Its a start when i m getting pumped by harmons…

And i was greedy for love ..

So i was searching someone i can do love or then i got a chance for ..

So life is going on normally as usual and there is no hope for anything happening..

Day passes and my hope is near too end ..Later on i was thinking what i should change in myself

Should i make a fit body so i can be a..

Oh its a playboy type boy or be simple because all suggestions are making mind more depressed ..

Shuffle to what to do and atlast i m empty with plans thoughts and any hope.

Wheneverver i try too find the reason i always

Thinknk that something is missing in me ..

Why I can’t talkk to anyone or someonene who can understand me believe me..

When doubts are hitting me harderr i m trying too makee myselfe more weaker that i believe that i m incapable for achieving anything in life…

Somewhere someone missing is love or understanding error in my life for the sake off love is i m trying too achieve something more …

Butt things aree not too easy..

Later on I believed that nothing is going too change whatever is going on is a permanent way too believe that something is can’t change i should not makee effort for it…

So i was spending my mostt of time in listening others story how they met eachother and how dreamful is there love story andd before sleep i was also dreaming to havee same life and veryy next day

I wass applying same ways to getting mine..

Butt in last i m totally empty againn with doubts andd then again planing to go for some other way in believe to get success..

Dont know why i m putting that muchch effort in all this ..

For sure i believe if i do this effort in real life that a day i m successful person… butt things remain same ….

Sometimes I accept my failures and nextt day i m againn back to my same hobby ..

Same that i needd love and same planings ..

My mind keep stucking one same place every new morning…

Because i valued my emotions for the the lovee .. other things aree haveing less values..

But value is a second option first is what u know welll..

And my story goess on goes on and goess on …

Its a beginning of loosing myselfe in a way that i cant believe that i loosed something…

In

Search

Of

Lovee ..

Somewhere i believe to have patience for achieving something but its not like we can get easily something without putting efforts in it.

But age is age and things come with timee or age i self doubtful..butt my findings for having a partner continues on for till i got someonene in lifee..

And a Day my method or trick worked and i got someone too do tooo longg ……

Talk in nextt episode