OUT OF BREATH
THE UNUSUAL YET ORDINARY DAY
Isn't Life is Out of Breath, When You are Detached From Everything Around you And Then All of a Sudden, the Darkness in your head gets a Voice, Starts Talking And Ordering you.
The school bell rang Loudly, And As soon as the students heard the bell ring, everyone stood to get out of the school, talking with their friends and preparing to go home.
In all that Students, there this girl, Olive Solace, was the Only one Who had a blank expression, no relief or enjoyment. Her Dark brown hairs, Her Eyes Half Opened, only blankness can be seen in it. Her Aura Darkest yet weak and Offcourse, Gloomy. This All made her look like a Strange Creature inside a Timid Human's Body to Others Mind.
Olive Solace (Mc)
((It's annoying. Their voice!))
Olive Solace (Mc)
((I hate it!))
Olive Solace (Mc)
(( This school life, I hate it. ))
well, It will end soon, I will soon graduate.
Olive walked The way to Her home. The Hot Sun of Summer Reflecting on her, Making her Body sweat, But the Heat of hatred towards Academics and people around was hotter than The heat of Sun. Caring less about the heat of Sun, She forced herself to Take Steps to her Hellish Shelter, which is Some times sweet like heaven, her home.
As She Came close towards Her Home, Olive Paused herself. Glancing at the Door of The house, She took in a breathe and then let it Out. She was Getting Ready again, For the Day to Repeat itself.
Once She Knocked on the Door and Opened it with Slightly frowned and tired Look. she knew, that It's a Never Ending Cycle Of Repeating Days.
Olive Solace (Mc)
I'm back.
Olive Informed Her Homies, The Second She kept her Foot inside the House. The House, which had a Aesthetic Vibes inside, Full of Sunlights and Shadows. The House, Which kind of matched the vibe of Olive, though not gloomy like her.
Like Usual as Everyday, Olive did the Same thing, Like of Removing her shoes, keeping her School Bag aside and Going to refresh herself in washroom.
And then the Same Loud Words Of her Mother, Irene Solace, When passing through the kitchen in the way of Washroom.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
How was your day, Olive?
And So, the Same Answer from Olive's Mouth, with that same blank expression, With her calm halt near the kitchen Gate.
Olive Solace (Mc)
It was same as every day.
Answering that, Olive continued her way and Again here Goes the Same thing, Which Olive is Aware of completely. Her Mother Stopped doing her Chores and Came out of the kitchen, Loudly Ordering her.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
After refreshing yourself come and have lunch with us.
Olive Solace (Mc)
((Lunch?)).... hm.
For a Moment, Olive Thought of not having lunch, As it is Boring to Have it compared to dwelling In Her Daydreams. But yet, Humming Silently, which didn't even touched the Ear of her mother, She agreed to have it.
As Said, Olive Refreshed Herself and came Down from her Room to Have The Lunch with her Mother.
Solace Family Have Five members. Olive's Parents and her Two Siblings, A younger brother and a Elder Sister. Life is Quite a mess in Olive's head. While Eating, She was just filling Food in Her Stomach. Olive didn't care about what she was Eating.
Irene Solace looked at Her Daughter, Olive Solace, Hoping for a Question. But Olive was Totally blank, not only from her expression but also from head.
Now that Olive will not ask what Irene wants to Hear. So Irene, herself, Opened mouth and stated what she wanted to say.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
Your Brother luke, He is gone out with his friends.
And with Olive's Just "Oh" The Conversation Ends Here. Her Mother Shook head, Seeing Olive's Disinterest in Conversations.
Soon enough, Olive Finished her plate, getting up from her chair. When A feeling of Tiredness Showered on her, Making Her Feel weak, Even after Filling her Stomach. She Tried To Excuse Herself Saying.
Olive Solace (Mc)
I'm done
But Before Olive Could Turn around and get out of the Place. Irene, With Stern Voice And Expression, Stated to her, Making Olive Halt in her Place.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
Your exams are near. So, focus on your studies. Afterall this is your final examinations.
Olive's Eyes went Grey, that is Deeply Blank With the Mix of Irritation, Tiredness and Boredom in It. She Just Hummed On her mother's Words, With a Careless Attitude.
And Yes, This Attitude of Olive, Only Made Irene's temper hot.
DEAD APPRECIATION
Surely, After Hearing Olive's Humming Reply, the Temper and Expression of her Mother Changed, Making Atmosphere hot around them.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
"Hmm"? You are just Humming? I want A Clear ANSWER. OLIVE.
Irene Shouted, Her Frustration and Anger Clear.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
You have to focus! You're not attending your school classes properly everyday, You're not attentive in your studies.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
You are not at all disciplined, All you do is lay on your bed and dwell into your Stupid thoughts.
Olive Just Stood there, Straight at Her Place. No words were Affecting her, Not Completely. Her Face Stoic, Without any Hint of Emotions, Which was Only fueling Irene's Anger.
Olive Solace (Mc)
I am sorry, mom.
Olive Apologized, Her voice almost a Whisper.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
Sorry? And then You will Again Repeat this all?
Irene Sighed and Continued.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
Last time you were under top 10, you ranked 10th And I appreciate you for that but...
Olive Solace (Mc)
((Appreciate Me? Now? ))
Appreciation? The Word Felt Unknown to Olive. Now the Cravings she Had for Appreciation is Long gone and Dead.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
The way you are now, I don't think you can even pass your exams.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
I don't want you to be failed. Atleast prepare yourself that much, that it will make you clear your exams with Good Marks.
Olive Solace (Mc)
Yes Mom, I will try to do my best this Time too. ((...and I am trying. ))
She Said, Her Voice Flat. Olive is Trying, She is trying to Focus but Her All the Energy is used on only To Stay Alive and Take breath, To Force Herself to live. Her Energy Drowning into A Hope which is Fading, But she isn't Aware of that.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
You won't just try, You'll have to do it!
Irene Ordered, Trying to Push Her Daughter for Good. Though, That Push was just Leading her into the Depth of A Strange and Unknown Darkness, Which Irene Had Not Seen and Would Might Never.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
Now go back to your Room and start Studying.
Irene Commanded and Olive Nodded, A tried Nod. Olive was About to Turn Around to go back to her Room, when Irene Said with a Cold Voice And Behavior, Stopping Olive.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
Wait, Olive.
Olive waited as Said. Her Mother's Cold Demeanor Didn't Make Her Spine To be Shivered Down, There was Nothing which could that to her. Not At least in Present.
Olive Solace (Mc)
Yes, Mother?
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
Do You Want me to Prepare a Personal tutor for you or a New Extra Classes?
Irene Asked, A Motherly Consideration for Olive in her Eyes.
Olive Solace (Mc)
No, Thanks for being considerate.
And Olive Refused, With that Dim Demeanor. Why would she even Bother to say yes, when that will only Tire her More. And then Olive went back to her Room, with Lazy and Tired Steps, Leaving a Sigh on every five Seconds.
darkness
OLIVE in her room,
laying on her bed
Olive Solace (Mc)
I don't know what to do, I don't feel like I want to study
Olive Solace (Mc)
I.. EVERYTHING... IS... SO SUFFOCATING..
Olive Solace (Mc)
*Lying on back looking at ceiling*
Olive Solace (Mc)
*doing some hand actions, like she is trying to catch someone*
Olive Solace (Mc)
I have… Lost you... olive, where are you?
Olive Solace (Mc)
it's so dark here!
Olive Solace (Mc)
I am all alone… Standing here lonely…
Olive Solace (Mc)
even if I run, I am still here… This darkness is very wide… It never ends…
Olive Solace (Mc)
there's no one here, no mom, no dad, just no one…. it Is not even like before, here .. is no birds, no sunshine, no nature not even you
Olive Solace (Mc)
I want…to escape from this imagination of myself, where everything is just dark…
Olive Solace (Mc)
it's same…. even if I am not closing my eyes… It's like I have lose control over my own imagination..
Olive Solace (Mc)
This beautiful imagination of mine was a dark monster in disguise…
As she was mumbling, she heard the door opening *screak*
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
Oliv--??
Olive woke up as soon as she saw her mother.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
again?? dwelling in thoughts??
Olive Solace (Mc)
uhh... umm *nervously*
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
I thought you were studying, I told you to study, didn't I?
Her mother took Olive's bag and took out a physics book and placed it in front of Olive.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
Now study, and yes! I came to tell you that your dad will come early today so don't sleep, today we will all eat together.
Irene Solace (Mc's mother)
study till then.
Olive Solace (Mc)
okay, mom!
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