It was her first day of school like always she hated it but when she seated the seat where she was placed she notices a boy that so nice and cute the guy saw her and said "hey are you a new student??" she replied "ohh yes I'm the new girl can you take me a tour of the school" he said "ok sure".Then they explored the whole school while there were exploring they started talking and got close.

It was the next day she was having fun but then she asked the guy because she was catching feeling but completely set it aside cause she will always know she will just get rejected. She was asking "do have an interest in anyone?" he said "no" she was disappointed but just set it aside they continue talking until it was time for the next period then after the next period she told the boy who she talked to just an hour ago hey are you available can we talked then they talked and she was having fun like the boy.The boy was athletic,smart,cute,handsome,and have a funny personality.She fell inlove but just wanted to be friends.they talked and have so much in common they talked about things in school but never talked about love cause it will make the conversation awkward so she continue talking but she was called by her mother and she needs to go home cause it was already late she said goodbye to the boy.

But never asked what was he's name she was asking all her friends if she knows a boy and she described the person when the friend replied she said "are you talking about the popular boy and he's gang" she didn't know that it was the popular boy she was talking when she was at school so she stalked he's account and tried chatting him but never replied because I. The school she went there was the heartthrobs and the angel's the boy that she talked in school was a heartthrob the most popular of all the heartthrobs she talked about his boy best friend about it she said" Broo the boy I talked in school the guy I always talked about was the most popular boy in the school but one of my friends said he never talks to anyone but he talked with me " her boy best friend said "maybe he has a crush on you or just luck but it's true he never talked to anyone your really lucky gurl" she was blushing knowing she talked with the most popular of the heartthrobs she blush and blush but she fell asleep in her dreams there was a boy trying to confess to her and she liked him also the dream was cut and she woken up it was so early in the morning she just play with her phone and it was time she showered and eat then she went to school when it was geography time she got bored and looking at the boy she talked to yesterday and the end of the day she expected that they will talk but he just walked and chatted her "let's just chat tomorrow ok cutie" when she got the text she expected it was just a joke but still blushing all the way home she told her boy best friend and he was not happy he got jealous but she didn't know that her boy best friend has a crush on her then she fell asleep while chatting with the heartthrob

it's was midnight and he chatted to me but I didn't reply because practically he ghosted me but when he chatted "I want to tell you something" I was curious and chatted him then I replied "what is it??" but when he said I like you in chat he confess I thought it was maybe just a joke,a prank, or worse it was true.

I was so confused so I came to the person that I was close to my boy best friend I told him everything and he think that maybe it was true so I tried chatting the heartthrob and said " hey is this a prank or not" I was waiting for the reply but it was an hour but no reply but it was hard to decide because I also love my boy best friend and the heartthrob so I can't decide but I think I must try the heartthrob first so after many hour he finally replied he said "it's true" I was blushing so much that I shouted of joy and it kinda was romantic but the more I talk about my crush the heartthrob which is the name is Manuel my boy best friend is kinda mad he said "it's always about Manuel don't you know I like you too".

I was so shocked but I pick Manuel but he was so sweet but after many times I tried to get him I finally got him I said to my boy best friend and he was understanding but he is kinda sad and said "I will always love you" I was kinda sad after the fight of I and my friend it kinda hurt after many years of not fight then I always see Manuel look at me but I know the reason why but I just let it go cause one of my friends liked him to I was kinda sad but just accepted it and she said to me "I know you like Manuel and if he likes me I will not do the thing that hurts you" I was touched and said to her "if he likes you then like him back don't worry about me because he is just a crush it will be gone soon" I was happy for her but it kinda hurt to cause when they chat he always chat her and when we chat I need to chat first and I felt Manuel getting distant until it was time that we don't talk or chat unless it was important and this was my day it kinda hurt but always remember that someone is always going to be there with you now let's continue we chatted for sometime but the thing I told about Manuel have a crush on me was just a guess cause there was just a friend told me that "when I asked him you have a crush on y/n dont you?? He replied: snitches get no bitches for them the meaning of it was real" but it was not still confirmed but by now that case was closed .

It was just a lovely day we were in our last period and then I keep staring at him and he's friend notice but I noticed and didnt look at him again but class ended early cause I teachers was not in school so it ended early then the cap of the pen fell down and he's friend told me to get it so I pick it up and give it to Manuel but when it was afternoon there was a parade and my cousins where in there so I saw my second cousin and I expected a high-five only but he also give me a hug and it kinda hurts cause my eyes got hit then my besties and I continued talking I told them all about my life and how it ended then when we walk with them when coming home the boy that has m.u with my besties bff we talked because we were neighbors.

As we talked to go home we started talking about Manuel and we have a theory that he likes Vanessa because on the Christmas he gave her a gift while me he didn't even said to me happy Christmas eve I was sad but still smiling when I got home I was sad thinking that Manuel is just a nobody that I had a crush on but in reality I was so hurt because I never got to know that anyone likes me or not because whoever is my crush is also my bff's crush and they always puck others or them at the end I was thinking yea they deserve each other I will just found another one but I just can't cause of all girls why is it my best friend I can't even write without crying I don't know why but why her if all girls why her why my best friend I tried all my best but he still likes her more I think I must move on it's better to be single than having a love life anyways for me this things I wrote is just like my diary where I can express but I hope that they will end up cause besides whatever I do I will still lose because I am not the best her I'm just a dumb girl expecting many stuff but at the end still getting hurt and at social media I posted three boy sold for one dollar and they reacted funny I was having fun it just hurt when Manuel's bff said "poor you never got attention from Manuel" for me it's true because he just treats me like a company no more while my best friend is backstabbing me I just can't just why , why her , why I hope they'll end up because that what she wanted I'm just the support here as always never got a good ending and they thought what they are doing is not hurting but they don't know cause I never told anyone for my feelings I hope I will find another one so they can end up like they hoped.