𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴.. 𝘥𝘢𝘮𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴.. 𝘪 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮.. 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺.. 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴.. 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴.. 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵.. 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘵.. 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨.. 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦.. 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦.. 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮.. 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦.. 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘦.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮.. 𝘪'𝘮 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘮.

𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵... 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥... 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺... 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘨 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 .. 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘬.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘺, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘥𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.. 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮.. 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘦.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦.. 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳.. 𝘭𝘶𝘴𝘵.. 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘭𝘭.. 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 , 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵.. 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘵.. 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴.. 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰... 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴.. 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥.. 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮, 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮, 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩, 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴, 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴. 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦.. 𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘺𝘦𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦.. 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘢𝘮𝘯 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮.. 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 .. 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥.. 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘪 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘮... 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘰 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘦.. 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘧*𝘤𝘬𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥.. 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘸𝘯𝘴 𝘪𝘵, 𝘪 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘩*𝘵𝘵𝘺,𝘪 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘢**𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦.. 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮,𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘸𝘯𝘴 𝘮𝘦... 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘴.. 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘮 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪'𝘮 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮.. 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 , 𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘶𝘵𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪'𝘮 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯.. 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥.. 𝘪 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵.. 𝘪𝘵 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺.. 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘥𝘰𝘱𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦, 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭.. 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮.. 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘪 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘮.. 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦.. 𝘺𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶.. 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴,𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘧𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘦..

His hand touched my waist making me flinch by the sudden cold touch, he was watching me.. Like always, i looked at him to see him smiling at me.. I was confused.. He then proceeded to caress my waist.. So gentle that it gave me shivers.. It was turning me on.. The slightest touch he gave me.. It was like he owns my body, he knows exactly where to touch.. he could control every nook and cranny of me yet he chose not to.. he then pulled me closer to his chest.. His warmth surrounding me.. It's so addictive that I never want to leave that place .. I inhaled his smell.. It's so heavenly.. he stroked my hair... Calming me down.. he knew exactly what to do.. he kissed my forehead gently and I looked at him and placed a soft kiss on his lips.. He grabbed the back of my head and pulled me closer to deepen the kiss.. His hungry yet so caring.. Rough yet so gentle kiss.. It felt like hundred feathers caressing my body all together.. I whimpered when he pulled back.. making him laugh a little by my actions..well that was definitely embarrassing.. I hid my face on his neck.. Soon i started placing soft kisses on his neck while he played with my hair pulling me close to him ..he intoxicates me,his warmth.. His touch.. the sound of his breathing.. The smell on him.. it's all so insanly addictive.. Makes me crave for it more and more.. He grabbed my hair and pulled me back once again making me whine from the sudden action.. He kissed my lips once again.. Sucking it so hard as if marking his territory.. He nibbled and bit on it till i bled only for him to suck the blood out.. he grabbed onto my neck and pulled me closer as i held his shirt tightly trying to give back what I was receiving .. I was powerless against him.. His hand swept under my shirt.. Rubbing my body.. Making me **** by his touches.. He rubbed my nips making me flinch.. He pulled it and squeezed it while kissing me without letting me breath.. I was Gasping against his lips.. Moaning breathlessly.. He dragged his lips down to my throat and started biting and licking all over it.. Bruising me all over my neck and shoulders.. Pulling down my shirt as he went lower.. His hand was roaming around my body touching me at places I'm most sensitive at.. Making me tremble and ****.. It was turning me on more.. He grabbed my a*s and squeezed it while playing with my nip.. He was dragging his lips all over my neck giving small kisses and bites.. my grip tightened on his shirt.. I felt like I was being eaten up alive yet it was so comfortable that i never wanted to leave that place.. That situation.. He then looked at me and i understood.. He's not going further..i whined so he pulled me close and held me so close to him.. I didn't mind it either...

He is an addiction.. A person who has bound me with his soul, his happiness gives me life and sadness feels like death... But he is cruel.. Or my fate is, it all feels like a nightmare and i hate to accept the reality.. I feel like a beggar waiting for him to love me some day knowing that is something really impossible.. But i like to dream.. I like to hope for him or it doesn't feel like I'm alive.. Maybe death would be a lot easier than this and I refuse to let go or to let him go.. I'm trapped.. But somehow i don't hate it .. To have purpose,to love him solely because I want to. For my own selfish reasons... Yet i can't help but get greedy although i really have no rights to.. But i just wish i was a little more important to him.. I wish i felt important and needed,not unwanted or just an option.. I want to be a priority but that's too much to ask for.. he ruins me yet I don't want him to stop though I hate it but somehow i love it, it's messed up but I don't want this to stop,i want to give him my everything even if it means losing myself, maybe i did lose myself but that doesn't matter as long as it's what he wants from me.. I just want him,i just need him.. I don't care if I lose everything else, but he is the only one i need it hurts but it feels like it's worth it. If wanting him makes me lose all i have then so be it.. I don't know whether it's love or obsession or both but all i know is this is what I want and it is what I need, but sometimes I wish I could change this, sometimes I wish it didn't hurt, but if sacrificing my happiness makes him stay, then so be it.... It might be pathetic.. Desperate.. Shameless.. Stupid.. But he is my heart and soul, maybe this would be unknown and incomplete.. But it doesn't matter.. I wish this is the last love story I face.. I wish he is my last one.. Though he was my first too.. Is it really selfish to want it? Is it really stupid not to try and let go? maybe.. But it feels worth it though can't help but wish I wasn't like this.. Can't help but hope things get better even if it's a little.. I love him... but feels like I'm more dependent on him.. Yet don't want to stop.. I'm miserable.. Feels like my heart is ripping apart,yet it feels stupid to say it out. words aren't enough.. It's suffocating... wish i could end it.. Really.. i can only wish and hope..