I know my first love. But he doesn't know that he also loves me. I have known about him since I was ten years old. Both of our fathers are good and famous businessman. He is two years older than me, so he looks at me like his brother. But I have always looked at him as my first love. Whenever I returned from school, he used to wait for me. Now I am twenty years old. I study in a famous college of music. Because he likes to listen to songs. He likes to watch me play the guitar. And he is twenty-two years old. He helps his father in his business. A few months ago he had an accident due to which he lost his memory. He is not in the country right now, he lives abroad. This month he is returning to the country with his father. Then I and my father will go to meet him, I don't know what I will say in front of him, he doesn't even remember my face. .......... When we went to her house today in the evening, I don't know why I felt as if someone was breaking my heart or there was no breath in it, it was just beating. Without any life because I remembered him and not me. When we reached there he was in his father's office. Someone was working. I was going near the office room when I saw Akira who is a famous actor. I went down with great disappointment, went and stood near my father with a smile because no one except Takashi knew that I liked him. Takashi is my best friend from college. To whom I have told everything about myself. I did not even tell my father about my first love because my father and her father are close friends. I don't want them to face any trouble because of me. When we went to meet him this evening, we came to know that he had organized a welcome party. That's why when I came down and was standing with my father, I was laughing. So that no one would think that I was sad at such a wonderful party. That's why I had called Takashi also there called Takashi. It was a rich party. All the rich businessmen, actors, directors and some famous producers had come there. After some time, he came down and Takashi and I were having drinks… Sakura also came with him and they both held hands together. He was looking at me as if he knew who I was. Both of them were standing on the other side holding hands. I was looking at Sakura's hand as she was walking towards me. I wanted her to leave each other's hand, but she was looking at me as if she was jealous not me. Yes, seeing me and Takashi together. I was thinking at that time.

Is he really jealous?

Did he remember who am I?

Does he know what I feel about him?

Will he love me in return?

I don't know how many such questions were arising in my mind? Just by seeing him, what would I do if he asked or talked to me about something?

I don't know if he remembers me accept me I know that very well that I always love hIm like i do know.

I always love him always forever.

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He was standing very close to me. I didn't know why he was hiding my steps as if I was afraid of him. The closer he was coming to me, the faster my heartbeat was getting faster. Like I was afraid that she might find out that I had any feelings for him.

he looked at me as if she was jealous, but not me. After watching for a few minutes, he slowly started coming closer. The closer the lamp, the faster the heart will touch. he will take a step forward and I will take a step back.. he will come to me and talk to me. I brought Takashi's Akira. Akira is also a famous actress. Takashi and Akira stood together. Whether I remembered it or not, I felt as if I had known him for many years. Then Akira started talking about Sakura and Aki (Aki is the child) Aki irrigated, and I did not understand whether Akira liked Aki or not because she went to Aki's office first. Then Aki's father came to meet him, then there was a conversation between him and Akira, he came to know that Akira was his personal secretary. (Secretary Aki), so on the first day of the day I went to the office to call that the party would start soon, so the day should go down. Go.I knew.I had already forgotten the day so I went to meet him with Takashi. I introduced myself to Takashi and told him that he was currently a student. And also told that my father and I are good friends. Dia didn't say anything except Sakura introduced herself and Aki. I am already sad, she makes me sadder by not talking. Since we came to the party, he has talked to everyone except me. May became sad and went and sat at a place while Takashi was eating. Then suddenly Aki came and sat near me, I sat quietly, then he started talking to me, whatever he asked or said, I could not hear because I could only hear the lake. Just like when my heart started beating for the first time, what was visible was only what we were thinking, what was heard was only what we wanted to hear, then he waved my hand and said, tell me, tell me, I didn't even hear what he said if I kept asking, It may be impolite but I asked because I didn't understand what you said. I thought if I just said something, she would feel bad, so I asked her. Then I told her that she said that the fool was talking about her father about me. I said that I was happy to meet you and I said that I was happy too. Then a sound was heard from the mic which pleased everyone. The partner and those who are still young. Yes, she also came to the stage for Menari. I also went to sing and stood there but I did not have a partner. So I went to sing and stood there, then Akira came to sing and invited me to Menari, I did not have a penis, so I invited her. . Then we both started dancing together and then Aki came and asked me to dance but I refused saying that I do not want to dance with him. Because if both of us were married, there was only me and if I was married with two men, then I would refuse because everyone in my family was married, one man and one woman. I felt that if I went any further with him, my father would feel bad and I would also feel bad. When I invited you to dance, I didn't want to refuse, but I had to do it.

Now we are back home. Maybe I refused to dance with him that night. He may be angry but now we are back and we are still talking. Although we are not talking about that night. But we are talking like this.Next day when I went to my college I did not know that he was the master of this college. I was running. To go to my class, because I was getting late and then I bumped into him and I came to know that he is the teacher of our school. I became very fond of it. I started getting scared that he might harass me.because of that night.Akki is a teacher of our school. I knew this but did not know that he was also in my class. When I came to know, I became more nervous. I started getting very nervous because I was not able to understand what I would do, but he came to my class and he taught our class and then he left and then I thought that he had forgotten about it, I mean that night. I was thinking that we will become friends again and give a new beginning to that friendship. Our parents are still friends. If he is a good friend then we can also live like a good friend.I had decided that I would start a new friendship. But I didn't know whether he would accept my idea or not, because he is a teacher for our school and for him I am just a student. A student who teaches in the class. Although I am the son of his father's friend, he does not know me that much because he has given his name to Yadash. If he had all his memories, he would have remembered that I was his deepest, most stead fast friend of his childhood. With whom he always lived and played, but after he went abroad, our friendship broke. The biggest accident that broke our friendship was his accident. I want. Jai, he came back in his memory and he hugged me again like his childhood friend, not like a student who tried to explain to me, like a friend, a lover, he remained with me always.I am still scared because he is a teacher of our school. If he told me first, tell me first. You are a teacher of our school. You probably don't know how to study in school. Because I only knew that I was helping my father in his work. I would never have known that he also worked in our school. Otherwise I would never have been late to school and never come here. Would never have come here. But I knew he would never understand why he came to school. He doesn't even know this school. How did he know that in school?Is he here for me or just for job he always left me at a dot mark from when i cannot know that he knew me or not.