Chapter 1: The Last Three Months

"Dr. Chen, do I need to avoid food for my illness?"

"Hot pot, barbecue, milk tea, and coke have been all I can skip eating or drinking recently. ”

"I can also go to bed early and wake up early instead of staying up late. ”

Zhuang Ziang stared at the attending doctor, Chen Dexiu, with a sincere expression.

Because he faintly felt that his physical condition seemed to be a little bad.

Chen Dexiu is about fifty years old, with a Mediterranean hairstyle and thick gold-rimmed glasses.

Behind him, there is a wall full of pennants, silently telling his superb medical skills and high morality.

"No, you can eat whatever you want!"

Such a fluttering sentence sounded like a thunderbolt on a sunny day to Zhuangziang's ears.

Deafening!

On the diagnosis certificate handed over by Chen Dexiu, dense medical terms were printed, and the word "cancer" was particularly eye-catching.

"Dr. Chan, I'm only eighteen years old. ”

"Younger than you, I've sent a lot away in my life. ”

"And how much time do I have left?"

"Three months at most, if you look a little away, no one can escape this day. ”

......

Zhuang Ziang held the medical certificate in his hand and could not remember how he left the hospital.

His mind went blank and he walked down the road in a daze, knocking down several bike-sharing bikes.

At the age of eighteen, in this season of peach blossoms, life has begun to count down.

Three months, ninety days, two thousand one hundred and sixty hours......

Chen Dexiu said that three months, in fact, may not be that much.

With the flick of a finger, you have to say goodbye to this world.

There are certainly regrets, but they are not particularly sad.

Speaking from the heart, Zhuang Ziang does not have much attachment to this world.

The beauty of the world doesn't seem to have anything to do with him.

What is love?

It's "Swallow, how can I live without you".

It is "Aliga Tamei sheep sheep mulberry".

What is kinship?

Since he was five years old, after his parents divorced, he rarely felt the warmth of family affection.

That so-called "home" is nothing more than a place to sleep at night.

Every time I go back, I tremble, like walking on thin ice, like a complete outsider.

Only by going to his grandfather's house in the countryside can he seek a rare spiritual comfort.

Zhuang Ziang laughed at himself, the reason why he lived until he was eighteen years old was that he came to this world and could not take the initiative to seek death.

Now that he is terminally ill, he can't die if he doesn't die.

In the last three months, let me die calmly, and no one should bother me.

"Boss, give me a roast chicken, I don't need to slaughter it, I'll hold it and gnaw it whole." ”

"Milk tea with ice should have the highest calories, the sweetest sugar, and the most trans fatty acids. ”

"Stinky tofu, perverted and spicy, put more chopped green onions. ”

......

Zhuang Ziang watched TV series when he was a child, and when he saw Hong Qigong holding the whole flower chicken and gnawing on it, he was very yearning.

Today it finally happened.

Facing the strange eyes of passers-by, his mouth was full of oil.

But there is an unprecedented joy in my heart.

Passing by the wholesale market, Zhuangzi spent thirty yuan and bought a flower shirt.

The color is very gaudy, and he dresses like an old boy.

Looking at himself in the mirror, he was very satisfied.

From childhood to adulthood, he has been a good child and a good student in other people's mouths.

But in everyone's bones, there is a rebellious and wild side.

They are all people who are going to die, what else are they pretending to be pure?

In the last three months, I want to be myself and be the truest Zhuangzi Ang.

Wearing a flamboyant floral shirt and carrying a half-eaten roast chicken, Zhuang Ziang was stopped at the school gate by security guards.

It wasn't until he showed his student ID and a leave slip signed by the head teacher that the security guard called again to confirm that he was let in.

"Alas, the current students, they are all in a hurry, what are they talking like!"

Zhuang Ziang stepped into the school gate and listened to the sigh of the security uncle behind him, feeling a little funny.

Uncle didn't know that he, a fluent student, had ranked first in the whole grade for two consecutive years.

He is a good student and an outstanding student cadre selected by the city.

It's just that for Zhuang Ziang at this moment, these are just false names.

He will no longer be bound by these so-called auras.

It was the end of class time, and there was a commotion on the playground.

Outside the classroom door of Class 9, several students were chasing and fighting.

When Zhuang Ziang, dressed like a big rooster, walked into the classroom, he immediately attracted the attention of the whole class.

"I'll go, what kind of wind does he smoke, he actually dresses like this to come to school. ”

"I was caught by the teaching director, and the 3,000-word review started. ”

"Zhuang Ziang took sick leave yesterday, so he looks at it, he is not lightly ill!"

......

Ignoring the monster-like eyes of his classmates, Zhuang Ziang sat down in his seat, rewrapped the half of the roast chicken, and stuffed it into the desk.

Then I drank the cup of milk tea with a very high content of trans fatty acids in one go.

"Zhuang Ziang, why didn't you reply to my message?"

A girl in the front seat turned her head, her eyes full of questioning.

Lin Mushi, the goddess of the school flower level.

has a pair of good-looking Danfeng eyes, but her eyes are always arrogant, like a princess.

There is never a shortage of suitors around such a girl.

Or to put it bluntly, licking the dog.

Chuang Tzu Ang is also one of them.

After all, sitting at the front and back tables, getting along day and night, it is difficult for adolescent boys not to be tempted by such a beautiful girl.

Zhuang Ziang took out his mobile phone and found that there were many unread messages.

Three of them are from Lin Mushi.

"Zhuang Ziang, tomorrow morning I want to eat Li Ji's fried buns, remember to buy them for me. ”

"Why didn't you come to school today? ”

"If you keep playing Missing, I won't give you a chance to chase me again. ”

Although it was a cold text, Zhuang Ziang could still read Lin Mushi's lofty tone.

Lao Tzu is going to die, do you care if you give it a chance?

"You're not one of mine, do I have to buy you whatever I want to eat?" Zhuang Ziang casually swiped away the chat box.

"What did you say?" Lin Mushi's eyes widened in disbelief, thinking that she had misheard.

Zhuang Ziang actually dared to speak to himself in such a tone.

How can a dog lick so horizontally?

"I'm sick and on sick leave, and you don't have a word of concern, just thinking about a few broken buns. Zhuang Ziang shook his head.

He admitted that he did like Lin Mushi before.

But Lin Mushi has always been close to him, hot and cold.

It feels like he's about to give up, and he'll give just the right amount of hope.

Just hanging like that, it's just playing.

Knowing that he was terminally ill, Zhuang Ziang finally came to his senses and wanted to stop this boring pulling immediately.

Lao Tzu doesn't have many days to live, and I don't have time to play with you.

"Zhuang Ziang, what kind of attitude do you have?" Lin Mushi's eyebrows straightened.

"Classmate Lin, I have no obligation to buy breakfast for you, it is love to buy it, and it is my duty not to buy it, you don't seem to have made your identity clear. Zhuang Ziang replied nonchalantly.

"Zhuang Ziang, are you really sick and stupid? You will lose me forever. Lin Mushi was a bit threatening.

Quite a large breast, together with a volt.

The beautiful Danfeng eyes are burning with anger.

Zhuang Ziang's eyes were indifferent: "Whatever, I seem to have gotten you." ”

Lin Mushi was extremely disappointed in Zhuang Ziang and turned her head angrily.

In fact, she has a good impression of Zhuang Ziang, after all, he is handsome, has good academic Xi grades, and has a warm personality.

The delay in agreeing to Zhuang Ziang's pursuit is not yet to the point where love is dead and alive.

But what do you mean by that now?

If you can't catch up, you can give up easily?

How can you chase girls without perseverance and perseverance.

Chapter 2 I'll hang up if there's nothing to do

Zhuang Ziang held the phone, hesitated for a while, and dialed the contact person with the note "Dad".

The body is skinned, and it is received by its parents.

If something like this happens, it's still necessary to inform him.

The phone rang for a long time before it was picked up.

I can tell that the environment in which the other party is located is very noisy.

"Dad, my test results are out, and the doctor said ......"

"Isn't there any?" Zhuang Wenzhao interrupted Zhuang Ziang's words impatiently.

"You're young, it's okay to delay two days if you're sick. ”

"It's a waste of money to go to the hospital, is it really easy to make money?"

"Eight cylinders, touch. ”

Hearing Zhuang Wenzhao's words, Zhuang Ziang's heart cooled a few degrees again.

If it weren't for the blood flowing in his body, he didn't want to have a half-dime relationship with this man.

A father's love is like a mountain.

His mountain is only an active volcano.

Zhuang Ziang sighed, and then said, "Do you have my mother's phone?"

"No, what are you doing with that woman? 50,000. ”

"His grandmother's, it's been fired again. ”

"I'm busy here, so I'll hang up if there's nothing to do. ”

Zhuang Wenzhao hurriedly hung up the phone.

Zhuang Ziang listened to the beep on his mobile phone, and a sad smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

I'm just going to hang up.

After the age of five, Zhuang Ziang never saw his mother, Xu Hui, again, and then only intermittently spoke on the phone a few times.

The last time I called, it was three years ago.

The call lasted 1 minute and 36 seconds.

Xu Hui tried her best to hide from her current husband that she still had such a big son.

Zhuang Ziang asked Zhuang Wenzhao for Xu Hui's phone number, but he just wanted to inform her that he had three months left to live.

After all, it was this woman who gave herself life.

Even if she was not so reluctant at first, because she was unmarried and pregnant, she planned to have an abortion several times.

Most professions in the world require training and exams before you can get on the job.

For example, you need to get a driver's license for driving, and you need to take a teacher's license for teaching.

can be a parent, but without exams, just on a whim, an accident, can bring a life to this world.

Few people cared about the child and wanted to come.

Ever since Chuang Ziang can remember, almost every day his parents have been arguing endlessly.

The tables and chairs at home are often staggered, and the floor is covered with glass shards and porcelain tiles.

It wasn't until they were five years old that they fell apart completely.

When they divorced, Zhuang Wenzhao and Xu Hui didn't want Zhuang Ziang, because carrying an oil bottle would affect their formation of a new family.

In the end, under the intervention of his grandparents, on the grounds of inheritance, Zhuang Wenzhao was persuaded to stay with Zhuang Ziang.

A year later, Zhuang Wenzhao brought back a woman with heavy makeup.

Two years later they had a son of their own.

A family of four, but he is like an outsider.

In fairy tales, children with stepmothers live miserably.

Therefore, Zhuangzi was cautious when he was a child, studied hard at school, won awards every year, and took the initiative to do housework at home and take care Xi of his younger brother.

But to this day, his younger brother has never called him brother.

There is really nothing to be nostalgic for in such a life.

Death, perhaps, is a relief.

In the last three months, Zhuang Ziang didn't want to look at anyone's face again, and just wanted to live for himself once.

"Son, what are you wearing? Aren't you afraid that Lao Zhang will chop you alive?"

Li Huangxuan is Zhuang Ziang's tablemate and best friend, and he has always been known as father and son.

As soon as he entered the classroom, he saw Zhuang Ziang's floral shirt, and thought he was dazzled.

Zhuang Ziang is a good student in the teacher's mouth, he keeps to himself, follows the rules, and never does anything out of the ordinary.

"Son, I'm sick and want a change of mood. Zhuang Ziang explained to Li Huangxuan with a smile.

"Yes, tasteful, add a big gold chain around your neck, it will be more tasteful. Li Huangxuan also laughed and teased.

The class bell rings at this moment.

On the far right of the board is the class schedule, followed by two consecutive math lessons.

Wu Qiufang, the "exterminator master", walked up to the podium with a textbook in her hand.

In math class, the hypnotic effect is quite good.

Only five minutes had passed, and most of the students were drowsy.

Zhuang Ziang took advantage of Wu Qiufang's turn to write a board book, reached out from Li Huangxuan's desk, and touched a copy of "Tianlong Babu".

Flip it over, and it's a classic scene.

Yanyun flew eighteen horses, galloping like a tiger in the wind and smoke.

"Son, you don't want to die, reading a novel in the extermination master's class?" Li Huangxuan lowered his voice, a little unable to believe his eyes.

Zhuang Ziang used to sit upright in class, preoccupied, and concentrated.

Took a day of sick leave, did you take the wrong medicine?

Zhuangzi Angcai doesn't care so much, he wants to experience all the things he wanted to do but didn't dare to do before.

Burn, my youth.

"Murong Gongzi, Zhuang Gang Master, Ding Lao Wei, the three of you are together, why should Xiao be afraid?"

Zhuang Ziang was seeing the wonderful points, and suddenly felt a murderous aura coming to his face.

He raised his head and met Wu Qiufang's fierce eyes.

"Zhuang Ziang, go to the blackboard to solve this problem. ”

When the teacher stands on the podium, he can often see the small movements of the students clearly.

Wu Qiufang was very disappointed, the one who made a small move today was actually the best student in the class.

Zhuang Ziang walked up to the podium, glanced at the question, and then wrote down the process of solving the problem in a smooth manner.

After answering, he threw the chalk in a dashing manner: "If there is one, ask me again." ”

The arrogance is very arrogant.

Wu Qiufang saw Zhuang Ziang's completely correct answer, and his face was blue: "Classmate Zhuang Ziang, your math score has always been the first in the class, please share your Xi learning experience, it can't be reading novels in class, right?"

"Mr. Wu, I don't really like math at all. Zhuang Ziang turned around and said.

"What did you say?" Wu Qiufang was surprised.

"I said that I was not interested in math at all, that this thing was of no practical use except for torturing my brain cells, and that the reason why I had a small achievement was all due to the support of other students. Zhuangzi replied loudly.

These words not only challenged the teacher, but also offended the whole class.

It's so rampant.

Wu Qiufang slapped the podium angrily: "I confiscated the novel, you stand outside the classroom for me to listen to the lecture." ”

"I'll make you a monkey, that's my book. Li Huangxuan said anxiously.

"It's okay, I'll go back to her office and steal it back for you. Zhuang Ziang whispered.

Then he took the steps of not recognizing his six relatives, threw "Tianlong Babu" on the podium, and walked out of the classroom in a dashing manner.

The air outside is much fresher than inside.

Wu Qiufang looked at Zhuangzi's obedient demeanor, and was in a trance.

This is the best student of this class, how can it be like a different person?

The classmates also whispered.

"What's wrong with Zhuang Ziang? like a hooligan. ”

"He took a leave of absence yesterday, and he must have burned his head with a fever. ”

"Don't say it, he was quite handsome just now. ”

......

Zhuang Ziang stood in the hallway outside the classroom, watching the sun shine on the leaves and grass, full of life.

Such a good time, it would be a waste in this penalty station.

Why don't you skip a class?

Chapter 3 Climb over the wall and meet the head teacher

From childhood to adulthood, Zhuang Ziang was a good student and never skipped class.

But at this moment, he had a strong urge in his heart to escape from this campus.

It's like wanting to break some box.

In the northwest corner of the basketball court, there is a relatively low fence and dense trees.

Zhuang Ziang had seen it before, and there were students who turned out from there.

At that time, he was the head of the discipline inspection department of the student union, and he wore a red armband on his arm.

Now, I am doing unorganized and undisciplined things.

It's a bit absurd.

But it doesn't matter, this world is quite absurd.

Bypassing a few trees, Zhuang Ziang realized that he had underestimated the height of this section of the wall.

To fly up the wall, it's about as difficult as a dunk.

The walls are bare, and there is no focus point.

Forget it, I don't know what to do when I go out anyway.

Zhuang Ziang was about to give up, and when he was about to turn around, a piece of music sounded in his ears.

The melody of that piece is very special, with twists and turns, a hundred turns.

Come and instigate Sidosila, instigate Sisira Sirasila......

Zhuang Ziang was sure that he had never heard of it before.

"Are you going out?" a crisp voice sounded not far away.

Zhuangzi was caught off guard and startled.

He looked closely, only to find a girl leaning against a ginkgo tree.

The girl was very good-looking, with an oval face, almond eyes, and an asymmetrical braid on her left shoulder.

She wore a plain white shirt with a blue pleated skirt that reached to her calves and spotless white canvas shoes on her feet.

The most striking thing is that she has a blooming peach blossom in her sideburns.

Zhuang Ziang originally thought that Lin Mushi was good-looking enough.

Compared with the girl in front of her, Lin Mushi is nothing.

"You're skipping class too?" asked Zhuang Ziang.

"Shhhh The girl held out her index finger and put it on her lips.

Her fingers are beautiful, slender and slender, carved like white jade.

The lips are small and rosy, like freshly picked strawberries.

"Hello, my name is Zhuang Ziang, from Class 9. Zhuang Ziang introduced himself in a low voice.

"Su Yudie, Class 23. The girl replied.

Zhuang Ziang knew that there was only one grade in the entire campus, and there were only 22 classes in the whole grade.

The other party said that Class 23 was mostly wary of him and refused to expose the real class.

I don't know him, the former minister of discipline inspection.

Su Yudie looked at the high wall: "If you really want to go out, I can help you." ”

Zhuangzi said happily: "Really?

"You squat down, let me step on your shoulders and climb up the wall, and I'll pull you up again. Su Yudie said with a smile.

"You are so thin and small, can you move me?" Zhuang Ziang was a little worried.

"Don't worry, I have a lot of strength. Su Yudie flexed her arms and showed him her biceps.

"That's okay, happy cooperation!" Zhuang Ziang immediately squatted down.

Su Yudie was afraid of stepping on Zhuang Ziang's clothes, so she took off her canvas shoes, revealing snow-white socks.

Then she tied the laces of the two shoes together and put them on Chuang Ziang's shoulders.

"This is my token, so you don't have to worry, I won't pull you when I go up. ”

Zhuang Ziang smiled: "No, I believe in you." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he felt the girl step on his shoulder.

The soles of her feet are soft and she weighs a lot.

"Okay? I'm going to stand up. Zhuang Ziang asked.

"Alright. Su Yudie replied.

Zhuang Ziang slowly stood up and sent Su Yudie to a position where he could reach the wall.

At this time, an evil idea suddenly popped into his head.

The girl on the shoulder is wearing a skirt.

If you look up......

Of course, this is just a thought, and he didn't do such a trivial thing.

All evil and fornication are the first, and the deeds are not in the heart, and there is no perfect person in the world.

Su Yudie's body was as light as a swallow, climbed over the wall, and then hung down a slender jade hand.

"Give it to me. ”

Zhuang Ziang stretched out his hand and grabbed the other party's hand.

The girl's hands are soft, soft as boneless, and her skin is delicate and smooth.

This made Zhuang Ziang a little skeptical, whether she could pull herself up.

As it turned out, it was he who was overthinking.

Su Yudie is really as she said, she has a lot of strength.

Zhuang Ziang had a point of strength, kicked the wall with one foot, and easily climbed the wall.

Looking back at the familiar campus, there is a sense of guilt and a joy that I have never felt before.

"You help me put my shoes on. Su Yudie stretched out her little feet in snow-white socks.

The wall is very narrow, and she has to hold it with her hands to prevent it from falling, and it is very inconvenient to put on her shoes.

Zhuang Ziang never helped the girl put on her shoes, her heart was beating fast, and her breathing was a little heavy.

Holding the warm and small ankles, it took a lot of effort to put the canvas shoes on, and then tied a somewhat ugly bow.

"Clumsy. Su Yudie complained, and then stretched out her other foot.

"You're stupid, I said you don't have to take off your shoes. Zhuangzi muttered.

After putting on her shoes, Su Yudie looked at the ground and said, "It's so high, I'm a little scared, you jump down first, and then catch me." ”

Zhuang Ziang took out his mobile phone and put it in her palm: "This is my token, so you don't have to worry, I won't pick you up after I go down." ”

"No, I trust you. Su Yudie smiled.

Zhuang Ziang took a deep breath, jumped forward, and landed steadily on the ground.

Then he stretched out his arms and motioned for the girl to jump down.

Su Yudie brewed for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage and fell sideways.

Zhuang Ziang hugged a princess and caught it steadily.

The carcass in the arms, nephrite is warm and fragrant.

This scene is very similar to the bridge of an idol drama.

Su Yudie looked up at Zhuang Ziang's eyes, and her pretty face flushed: "Let me go quickly." ”

"Oh!" Zhuang Ziang hurriedly helped her to her feet.

When I turned my head, I found a familiar figure.

It was a middle-aged man in his forties, wearing a brown leather jacket and carrying a silver thermos mug in his hand.

It's none other than his homeroom teacher Zhang Zhiyuan.

This can be met by chance, and the point is too back.

"Zhuang Ziang, what are you doing?"

Zhang Zhiyuan witnessed the process of Zhuang Ziang climbing over the wall, but he was afraid that he would scare his foot, so he waited for him to land before he spoke.

If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he would never have believed that the best student in the class would actually jump over the fence and skip class.

"Who is he?" asked Zhuang Ziang with a cute face.

"Run!"

Zhuang Ziang grabbed Su Yudie's hand, turned around and slipped away.

On the bustling streets, they quickly weave through the crowd.

"Stop, stinky boy, you stop me!"

Zhang Zhiyuan chased two miles, after all, he was old, his physical strength was exhausted, and he regrettably gave up.

He gasped for air, leaned on a telephone pole, unscrewed the thermos cup, and took a sip of wolfberry tea.

"Teacher Zhang, I'll write you a review tomorrow, let me indulge it once today!"

Zhuang Ziang waved his hand vigorously at Zhang Zhiyuan, and then disappeared into the crowd.

"How long are you going to pull my hand?" Su Yudie blinked her big eyes.

"I'm sorry. Zhuang Ziang hurriedly let go.

It feels really good to be able to hold hands with such a good-looking girl.

It's a pity that she didn't pull enough, and she found out.

Lao Zhang, thank you for the assist.