'knock knock.'....

at the midnight .....

i am so scared to hear a  knock on door at midnight

I took few mintens and slow slow to side the door as I

I taking step my heart are also went carzy

i ....

i open door and saw that there is one young boy is satanding there

as my eyes fell on him ...........

i  am shock like hell

'''ahhhhhhhhhhh'''

so many thougt are are going in mind as i saw him

that  i am hiding from him from last 4 years ...

now........

he is now in front of my .......after 4 years

HE was one who made my stay away from every and each person whom i love most .....

i was use to be a very childish girl and funny girl in my whole family and also in collage

i regret now .......

why...........

why did  .............

why did i became his sister friend at that time............

i regret it ..........

i hellllaaa regret itttttt............

why ....

why did he  .........

why did he only love me .

why.......

i want to dead.

i want to dead..

it s  pain so much after remembering all of that .............

'''''''''ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh''''''

STORY IS STARTED FORM HERE  Before 7 years

I in a high school  this is my second year as like  as past few months my life is going well ..21st date of 2016 in October  TODAY is my first day in new school as i transferred to city from my small village  ..i come in middle classes . AS i enter in school gate..  i  dump into  a young boy who seem two or three year younger than me . i left from there without saying anything . as  i already have information about my all classes schedule so i hurry up and go to my class then teacher tell every one that i am new here and i tell my name 'Hello everyone my name is SAHINA ' THEN  teacher tell my to sit in empty sit . As i always sit in last row in past  so i was going there then i saw there is no sit so ;teacher.(●'◡'●) hey you sit in this sit ,this is empty 👇 .that sit is in first row  and i sit there as there is no option ............After few hours that is lunch time and all of my class mates start to go out side class then i suddenly feel a hand on my shoulder ;someone ' hey myself bully and you whatever  ' come with me ^ i follow them and they stop at gate of  cafeteria and told my to bring them food .  I  go inside  cafeteria and i suddenly spot someone and i run toward him  but before that he left from there so i also left from there and go to collect food and sat in table and eat food then go back to class and sit on my sit .. Classes started then 3 girls and 2 boys stare  at my as they will kill my with there eyes .. ..After few hours classes end and as soon as class end  ..I run toward  playground to saw someone but that person is busy in playing and surrounded by many beautifully girls..  so i go to toward main gate then one girl came to me and told me that 'she is from my class and she want my friend ' i say yes  as i  have no friend here . After few moments i reach at my uncle house and then i press ring ball ..Aunty 'ooh my little girl is here ' as she open gate she hug my in her arms ...

SAHINA

Aunty;'' sahina came inside ..as she said and in next blink she drag me inside   she give me a glass of milk because it is night time ....

It 8 o' clock ..

it is been hour and Aunt is asking so many  nonstop questions * suddenly i hear some footstep and  look that side

UNCLE...............

*I ran hug him as i saw him after many years * ( he is my father * dad * papa * babu ji* friend and he visit many times in village with his whole family )

Uncle ;''oh let me see ... saw me from up to down oh my see that how much my little girl grow and now look more look like her mom ...

O so you also think i just look like  my mom not more cute and beautiful ..** punt*

 Uncle ;'' did you meet my son VIKI  he also in same school of yours ooh ya he is  third year ''

ya i meet him .... is he also coming to dinner .... and what about VISHA  is .......

Aunty ;'' no none of them are coming ....they both stay in dorm ...

Uncle ;'' dinner is ready my little girl come fast shout

OK uncle ......

* we  eat  dinner and go back to rooms and i also go back to guest room * ( because  for my other room is not ready yet )

NEXT DAY IN SCHOOL

(As I am about to enter in my class I saw someone and i go to him ) hey Viki  ..** hit on his head**

Viki;'' who are you and why did you hit me ╰（‵□′）

I am just saying hey..............wait   you does not know me ......;☹☹

Viki ;'' yaa  ** left **

and someone seeing all of this   it is none other than  new friend

hey what are you doing here ......

hey yesterday you did not tell my your name

she said that her name is MONA

Mona tell me that teacher is about to came  so we left from there to class as

as i about to enter i saw a bucket on door so tell Mona to enter first as she  open door

bucket is fall down and i about to kick it but before that a young boy catch that bucket  and

he is ask her if she is ok  I left from there to  my sit and sit in it in anger because my my fun is lost

I saw in last row in anger  and they all are sigh in loss and Mona is chatting  with that young boy as she know him

after few minutes  teacher came and Mona came in class and go back last  row  and sit in middle of them and they all say hey boss  ..

that  time found that she is boss of bully gangs .

NOW  is lunch break

I go from there and Mona is shouting   from back to talk to me but i ignore her go to cafeteria and I saw Visha with her friend  ..I shout from where i am because i think what she will left from there if go to her '' HEY CUTIE ''

(She look to my and run to hug as she known me )   i am thinking all of these then i realise that she past forward my and go to hug Mona then  i again shock to known that she is friend of Mona and Girlfriend of Viki  ..

Mona came to me but before that i turn and dump into someone non other than he is that young boy from yesterday  and from morning  there are two boys and my all food are all on them and some also on me  ................

After that teacher call yours houses to bring yours  clothes ..........and all others are looking from outside then i notices a single and i left from there  without wasting a other minute  and after that i meet someone who came there from my village ...

He  gave my some clothes  and some papers and tell my to a adders to go .... i change  clothes and

When I came back i  saw Uncle and Aunty is there and asking Viki, Visha and Mona  if they saw me .....

I shout from  cafeteria gate ;''UNCLE AND AUNTY I AM HERE'' .... they saw toward me and say ;''my little girl''

i go to them and hug them and all other are standing   speechless ...

 Uncle  ask me if i am fine  then Aunt also start with her nonstop questions ...... I told them i am fine and take them to Cafeteria as they both not did there lunch ......

school

 At teacher office     

uncle and aunt is  talking to teacher then Mona came to me and ask if i am fine but not before i say something then i saw that those young boys are also came there and ask Mona to help them from scolding from there Father then Mona ask me to help them as it was my fault i am ready to help them ...........

 walk toward where there Father is standing as they saw me they both say QUEEN 

I can hear them then Mona say that  DAD SHE IS MY FRIEND

OH SO SHE IS YOUR FRIEND .........

WHAT IS YOUR NAME LITTLE GIRL.......they both ask

Sahina told  them that her name is Sahina

they both said at same time Sahina  what a cute name they both said in low voice

After that i told them whole story and they both said its okay

After some time her Uncle and aunty came out of office and told my that

they arrange a room for me in dorm and her going to came here after tonight so they are are going to prepare a nice meal form me tonight ........ after that they intro me to there son and daugther  and they both are shock to known that they ingnor her in morning  when she try to  say something to them then Mona come there and say that HEY CLASS IS ABOUT TO START  and both of them left from there

uncle told her to came early

and they also left from there

AS she is going to her class she hear some voice of cry and she go to side from where noise of cry .......

She see that there is a little girl cry in her desk so she go to her and ask her why is she cry but after hearing that she cry more so Sahina conscle her to stop her for cry and after few min..... she stop cry and again Sahina ask her why she is cry alone in class then she say in low voice that her bag is hung in tree which is out of her class window and she uNABLE TO reach there and she have to go for her che.. m i..st  ..ery class  she said while in cry voice .............................................