I'm not even sure what I'm suppose to expect at this point.

You see, about three weeks ago I auditioned for a k-pop group under the name of 𝘗𝘛𝘑 𝘌𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵. They explained the group as both a mix of girls and boys as well, something I'm not necessarily interested in.

My dream is to be an idol in a boy group.

But despite my dream I auditioned for the sole purpose of getting practice in.

Which is really why I'm currently standing in the waiting room of 𝘗𝘛𝘑 𝘌𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵'𝘴 office, awaiting to meet the other members. What if none of us get along? Or what if I'm not even happy in this group?

I hope I won't regret agreeing to become a trainee.

My eyes were roaming from henceforth cause of nervousness as they already told that it is a group of mix of both boys and girls.

I was wondering if what happened that I can't get along with the boys. It struck like a thunder and made me petrified and more anxious.

My hands which were kept on my lap started to sweat cause of fear, uncontrollably the wetness added more to my discomfort. Aish.....

Oh god.

I again took a deep breath to calm myself. My eyes scan the room over and over, studying each and every corner as if my life is dependent on it. I'm only 15 years old but am only my own guardian since I got an opportunity to study abroad with my cousin's brother earlier this year. Since we both are the same in many aspects to each - other. We both filled up a scholarship program in our school that offered selected ones to let us study abroad. We managed to pass it with good grades and here we're without any guardian to look after us.

So I took matters into my hands and sort out my passion for music.

A boy sitting across from me stares down at his phone, nervously shaking his legs. He looks about near my age possibly older than me, but I can't tell for sure. I wonder if he's here for the same thing as I do.

Suddenly we made eye contact, him throwing a smile that makes his eyes squint adorably, I slowly grin back in response, looking at my hands in order to avoid tension awkwardly. 'Too bad I didn't bring my phone to distract myself........  I forgot in a hurry to brought it with me.

" Samuel Khaleesi and Oliver Targaryen ".

I lift my head to see a woman holding, the door frame open to what I'm assuming to be her office. She nods to both me and the boy across, for us to come inside.

That boy and I made our way to her office, sitting down at two chairs across the table. To be completely honest, this set up is a bit nerve - wrecking....... usually I'm pretty good with handling anxiety and stress but this outcome determines what I'll do for years to come.

"I'm Song Yunhi, it's nice to meet you".she smiles bowing her head to the slightest.

" Nice to meet you too". Him and I said in sync, basically making a  90°angle with our bodies.

"Congratulations on becoming a trainee of  𝘗𝘛𝘑 𝘌𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵. Both of you I see are going to be the part of our new boy and girl group in the future. Well, to add this information to your knowledge that you both would be in a co - ed group", she says reading off a clipboard, "I've already met with the others who have been coming in periodically. You two are the final members".

" Thank you ", we both bowed in sync again. She chuckle at the seen in front of her.

" For now you both can go home and gather all your necessities and wait for my call". She said scribbling something on a piece of paper.

I nod to my new manager, again bowing making my way out in the hallway. The address seems just a little bit far away from my house, not so far.

"Hey! Samuel wait up".

I turned to see Jae jogging up beside me, " It's Samuel right? "

I smile at his sudden shyness, " Yes ".

" How old are you? "he asks, both of us getting in elevator.

" I'm fifteen.......... and you? "

I really hate small talks.

"Eighteen, I bet you'll be the  𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗻𝗮𝗲, " he says.

"I hope not ", I laughed awkwardly, " but probably you are. Are you a rapper? "

"You got that right, " He laughs a little, his eyes showing crescent moon shape once again.