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Where is the red and pink friend?

- Thsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

-Myrlo Keda Re???

-Dude Look Back (Rafi)

Looking back, Oma is seething with anger. It's scary to see...

I think to myself, I don't talk to any girl, I don't disturb. Why is he starting to come here?? I said boldly

-Which bara rice of yours did I give ashes????(me)

- I don't. Did you give ashes to my friend's bara bhata???

-Which friend??

- Here she is (there was another girl next to her).

- Yes, I have never seen him!

- Did not see! Then he said how is that friend red pink???

-Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

- Choppoppop

-Ha ha ha ha I was singing

- Yes, I was singing. But who sees this friend of mine

- Why should I sing when I see him?

- Look at the red and pink dress on her...

-Ha ha ha ha ha

- Thsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss Shaitaan Fazil is not shy... (It went on saying.)

Hey friend, you didn't say anything!

- What can I say? How to understand?? His friend was wearing a red and pink shirt.

- But friend, I am very surprised

-Why??

- Did not beat you.

- Look for that girl without rubbing salt in the wound... And yes I can't come to college for 10 days

- Where to go???

- What do you know! Mother said where to go.

- Hmmmmm

- Ok, then you're fine

- Ok bye

I have not given the identity. I am in Shubo Intermediate 2nd year. That's all. no more

I came home and saw my mother cooking

- Is mom cooked??

- No more

- Just a little more. Do you cook so much??

- Nothing much. In fact, it took half an hour to cook. And it is late to return from school

(Oh yes my mother is a primary school teacher. And I have never seen my father. Only heard that he died of cancer when I was 2 years old)

- Hmmm good. You cook, I take a bath.

- Go to him

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While taking a shower...

- Where is that friend red pink, come come bu......(Remembered about college again. Issss didn't give me tie.)

Finished bathing. I started eating. And I asked my mother

- Mother

- Hmmm say

-Where will we go tomorrow??

- my house

-You mean your house??

- I mean your house

- Many houses.!

- Hmmm. I will leave tomorrow morning, what do you say??

-....(I can't say anything. Because I keep telling my mother where my grandmother's house is?? She says no)

Why don't you talk?

- I can't talk because of mother Khushi.

- Why??

-You say that I don't have many houses. Now where did it come from??

- I will tell you everything later. you eat now And yes, pack your clothes

- Well.

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Rice does not want to go down the throat. Ready to eat something and pack a bag. I wonder how many uncles there are. Nana Nani is alive or not??? How many cousins are there?

At night I went to bed thinking and falling asleep.....

In the morning...

- Good morning

- No, aunty, let's sleep a little more

-Where did your aunt come from?? get up

- Hey mom, you are here

- Yes, I am. But who did your aunt tell?

-Actually I was watching everyone in Nana's house while sleeping..hee hee hee hee

- Don't get up now train at 10 am

- What do you say I will go to the train??

- Yes, eat quickly and get ready.

-Ok. listen listen

- What again??

-Where is Nana's house??

- Rajshahi

- Rajshahi!

- Hmmmmm (Mom left)

Gazipur to Rajshahi! Wow that's far. How did mom get married so far away?? No, there is no point in thinking about it. Not ready soon.

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- I got ready and got on the train. First train first love. What the hell can I say? First train first Nana house.

I am very happy. But my mother is a little upset. Maybe there is no father.

See everything at Rajshahi station at 4pm and various houses between 4:30pm.

- Oh mother, is it a house or a palace! Mother, whose house is this??

- Your grandfather

- What the hell do you say? So why do we live in such a place??

- You don't understand. Don't talk too much. come quietly.....

- Well...

Suddenly someone asked us to stop. A man will be like 40 years old…

- How are you??? (man)

- Hmmm good how are you?? (mom)

- Hmmm good.

-Suddenly after so long, I remembered our talk...!

- Hmmm

- Come in, come in...

-Oma who is he???

- Listen, you have 4 uncles, and you don't have any aunts.

- Hmmm I understand you don't have a sister.

-Why do you talk so much?? Listen to what I say

- Say yes

- I am after your 3 uncles.

-You don't have to say it's your younger brother. I mean my younger uncle

- Hmmm come quietly now

- I am silent. But one thing is that little uncle has selfies

- Why??

- He didn't say anything when he saw me.

- You don't understand. Be quiet. And come with me...

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We entered the house

Oh father, what a big house. Inside is like a palace. Little uncle called everyone's name. Soon many people gathered. So many people live in this house! Everyone is looking at me and mom...seems like we are aliens....after some time an old lady came.....coming and looking at mom one way....suddenly mom hugs the old lady....

- how are you (old lady)

- Not good, mother. (mother)

- After reading for so long, I remembered my mother (that means the old woman is my mother's mother. That means my grandmother).

- Hmmmmm. where is dad???

- No, it was 5 years ago.

-Mom and Nani are both crying...

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- Where is your groom??? (Nani)

- He died after 2 years of birth.. (Mother)

- So the boy standing is my brother?

- Hmmm. Come here, good luck.

- Hmmm how are you Nanu??

- Yes, good.

Bah Bah get a girl and forget everything!

Where did your anger go? (a guy)

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Part: 2

Bah Bah get a girl and forget everything!

Where did your anger go? (a guy)

I whispered..

- Mom, who is this client?? (me)

- Hey, this is your great uncle. I'm telling you to keep quiet. (Mother)

- Why aren't you talking mom?? (The man means my great uncle)

-..........(Nanu is not saying anything just crying)

- Brother, what will mother say, I am saying. Actually, my son is just to go to Nanu home Nanu home so I brought some...we will leave now.(Mother)

What does mother say! So I will leave now!

- Goodbye let's go (mom)

-Hmmm (me)

Suddenly mother stood up...

- Why are you standing again?? (me)

I looked back and saw that the elder uncle and Nanu were holding the mother's hand....

-How much more will we cry????(Uncle)

-Don't leave anymore (Nanu)

All three started crying again. And tears in the eyes of everyone at home...

- Yes, you just cry. Meanwhile, my stomach is rumbling...

-Ha ha ha ha ha (everyone laughed)

-Brother this is my son Shubo(mother)

-Hello uncle (me)

- Let's find a like-minded nephew...

Big uncle introduced everyone in the house one by one.

- Uncle, one thing

- Say yes

- Everyone has wives, sons and daughters. Why do you have a wife but no son or daughter????

- Hey there is a girl and she will return home tomorrow

-Ohhhh

Great aunt said

- Good, you feel good. come eat (mami)

- No mom, I am saying that to make everyone laugh.

-Ohhhhhhh

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Then Nanu showed me a room. I started looking for my mother

- Mother mother

Where did he go again?

- This is Mr. (female voice).

(turned around and saw cousins taking my photo)

- What's wrong with all of you taking my photo?

-Hey, I didn't know we had a cousin before. got it now So taking some photos...

- Hmmm, well, I haven't gotten to know you very well. I'll chat and get to know you.

-Ok

We all went to Mez Mami's house.

- I didn't see that maid uncle

-Dad has gone out for a few days (said his son).

-Ohhhh

Then we chatted a lot, three boys and two girls. The boys' names are Akash, Suman, Rifat. And the names of the two girls

Sabiha and Oishi.

I inquired about everyone

One said

- It would be better if you were Rimi

-Who is Rimi??(Me)

- Grand uncle's daughter

Oh, yes, that's what uncle said

Sudden arrival of great aunt

- It's 11 pm. When to eat???

-Mami you go we are coming (me)

- Hmmm come soon

Then I ate and went to sleep...

After a while mom came to see

- What are you sleeping??

-Hmmm half

-Half means??

- Means half sleep

- Why do you twist things so much?

- I do not twist. So you misunderstand.

- Put him to sleep

-Don't listen

-What again.???

- How did you go from this house to my father's place???

- Today or another day

-No right now

- Hmmm, listen, we had a love marriage. I ran away from home. Call home later. They don't accept then. The only girl talking. I am running away and getting married. Haven't come here since

- Why suddenly???

- for you

- I don't want to come

- I don't understand, now read and understand.

- Hmmm

-Sleep him, I will sleep with your grandmother

- Father, if you forget your son when you get the mother?? ok good night go

-Ok good night. Satan is one

I woke up in the morning and saw all my cousins and sisters getting ready

- Where will everyone go??

-Rimi to bring you

-Ohhh

- Come with us (Suman).

- Don't go

-No, don't go (everyone).

Hmmm come on...

Uncle has many cars. All are beautiful and expensive. We took a car and went to the station.

After standing for about 1 hour the train came.....

- That's Apuuuuu (Aishi)

Look we are coming here.

He approached and inquired about everyone

Now look at me...

- How are you here? (That sister)

-Have you ever seen me before??

- I mean! There is no greater devil than you.

What did you say? I have never seen you.

- What do you say these things? (Akash)

- Grandma told us. We have a fuppie. His son is happy. And Fupio is coming (Sabiha).

- Ohhhh, then this devil is the son of Fupi!

- Hmmmmm (sabiha)

(I wonder why Satan is telling me what I'm doing!)

Then looked into the eyes and left. I'm following everyone.

Since then I am not talking anymore.

I came home. She met her mother. Apu is going to her room, I am following her..

Where are you following me?

-Why did you call me the devil??

- I am the girl whose hands are empty due to the fact that tomorrow is called red and pink...

-Ehhhhhhhhh

- Yes

-But you are beating me unfairly. I did not see your friend

- I don't want to hear anything now.

- Hmmmmmm.

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I came to my mother without saying anything.

- And mother

-What??

- I will sleep with you today

- Why??

- I don't know, I really want to

- Well, sleep

I sleep next to my mother.

I wake up in the morning and see a paper on my chest...

I wonder what the paper is for. I started reading without doing...

happy,

I feel worse today. I do not know whether to live or not?? You are not told. I have brain cancer. The doctor said I will not survive. What will you do after I die? That's why I brought you here....I can't write anymore.... stay well.....

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your mother

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Part: 3

happy,

I feel worse today. I do not know whether to live or not?? You are not told. I have brain cancer. The doctor said I will not survive. What will you do after I die? That's why I brought you here....I can't write anymore.... stay well.....

the end

your mother

It made my head spin after that. Mother mother and mother. Where did you go?

When I got out of bed, I saw my mother lying!

-Nauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

On my call, everyone in the house including Nanu came

- What happened Nanu Bhai?

- That mother (couldn't say anything else)

Everyone shouted along with Nanu. What will happen to me now?? What should I do?? Who will I mess with?? Who will bear my annoyance?? No, mother did not die. Is there a mother?

I sit in silence and cannot cry.

Mother introduced me to them so that I would not be alone???

I couldn't cry anymore.

I remember the old sayings. How happy were the days.

Mother was buried in the afternoon. I really can't believe that anymore

I don't have a mother! I can't walk. The whole body stopped. Then I turned my head and fainted.

Then I don't remember anything else...

I regained consciousness at 8 pm.

Nanu is sitting next to him.

- Eat something, brother

- I can't say anything. I nodded. no i won't eat

Since then I haven't talked much......don't eat properly. Only the memories are floating in front of the eyes.

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After about 15 days….

I thought I will not stay here anymore. I will go home after talking to Nanu and Mama. Where there are more memories of my mother. Then I went to my great uncle

- Uncle

- Say yes

-I will leave

- Where to go???

-Where I was before

- What to do there, how to stay?? What to eat??

- It will be arranged.

Nanu comes while talking

- Nanu brother

- Yes Nanu tell me

- Where to go??

- Where I was before

-No. wait a minute Achad Ay Toh (Acad is the name of great uncle)

Then Nanu and Mama went out

He left after a while

-Nanu brother, will you keep a word for me??

- Yes, I will keep it. But I can't agree to go

- Yes, tell me first and keep my word

- Say yes

- I and Achad made a decision together

-What decision??

-I will marry you and Rimi

- Oh no Nanu, what are you saying at this time? And a few days ago my mother passed away. I'm not in a good mood, I can't get married. And is it time for me to get married???

- Well you don't. (uncle)

-Mama it is not possible in any way

I don't have a good future.

- Yes. Your mother was the only girl in this house. You have rights over his house and all his property. (uncle)

- But uncle

- No, but I am doing everything with understanding. Your wedding is next week.

- I'm Eva...

- And if you say anything about it. Then I will think that you are not my sister's son (uncle).

Both uncle and aunt left. What to do now?? Mother said to stay here. Uncle says so too. Then what to do with the wedding??

Phew, so much headache...

The marriage took place after many conversations. But no big arrangements were made.

Akash and Suman were sent to a room. Go and see the newly married person sitting...

I never spoke to her before marriage...

A little inside the room

-Standing there (Rimi)

(What happened to it again. I have not done anything now. Why is it humming like this!)

-What happened??

-What happened mean? Why did you marry me??

- Hey, uncle says so

-Your uncle said so you have to get married???

- So what will I do??

Why didn't you take my advice before marriage?

(Ohhhh no big mistake)

- Why don't you tell me (Rimi)

- Am I too much uncle...

-I don't want to hear any excuses...

(Looks down. I know I can't say anything now)

-Why don't you talk??(Rimi)

- I married you. Why do not you agree where the problem is??

- Two reasons

- What??

- I don't like you at all. Looking at your face. You will not match me in any way...

-And

-And I love one. My 2 year relationship with him….

(There was a mistake. I told my uncle so much that I will not marry him. He did not listen to me.)

- What do you say in a whisper??

-No, even if you ran away, you could

- There was no time.

- You could have come and told me

-Chopppppppp. I understand everything.

- Don't understand, forgot everything

- What did you say???

-No, what do you do now?? How to solve the problem???

-There is a way

-What way??

- Promise me first, that I will keep my word.

- Hmmm I promise I will keep it

- Divorce me whenever I say. I'll give it right away...don't give it??

- Yes, but uncle...

- If you had a loved one. Can you live without him???

-No

-I can't either. i will die

- No, you don't have to die. whenever you want I will divorce you...

(Rimi is crying) (Trying to make her smile a little at what happened)

-Say something??

- Hmmm say

- I am not older than you

- 1 month small

- So you have to tell me?

- What should I do if you are small?

- Then I will tell you from tomorrow

-(Said with a little smile). I will call you by name. And we will talk to everyone.

- Well sleep then it's late

-Where will you sleep?

- I'm here. I'll go up a little

-Hmmmmm (fall asleep)

Why didn't the father ask the girl to stay in the room for a little bit.....

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