Emperor's Peony
Prologue
Jeon Jeongguk
Inherent disregard to my own wounds
drain this chalice of my inebriated blood
akin to the taste of cyanide, cascading down your tongue
a sacrilegious demon may not be evil
my temple is but of rotting wood and bone
my fragile prayers are not enough to be heard
no, not enough to be heard such a far away thought
reverberating in my head the battle rages
never ending echo, forever.
I can see how this ends
It ends with you walking,
Me crying
Of course you won't change
You never have
I never could
But I'll be wallowing
With the tears,
I'm swallowing
And in a way I'll be happy
With the way
This was meant to be
King Taehyung
Think what hurts the most
is that you are so deserving of love
and I wanted nothing more than to give it to you.
But you did not want it from me...Why?
It is At that moment, I am 8 years old again, and I am shouting
//WHY NOT ME?! WHY WAS I NOT ENOUGH?!//
I have so much love for you that it makes me ache.
It makes me angry. It traps me like an animal in a cage.
Why don't you want it?
Was I too willing?
Too honest?
Or fundamentally, am I just not enough?
How was it so simple and so easy to pretend?
Sure, you never said the words, but your lips pressed against my forehead - your fingers interlocked with mine - we shared sorrows and dreams -
//WE WALKED OUR CHILDHOOD-ADULTHOOD//
How can it be true that it was nothing?
How am I supposed to just forget and accept it?
How could you know me so intimately yet care so little?
How could you?
//OR MAYBE THE REAL QUESTION IS//
Why did I choose you even though we weren't fated to be together
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Where they aren't meant to love each other
they aren't fated to love each other
they weren't born to love eachother
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The last heir of Kim royal family the prime alpha Taehyung was born with the shortest lifeline
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The messenger of almighty has foretold that he shall borrow the lifespan of the lowest of them all
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What will happen when the prime alpha king has to depend on other's lifeline? What will happen when he has to borrow oxygen to breathe from someone he hates the most?
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The little king must marry that orphan omega if the kingdom wants him to breathe until his old age or else he shall stop breathing before he reaches his adulthood.
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What will happen when he gets married just after his birth with an orphan who has the lowest rank in werewolf world?
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What will happen when his wolf acknowledges another wolf as his mate, not the lowest rank omega Jeongguk's wolf whom he has been married to since his birth!
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What will happen if the prime alpha king, pride of his kingdom starts hating his wedded omega the most and throws him in the dungeons?
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Beneath these facades of skin and bone,
Jeongguk's soul call to Taehyung's
He has known Taehyung in a place beyond space and time.
He shall love Taehyung through the storms of time,
if only Taehyung let him to
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This one is one of my oldest babies so I decided to complete it here
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TRIGGER WARNING
SUPER DRAMA
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This story is TRADITIONAL WEREWOLVE story
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This story contains
age gap ( older Bottom, younger Top )
heavy angst
male pregnancy
discrimination based on ranking
Royal au ( kind of )
Superstition
child marriage
if you are uncomfortable with above mentioned points don't read and save your precious time
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I am a TOP TAEHYUNG ENTHUSIAST so TAEHYUNG will be the TOP/DOMINANT in this story and my upcoming stories as well
If you are not into TOP TAEHYUNG stories then don't read and save your time.
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This story is PURELY FICTIONAL, HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE ARTISTS. The names are given in the story are fictional. I don't have any intention to offend anyone or bring any damage to Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jeongguk, or any other artists; this story has nothing to do with them. This story belongs to fanfiction genre.
If anyone finds it offensive then please don't read it.
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The pictures will be used in this story aren't mine. Credit goes to the rightful owner and only
THE COVER AND BREAKER ARE MADE BY ME
Live for the Emperor, forever
A crystal palace holding future wishes,
build from mirror finish glass pieces,
embellished with plentiful multicolor lights,
whose shine can catch viewers sight,
inside the hall, spiral staircase to step up high,
to reach our ever-dreamed colorful sky,
decorative glassware trees, leaves, and flowers,
adorned with colorful fairy lights, glares.
Glassy clear water flows in an artificial fountain,
originated from a circular mirror domain,
all are ornate with myriad colored lights,
bright scene of glossy glass and colored lights,
the brightest royal palace in the prismatic finish,
where eyes will get stunned in wonder bliss,
welcomes all with bright future promises,
none will decline from entering that premises,
Wonderers of the wonderful paradise-palace,
stunning to nàked vision, may give solace,
yet, its glamour is indigent of stones mercy,
less breathable is its future transparency,
these shiny crystals and brilliant colored lights,
as far as considered fancy, remains bright,
may drop you on the ground in scattered parts,
you'll be left to behold the remnant trash.
Far from a chaos of living and grave disasters
There is the marble table and the flower vase upon it
In an orchard grove where dreaming in soft sunshine. He is lying beside the fireplace. The sound of flutes
Is smooth and distant as from boys young lips
And the world breathes easily to all enchanted.
The king's beloved husband is taking deep breathes as he is going to give birth to soul he and his husband, the Emperor has created with utmost love
And the day rising over purple mountains
Foretold another clear morning, the noises
are musical and pure and most unearthly.
Splendid gardens, white buildings, quietness beside a stream-
Every soul in the entire palace is busy today as the time has arrived for the youngest king
There is this little boy with long hair and stars in his eyes noticing everyone going to the King's bedroom which has now turned into a hospital room
A few servants are rushing towards the room but this boy is standing in the middle of their path so he gets scolded twice
He is approximately 4 years old
Wearing cheap black t-shirt underneath a tattered dirty sweater and pants which is so dirty and worn-out that you have to use your wild imagination to guess it's color
That little boy has curious bambi eyes, the delicate tones of his eyes glisten
a seared sincerity
as anyone's fragile heart heals
He wants to know, what's actually happening in that room
though all servants aren't allowed to enter that room but he is the youngest servant and he is sure no one is going to notice him
With every little step taken by his little feet bring him infront of the biggest room of the entire palace
the master bedroom, the deceased king Hansung's bedroom
whose omega husband, is going to give birth at any moment
King Hansung died in a car accident when his husband Jimin was 6 months pregnant with this child
The kingdom is expecting Jimin to give birth to a prime alpha child as king Hansung is no more.
The rightful heir of the throne has to be a prime alpha child
So, this little baby is outside the closed door of the giant room
and suddenly he has heard a voice of a baby
He can hear loud cheer inside the room
but hurried footsteps as well
he hides behind the vase which is placed
opposite to the door of the room
but when the door is being closed
just a fraction of second
so much light in that room
someone is holding a little bundle of joy
this little boy has forgotten how the warmth feels -
A little baby like him who’s always seeking out the rain.
this newborn has seeped into this boy's life like a sunrise,
With a feeling of something this 4 years old really can’t name.
It’s blooming in his chest
And spreading through his bones;
When he notices that newborn's almond eyes and golden hair it takes everything for the boy to not look away.
newborn was crying a few minutes ago but now his eyes glittering with something golden
Something real and deep
Something glowing beneath the pain. This boy has been facing pain as an orphan servant.
this orphan boy is called
Once he was Jeon Jeongguk
he is 4 years 3 months old
The door being closed again
and little Jeongguk is still there waiting to get a glimpse of that angel
who has just arrived in his Eomma's embrace
Little Jeongguk notices behind him there is a big picture of deceased king Hansung
It was taken when he was 18
Jeongguk has seen the king before
he has witnessed the news of king's car accident too
and mourned with the kingdom as well
Today, their country is legally a constitutional monarchy. That is, their country has an emperor, the Heavenly Sovereign, who is nevertheless not technically the ruler of their country. Rather, their country is a parliamentary democracy wherein the representatives of the people establish laws and guide the country's path.
The picture is almost touching the ceiling
and king Hansung was as vast as the universe
that king was like open sky
or sky full of stars.
The edge of the universe doesn't seem that far.
Riding saturns rings all the way.
while passing this man, the moon smiles and a waves.
Anyway finally Jeongguk notices Queen mother coming to his way
Basically coming to the king's bedroom
A few servants hurriedly open the door for her and immediately close it
with his big curious doe eyes trying to know what's actually happening there
somebody else has arrived
followed by a few servants and 3 other men
He has heard about these people
they are the messengers of almighty
he has seen them before too
even after king Hansung's death
but before entering the room
The eldest one among these 4 men
takes a glance at Jeongguk
with a smile plastered across his face
Jeongguk starts rubbing his both hands together as it's too cold today
it's snowing and Jeongguk hates winter
He doesn't have warm clothes to wear nor soft bed to sleep
older servant kids don't let him sleep with them nor let him sleep on futon
atleast they have parents, their parents work in the palace as well but Jeongguk has none.
he too wants to play outside this palace like other kids
Aurora mirrored in the fresh snowfall, and his eyes
a rose sapphire of hope on a soft
and silent wintry morning.
Here, in this quiet village,
where children enjoy sleigh rides
and fresh snow cream,
tired little minds dream fantasies
of the coming holidays and
the tasty sweets that will be
hidden in their stockings by Santa and his elves till Jan 1st.
but Jeongguk won't get sweets
He knows Santa gives every gifts
but he didn't give Jeongguk anything
Rather his father has become a star now
and Jeongguk has never seen his eomma before
Jeongguk wished gloves previous year as his little hands gets cold easily.
but Santa didn't give him any
King Hansung saw him and gave him 3 white chocolates
Suddenly Jeongguk notices sound of people crying
Jeongguk knows it very well
like his father or king Hansung
that sound is coming from this room
and suddenly the door again opens before his eyes
She holds Jeongguk's tiny lithe dirty wrist and starts dragging him inside the room within a second
In the room the first thing Jeongguk has noticed
his long blonde hair is touching the ground elegantly
Jeongguk has finally seen
wrapped in a white blanket
Jeongguk hasn't seen something so beautiful
Jeongguk himself is so tiny
but this one is even tinier than him
Jeongguk's appa became a star previous year
but before that his appa used to tell him a lot of stories
there is a ruler of sky, star, sun and moon
If one day he comes to earth
Jeongguk will immediately recognize him
sun has kissed his skin and covered him with magical glitters that's why his skin looks like that
moon has created his lips, he has taken century to create those lips
azure has squeezed out last drop of its blue color to create his blue eyes
The stars gave him a crown and said
" this is your kingdom to rule "
The first word Jeongguk makes after seeing that baby is
nothing is more beautiful than sky
but this baby is more beautiful than the sky
more beautiful than the pain Jeongguk suffers after getting beaten by other servant kids
like his father said before
but finally Jeongguk has noticed the room
intricate golden designs on the walls
and most importantly the room his warm
Jeongguk hasn't seen something so extravagant like this room before
She takes a glance at him and says
Kim Eun Jung
You are saying this boy
She takes a deep breath before continuing
Kim Eun Jung
this omega boy is the one who can save my grandchild
Kim Eun Jung
The heir of this kingdom?
Kim Eun Jung
not even me!!!
Monk Shenzu
For almighty everyone is equal
Monk Shenzu
you think, he is the lowest but I can see future queen of this land in him
Monk Shenzu
Your grandchild has born with the shortest lifespan
Monk Shenzu
and if you want to save your bloodline make him someone else's best half
Monk Shenzu
his better half or I say his best half will bestow him each breath
Monk Shenzu
and only this boy can do so
he points his finger at Jeongguk
and a thin line of nasal mucus can be visible on his face
he immediately wipes it with his sweater paw
queen mother frowns immediately at the sight of it
Kim Eun Jung
you mean this dirty bo-- are you sure?
Monk Shenzu
Almighty knows the best
Kim Eun Jung
what if one day my grandchild's mate comes?
Monk Shenzu
there is someone above fate
Monk Shenzu
universe will bow to your grandchild's feet
Monk Shenzu
and if he wants
Monk Shenzu
he will make someone like this boy the only source of your grandchild's each breath
Queen mother gazes at her deceased son in law
who died right after giving birth
King Hansung and his omega husband Jimin
and their last heir has already arrived but he too might stop breathing before reaching his adulthood
The royal bloodline will end then and there
she has to keep her grandchild alive
Jeongguk doesn't understand anything
he is trying so hard to hold that baby
tip toe with his little feet to peek at ' his sky '
" Do you want to hold him child? "
Looking up towards the source of the
voice, Jeongguk sees the old man, cladding in saffron
scarfed and chougu with a string of
beads in his right hand and a bunch of white flowers in his another
hand. His head is shaven, yet it hasn't
decreased the ethereal aura from him,
rather the calm pleasant genuine smile
over his face somehow brings little
pace in Jeongguk's heart,
Monk Shenzu
Do you want to hold him child?
Jeongguk immediately nodes
The old man crouches down to Jeongguk's level
Monk Shenzu
From today onwards he is yours and you are his
Monk Shenzu
Yours, only yours
Monk Shenzu
almighty has created him just for you
4 y/o Jeongguk
Will he play with me?
Lee Mi Sun
Why would his highness play with yo--
Kim Eun Jung
Mi Sun!! stop it
Lee Mi Sun
Apologise, queen mother
Monk Shenzu
Not only play he will create home with you.
He caresses Jeongguk's head
and leaves the room followed by 3 more men
Little Jeongguk doesn't know they are monks
The next thing Jeongguk hears
Queen mother giving orders to arrange cremation of the king's omega husband
and Jeongguk to get ready for the wedding
Jeongguk is too little to know what wedding is
he gets to wear white silk hanbok
His jeogori and bahji both are little loose, magoja too because he is too thin to be true. Royal servants didn't have enough time to make perfect fitting hanbok for the ' future queen '
but Jeongguk likes the little charm
like the white peony that monk was holding
Jeongguk too given a bunch of white peonies to hold
his little hands get to hold flowers after so many days
servants have made him bath with scented soap, then washed his body with milk and rose water
they brushed his hair and added a nice hairpin too. They have applied moisturizer on his dry skin, scented strawberry pink lip balm too. Jeongguk can't help but l!ck his lower lip and wah, that lip balm taste like strawberry
he gets to eat chrysanthemum cookies too
and he shows these to his hyungs who beat him or snatch his foods often
Jeongguk notices the newborn is being carried by the queen mother
Mi Sun and Queen mother along with Jeongguk go to the temple
Bodyguards are standing outside the temple
while some rituals are being held
Jeongguk doesn't understand anything but his gaze is fixed at the new born
Little Emperor's blue eyes are watching Jeongguk's ever movement as well
His tiny hands are near his mouth
flaky skin of the newborn can be seen
even smaller than Jeongguk
and it's really fascinating for Jeongguk
he wants this baby to grow faster
After sometime Jeongguk is asked to bow before almighty
he thought he would be allowed to hold the newborn
which hasn't happened till now
comes closer to Jeongguk again
Monk Shenzu
May almighty always be there with you while you protect this king
4 y/o Jeongguk
Am I his bodyguard now?
he takes deep breath so that his nasal mucus should not slither now
he can't wipe it now, right?
Monk Shenzu
You are his every breath from now on until you stop breathing
You will share your breaths with him and your half soul is inside him
Monk Shenzu
you will understand when you grow old
Monk Shenzu
Emperor's Peony
Monk Shenzu
Live for the Emperor, forever
Thus starts the journey of the Emperor and his Peony
His eyes, crystal clear sea
Dancing daisies in the meadow
The sun is up to greet everyone so with golden smile all aglow
Its rays of light of sparkling bliss
Plants upon Jeongguk's cheek a kiss
Then wraps him in warmful embrace
And set his beating heart apace
For springtime's grace has superseded
Savage winter which he heeded
Its colours blend a joyful soul
With heavenly palms he extol
The beautiful spring that whispers love
That fits Jeongguk's hand just like a glove
Today he is a happy fellow
Dancing daisies in the meadow
The palace has many pretty gardens and one of them is next to the practice ground
Irises quietly ponder, Tulips shyly unfurl, Daffodils chime with glee.
Each seed buried and broken, Carving paths and gasping for breath. Sunlight in small doses
And rain in large.
Relentless battles against those who grew faster and taller but fell much harder.
A moment of flourishing
From a thousand moments of nourishing. Petals soaking up the glory of the day and the tranquility of the night.
And as the season concludes and the seeds fall once more.
9 years old Crown prince Taehyung has been practicing taekwondo
And he has been failing miserably
So, Jeongguk has been summoned
He bows before the teacher
Teen Jeongguk
Did you ask me to join you?
Kang Hyun Ki
Yes, stand there.
Teacher Hyun Ki points the corner of the practice field
Jeongguk does it as he is asked
Jeongguk keeps watching every move and in his brain those moves are being engraved
Nobody will let him learn taekwondo
thus, he has been learning it secretly
when the crown prince Taehyung ( his husband ) goes to learn taekwondo
Jeongguk watches it attentively
His wolf hasn't showed up yet
but he can feel something inside him has been trying to rip his heart and wants to come out
Jeongguk knows why he is being called here as well
is again failing miserably
despite being the prime alpha
He has zero interest in self-defense
and extremely poor at performing martial arts/fencing/mixed martial arts
and Jeongguk is the one who gets punished instead of Taehyung
today as usual, little alpha prince is unable to perform some basic moves
and without wasting any time the teacher walks towards Jeongguk with a stick
and starts beating Jeongguk
He starts with ordering Jeongguk to extend his both palms
he starts hitting Jeongguk's palms
and Jeongguk's eyes keep looking at Taehyung
who is standing there nonchalant
It pains him a lot, Jeongguk is trying hard not to cry
or keep his hands extended, but his reflex action isn't allowing him to do so
Kang Hyun Ki
Jeongguk stand still while keeping your hand like this
Jeongguk bites his lower lip
and his royal highness is still looking at Jeongguk without saying anything
His royal highness Taehyung basically hates anything dirty
practicing martial arts in an open ground
is something he doesn't like at all
plus little prince has been taught that he is the monarch, the future monarch
so his every subject's life is not worthy to his attention
not to show minimum sympathy to them because they were born to die for the future ruler
and Jeongguk is one of them
The 9 years old baby is taught that if he does anything wrong Jeongguk will be punished on his behalf since Jeongguk is his husband
they got married as almighty wanted them to be
and it's Jeongguk's duty to take every punishment on Taehyung's behalf
After all it has been happening since ages
that wife/omega husbands are the one who has to sacrifice everything for the heavenly son, that is the Emperor
To be honest Taehyung is very small to even understand what marriage is
what are his responsibilities as an alpha husband
who has to die for him if it's needed
Taehyung isn't even allowed to play with Jeongguk
but Jeongguk has to do every chore related to Taehyung
Jeongguk gets to eat only after Taehyung finishes his meals
Jeongguk has to keep clean Taehyung's room since he is allergic to dust and hates anything dirty
Jeongguk has to take care of Taehyung's bath water
Everything is Jeongguk's duty
Taehyung is taught he shouldn't be near Jeongguk until he becomes an adult
Little Taehyung had so many questions at first
why he has an omega husband when none of his class fellows have one
is it because he is a prince?
Then some countries still have kings and queens/ royal families
why don't they get husbands and wives when they are young?
why Jeongguk always wear a black leather choker, his entire throat is being covered by it and it has a lock from behind
When he asked why Jeongguk and only Jeongguk had been wearing it
Queen grandmother her royal highness told her grandson
Jeongguk is dedicated to him
his every breath and entire existence belongs to one and only Taehyung
so once Taehyung grows up
he is going to open the lock of the choker from Jeongguk's neck
Queen Grandmother has the key of the lock
Taehyung doesn't know either
Jeongguk will do anything and everything for Taehyung
so if Jeongguk is being beaten for his low performance at the martial art
since Jeongguk has to face every consequence if Taehyung does anything wrong
So the teacher goes back to his royal highness Taehyung and starts practicing again until noon
as usual Taehyung gets frustrated
with so much practice, plus it's spring
he hates every season except winter
Solar urticaria, or sun allergy, is a rare allergy to sunlight that causes hives to form on skin that's exposed to the sun. The itchy, reddish spots usually appear within minutes of sun exposure. They can last for a short time or up to hours.
Despite having this rare skin disease his grandmother has made him practice at an open ground
and alphas don't cry due to some allergic reactions
or alphas should be strong
he can use a million bottles containing sunscreen lotions
but he has to be strong like his father Hansung
but as long as Jeongguk remembers
Hansung wasn't that strong, sturdy and big alpha
even the pictures his royal highness Taehyung has in his room of his father Hansung and mother Jimin
Jeongguk can say, Hansung was different from other alpha men
He was more beautiful than an omega
Taehyung is getting frustrated
and he is deliberately making mistakes
as usual teacher Hyun ki, starts beating the shit out of Jeongguk
as he can't raise his hand against his royal highness Taehyung
Jeongguk has to kneel infront of him this time and he starts beating him mercilessly
At some point Jeongguk can feel wetness of his back
he can feel blood has started oozing out of his wounds
but he isn’t allowed to make a single sound
Jeongguk doesn't know when but Mi Sun comes at the sight and asks the teacher to stop beating him
Lee Mi Sun
Get up, and escort his royal highness to his room Jeongguk
Jeongguk bows before following Taehyung to his room
once they reach it's Jeongguk's duty to fill the bathtub with warm water for Taehyung
As he walks towards the bathroom, he stops
because Taehyung has started wailing like there is no tomorrow
Jeongguk doesn't know what he has done
and before he gets to know anything other servants come to Taehyung's room
Lee Mi Sun
What happened your royal highness?
Baby Taehyung
His blood has ruined the carpet
he manages to speak in between his tears
Everyone's gaze immediately land onto the white carpet where a few droplets of blood stain can be seen
Lee Mi Sun
Jeongguk!! how much dumb can you be? when you know he hates tiniest dirt, why did you enter his room with that bloòdy t-shirt of yours
Jeongguk doesn't know what should he do now, as long as he knows it was Mi Sun who ordered him to escort Taehyung to his room a few minutes ago and now she is yelling. If he had left the room after escorting Taehyung she would've still yelled at him
Cause Jeongguk has been taught when his superiors tell him to answer only then he can speak
Lee Mi Sun
Go to your room, get clean before coming here
Jeongguk leaves the room and walks towards his room
Jeongguk was unable to feel any pain when that teacher suddenly started beating him with a belt instead of a stick
But now Jeongguk is taking a shower and he can see blood slithering his body
he is only 4 years older than Taehyung
but in this 9 years since Taehyung's birth
Jeongguk has been enduring a lot
They say, orphans are the unluckiest
sometimes he thinks it would have been better if he had stayed at an orphanage
even other servants are in better condition than him
several times he has tired to get rid of this choker which exactly looks like a dog leash
since last year, he has been wearing it
reason he doesn't know yet
some servants were saying
only his royal highness will open that choker to mark him during màting
or else other alpha might attack Jeongguk during his heat cycle and queen grandmother
absolutely doesn’t want this
Jeongguk has noticed some minor changes in his lithe body
he doesn't have clear idea
told him that this is a process how people get pregnant
one day, his royal highness will do those things to Jeongguk like adults do and Jeongguk gets pregnant with his children
Though Jeongguk didn't like this topic at all
His royal highness Taehyung
seems to not like Jeongguk
so why will he do those prohibited things to him
Right now, Jeongguk can finally feel pain
as if his entire back is burning
tears slithering his face
it would have been great if he had his appa with him
atleast someone who would apply ointment on Jeongguk's skin
After sometime Jeongguk leaves the bathroom
and his gaze lands on his table
where a new ointment is placed
Teen Jeongguk
Who put it here?
Jeongguk squeezes an adequate amount onto his palm and tries to apply on his back
while applying the ointment
Teen Jeongguk
Appa! it's hurting
a certain long haired omega walks towards the west side of deoksugung palace
Before the sun ascends
Through dawns first cloud, he knows how to hold on to the pastel sky of a late december's morning.
The waking world below slowly warms his spirit, plays a song to soothe the pain and telling him to remember the pain but don't fear it-
He is like a bright red rose in the field of dandelions
Reminding people there is no need for compliance
The shimmer of his petals draw people from afar
31 years old omega keeps dusting every object in this room
Today his royal highness Taehyung is returning from united kingdom
After completing his master’s degree in law from University of Cambridge
He went to England right after finishing his high-school
and in 7 years, he has never visited his country
His elder sister her royal highness Ye ji and his grandmother get to see his pictures or maximum once in a week they can video call him
for last 7 years has never seen Taehyung once
Jeongguk can see him when Taehyung's grandmother laminates his pictures whenever he sends them to her or his elder sister
Jeongguk knows very well that Taehyung sees him as nothing but a subject
zero expectation from him
He starts dusting late queen mother Jimin's picture
Jeon Jeongguk
You are so beautiful, I forgot to tell you yesterday queen mother
He whispers while looking at queen mother's picture which was captured when he was a university student
Jeongguk talks a lot with his in laws
and he hallucinates them almost everyday
when he needs a mother's love
he can feel Jimin's presence around him
when he needs a father's love he can feel Hansung's presence around him
Jeon Jeongguk
Your son has gotten golden hair like you, since you were half russian
Jeon Jeongguk
want to listen a poem I made for your son?
He clears his throat before saying
Jeon Jeongguk
Blonde haired, blue-eyed boy
his eyes are like the sky. I stop and think about him. and the clouds of wonder he brings
Jeongguk walks towards Taehyung's father's picture and starts dusting
More beautiful than an omega
Jeon Jeongguk
He sends his pictures, he looks exactly like you. He has just got blonde hair like queen mother
Jeon Jeongguk
Your royal highness, do you know I haven't seen your son for 7 years
Jeon Jeongguk
I am sure he doesn't remember me
He can feel a silent tear drop rolling down
he wipes his face before saying
Jeon Jeongguk
Do you think, he will ever love me?
Unknowingly he holds a photo frame
Taehyung has sent this picture one month ago and that day he informed his grandmother that he was coming back. Basically he is coming before his birthday on 30th December
Jeon Jeongguk
He dyes his hair a lot
Jeongguk whispers as he sees Taehyung's new hair color which is copper blonde right now
Jeon Jeongguk
Who knows, may be tomorrow he comes back with white or blue or pink hair
as Taehyung is still a baby for him
even though if Taehyung màkes love to him today within 72 hours he will be carrying Taehyung's child
still 26 years old Taehyung is ' Just a baby ' for Jeongguk
Jeon Jeongguk
You did nothing for me
and yet i'm still here immortalizing you
why can't i give it up?
i held on to loving you for so long
but now i'm just holding on to hating you
let me let go
all the poems i wrote you were exaggerations
to make up for the love you never gave me
i can admit that now
Jeongguk starts caressing the photo frame
Jeon Jeongguk
Your eyes remind me of a crystal clear sea with waves crashing every second, and here i was so foolish, thinking that i was able to look into your ocean eyes and not see a reflection of my own beating heart.
Jeongguk holds the photo frame near his beat heart
Jeon Jeongguk
You didn't let me engrave your name on the surface of my beating heart and here, I couldn't free myself from the prison where you made me a prisoner, my love for you is like caging myself for eternity and beyond
Jeongguk is so engrossed in his own misery that he fails to notice someone else's presence
He flinches when he hears a loud sound behind
He immediately looks at the direction just to find a broken vase
and a tall frame standing next to it
Jeongguk is standing there, gazing into those blue eyes when he first realizes it's none other than
His royal highness Taehyung
There is this man, blonde hair blue eyes.
His stunning blue eyes get their color the same way water and the sky get their true rich blue color. They scatter light so that more blue light reflects back out.
His hair shines so bright, as bright as the sun in the sky. Warming Jeongguk's heart during the daytime.
When Jeongguk looks into his eyes,
Jeongguk sees a beautiful ocean, peaceful and at ease.
Jeongguk's words can not describe this man's smile it's so contagious.
It's no wonder why he leaves Jeongguk ever so speechless.
Taehyung walks towards Jeongguk
King Taehyung
Long time no see, filthy omega
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