My life was so messy that I couldn't find for a way out. I was screaming in darkness but no one heard me. Living by my own was so hard...my parents died long time ago since I was a child. I knew no none, no family or friends. I only remember they were always running from something, moving from city to city. Everything was moving so fast that I had no memory to make me smile...just the feeling that danger was so close to me that I could feel it. So in order to get through everything I keept that inside of me and pretend that everything is normal, nerver ask questions.

So here I am right now...18 years old girl going through high school with no friends. At school no one talks to me because I pushed them all away. I live by my own in the apartment my parents left me with enough money in my account to live a normal life. The most difficult part is being home. I can sense my parents smell even though I keep it all clean...it's like they are still with me, their presence is everywhere, and it's making me crazy. I scream at them asking questions but no one answer me....why? Why am I here? What do I have to do? Stop this nightmare...

Sometimes I wake up sleeping on the floor with my hands covering my head...like trying to protect myself from something. Those days are frightening me the most cause that "something" is always following me everywhere. A dark presence waiting for the right moment to swallow me. So that's why I have no one...because I'm a danger to anyone, I'm scared to death. Hate it! I hate my life!!! What's my purpose here? What do I have to do?

I only eat to survive. "Don't eat much and don't drink much" my parents always told me. Always did as they told me to. Never complain about anything...they never let me to.

Sto now being 18 years old and tall girl with long black hair and blue eyes it's not easy.

People give me ''strange eyes'', some even ''scared'' ones. Black hair with blue eyes it is a rare thing. It scares them.... I wonder why.

I don't remember my parents eye color,, but I know for sure they both had black hair.

One day I went to my parents room to get some books to read. They had a lot of romance and fantasy books about werewolfs and vampires. My favourite are "Bitten" and " Twilight Saga". These books keept myself calm and giving me hope that one day everything is going to change. The hope that one day someone will come to save me and take me ftom this world I never aske to live in...and You did. You come at the right time when everything was falling apart and I was breaking into pieces.You come to save me...THE DAY I MET YOU CHANGED EVERYTHING!