton
I am your wife…
Mason Russell
You. Are. Not. My. Wife.
Get that?
He said loudly making me jump
from my place.
I felt hurt but, nonetheless, nodded my head slowly. I controlled my tears and fisted my dress.
He stomped near me and grabbed my hand roughly which hurt my wrist.
He pulled me with him upstairs, and I followed him stumbling on my dress again.
He opened the door of a room and pushed me inside.
Mason Russell
From now you live here
He said gritting his teeth and walked out of the room banging the door which made me jump again.
I looked at the door as it swung open and closed. then I turned around looking at the room and let my tears flow down.
EZRA (Author)
Bye lovelies
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