It has been raining since morning. One girl is drinking coffee and reading novel while listening to "forever rain". sometimes she looks outside to enjoy the rain falling. She likes rainy times because to her it is the perfect time to read romantic novels.

reading the synopsis made her sad because this novel resembles her a little,

that girl's name is Min Yoonji, who just reached 21 years old. She is still a student reading in university. everyone knows her in one word ''good for nothing''. She also introduces herself like this. One might wonder who the heck can introduce herself like this?? Maybe she is the first person who can do it.

Everyone knows she can do nothing except study. Because what everyone can see is to read her books only but she doesn't think of herself as a bookie. To everyone except study, all she can do is sleeping, eating, and being hype for certain a band locking herself in her own room.

The band is the only reason for her to being alive. the only inspiration....

Actually, no one knows about her life and she just acts like can't do anything. It is because she made a cocoon around her where no one could enter.

She is all alone who have no friends in this world.

In 21st century life who doesn't have a friend. Well, she did have some, but in past. They left her later. they betrayed her. She thought them as friends but they used her just for her money. She didn't know these. And later they spread many rumors about her.

They told everyone that she slept with many men and this is how she earns money it happened when she found their schemes and decided not to be their money tree.

As her family didn't support her but also helped her friends and she was all alone so she couldn't show any evidence except protesting by themselves. But who cares about truth or lie. all they care about is juicy news.

They edited her picture with some random fat old men whom she didn't even see before, actually, she didn't even touch any boys in her life. when she sees any couple she wants to get a boyfriend too. But because of having these types of personal issues, it is hard for her to approach girls let alone boys. moreover, she lost confidence when others started to mock her.

So she started to close herself. It doesn't matter being alone or not. As far she has internet and mobile and enough food money she doesn't need anything more.

to her being alone is ok. after all she has everything she wants.

But to be the truth, in her mind, she is a very lonely girl who really wanted to become friends with others in university but they think herself as a moody girl because she seems rich to them and sits in the corner, don't speak but read something. In front of her, they don't say anything but in her back, they call her slut, money girl, all credits go to the rumors.

she just acts like there is nothing and smiles back then someone says something without refuting back.

But most of the time, she goes to the department washroom alone and cries a lot. then return back as nothing happened which is unknown to the world.

It's not her fault but she is the sufferer. People think she is the happiest person who has everything and they also think she is the worst girl who doesn't deserve anything.

She finds those logic funnies but what can she do?? she has no one to lean on.

It is not like she doesn't have parents nor have any guardian or her family is poor. But she is from a rich family. her parent is heeeella rich. And she has the special privilege of being the second child out of three. the privilege is not getting any care, any support, any love except being cornered. sometimes she thought is she really their child or not. But their family do DNA tests on every child after birth so all she could do was accept them as parents.

She heard after her birth one Taoist said she will bring bad luck to her family. So they started to hate her. Sometimes she got locked up when they faced any problem. and most of the time they ignore her. they didn't even reveal her identity to others and she also restricted from revealing her identity. but yah, they provide her everything, like a bird who stays in the cage without love.

It is not understandable to her that in this 21st area who the h... believe this type of thingy. furthermore, all of them are educated. sometimes she wanted to ask why they gave her birth if they couldn't accept her. As it is not her fault to come into this world. But when she afraid to ask them.

why don't they love her? why all of her parents' affection is only for her other siblings? she doesn't know the answers.

'I don't want anything valuable nor even want to harm anyone. I just want some love some care. Is it too much to show a little care??' the only question she wanted to know.

her elder brother is afraid of her intelligence. He thinks she might be the next heir because she was so good at everything.

when she thinks about these all she can do is laugh 'Bro I am not greedy for money all of you know this. So why you show love to Min tannie but why not me, why?'

Because of her brother's jealousy, she started to act like a fool who is good for nothing. who just spent her time reading books without doing anything. even she stopped giving her father any ideas as she did in past.

Her Lil sister also doesn't come to her. Because her mom thinks she might hurt her sister too. thinking this made her laugh.

What a great family it is... thinking this she sighed.

She really wants to make friends, hang out with friends, get love from her family like the novels dramas. But maybe she doesn't deserve this. She is tired because of this world. Sometimes she wishes to transmigrate or die then reincarnate into another world like the fantasy novels manga. Maybe there she can get some love. Her fantasy is kinda funny, right? She knows it can't be possible to happen but these fantasies are the reason for her happiness.

her thinking is kind of like crazy which can make laugh to anybody. Yah she knows that too. Who in the world lives like this in present this era.

Well, how many people know about the lifestyle of rich ones. all of them also fantasize and think like they are happy because they have money they have nothing to worry about.

because one can't be able to see the behind the scenes. the only thing they can see is their fake smiling our dual faces, their happiest persona. Watching these people fantasize they have everything they are living the best life. but don't even try to know are they happy or are they suffering. like burn the stage...

thinking about this thing made her sorrows started to hug her as a bestie do. yah all sadness is her bestie. those things don't leave her alone.

Anyway, after thinking these she closed and stopped reading my novel book. Song changes to "Epiphany" from "awake". thinking all of these made her feel sad. Like "rain" lyrics:

"Then I turned my eyes to the window and everything looks gray

Gray city, gray buildings, gray roads, gray rain

Everything in this world is slow"

because of her messy thinking, her tears started to fall without her nerves telling her about these all... She really wanna cry loudly... So she ran towards the stairs to cry on the rooftop with her rain partner.

Because according to thinking, raindrops can hide one's teardrop. the sound of rain can hide the sound of cry...

But.... is her luck quite good or bad??

she really didn't know. she suddenly slipped in the stair and rolled like the heroine in dramas and then fall to the ground. all she could think is she was running towards a black hole because it was hard to control the spinning. suddenly she saw everything became dark and One angel-like person is smiling at her.

'who is he? why he is smiling? he looks so good'

He opened his mouth "do you want to leave this place??"

she was confused who the h.l. is he?? If she leaves here where she will go?? And does she have any option?? What's going on?? will she go to hell?? or heaven??

Then she heard her brother shouted to her mom "mission complete. We won't need to think about this bitch anymore" mom and my brother were laughing loudly.

she felt some liquid has streamed from her head and it is still continuing.

'I wondered what I did in my past life to suffer like this? I wish no one in this world get this type of family. But I am feeling happy at least I can leave this living hell. Though I don't know what my wrongdoings are. and I don't wanna know too. I don't know what will happen. But I believe I will be happier' thinking this tear dropped from her eyes.

then she smiled at the angel and said.

"yes, please, take me with you. I really wanna leave" after all this hell is not worse than real hell to her

He smiled "ok"

Suddenly she found herself in a white room with a white gown. 'Ahh, maybe every people after death wears this type of dress. will I wear one too?' thinking this she smiled.

The angel said" please wait for a moment"

She nodded ''it's ok. take your time''

'after all this is where I will live, this place is nice but can I make friends here? be like me without fake persona' thinking all of these she fell into a daze that she didn't see another angel comes afterward.

she startled when she heard "I am sorry Miss. Yoonji, though you were not supposed to die today, you died earlier. and now you are here.''

Hearing this Yoonji chuckled because to her that place was hell so die earlier or later doesn't matter to her.

''Actually, we saw how you lived. you shouldn't have live like that..though we can't explain why you shouldn't deserve it.. But we were quite angry. Though we shouldn't be... I mean how can a parent treat their child like this! "

she wanted to stop herself from laughing. But started to laugh loudly hahaha.

she was wishing that time if there were some human-like the angels in the world she had not to suffer like. oh, it couldn't be possible because angels are angels.

After stopping her laugh he smiles and says again ''we saw you read a lot of novel and manga. Right?''

she nodded ''yah but why?''

"Because of early death, we decided to send you a new world. We hope you will find your happiness there. We won't say in which world you will go to. You need to find it on your own. We will just give our blessings after you find out the storyline.... don't take more time. Ok?? Bye-bye."

when he made her disappear from that place, the previous one showed up ''you told lie.''

he smirked.

''I had to lie. isn't it normal'' a pearl dropped the ground

.....

Hearing this she frowned because she still didn't understand what they meant ?? they didn't even give her any chance to ask. Where she will go?? because she doesn't want to get hurt again!!

But she couldn't say it out.

Because all she could hear was the sound of a crying baby "owa owa owa" near to her.

'Wait did they make me a mother of a baby?? then who the h... is my hubby??' she fell in despair.

'But why can't I move my body except for head and leg?? Paralyze I am?? What the flower. Angel, you are a liar!!'

then she looked at the top and saw a purple hair woman is smiling while looking at her.

'Wait why she looks so big?? Ahh what's happening, man??' she is so confused.

then she tried to ask

"who are you, sis??"

but ended up hearing owwwwaaa aaa sound.

she frowned thinking why she can't speak. Then she saw that woman takes her in her lap saying "omooo our baby is cute... Which name should I give??"

And she is like.... wait!!! she is that baby??

totally unexpected thingy to her. What?????????????? She wanted to shout but…

That lady smiled and said, "cutie you just woke up. are you hungry? Are you feeling ok now?"

Is it the new world that the angel said?

The baby is she?? Huh. Thinking this Yoonji frowned.

Wait the angel said she would be in novel or manga.

Thinking all of this she couldn't find a way out. 'what should I do? How can I know in which story belong? It's bad. Dapponim angel'

she started to scold the angel. But her bickering face looked cuter.

She started to imagine how the angel is smirking seeing her present situation.

Then she stopped thinking all of these and started to look around.

Yoonji saw that lady stared at her without blinking her eyes. she is already convinced about being a baby but feels sad after seeing that lady.

because when she died she was older than this lady. that lady is like a little girl to her who didn't even reach 20 in her guess.

Yoonji felt pity for that girl because she didn't even get to enjoy her life nor she could study perfectly. she wanted to pat that girls' back. such a kiddo girl got another kiddo to take care.

then she sighed again thinking that girl already bore a baby while she didn't even get a boyfriend. what bad luck she had that she couldn't even get a lover let alone getting a husband. thinking she sighed again. though it is impossible to sigh in baby body but so what?

though it sounds yawn to that lady, so what.

then Yoonji's eyes reverted to the dress that girl wear.

Looking at her she is like wait why her dress looks like this?? that girl wore a Victoria pattern like corset but it was a straight line one and under a normal blouse. the design is not that extravagant but humble and classy. that skirt well, she can't see that skirt because she can only see her waistline.

with her pink hair and the blue dress, she looks like a pretty actress.

Seeing this dress pattern, she is so confused now. what type of manga or novel she is now! is she in any ancient type manga or novel then?? or she went in any urban-type one and is in any program??

the confusion is because of this type of dress. People generally wear this type of dress in the program of Richie mainly in the stars' party, not at the home.

she thought she might be in any part but she wondered what about where the other people or sound. there should be some noise.

Moreover, she thought this girl might be her mother but now she wondered where her mother is. or is this lady exactly the mother?

'i think she is not my mom, after all, how can a little kiddo be my mom' she sighed in relief but didn't think what she is now. who is the real kid?

after a little brainstorm she started to chew her finger because she is so hungry and thought about what kind of food she will get for now. 'will I get milk or other food?'

Seeing her condition, that lady grinned and took Yoonji in her lap "omo my baby is hungry. Don't chew the finger. let me give your precious food"

Yoonji looked at her again. she is now fully convinced about what is going on right now.

she understood that this girl is her future mom. not only this, she is now in an ancient type of storyline. thinking this another little brainstorm was about to start.

but her all thinking stopped when that lady started to feed her. it is her first time having milk like this so thinking this she felt uncomfortable but she is ok with it. for her future, she needs to have milk because she needs to be stronger. 'I know as a baby I should drink milk. I am a good girl right??'

hmm, this is how she convinced herself as she doesn't want to agree that she is drinking milk just because she is hungry.

While she was having the sweet meal she already fell asleep.

her mom smiled she looks cutest when she sleeps.

After having a long time sleep and she woke up. as long as she opens her eyes she startled 'ashhh, I was about to die again because of heart failure'

A man is staring at her with like she is something precious.

who is he? where are you, mommy protect me' thinking this she was about to start crying.

but she stopped her half-open mouth when she heard " woo her eyes are also like mine too!!" that man's eyes sparkling like a cute puppy.

hearing this her brow raised with questioning eyes 'Huh?? Like him?? Then he must be my dad.'

Because in the past, people always matched their facial structures to identify their children. at least this is what happens in novels or manga. because there was no chance to do DNA test.

her observation process started again.

She looked at him to know more about her future daddy at that time.

that person has a delicate heart-shaped face. and her eyes are curvy almond eyes with an aquiline shaped nose makes her face super handsome. he looks nice with mint hairs.

'Ahhh like Suga. Lol, how can Suga be my dad? maybe he is Sugas' ancestor.' these are the first things she thought after her first observation.

but he is not that old. Around 23 or 24 years old young man. seeing him she again felt sad. people here marriage so quickly duh!!!

her poor single life is making her sad again. but she started to match his face with her oppas.

'His eyebrows are. Like Namjoon. And lip. His facial structure. Ahhhaaa I am having this syndrome again. Always thinking about my lovely babes. I am not with them. Ahh, I feel sad. I miss them. I won't be able to see them. It's ok. They will be my inspiration in this life too. No matter where I am, I will be their fan. It's ok.' thinking about these she again sighed.

She doesn't even know how many times she sighed today. though her sigh doesn't seem like a sigh but likes yawning.

But the problem is she already fell for her handsome dad. She decided to love him more than her mom... her dad got the extra partial marking for being like her handsome Oppas.

It is good that her father doesn't know anything about what she is thinking otherwise he would faint or vomit blood.

When she was thinking all of these, she started to giggle. It made him stopped breathing for a moment and also stared at Yoonji without blinking.

'how can a 2-week baby looks so cute like a doll' he was thinking when he saw Yoonji.

seeing his behavior, she felt shy so she tried to move her hand and legs a little.

seeing her little movement, he blushed a little. " she is a living doll. how can a baby be so cute!! it is all because of my handsome face"

After watching his flashy face, she surprised 'Omo really?? how can a person blush so handsomely.' she started to fangirling again.

then that man poked her cheek and both of them started to laugh and started to play.

At that moment, the door opened with a ''kaaeeekk'' noise.

both of them looked at the door but later that man moved his head and started to poke her cheek and nose.

But Yoonji's attention went to the opening door to see who is coming. Although, it was impossible for her to see as the door was so far away from her to see.

Then she saw that girl aka her mom came to the room.

Pouting at daddy, she said "you come home after a long time and didn't even come at me. Huh. You forgot me because of our baby"

And started to laugh. but daddy didn't even look at her but stared at me like a puppy

Seeing their expression, she blinked like a fool. 'First time in my life I am feeling so happy. Someone is jealous because of me. I really want to cry. But it will make this moment a messy one.' thinking these she started to giggle again.

Then her father stood up, hugged and kissed on her mom's forehead with a large smile

"God knows how much I missed you Zara, but I am sorry because from now on my baby is my top priority. You are the second one" his chuckled face looked so handsome.

'owo then my mom's name is Zara. I like this name.' Yoonji smiled after knew her mothers' name.

Pouting again Zara smiled "huh ok okay. I lost. Now go be fresh first. I didn't even decide her name. I was waiting for you. Go quickly"

Her dad jumped with when heard this "what you didn't even select her name?? why? How did you call her then??''

''Isn't this your fault? You forgot you told me to wait for you?'' Zara frowned.

''Ohh ok okk sorry. Wait, wait I am coming back quickly. Which name should I call her??? She is our sunshine. '' he touched his head ''What to do?? Wait for me. It won't take long!"

Watching him jumping like a baby her mom chuckled and said "I know, I already prepared your bathwater. Just be fresh quickly. I need to feed her. then I will arrange your food"

Then her daddy looked at her again and gave her a little flying kissy.

Seeing his flying kiss Yoonji also tried to kiss back but it looked like she pouted her lips. After all baby's lips are not okay for giving kissy.

Her daddy blushed again and quickly run toward the door when he saw her pouting face. 'ah why she is cute. today is my death day.' he thought and smiled.

Mom started to laugh again after seeing this.

Then looking at Yoonji she said "your papa is always like that. He was waiting for you. He loves you a lot. Maybe, for this reason, you quite resemble him"

Hearing this Yoonji's mind ran wild, 'ooooh I look like him...ahhh mixing of my fav babies. ' she blushed in my mind.

if anyone knew what she is thinking they would wonder from where she came!!! what a crazy fangirl she is!!!

After then Zara started to feed her.

After seeing Zara and her daddy, she already understood that her family is super good. They love her a lot.

She started to hope something good in this life. She already decided to love her family. 'thank you angels'

But the fact is now what she wants to know in which storyline she belongs to. Otherwise, it will make her life into trouble.

Anyway, seeing her mom's smiley face she decided to think everything later and played with her mom for now.

After finishing her eating, Zara carried her made her burp. And then hold her on her hand and started to walk around the room.

Yoonji wanted to go outside to see this world but she can wait for later. She is not in a hurry.

After a while, her daddy came to the room. seeing Yoonji in Zara's lap he started sulking like a baby. Because he wants to carry Yoonji too.

Seeing his expression Zara chuckled and gave Yoonji to her daddy.

'He will be a childish father' Zara grinned and gave 'tsk'.

He looked so happy like he won an award. Yoongi blinked her eyes and giggled. then she tried to touch his face but she couldn't do this after all her hand is still small.

seeing her hand wavering her dad kissed her forehead 'ahhh. why he is so good.'

After a while, he said "Zara you know, I already choose some names before she born.'' Zara nodded. '' during the bath, I decided to name her Bianca, Bianca arin Britanni"

Huh??

Bianca arin Britanni??

'why I think I heard this name?? But I can't remember.' Yoonji aka Bianca started to think.