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Why I Can't Stay Single?

"Being Single"

FEMALE LEAD I am a very mysterious girl and if you're wondering my name is Xiao Lily. My parents and my friends always think that I don't have emotions. But I have, it's just something about me that makes me unable to show them. But I am happy to be single. I think since the moment we are born we are single, so it's considered a blessing! I am happy with my job but the people around me are not happy with me . They think that I should get married.

HHhH! Like why? So, they say you don't understand it now, but you will be glad if you listen to us now.

At fIrst I dIdn't gIve a lot of Importance, but then the people that I love the most which are my parents were not proud wIth me. At this point I didn't care about being single or free. I just said that I will agree to everything they choose for me. I didn't want to choose myself or maybe since then I thought that everythIng will change for me and I was scared to choose, because If I do a wrong choice I wIll make everyone think that I am crazy and doesn't know how to do somethIng right. I think i am scared but i don't really have what to do.

MALE LEAD My name is Xu Hao and I don't have a lot to say about myself. I am an independent and strong CEO.

I respect my parent and I always obey what they think is the best for me, that's why I am what I am .

Even,, so, I am a cold person,, so I don't really like to confess that. Being single for me is just an actual status and I always knew that it would change. I don't want to get married because I don't want someone to try to change me. NO! I am not I will not be soft for anybody! Being single is just a way to be alone and having no one to disturb you. Anyway, I was and I am ready for everything. I think my parents already know a lot about my character so they will choose a girl to be their daughter-in-law and just in name my wife. Out there are a lot of girls already and all of them only love money no the person, this i can say is a very important thing don't get addicted but make them addicted and you are the boss. Believing and admiring myself is more than enough. If a girl loves me is her problem but for sure not mine. To be correct it never was and it will never be.

I don't know why other boys go crazy for a girl. It seems like stupid to me. Yeah, I was never in love and i don't regret it.When others boys are jealous, is the most childish thing for me and i hate it.

Marriage proposal but.....with a shocking suprise

FEMALE LEAD It was a rainy night and I was sitting on my bed watching a movie. I was drinking a hot chocolate to make my body feel a little support but no! The next day I am going to meet someone and that someone will become a very important someone for me. I was trying to calm myself, - 'Come on Lily you can do it , is a new page in your life so you should be excited.' Then I turned off my phone and I was trying my best to sleep. And then in my dreams I saw that my future husband was trying to kill me. I was so scared and I was crying so , I didn't know after that if I should be excited or not.

MOTHER F.L. Wake up! Is already too late and you are sleeping in the most important day of your life. Come on , get up and dress up cause the people from the Xu family are coming over for the proposal.

At that moment inside me I was literally trying to calm down. -What!? Xu family? But then i thought 'The world is so big , so there are too many people with the surname Xu.' I washed up and then i picked the purple dress because purple is my favorite color and I wished myself good luck to my new chapter of my life.

FATHER F.L. Girl are you ready?

-Yes , dad.

Knock-knock! 'So here I don't need to ask who is there. The servant opened the door and l saw for the first time my future mother in law and father in law. Their son , so my future husband was a little late but I was happy.'

MOTHER F.L. Hello , come inside please , said my mother to them. And the my father called me but I was hiding on the corner.

Then slowly i approached and greeted them.I really liked them cause they were so funny and lovely people and I thought that their son might be the same so at least we can get along with each other.

And then knock- knock. 'Oh, finally i gotta see what my future husband is like is he a good person and is he at least a little bit handsome?'

The servant was opening the door and then I felt a little bit uneasy inside me.Why!? Then I saw a long shadow walking toward the salon and then.....All the excitement was turned off.

I saw again the big hazel eyes and his black hair , his clear and shiny skin but as always the cold expression in his face.

After the dream yesterday I was thinking again that it might be him and when my mom told me the surname Xu all I was thinking about was him but I was hoping that it wasn't him.

I wanted to be single and then i agreed to get married I was ready for anything but no , I was not prepared to meet him cause I didn't know how to refuse the challenge that I accepted in my life.

At that moment what I was thinking was just escaping and returning to my casual single life that I got used to. That's not a rule. 'Why i can't stay single?' , that's what I was asking myself at that moment trying to understand the situation I was stuck into.

Him!?The past....

It's him, the one that made me feel insecure and made me love to be single cause that's the only way to be secure. He is two years older than me, and he was the president in high school back then. He didn't talk to girls but used to bully a lot some people, and I was one of them just because I trIed to make friends and try to love everybody beside me. He used to say that i am a nerdy and stupid girl and I guess that's why since then I can't express myself.

I used to have a crush on him but till today I hate hIm more than I can hate somebody else. One day I was just walkIng by his class and I dIdn't see hIm, so I was ready to leave. When I turned around I saw hIm standIng right in front of me. I was so excited, and I just lost my balance and fell on the ground.

I was so embarrassed and my face become red like a tomato. The worst part was when he said' You are like a trash, such a loser. It's your first year here, and you don't have something better to do but try to find a boyfriend.' Then my heart broke into a million pieces and I felt for real like a trash.

The biggest shock was that he thought that I was looking just for another boy. I liked him, and he was the first, maybe even the last. I didn't know if it was love, but probably in the end was just a failure.

Since that day every time he looked at me,, he would make his face like he was disgusted by me. Yes, my famIly is rich but I didn't want to show it and make an attitude. I wanted to have a simple school life and to make friends that would love me for what I am.

I wasn't expecting to like him, but it just happened and I dIdn't know how to forget him. After the incident that day I started to hate him day by day but at the same time I forgot to make good memorIes and i forgot my true self.

As for him, he was a good student but not the best. He always had that cool attitude and cold expression on his face. When he walked at the corridor every girl would look at him and just be amazed by him. I was always creating scenarios on my mind about how cute and sweet he might be to me if I was his girlfriend.

Of course I found out all was my illusion and he was nothing I expected. He was just like a robot without feelings and just used to laught at other people when they were broken because of someone they love. I guess he never felt the same and I wanted him to try how it really feels. I never asked again for him and i was enjoying my single life.

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