...I was crying in my room thinking about all the moments. All my memories were pouring in and I was getting out of control. I gulped some water and got out of the house to get some fresh air....

...I was walking on the streets and my mind was blank. I was just staring at the sky, then I heard a boy waving and shouting at me. He looked worried so I wondered what was it...

Then he came running towards me and pushed me aside. My head was spinning so i couldn't see anything clearly but what I saw shook me to the core. I saw the body of the boy covered in blood. I was trembling and called the ambulance with shaky hands. I was crying all the way to the hospital because of all the guilt and sadness. Why is someone suffering because of me? I should have died instead. It could have solved everything but why he had to save me?

How can someone this generous be in this harsh world? He can't die. I've made up my mind. If he dies, then I'll die with him. I have no right to live if someone dies because of me? do I?

They took him to the emergency room and gave me some anxiety pills but that didn't help one bit in reducing my anxiousness. I wasn't relieved until they came out of the ER and said that he was alive

Thank God he was alive

Then the doctor continued, "Ma'am he is alive but there's a problem".

WAIT, There's a problem?

I said, " What's it doctor?"

I was hoping everything would be fine but the destiny wanted something else

Doctor said, "There's a problem with his brain miss. I think after an accident like this, he has lost him memory."

The doctor left shortly afterwords. I was shaken to the core. What have I done? Why that poor boy has to suffer because of me?

I wasn't ready for all this and they couldn't even find anything on him. Like anything, not even a phone or an identification card. The accident has been reported and I hope to find the culprit soon but I don't trust the police and this isn't the first time they will break my trust

I wanted to take responsibility for him but what could I even do? I can't even take care of myself properly let alone another person. I don't have any family or money

The receptionist told me to pay the hospital fees as soon as possible or they wouldn't continue the treatment but how could I?

I'm a broke girl who had anything except money. How was i supposed to pay the medical fees or let alone buy all the medicines. In my whole life, I've never felt so shameful for myself. Everyone was right. I was nothing but a nuisance.