{Lucy walls pov}

*Sigh*i let that out for the one wait the 7th time i came to this party,

*sigh* not that i hate parties ,i mean food,drinks,dance floor with dj playing my fav the'Marron 5' .

and here i am sitting on the soft taking sip of my lemonade ,with that *sigh*

Whats wrong with me? (I ask myself)

When someone grabbed my hand i came out from my imagination and snapped to my right hand being dragged

"Tf emm,i am not in the mood" i say to my long term bff Emma Michael,to which she just rolled her eyes

"For gods sake lulu,what the **** is wrong with you" i grown at her to which she hissed back "today is suppose to be my birthday ,and you dont even hide your moods , ever since you came here, i saw you plugging to the bar, whenever some guy hits on you , you give them a damn 'frown',whats bothering you?? "

She is right

"Em, i am just bored" with another *sigh* to which she spank my butt, i was surprised "what??!" frowning at her

"You will get wrinkles if you frown so much" i rolled my eyes with "yeh right" but to be honest what is wrong with me? ?

Its be 2 weeks ,i feel sick ,i feel like shit, no motivation ,morning in bed , making uncle mark worried,wanting to drift into the deepest slumber and dream of my prince charming in white horse ,wake me up with a true loves kiss*sigh*

I slap my self with 2 hand, gaining another stern stare from my best friend, "em i want to go to the details but this is not the right place,and i think the dance floor is getting empty"with that i dash to the stage with em in my hand

"You better explain later bitch" she said still staring dagger on me to which i  nodded ,promising to spill it later

We dance with the rythm,till we were breathless ,i got to say i was down,like jump on  the bed and curl up in a ball with blanket on, but i dont plan to be graved alive my em, she is my best friend,we know each other since we were in our mothers womb,yup ,they were neighbors ,i got to say they didnt hit it in friendship like us ,at least thats what i heard from uncle Mark ,when i stated 'were neighbors' that mean we aren't anymore ,cause my parants disappeared when i was 6.., sad story right, i dont bother on the past thou,maybe cause i dont remember  ,cause i have uncle Mark and Em ,they never made me feel lonely,so some how we live in the same house!!! Yup just how fortunate can i be to live together with my bestie , sisters from different mother,ahem.. that doesn't mean my or her dad had a loose pant (just to let you know) they we best buddies.. only if i remembered..*sigh*

After swinging on the dance floor until i could feel my heels hurt ,we both decided to have round 2 of shots.

When i felt some ones hand creeped up to my waist ,i jump off *cough**cough* spilling the drink on my fav dress .i fumm up to the culprit to find Jenny.

"What the hell, Jen" she gave me an apologetic look

"I am sorry lulu ,i didnt mean it,i just arrived and say you look like someone  stole your boyfriend ,so i just wanted to surprise you" still looking at my messed up dress

"My dress.." i snipped in with stroking away my invisible tear ,to which Em was trying hard to control her laughter,i hissed

"What??" and she broke,like crazy banging her one hand on the table and one hand on stomach*sigh*,which made Jen even more guilty for what happened.

Seeing her like that made my lips curl up and the tence atmosphere lit up again.

I stood and hugged Jen, making sure not to strain her new trendy outfit form her latest collection.

yup she is a  designer.she is 5 years older ,even with the little age difference we hit it off. we met her as a substitute teacher ,during her struggling years . By the way did i mention that she is Not some ordinary deginer she had been working for "chanal"!! For about 2 years

The degin she created were limited but hits!!.she started up with many obstacles and had both ups and downs ,i am proud of what she came out to be.

"Its been a while lulu"she smiles ear to ear

"the usual,just the dress got a little tight ,since i last saw you"i had a puppy sad look

"i am sorry lulu,i didnt have time since, the last trip to japan"with a sad long puppy face which made me give her another hugg

"how have you been Em" she greeted Em with the same big smile "same as always honey" returning with same smile plastered on her face

After a little catching up here and there,Em stirred the question "did you met any handsome hunk on your amazing trip"  when we noticed the little tomato of a Jen trying to hide her blush.

"Oh,boy!! Spill it" Em exgerated ,i wont say I wasn't excited to know ,she was 22!!, couples take their 2nd step with relationships !

"Come on jen man, you cant get away without answering us" i say with same excitement , calling her with her  nick name i gave her

she was 5"1 with long brunette curl with a cute petite figure ,who the **** whould not want her!??, she can even make me question my origin!

She looks at her twiddling finger, trying to look away from our excited gaze "i met a guy__"

"A GUY!!" We both exclaim ,to which she jumped a little looking at us like we were wolves and she was the prey

*Ahem* "continue" i said

"He is from England,i met him when i was traveling in japan for ideas in street, when i got a phone call ,i had to get back to company to make changes with the degins i created and worked hard for months saying there are lack at some area ,i got mad but i couldn't say anything" she said with a sad look

"Mhm"we both hinted her to continue.

" I made my way to the company with feeling down and sat in the reception to wait for the head to arrive" her expression softer with a hearty smile

"When i felt someone's hands on my solder,he had brown hazel eyes with shaddy blond hair,he asked if i was ok and if i need any help, i didnt knew him but i thought i could trust him so i said why i had hungged my face like a mop"

We both let out "oooohh"

She smiles"he said to be confident and comfort them, then i realized how i made how much effort i put into it and went off ,then i took of to the meeting when the recipients called, and saw him in the cabin too ,i stated my remark and they agreed it was a success ,and then he came up to me introducing himself , saying his name was Clinton dells and handed me his card and went away.., when i realised who he was i almost screamed,he was the head director of levi"s England"

"Wwhattt!!!??" Em and i both screamed ,earning us some glare, Jen

Smiled with innocence

"Yeah.., after that we meet few time and went on few dates" she said smiling like the lovestruck bee

"Oh my god,Jen we are so happy" i said and Em followed

"Yup, remember to check on victory secret ones a while" em teased ,Jen cried out

"Emm" to which we burst to laughter

"What about you lulu?"she asked with  excitement after all, that what we all want for our bestie , happiness..

"I am not stupid enough to hit the bucket at this early age, if you ask about my first love thats cakes, pastry, pies.." i said drooling ,Em hit me with elbow

"Oww" giving her 'what?' look when i was in my fantasy land

"What? what? , You do realise you are almost 18 right? And you don't even have a boyfriend,at the age people cross the line"  i hussed ,she rolled her eyes and Jen let out a chuckle and continued

"Oooorrr you still dream about your childhood sweetheart"  she said popping the o and r

"What was his name.. cherry?" my face dropped and little but i tried not to show the sadness ,i wont say i am not annoyed a little

"Cherry ..?" Jen questioned

*Sigh* Em continued" so did you met him agin?" Both giving me a questioning look ,i tried to smile

" No.. Em you know i was 5 or 6, i dont even remember if he was a dream or i was hallucinating"  i tried to hide my sadness with a smile , they gave me a concerned look *sigh* and with that we went we the chat session and headed home

'cherry' i was thinking of him on my bed tossing turning , i was young , i believed him, that he was not an illusion.. and i think i said something to him... "but what...?".with all the questions on my head i fell into my slumber without realization,and dreamed of him..

"Promise...?" His sweet giggles

**We will meet him soon **

Some one said but who??

Lucy p.o.v

{∆ if only i found the present me ,in the past,before i lost everything...∆}

                                * Ann

*not beautiful* is what i heard

The sweetest voise on earth

Before you guys misunderstand me

I am a 'single' hag on her 20s

As for the sweet voise ,its "Ed"!!!

Just who doesn't love him,and yeah its my alarm ,you must be thinking i am some weirdo,but guys i can hear him any time:/

Just *Ed's* weirdo:3

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Finally awake after the 3rd ring and hearing him for 2 for time i woke up  feeling ache on my neck..

Anyway

You cant deny he has glorious voise ,can you?:p

Reaching my phone ,to check out the time

"Oh its 12.." you must be thinking such and lazy *** ,but come on its sunday!!

With that rushing to the bathroom , taking care of my business, and choosing a comfy outfit tees and skinny jeans, i had down stairs, when i heard uncle mark mummering

at some call

"Too early early laura, i cant..

  She is still 17..."

  "I will..

   When the time is right."

He look serious..and tence.

Must be something super important.

"Maarkyyy!!" I screamed giving him a jump, which made him cleanch his chest like he lost oxygen ,i just hugged him

"LUCIANA WILLS" staring daggers at me ,there he goes again..*sigh* cutting his calls

"JUST HOW?.. HOW?? MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SCREAM AT YOU" i just roll my eyes at that ,he looks even more irriated ,i smirk ear to ear

"My heart, why do i have such a loud girl" sweeping an invisible tear from his face,

"What a Drama queen"i pout ,he gives me another stare of the day

"Did i ever mentioned how cute you look with all the wrinkles and that sexy stare of your ,girls could kill for that" i smile on of the innocent smile with the well known puppy looks

"Yeah a few million times" giving me one last stare and elope me with a sweet hugg to which i return and let go

"So whats up marky?

Who was it?" I asked him giving the questioning look

"..just duty calls hun." he answered covering a worried expression with a smile

I just ignored , thinking it might be something that i shouldn't know,and i am not the type to forse anyone to spil it until they are willing to answer ,

"Anyway ,HAPPY 18'th BIRTHDAY sweetheart!!" giving me a wide grin

"Today is 16th October??"

the heck?.to day ia my birthday!!??how the heck can i forget my birthday? *sigh*

The **** is wrong with me..??

"Yuupp" he stated it like a fact with a grinned

"No..no.no.no.NO.. ,what should i do marky???"

"I DIDN'T PREPARE ANYTHING! ,Shoes, dress,party most importantly the CAKE!!!" I started panicking

"Its ok lu ,i had everything prepared" he says reaching towards the bags on the couch before handing it to me

I was dumbstruck.

"When??" He just winked

I cant say anything..but aweee

"Thanks marky ,you are the most handsome led any one can set there eyes upon ,even with wrinkles" i stat whole heartedly

"In the world??" He quistions tilting his head

"Yupp" i grin

"Where is em?? " Finding her nowhere

"She went to sam sweety" he answered from the kitchen making my fav ham and cheese..yumm

Sam is Emma's granpa,and uncle marks father-in-law.

em and her gramps spend the weekend together 

Uncle mark and sam dont have a good relationship after Em's mothers death.

no one knows what happened except uncle mark ,soo yeh its awkward ...

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I flip on the bed when the daily routine

Shit..

It feels like someone hitting my neck with a bat..i hissed

,when suddenly my phone buzzed

'happy birthday lu, hope you checked the mirror today'

From em

' wonder what?, just how beautiful and delicate can some one look ,i think i fell in love again'

To em

'gross'

From em

'get your butt down hear within 15 min,you would regret if 1sec late'

From em

'ok??'

To em

*I wonder what is she planning*

I flopp out of bed ,and put some makeup "mascara, liner,and lipper..  all done!!"

Within 5 min!

I know what you guys must be thinking .thats it?, well.. haveing a good skin is a blessing and i dont bother on caking ,

cream looks good on cake then on my face and TBH i am just too lazy for that :p

Rushing downstairs humming my fav song ,i notice uncle Mark focused on something

"You will burn a hole with all the staring ,marky" i cuckle

"Going out honey?"Coming out of his daydream he give me a questioning look

"Yupp,with em " i smiled grabbing my purse

"Sure, be back by 5, okay?" He replied with a smile.. hiding something?

"5? Got it"  with that i ran out with a pair of sneaker

Noticing Em by the gate with her BMW! Yeh rich people :*

Yup sam is ,he and spoils her *sigh*

Well how am i any better ?:p

Sam spoils us both he treats me the same as em ,putting aside the hated for marky.

"What took you so long?" She asked in a bitchy tone and started the engine

"Shut it ,i took only ten min" i rolled me eyes without giving her a look and hitting the radio station

"So where are we going?" Looking all excited

"Bitch you just turned 18!!! Of course we need to hit some places to celebrate!"she exclaimed

With that we took off , singing one direction and JB hits, talking about her weekend end with sam

We decided on shopping ,icecream ,a long drive and then hit the Salon which took all the time and it was almost 4!! We hoped jen to join but she is a busy bee ,she wont miss my bd party thou

"Tf em its 4!! We got to run the engine fast toward home ,i don't want to watch marky going bald out of anger"

"No shit!!" With that we took off with the record breaking speed

Finally reached home within 30 min! Good.

"See ya at 7 babe, callme ones ya done"with that she too off before handing me the stuff we bought *sigh*

Struggling to open the gates with bags,i noticed a lamo parked near the yard

"Thats strange..?" We never really have guest ,uncle dont bring business home, and we dont own a lamo

With questions in my hear i made my way towards the main door when i heard the breaking of something like glasses..? and a loud growl?...

Growl??in my house?i thought and

Not like the one on the tv series, or the child play but the animatic growl!..

My heart starts to quickens, feeling my throat need some liquid, to calm my nerves, thinking it must be a wild dog or even a wild animal?? Which broke into my place ,i turned the door knod hesitating

With a click* when my eyes landed on  uncle Mark injured on the couch and few figure standing facing him, i dont recognise or if i ever met them before, snapped at me.

#And thats when my life changed..

  Or maybe started from where i lost   it..