Game In Play
Prologue
Throughout my life, I have never felt special. What could be special about a 24-year-old woman with an unattractive physical appearance like me with a height of 165 cm and a weight of 70 kg? When compared to my older sister who is a model, I'm clearly nothing. When compared to my younger brother, an Olympic champion, my brain I also don't have anything, I just like to fantasize.
Since I was little, I have always been loss with my siblings. My sister's beauty is always ogled when we're out. Until one day someone gave her a business card and offered her to become a model. Long story-short, she's became a successful model in country and has many fans.
Kevin is 3 years younger than me, but he's smarter than I. Since elementary school he has always been a representative in the Olympics. Blessed with a sturdy body, handsome face and intelligent brain, Kevin also has many fans.
And the other side, there's me. An introvert who prefers to fantasize in her room rather than hanging out at the mall, has a body that is not proportional at all and a brain that is barely adequate.
I never know what I want.
People say that actually I'm beautiful, I'm just too fat. Don't think I wasn't hurt by that, I was depressed, went on a strict diet which ended up in the hospital.
And in the end there is no change, and it's just like this.
However, I am fortunate to be surrounded by a warm family. My parents never compare me with my siblings, in fact I get along so well with my siblings. Sometimes I go shopping or spend time with my sister and Kevin helps me with my studies. Even though mom and dad are very busy, we never lack love.
But I still feel insecure among my own family. From the time I was born until I finished college I was always with my family. I think I need to get out of my comfort zone and think about what I really want.
I impulsively wanted to continue my studies pursuing a master's degree with my mediocre intelligence. I registered for Masters in England. Even though at first I received resistance from mom because I had to leave the country alone, in the end I managed to get permission.
And here I'm, all the way from home with a way of life that I never imagined before.
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