It was a rainy day when I woke up I felt a sharp heavy pain in my head because last night's heavy drink suddenly I realized it was not my room I was horrified about the fact that I was in an another man's room it was dark so that's why I was not able to see his face but i saw a dragon tattoo in his arm I suddenly feel like the man in front of me is moving, soI quickly pretend that I was sleeping

He gently touches my face and kisses my forehead

and left me in the bed

When I was thinking why the hell I am here and who is that man suddenly door open

It was that man again I was getting afraid that he will do anything again, but he just came closer to take the gun from the bed and left me again and then I sneakily got up from the bed and took my clothes

come out from that room

I saw it was a bar. The bar I was in last night

I quickly shake my head and tell myself that I really need to go from this place

Finally, I am home I feel very relaxed, and I go to take a hot bath After the ones I come to my bedroom I just fall asleep

It's morning I feel like someone is screaming my name

I think It's my stepmother

Mom: Naomi naaaaaoooomiiiiiii where are u didn't you wake up yet come downstairs breakfast is ready

Me: yes mom I'm coming

after I had my breakfast I quickly ran for my coffee shop because today was my morning shift I was very afraid because I thought the manager would yell at me, but nothing happened like I imagine

In fact the manager was welcoming me very warmly

manager : miss Naomi can you go and take that man's order

Me : sir I have to go and make coffee please request Rose to do it

Manager : that man specially wants you to serve him

I thought it was very weird

but still I have to go and take that weird men's order when I go close to that man I saw how cute and handsome he was but I control myself and I asked him

Me : sir what would you like to have

that unknown man : A black coffee with no sugar

Me : it's coming right up

such a weird man who orders that man don't have a taste I think I said it out too loud CUZ he looked at me and smiled

Me : Rose can you please prepare a black coffee with no sugar

After Rose gave me that coffee I said go to the table and put that coffee

Me : sir here you go

when he takes that coffee he purposefully touches my hand

Me : sir I am a waiter that doesn't mean you can touch like this get your filthy hands away from me

That unknown man : ohhh that's spicy I like it

Me : back of you stupid weirdo

after I said that everyone was shocked and looked at me

That man wink at me and left the coffee shop

Then quickly Rose came near me

Rose : are u crazy you stupid ***** what the hell you said to that man do you have a death wish?

Me : why? What happened?

Rose : he is the new Mafia Boss!

Me : what the hell why are you telling me now?

Rose and I had some conversation after that it was 9:30 pm so rose left

And I do the cleaning duties

it is now 11:06 I closed the shop and went outside I saw a man

Oh! No it was that man he came closer to me and said

That man : Baby girl call me Noah

Me : aren't you that mafia boos I'm sorry sir

Noah : call me Noah

Me : no sir I can't, I am still at my workplace

Noah : you have to if you don't it will be bad for you

Me : what you mean sir?

Noah : then see it your self now what happen to you

after saying that he grabbed both of my hands with his only one hand block me with the wall and come closer

Noah came closer and closer and suddenly he kissed me

This kiss......it's familiar, but I can't remember who kissed me like this before then he held me tightly and started to go down his lips touching my neck and his fingers are going down I can feel his fingertips are touching me everywhere every second I feel like I'm melting in his arms I start to kiss him back, and he whIspered in my ears you didn't remember me NAOMI as soon as my name from his mouth it clicks i know him he was the man from last night for making sure he

 was that man i caught his hand immediately and After lifting the sleeve of his shirt I saw his arms

I recognise the tattoo immediately I pushed him back a little and said

Me : who are you? And how do you know me

He looked kinda shocked after I said that he was backing off I think something was stopping him from telling me

so I looked around and found a glass bottle

Quickly took it and broke it with a single smash I pointed out the broken glass bottle towards him

Me : if you don't tell me I will kill you

Noah : then kill me baby girl

when I realized that wouldn't work I pointed out the broken glass bottle towards myself

Me : tell me what you did to me? who are you? and why you know me?

Noah : calm down just throw the bottle away and i will tell you everything

I was not throwing it away because I don't trust this man, but I don't know what happened to me I threw it away as soon as I threw the bottle far away from me, He rushed towards me and grabbed my hands very tightly and stopped me by hugging me tightly

Me : what are u trying to do you stupid

As*****

Noah : nothing just wanting to make you mine

Me : I would never be yours it's over between us, you are backstage I hate yo.....

When I was about to Finish my sentence his finger shut my mouth

Noah : save it for later when I do something very bad to you

Me : what you mean just let me go you stupid as*****

Noah : not so easily baby girl I have to punish you for your bad mouth

Me : just let me.... ummmahhh sto~p it don't touch me with your...ah~♥

His fingers were down at my private part then he put his finger in

Noah : feel it baby girl isn't it feels good how do you expect me to stop here

Then he spread my legs I was horrified at that thought he was going to do something, and he started to lick that part I was totally embarrassed and shocked I never felt this kind of feeling it was giving me butterflies every second he started to suck then he looked at me

Noah : are you enjoying it. let me make you enjoy it more

Me : no please stop it's hurting

Noah : you want me to stop don't you want to feel my fingers more?

Me : no I don't want

Noah : but I want

After saying that he started to go hard on me

At thAt time he was going to make me scream so I covered my mouth, and he saw that and said

Noah : don't cover your mouth say my name I love your shaky voice and expression

At that time my brother happened to walk by from that area he saw us and came near to us

My bro : what are you trying to do with my sister

Noah : look who's here

My bro : what's the matter with you get a life dude why are you always coming into her business and making problems for her, you had hurt her a lot in the past, so please now let her live her life peacefully

Noah : it was a mistake I didn't ever mean to hurt her but mind your own business

At that time I felt so shocked to hear that both idiots care about me, I gave them a sad smile and started to walk through my home

My bro : where are u going can't you explain everything can't you tell him how you feel about him right now and wants to and everything with him

Me : I don't know why, but don't remember what happened to me and who is that man I just feel that I am forgetting something important

And that time I felt my eyes were wet from tears i don't even know why I'm crying but i know I am missing someone and I looked at noah's direction he saw me and came running to me when he hugged me and I felt that he is the man i was missing he is the important man that I forget about I started to cry and hug him tightly

Me : who are u? And why I'm crying for you? Plz tell me

Noah : I'm the man who hurt you that much that you wanted to comment suicide and in that process you forget about me

Me : why did you hurt me and why would I do that you are lying I don't trust you

After saying that I started to run and run they try to catch up to me, but I was faster than them soon my feet stopped at a place that was my home my mom's home I go straight in the backyard and after seeing my mom's Grave my knee felt weak, and I sat there and start to cry in front of my mom grave's I told her everything with a heavy heart when I finished everything I look at my phone it was 1:28 am I stand up with a swollen face I start to go inside my mom's house my mom's house was abandoned because my mom handed the property to me, but it's been so long I didn't visit this place that's why it's abandoned I opened the door of my old room and I saw many pictures of me with my family and with my mom I hugged the picture and said

Me : I wish everything was like before. Mom I really miss you come and take me with you

I started to go through my old staff and found my old cell phone I tried to open the cell phone, but it didn't have charge,, so I put it in the charger and I started to wait in the bed while waiting in the bed I found my old diary so I open that and start to read it

Dear diary date:03/4/2019

I think I fell in love again but I don't know if I should trust him or not the way he looks at me is so dreamy but his involved in bad things he is a mafia, so I am afraid his life will get in danger and I can't lose a loved one again too but I hope he leaves every bad habIt and every bad things for me, i want him to live a peaceful life

After reading my diary I thought who is that man I fell in love with then I see my cell phone is charged so i opened it i saw him noah I set a wallpaper of him and I hugging passionately we look like a perfect couple I can't understand anything so I try to open my phone but I remember I don't know the password because I totally forgot it so I search my diary again because I used to write my password in my diary because I used to easily forgot my password so i search through every pages and finally I found it it was 886501 I quickly type that password in my phone and it got opened I search through everyone and finally I found information about him he is my boyfriend and we didn't break up yet because of him I got into some bad things too and now i was a gang member in their Mafia group it called (Caribbean crime) and in that gang my name was Valentina i was going through all the informations but someone grabbed my hand and pull me closer