Leveling Up To Marry You

CHAPTER 1:SADDEST SMILE

There's a qoute that said;

..."Love can change someone either in a good way or the other way."...

She told me that she wrote a novel about her life,and I want to read it, She told me that she wrote a diary for me,and I want to read it, She said she loves me and I need her to prove it. But why do I feel sad without a reason. Am I really that scared that much of loosing her or do I realise that I don't have anything to give in return? What makes me love her that much?

My name is Lucious and I'm in love with a noble girl in this kingdom,

Kingdom Of Nyx

Am I worthy falling in love with her?

Do I deserve someone like her?

Can I really protect her?

Am I really that weak?

WEAK?!

AM I SCARED TO LOVE HER BECAUSE I'M WEAK?

I NEED TO BECOME STRONGER!

I NEED TO BECOME MUCH MUCH STRONGER SO I CAN PROTECT THE ONES I TREASURE THE MOST.

EVEN IF IT COST MY OWN LIFE.

"Sweetheart..sweetheart? Are you okey? Honey bee..bee..bee...honey bee...?"she said while looking me in the eyes with a sweet smile in her face.

"Am I dreaming right now?"Lucious asked with a sad smile.

"No~ you're not dreaming honey."She replied while eating her favorite spicy porrige.

"This feeling. What am I feeling...sad?relieved? Happy?" He said in his thought.

"Are you okey sweetheart?" she asked.

The person infront of me, Rosabell, a nobles only child,wearing glasses and pink scarf covering her hair today. Beautiful as always. Her smile made my day feel better,holding her hands feels warmer in my heart. Looking into her eyes made me lost in the darkest night. Who would thought I would fall for her,by beauty and warmth of her heart.

"Nothing dear. I'm okey."

"So can we go now? It's almost 8. Lets send you to your workplace okey."She said while looking at the clock.

"Sure,lets go."

*Get in the cart*

*Hugs her,smelt her sweet scent almost letting out tears but tried not to*

"Aa..sweetheart can we go now,how can I drive when you're still hugging me like that?" She said.

"Okey,lets go"

*Arrived at Lucious work place*

"Take care working okey."

*Hugs her again*

"Sweet heart. Are you really okey?"

" Just need a minute"

* Letting go,then hugs her again and again and again*

"Aaa sweetheart~ I'm gonna be late for work also if you still hugging me like that you know."She Said.

"Can you pat my head real quick.."

*Pats his head,then he kissed her forehead and her hands feeling heavy to let go. Then she kissed him on the cheeks.*

"Bye..Takecare working sweetheart."

"You too,be a good girl and take good care of yourself. Don't forget to eat your lunch I made later okey"He reminded.

*Drove away while Lucious still standing seeing her off*

" And now I'm back alone,doing my work at this shop while the other would cone late as usual. What a day,but its okey,she made me feel abit better. But why..why am I feeling sad?"He asked himself while preparing the knifes and boards,swiping the floors.

"Almost forgot,I need to go to the wiring Shop next door,need to return this broken usb mana cable. But first things first,Ima cook something in return."

*Finish cooking and preparing the stuffs,locked the door and walked to the Wiring Mana Shop. Arrived,gave the food and return the broken usb mana cable*

"Thank you so much kid. Here you go, this would do the trick." the aunti said giving him the new usb mana cable.

*After work, at home.*

As I was laying on the bed,wondering what shes doing right now. Maybe talking with some random guys? Or maybe shes buzy with her work or maybe shes just doing something,as a noble would do.Suddenly a message came:

"Hey sweetheart,just finish warming up the meal you cooked for me this morning and my mom said it was so delicious,she asked me where I bought it but I told her that you cooked it. And you know what she said? Shr said 'your friend sure knows how to cook'." She explained.

"I am not worthy to have such prase from someone. Aaa I feel happy yet felt heavy to accept such prase."

"Just accept it "

As I was laying,I smiled uncontrolly feeling abit happy when her mother said such things about my meal. But at the same time,I felt that I needed a hug,someone to pat me on the head. Why do I ever needed such things. I never though nor had such thing. But thinking about that sure made me feel down for abit so I waited for her message so I could talk for a bit with her,then a message came:

"I'm feeling kinda sleepy.wanna sleep together?" She asked knowing we both are far but always felt near at heart.

I felt abit sad knowing she was sleepy and sick,so I just forget the time neede to talk to her for abit and just told her to go to sleep.

"Ok..lets go to sleep.Goodnight.take alot of rest and I love you my little Aurora. "

As she sleeps soundly,I was just laying,covering my eyes with my arm trying not to cry even tho I felt that I needed it but yet I didn't dare to drop a tear. I was so deeply in love with her but who am I to love someone like her? I'm just a normal kid who works a normal job as a cook and a cleaner, my salary isnt much but its enough to treat her once a while. She knows I needed money but yet I lied,as long as she eats enough,had enough medicine, thats enough for me as long as I can see her happy with that smile on her face even I see it as the saddest smile. Smile that kept pain and suffer. I need to be stronger. I need to be much much stronger to save her from her past,from the evil people in this Kingdom. A kingdom that I see as kingdom that is ruined and corrupted.

SKILL UNLOCKED: COOKING SKILL LEVEL 1.

-GOT THE TITTLE: GOOD COOK.

-ADD ON SKILL: QUICK LEARN.

-SKILL OBTAIN: WHEN A NOBLE OR HIGH RANKED PEOPLE PRASE YOUR DISH, 20% OF THE FOOD WILL BE ADDED MUCH DELICIOUS.

"I NEED TO BE STRONGER"

END OF CHAPTER 1.

CHAPTER 2: MY PLASTIC MEMORY PART 1

It was 7.30 in the morning,I was still on my bed laying feeling sleepy and I heard a call,it was Rosabell.

"Goodmorning sweetheart. Wakey wakey. Get up,time to go to work" She said while driving the cart.

"I am awake thanks to you."

" Come o wake up sweetie"

"Take good care of yourself working."Lucious said still sleepy.

"wake up its work time sweetie"

"Okey okey."

"Wait a minute okey, I need to register my atrandance."

*Few minute later*

"Okey sweetheart. I'm going to work okey."

" Okey dear.takecare."

"I LOVE YOU~"She whispers.

"I love u too"

"I LOVE YOU~" She repeated

"I love you too my love"

"I LOVE YOU ~" She reapeted agai. And again.

*Ends call and Lucious prepares himself for work".

*After worktime*

*Lucious was laying on the bed as always covering his eyes with his arm trying to remember something. As he was laying there knowing she slept already, he questioned himself about few things that he had in his head.

"I can't remember what happend today..but 1 thing is for sure,she lied to me about being okey. Her sister told me that she's frustrated about something and dare not to say a word. I'm sure am an idiot not knowing the pressure and stress shes into. I'm sure am useless..I'm his loved one yet I don't know anything about her,I can sense that she's lying all this time but I'm wrong about it. She lied because she's scared that I would hurt myself again because of the past story about her ex. I can't die now. Not yet. I need to be alive. I need to live until that day comes. The day I could marry her but will she really want to marry me oneday? Even if she said yes,would I believe it? Will she lie just to keep my heart away from being broken until that day comes? She lied for me,for the a good reason but that doesn't mean she has to,I need to know so that I can know what I needed to do. She's sick,she needed a heart and I want to give mine her yet and I can't let her fall in love with another man that would mistreate her oneday..no... But what if that really happend oneday! Who am I to judge? But only 3 thing I can give her;"

My loyalty

My love

My faith

"Thats the only thing I can give her. Even if she lied to me again and again I would still love her.I accept all of her shortcomings and I will still love her until she finds the right person who would love her the way I do. But would that make her happy? Am so dumb right now..can't even make any decisions. She lied but I can't even be mad at her. Am I dissapointed? Or am I the one who is stupid? Or maybe I think too much..Damn it..don't cry you idiot. You need to be strong..

I HAVE TO BECOME STRONGER! I NEED TO THROW ALL THIS NEGATIVE THING AWAY SO I CAN LOVE HER THE WAY SHE LOVES ME!STAY AWAY YOU STUPID THOUGHTS!!"

...NEW SKI UNLOCKED:DEVOUR....

...-SKILL DEFINE: ERASED 50% OF NEGATIVITY AND ADDS 20% SLEEPING EFFECT....

...SKILL DEVOUR LEVEL 5....

...-SKILL: REFRESH....

...-REFRESH THE MINDS REPLACING HAPPY THOUGHT SUCH HAPPY MOMENTS AND MEMORY WILL BE DISPLAYED....

*Looking at her photo,tear slowly drops down as he layed on the bed*

"I don't know why but the more I look into your eyes,the more I fell for you. Damn I'm sure am lucky I met her and yet fell inlove. I'm gonna love her. Even if she lies all over again."

*FELL ASLEEP*

*The next day after the sweet normal morning call,he prepared his stuff and off going to work.*

"What happend yesterday? I can only remember I cried..aaa no no no..I'm so embarassed,a boy crying for a noble girl? Aaa...stop stop stop"

A message came from her;

"I'm gonna countinue my work okey sweetheart cause I'm not that sleepy."

"okey but don't force yourself okey"

"Okey my sweet huaband."

*After that he countiues his work*

"Later I'll try to cheer her up,make her laugh and happy. She must be really tired at her work place.I hope she's okey over there. Maybe if she had time maybe tommorow or later I'm gonna treat her a meal and drinks." He said in his mind with a smile on his face.

END OF CHAPTER 2 PART 1

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CHAPTER 2:MY PLASTIC MEMORY PART 2

*Finished working and while arriving home,something came in his mind making him asking himself so many questions*

" Why do I don't care that much even if she lies? Am I lying to myself not feeling hurt? Am I really okey right now? Aa..damn it..I love her too much..and I'm gonna get hurt so so much if things go sideways. Aaa..

..."WHY"...

..."...

Why am I like this? She lied but I still love her.Am I really that useless to her? She said she's scared that her ex would beat the crap out of me. Haha as if..I can't die right now even tho I wanted to sometimes. But meeting her was a blessing to me,loving her was a gift,laughing with her was a miracle and seeing her happy and smiling all day makes my day feel alive. But why? Why am I feeling that I'm not okey? I'm okey.am I??"

* received a message from Rosabell*

"are you home now?"she asked

"On my way."

" Be careful okey and send my greets to your mom."

*I told my mom that she send her greets and she replied her greets likewise/

"My mom received your greets,send mine to your mom too."

"Later honey after finish eating"she replied.

*Arrived home and as always he lays on the bed,left arm covering his eyes trying to figure out why he felt something that he can't understand.*

"Why am I feeling like this? Is it because I called her that evening and saw that she's in another call with someone? She said it was her mom. Is that even true? She lied to me once or maybe more. What if she just lied so that we won'nt fight? Aaugh! I'm so confused!

...-SKILL DEVOUR: NEGATIVITY 35% RELEASE TO 12%....

SKILL REFRESH: 10%REFRESH MODE 15% SLEEP EFFECT ACTIVATING.

"phew~ that felt better. Now then,where did I put that cooking book recipe?"

-SKILL SUMMONING LEVEL 1 :

SUMMONING THE ONLY THINGS THAT HE POSSESED IN OTHER SKILL.30% RATE SUCCESSFUL.

-COOKING SKILL LEVEL1:COOKBOOK.

BOOK THAT CONTAINS RECIPE BUT ONLY HAS SIMPLE DISHES.

UNLOCK MEADIUM COOK RECIPE AT LEVEL 10.

"I'm currently at level 2,long way to go. Okey now..SUMMONING SKILL,COOKBOOK! "

*COOK BOOKED APPERD*

-COOKBOOK LEVEL 1.

-10 RECIPE.

"Hmm..what should I cook for tommorow breakfast. Owh I know,how about this recipe"

*Reads about spicy spaggeti recipe.*

-INGREDIANT:

1)NOODLE

2)SOSSAGE.

3)ONION.

AND THE MAIN INGREDIANT...pay $1 dollar to unlock main ingrediant.

"MAIN INDGREDIANT!? Hope it's not that hard to make."

*pays $1*

-A PACK OF READY TO COOK SOS THAT IS SELLING AT ANY SHOP.

*The book smiled*

"DAMN YOU! IF I KNEW I WOUDN'T WASTE MY $1 DOLLAR UNLOCKING THE MAIN DISH YOU PIECE OF CRAP! THIS IS A SCAM!" He said while throwing the book and pointing at the book.

*Book replied 'Its level 1 obviously dummy'*

"Hmm..you're right. Well Thats that. So here I am talking with this cook book. Say I had a question to be honest. Why am I having this thing called system? I did say I wanted to marry Rosabell the noble girl in the kingdom."

"SYSTEM: YOU HAVE A ROAD TO ACHIEVE..YOU HAD A PAINFUL STORYLINE.AND YOU WISH TO MARRY A NOBLE GIRL THAT HAS DARK TRAGEDY IN HER HISTORY. CAN'T YOU SEE HOW WEAK YOU ARE?"

"I KNOW! Thats why I need to be stronger but why cooking and summoning? Will there be a new skill I can achieve? Talking about you,you showed up then I got the tittle great cook. So why? Like will this skill worth it?" he asked curiously.

"SYSTEM:ARE YOU DUMB ON PURPOSE OR BOTH? IF YOU WANT TO MARRY A NOBLE,BE A GOOD HUSBAND YOU DUMMY. AND AS I RECALL ALL YOUR MEMORIES,I SEE ALL THE DETAIL ABOUT YOU AND YOUR PAST AND ABOUT HER BEING SICK. I'M HERE TO GUIDE YOU TO CONTROL YOUR FEELINGS AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND MORE ABOUT HER AND YOURSELF. SYSTEM NOTIFICATION,YOUR NOVEL HAS BEEN ADDED INTO COLLECTION. RECIEVED $2 AS REWARD."

*Recieved $2 in saving.Total saving $2.*

"Huh? Wha? Okey I get it now..that how it works.

...ALL OF THIS IS A GAME....

"I wonder what she's doing right now. Maybe talking with someone or maybe too buzy with herself as a noble would do. Ima think positive,besides I love her so much.Wait for me okey Rosabell..

...I WILL MARRY YOU...

END OF CHAPTER 2 PART 2.

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