Hi my name is Amber but i’ll be referring to myself as so because i don’t want anyone to know who i truly am.

I’m 15 soon gonna be 16 and i come from a middle class household i’m not very popular but well known, i lived 2 years at my grandparents house right after i was born.

I got two siblings:

a sister that i’ve seen twice and a brother that’s been the best brother ever and didn’t make me feel the emptiness off losing my sister because of my dad

The names of the characters in my story:

Girl characters:

- Stella

- Maria

- Kate

- Rashel

- Sage

- Rya

- Riley

- Raven

- Sarra

- Emilia

- Katy

- Jasmine

- Rose

Guy characters:

- Joseph

- Adrien

- Aaron

- Austin

- Andrew

- Jonathan

- Alex

- Damon

- Hunter

Right after i was born my grandpa took me to their house and raiseded me for almost 3years before they gave me back to my parents (their house was right above my other grandma’s house)

After that myy parents got into a huge fight when i was just 4years old and were gonna divorce but they didn’t cause my mom didn’t wanna do the mistake that my dad’s ex did so she could show us the true face of our dad before she does so she just stayed at her parent’s house for a long period of time and whenever he came back she would refuse to but one day when he came i wass at the top of the stairs and screamed to his face: “go way we don’t want you anymore go away and don’t you dare come back” and then i ran downstairs and closed the door to his face. And then he started hating me from that time and even after the fight ended and we got back home he started ignoring me every time I told him: “ I love you, dad” and I would repeat that more than 10 times before my mom tell him that i said that to him so he would respond: “ugh i love you too just like leave me alone now”

A year later when i was playing downstairs with my aunt in the garden with her cat and my grandma asked me to come give her a hug and then i continue to play but i always refused to do so because i wanted to finish playing first before i do so she would always hit me because of that so even if i did finish i would never go hug her because she hit me before and run upstairs.

After another year they told me that i got a sister (a halfd sister to be specific) and she came over and stayed with us for a month and i started getting attached to her way too fast to the point i didn’t want her to ever leave but my dad left her outside with no keys no nothing so she left and went back to her mom’s house so i was so sad and cried a lot i even tried to stay in contact with herr but every time i did she would block me after some time because myy my dad would find her and harassed her to the point that she stopped accepting my friend requests and i got very sadd and even though that she hates me because of that but then she came back when i was 7 and when i saw he i literally cried all the tears in my body because i missed her so much and afterer that she came in my room and explained to mee why she ignored me for almost a year at first i didn’t believe her but when i saw how bad my dad would treat her i immediately believed her and i wish she would’ve told me before so i would’ve never cried myself to sleep every night but it’s okay.

After that terrible decision (which is giving me back to my parents) i was raised in a very stressful environment, my dad wass always screaming for anything and everything, my grandma downstairs was causing a lot of stress to all of us like for example we would be walking and she would take her stick and start beating the ceiling with it, until one day when i was 6 my dad went downstairs for the entire morning and he was arguing with her for some reason and came back way too angry and i still remember that day like if it was yesterday. He came upstairs and my brother was ready a story but he couldn’t read the words properly while i was in my room playing with my brother’s plastic gun, so he gently asked our dad to help him read a word but he told him to read it himself to him and so my brother got so frustrated and didn’t know what to do so he started crying trying to read that and my cruel and cold hearted monster of a dad slapped him as hard as he could even i heard it even though my door was closed (our room were next to each others but when we close the doors we can’t hear anything) and then i didn’t hear anything so i got out of my room and saw the most heartbreaking thing, my dad was literally stomping my brother with all his force and telling him not to cry so i started screaming uncontrollably that even my mom heard me from the local shop that was not even 10 feet away from our house so she got very worried and ran back home when he was basically gonna do the same to me to shut me up. As soon as she got in and saw what was happening, she immediately ran to my brother’s room and hug him real tight while protecting him from my dad, suddenly my cruel dad started doing the victim, even though he was wrong on so many levels and blamed his “stress” and “ the argument” between him and my stupid grandma but of course my mom didn’t believe him and packed our bags and got back to my grandparent’s house I was saying that this cruel monster was so coldhearted and didn’t care about his kids because how could he do that to his own son? and for what? for “a small argument” between him and his stupid mother but my mom shut me up, saying that he’s my dad and that I gotta respect him. At that specific moment if i could i would’ve killed him for what he did to my brother.

After basically a month we got back home everyone acted as if like nothing happened but i still didn’t forget what this ruthless creature did so every time he tries to talk to me I would be acting busy or on the phone with my cousin or something.