First day in the hostel and show the girl she is so beautiful i can imagine how she its so beautiful and my heart is melting ...she come to me asks to me my name and my age and the same time i can speak to her stand like robot. she ask again to;hey i ask to you are  you here hello ..hello.I just now  realized  she is talk to me and i answer her" my name is a LINA and my age also 12 years old and you.My name is a REGINA and my age also as you and nice meet you LINA and i'm glade to meet you.same to you REGINA.At the Dinner time" she come to me for ask to me join the dinner with her, i feel like what is't happen why she sudden what ask for me join the dinner with her ohhhh" my god what is't happen don't fell for her is't my first time i'm talk to another person except my family.

  First day in the school and i'm just now transfer here and enter the class room hear my name" who is't call my name and other side REGINA " why she is't stand there never mind call her to come sit beside me" hey LINA come here you see one sit empty.LINA side never mind just go and sit is't not big deal right.REGINA say hey LINA we become friend see we same school and same class and me yes we to become best friend.she want only  friend to is't me never mind just forget all the feeling and after this we only friend not to another feeling for she just a little bet pain is't ok never mind . we are become a very close friend and the time also quick past. she take the distance and we start fighting.What is't happen and why she like this i don't understand after 3 day's show she i can control my self and i don;t understand my feeling and i just want to talk to she bust she want't talk to me and i'm again and again i try but she want't is't heart my feeling and the same time pain i can't control my self run to washroom want to cry so hart .

After 1 years i'm second years student at the same school but we separated the time i fell so much missing her very i show her and the most pain is't we are the same hostel and same school. Show her to wit the boy she see me and i show her the same time i ignore it . i;m so tied to want friend with you REGINA and this time i give up to you and this time i want't disturb you REGINA.In the hostel room all girl's asked to him "why you and REGINA no more friend is't is true REGINA and she say " i'm don't sure and this question i don't have any answer.The hostel girl come to me asked and see REGINA we both eyes contact i don't say any word to him because the eyes contact is't feel me something i don't understand.The girl's non-stop asked "why you do not friend anymore ,then i answer them is't don't your business and they all kip quite.

The next day in school, the boy came to me and chatted with me. "He asked me your name, Lina. I'm Jon. Nice to meet you, Lina, and me." Yeah, nice to meet you. Then I asked him how he knew my name. He said, "Say, oh, isn't Regina telling me she's your friend right now?" "Yeah, she is my friend, and what do you and her relationship imply?" Jon says, "You know what it's like for me and her." What do you mean, Jon? I don't understand. Can you explain to me what it is? Jon says you're not kidding me, right? No, I'm kidding with you, ok? Tell me what it is. Jon says, "Ok, ok, ok, we're ready." Couple ready, Lina. Regina, don't tell you that we are couples. Oh! That surprises me, and thank you for telling me about this. Jon: "Hey, it's not a big deal. Take a chill, okay, Lina? Hey, you are cared for, Jon. She is near me, and she sees me and Jon chatting. Then she called Jon to come. Jon said, "Ok, Lina, bye. See you later. What is happening to me? Why do I feel so sad about this? I worked the staircase, and she was in front of me, Regina, but my thoughts were all about what Jon said. She saw me and got shocked because, when I saw her, she felt sad. The hostel staff suddenly noticed what had changed in the all-girls room. I saw my name on the list, and she got the same room as me.At night, me and she are going to Beth. I need so much sleep. I'm lying, my Beth. Then I showed the woman beside me that she was lying, and the second we made eye contact, she made me feel sad, and the next midnight I woke up because I wanted to drink water. After that, I went back to my room and showed her how cute she was. Then I saw her lips, so pink, and suddenly she opened her eyes. "I want to go back to sleep; it's so scary for me," and she smiles and goes to sleep. I show her that she is smiling at me, and my heart is flapping like a waterfall.The next day, in the morning, I woke up and showed her she was sleeping. I'm going to get ready for school. We reached school; she worked in front of me, betraying her. After finishing school, go back to the hostel.It's all going to be normal. She still doesn't want to talk to me. I also don't understand, but I don't want to mess with her.I don't know, but I like the feeling, and I'm friends with another girl whose name is Sara. She is also a friend, but we are very close. I don't know why. One day, we were playing the same game. She asked to join the game, then came very close to me. I think they were playing that because it came very close to me. I didn't feel anything about it, and she suddenly filled me in to kiss my lips. Not only that, but I don't understand what happened. I was shocked.

...The next day I really don't want to see Regina because I want to forget this feeling. I focus on being friends with Sara but in my heart I don't have any feelings for him. Sara is always close to me, and we have free time, or we are in a quiet place, she always kisses me. Sara is always jealous of everyone, I can't get close to anyone because Sara doesn't like.my life is normal but in my feelings for Regina, I can't help it every time I look at Regina in my heart wipe...lamp...top.....lamp.....top so fast I can't stop thinking about her and that feeling is something different for me. I want to distance myself from Regina....

At the same time Sara is getting closer to me. Regina always meets her boyfriend and is with him. I feel jealous and don't like her boyfriend. I finished science class and left the class at the same time Regina's boyfriend came in, and I thought he was Regina's boyfriend giving her a ring. Regina took the ring and I saw it. I felt a lot of pain in my heart, after returning from school entered the hostel and went to take a shower in the bathroom I couldn't stand the pain and turned on the faucet crying holding my chest. Hostel staff called me and knocked on the door, but I didn't get an answer in the last five minutes before I answered. Tell me to get out of the toilet. I answered then I took a shower and got out. I left the bathroom straight to my room, changed my clothes and moved to the study room.in the study room I saw Regina, she was studying as if nothing was happening. I was so angry that I couldn't shut up because I was in so much pain in my heart.

Sara came to me for a chat,, and she asked me why what happened, I told her there was nothing and Sara moved. The next day at school, Regina and her boyfriend ate together, I really couldn't see,, but Regina saw me. I went to another place because I couldn't see him as the same person.My behavior is becoming more and more rude and disrespectful, quarreling with people and not having any personal responsibility.do not like anyone I make alone.friends in the hostel now don't want to be friends with me.I don't really care if people want friends or not,Sara also distanced herself from me , I don't know what, maybe she is with a friend, she doesn't want to be friends with me.Regina has always dated him. I don't accept that situation and every time I see him the same person in my heart hurts so much.Every day I come home from school Sara gets closer but her friends don't allow it because I'm too fierce with everyone.