My heart is frozen over,

My face is blue with the cold.

Why did you leave me,

Here on my knees?

I never opened up fully,

But for you only.

I never had someone who cared,

But then you said, “Please share.”

Oh, you came into my world,

And everything was a whirl.

My life was messed up,

Left was right and bottom; up.

I wanted to make you leave,

Chase you away from here.

But you insisted,

On entering my world.

I told you it was dark.

I told you it was tough.

I told you there was so much to fear,

But you said it was nothing as long as I was near.

And now you see,

You weren’t the only one

I was worrying for.

And to think I thought I had won.

I took it as a game,

Nothing serious.

And look what came

To me.

I was so complacent,

With all your compliments,

I forgot

About them.

Seeing you in the blood,

Washed in my tears.

My feelings for you,

Drive away all my fears.

I stay,

Not because I ain’t afraid.

But because you’re so important,

I can’t be so ignorant

Of you.

You left in the middle,

Leaving me with a riddle.

My uncovered past,

I can only see behind glass.

My eyes are filled with tears,

The only sound entering my ears

Are my cries.

Your head,

I cradle in my hands.

Water is flowing from my eyes,

No, you don’t hear my cries.

The fire is raging,

Our bodies are burning.

Maybe, we’ll fuse together!

Our limbs, are melting.

Yeah, we’re dying.

Maybe, we’ll meet in heaven!

Oh we are meant to be together,

Meant to be forever,

You said you would never leave me.

Oh we were made for each other,

We complement one another,

You were my only reason to live.

But now you’re gone~~

Yeah~~

Left without me~~

Now you’re gone~~

Yeah~~

I wish you were still here~

I’ll say it aloud, now

I LOVE YOU!

Baby yeah I want you,

Baby I’ll take care of you,

Baby be with me

For the rest of my life

Please don’t

Turn me down,

Please don’t

Say no to me,

Please just try to

Make me happy.

I’m begging you,

Don’t go.

I plead with you,

Don’t you know.

I need you,

You’re my whole life and sorrow.

Where are you going don’t leave me alone~~~

You are my past,

You hold the key to it, yeah~~

You are my present,

The only one I love, yeah~~

You are my future,

The rest of my life, yeah~~

SO DON’T GO, I BEG YOU~~~

Come back,

To me.

Take care,

Of me.

Be there,

With me.

Yeah~

My heart’s safe again,

Locked up away.

Maybe someone’ll unlock it,

One fine day.

But for now,

I’m content to live in the shadows,

And for now,

I’ll endure the pain and hurt.

The open wounds,

That hurt so very bad.

Soon they’ll form scars,

And for that I’m glad.

For it’s the scars

That strengthen us.

It’s the wounds,

We lick and heal.

If there’s no pain,

There won’t be any gain.

I learnt this all

The hard way.

Through experience,

I see what you feel.

Through memory,

I know what you think.

Through love,

I empathise with you.

For only through pain,

Do you truly understand.

So, I’ll say it aloud, now

I LOVE YOU!

Baby yeah I want you,

Baby I’ll take care of you,

Baby be with me

For the rest of my life

Please don’t

Turn me down,

Please don’t

Say no to me,

Please just try to

Make me happy.

I’m begging you,

Don’t go.

I plead with you,

Don’t you know.

I need you,

You’re my whole life and sorrow.

Where are you going don’t leave me alone~~~

You are my past,

You hold the key to it, yeah~~

You are my present,

The only one I love, yeah~~

You are my future,

The rest of my life, yeah~~

SO DON’T GO, I BEG YOU~~~

Come back,

To me.

Take care,

Of me.

Be there,

With me.

Yeah~

Come back!

The sneer in your voice,

The scorn on your face.

My cheeks are flaring,

Yes I am glaring.

At who?

Of course you!

My face burning

up, warning

signals are blaring.

Sirens are roaring,

They’re deafening.

You talk all you like,

I’m staying right here.

Try to humiliate me?

Messed with the wrong girl.

Blabber your nonsense,

It’s for idiots to believe.

My good friends

Will protect me to the end.

So,

Yeah they’re not here.

Not in this moment

Of time and space.

But somewhere else,

I trust they know.

They will defend me,

They will protect me.

I won’t depend on them,

See my own strength.

I am capable,

Debate, come, try your hand.

Twist your words,

That’s what I’ll do.

Try to reverse it,

Won’t work against me.

Yeah, I’ll show you.

Yeah, have a taste.

Ain’t this your own medicine?

Doesn’t taste nice, huh?

Well now you know.

But you still won’t stop?

Very well then,

Don’t come begging me later.

I’ll have you on your knees,

Begging for mercy.

You’ll regret it,

Or maybe you won’t.

When your victims said sorry,

I don’t think you gave up.

It’s too late late now,

Too late to back out.

Don’t

Blame me

Don’t

Beseech me

Don’t

I don’t wanna hear you.

Your filthy voice,

Get it out of my ears.

You wouldn’t stop,

Now don’t turn back,

You wouldn’t let up,

Do you believe in karma?

What goes round,

Will come round.

Now it is here.

I cover my ears,

Don’t wanna hear.

I’ll be oblivious

To your cries.

Just like you were,

To everyone else’s.

No,

Don’t think that I’m weak.

No,

Don’t think I’m a pushover.

No,

I don’t rely on others.

My pillar of strength is me,

Me alone.

So,

Just you try.

So,

Don’t you cry.

Don’t,

Go running home,

Asking for your mommy

Cause you’re alone,

Now.

I won’t have mercy,

Not compassion.

I won’t be gracious,

I don’t think you were.

This is what you did.

Now you understand.

But it’s too late

To regret.

I will

Tear you limb from limb.

I will

Enjoy the blood and gore.

Into a million pieces you go~~

Have fun

Rotting with the dead,

Being buried alive,

Like a zombie,

That’s how you’ll live.

This is payback~~

This is your punishment.

This is what you did,

Multiplied a million times.

For you

Never spared a thought.

Never even thought

How everyone else felt.

This is what you did.

If it was alright

To hurt others,

You should be no exception,

Just another

Of them.

If you could kill me,

Be ready

To be killed

And filled

Up with fluff,

And be stuffed.

You’ll be a specimen,

A warning

To those who wish

To follow in your footsteps.

Maybe, if you had

Given up earlier,

You would be fine now.

But you chose not to,

Do not regret.

This is what you did.

Every time I go out,

Each time I try to have fun.

But I can’t,

‘Cause of you.

Every smile I see,

Every laugh I hear,

I think of you,

The one I hold dear.

I remember the times

We spent together.

Running across the beach,

Sand getting stuck in our toes.

In the hotel,

Giggling and staying up

Till it was midnight,

We went shopping together,

I miss your nagging.

Complaining about my taste,

My terrible fashion sense.

I miss your naive smile,

Your innocent and pure thoughts.

The words as sweet of honey,

Yeah you sure knew how to please me.

Every night,

I gaze at your picture.

I really wanna reach in

And take you out.

Every morning,

I wake up.

I reach for my phone,

In the hopes it was all a dream.

I wish you were here,

I miss you so.

Your dazzling beauty

That made everyone turn round.

I wish you were here,

Your musical laughter.

Your angelic voice

That spoke only sense.

I wish you were here,

I miss your hugs.

Your warmth saved for me

That made me feel loved.

I remember,

There was a time.

That you loved me

As a sister.

Under your wing,

Your incessant care,

I grew older and better,

Wanted to repay

Your kindness to me.

Under your loving gaze,

I managed to hold on.

Never giving up,

Working hard for you.

With your love,

I knew how to give

The care you gave me,

How to be unselfish.

It was all you,

All the time with you.

Never scorning me,

Treating me as an equal,

Although I was much younger.

When I told you

I loved a boy,

You didn’t laugh,

But encouraged me instead.

When I came home crying,

Holding the paper in my hand,

You didn’t scold me,

But praised my will to be better.

You never were mean to me,

Never looked down on me,

Never inflated my ego,

But never crushed my dreams.

You were my guardian angel,

I needed you forever.

Why did you say,

“It’s time to go”?

You could have stayed

And took care of me.

But you refused

And left me heartbroken.

Oh I miss the times together,

I’ll never forget them.

Never letting go

Of the beautiful memories~~

Everything was great with you,

The bitterest was sweet.

The spiciest was not so bad,

The smelly turned nice.

You added honey,

Sugar and salt

Into my sad, bland life.

You took me though I said not to,

Went against others’ will.

You did so much for me,

I will remember!!!~~~

FOREVER~~

Oh, life is like

A mountain ridge,

With ups and downs,

Highs and lows.

Oh, how sweet life can be!

But there are

Times of bitterness.

Happiness,

When you were here.

Impatience,

When you were busy.

Sadness,

When you left.

Will you come back again?

I miss you.

Life is a race,

Tired sometimes,

not everyone starts out refreshed,

Not everyone gets tired easily.

Towards the end,

Everyone aims,

Some reaching earlier

Than others.

We all have fun,

We all get sad,

That’s what friends are for.

But when you’re gone,

I seem to have lost my purpose.

But I need you to know,

I’ll remember you~~

FOREVER~~~~~