There is a very sweet, 🥺cute 😘and simple girl☺️who is living her life very peacefully and her name is Nausheen Ali 🙏💘 like normal days she was going t school, tuition and Arabic class…

One day on Friday 🤞 on the streets

she was like normally going to her house from tuition, she took some math books from his teacher that books were so heavy she is like tiny, so she can't handle it 😅… Then somehow she holds that books in her arms 🤣 and start walking 😕 ...

Suddenly

Then one of a sudden she loses her balance and bumped into a boy 😱 that boy is looking so cute,handsome, beautiful, and so respectful ❤️ and he is wearing Kurt as well ahhh 🤌🏻🤤 which is the weakness of that girl.... she looks scared ... 🥺😐 Then she said ohh I'm really sorry I didn't notice that you are r coming because of this heavy books 😭📚...

Then the boy said that very gently... it's okay ☺️ alright that's happened sometimes not a big deal and don't be sorry 🥺😁… As soon as she heard this, something started happening in her heart, she started feeling something else, such a feeling she had never felt before 😌😅 … Then she arrived at home 🏡 she thought about it like a long time ✌️… That happened to her right now 🤔…. Then she felt for him a little 😔😫…

Then everyday she goes out 😔😫

She used to go out with the thought that she might have seen him somewhere and get to know his name... But unfortunately 😕 she didn't saw him again after that time 😞 … She literally loses hope that she might be seen him again?

After 4 or 5 months ago

She forgets about him 😭… So she thinks that he is forever going to be my crush 🥰💕 ...

Then suddenly In 2019 after COVID-19 when lockdown opens …

she saw him again 😧 … 😭 but somehow she recognized him 🥺…she was so, so happy 😁 that she can't even express her happiness in words ❤️❤️😘...

Like this she saw him a lot of times and that's enough for her 😌💘…

She just saw him on the streets a lot of times but yet he doesn't know about her not even knowing that a girl who is crazy about him 😭…

So finally one day in nov 2020 in game …

she and her brothers are used to playing a game called bgmi and he is also playing it but … When he came as her brother's friend for Playing with us 😯 she heard his voice and she feel like something beautiful touched her heart 💟❤️..

Then after the match her brothers are talking about him and how's he playing 🤔 so her brother said his name 😭 so she is also sitting beside them 😂 she heard his name is(Kaif 🌛🌝😽). She is like ohh 😮 she didn't give that much attention 😹😹 .. Then she goes t her room for sleeping 🥱 😴 ...

Then after some days she got his profile on insta .. she was just scrolling on her insta feed so she saw a profile whose name is( the_mka_ Kaif) and then his profile pic she got that she literally surprised coz she only knew him by his face 😌 and then she goes into his profile see his picture, and she is like God damnn she got him 🎉 then she really feels blessed that she found him 😊🙏 ...

then she feels very nervous to msg him coz she never talks with boys in her life 😭 not even chatting 😔 so after she convinced herself she messege him!!

then she says hello , he said hi and who are you ? She said your fan 😂 then he said I'm not a celeb she said but you look like a celeb 😂😂... then he got to know her that she is phantom jerry With whom he played Bgmi... and his friend's sister .. 😞

Then usually they talk and talk late at night 😊 ..she got into the habit of taking at night because of him... And a couple of days later he came to play with them , and they had a lot of fun 😀 and she genuinely get attached or maybe kind of attracted to him 🥺🤭... Then they share a beautiful bond 💞💕 .. And he told her about some things that she remembers yet like he loves to long drive whether in a car or bike ... He loves to stay alone coz that gives him peace ✌️🕊️.. and she ask him that which is the thing that you are most scared of.. he replied that He is afraid of the snakes that are inside of a person... and his favourite food is biryani.. 🤧and a lot of things about him that I like the most that the way he is talking to me 😭 and Didn't show it but cared for me 💖 and his sense of humor and instant timing of his Jokes 🤣 I liked it 😁 and honestly he is a really beautiful and a pure soul that she have ever met in her life 🧬... Even though he is not in her destiny but that such a moment or year that she has spent with him, that is precious for her Literally 💖❤️...

And then they wish each other on their birthdays 🙏💘....

One day I felt like confessing to him 🤭💞...

So 2021 in March I'm decided to tell him that I like him so much ❤️😘 ...

So at night I causally msg him hii ..

so he said hello then we talked… So I told him that I want to tell u something 😅 he said go ahead then suddenly I said I like you 😌❤️ at a time he thought that I do some prank 😭 with him, he said are u pranking with me 🥺

I said no I'm serious 😒 then said that no, I'm scared of these things 💔. So I don't force him I just left from that msg… And thousands of thoughts 💭🤔 running in my mind because I knew that he is single 😔 that's why ….

It's the same thing that people say that you want friendship to last …love but don't show it or reveal it 😭...

Then less talk 😔 argue more about little things I am messed up everything 😭 then he didn't seen her messages an hour I was mad at the things I started arguing…. Even though I don't have the right to argue with him...then I used to destroy my self-respect to msg him. Then once a phase comes that he doesn't care about me, and he feels like bored talking with me 😔 …(Me refers to the author)…

One day I decided not to text first … Then we didn't talk any more 😭😞…

Then like 2019 ~almost 2023 is the end, and it's still the same vibes 😔 still she wants him and her love towards him is increase very hard ❤️ like she wants him desperately, and she feels like no man on this earth can give her that much comfort, respect, and a pure soul except her father and after her father he gives her that vibe 😁 ... She doesn't want anything from him nothing but him … 😔😔 … She used to start Salah for him, she used to perform tahajjud for him, she makes lots of dua for him just to want him as a husband, and she promised to Allah that she will become a good wife for him🤭😘💞...

Then she missed him a lot every minute every second in her life whatever she did ... Going tuition, reading something, doing household or something she thought about him that what could he be doing right now ??🤔😞… Then she used to see his picture and stare at him like an idiot, doing nothing but blushing 😅…

And the last part of the story that is hurtful moment 😭😔

This girl somehow found out that her crush is already crazy about a girl... Then she literally felt break down 👎… She cried some nights very hard ..

😭 but she handled her self very well ❤️‍🩹... Now she can't deny that she is not going to have him but yeah she has a hope in her heart but not in her mind … Mind says that leave him … He is already in love with someone else …

Sometimes the heart doesn't accept what our mind already knows about...

But she'll accept what the fact is 🙏..

But now she is trying not to think about him but she knows about it will be a little difficult 😔 but she will …. and for her side it will never end 🔚… She is still waited for him until Allah unites them together…

Now she is making distance from him just for the sake of Allah 🙏 💘 and she wants that Allah reunite them for her 😌💝...

And wherever whenever her crush is her dua is always with him to protect him from this cruel world 😭😞.. and may allah save him for her 🙏🙏 ...

2023 on sep 4th

She saw him after 9 months .. If the whole universe is together or maybe a crowded place 😁 she finds him anyway 😉 so she saw him in the streets of md Jan she was so happy to see him after a long time 😁 really and again butterflies are dancing in her stomach 😂 yeahhh she was very happy 😁😊...