episode 1

I AM IN BEDROOM ALL ALONE....

I haven't showerd in couple days nor have I eaten properly. It looks like I have been crying for hours and my face is reflecting all of my sorrow

I would be so messed up if my mom saw me in this condition she would ask me all kinds of questions I fell uncomfortable answering about I vowed....

I JUST WISH IF SHE WAS OPEN WITH ME ......

BUT ALL SHE EVER WANTS FROM ME IS STRAIGHT A's ----- AND BE THE PICTURE PERFECT DAUGHTER EVERYONE WILLS TO HAVE

She barely let's me hang out with my friends 🙄

When I'm out with my friends she keeps ringing my phone , asking me to come home it's so annoying how she doesn't let me do anything......

THERE I WAS THINKING ABOUT THE NEGATIVITY THAT SURROUNDS ME

I got up from by bed and started searching for my diary that I used to have when I was younger!!!!!

I walked towards my Bookshelf and stared to search for it .

"oh , where is it ?I remember I kept it just here"

I COULD NOT FIND IT NO MATTER HARD I TRIED

"Did my mother found it" oh no 😨

I am dead if she actually did I started to search it more aggressively

(my head was paining and my stomach felt uneasy)

"FOUND IT"

I sighed I opened the diary and found a picture in which I was sitting on my grandma's lap...

Tears Ran down my face once again

I was overwhelmed with grief... I felt the nostalgia floating in the air around me ;

She was a wonderful and fragile women!!!

I still remember all the time I spent with her

I USED TO LIVE WITH MY BELOVED GRANDPARENTS

AFTER MY GRANDPA'S DEATH MY GRANDMA WAS MY ONLY FAMILY.... I HAD BEEN STAYING WITH THEM SINCE BIRTH...... I HAD MANY FRIENDS AND FAMILY IN DELHI AND RHE PEOPLE WERE VERY AFFECTIONATE TOWARDS ME THERE

I just turned six in JANUARY when my GRANDMA DIED

I was in a great shock

My parents who lived in New York city rushed back to India ......

Me and my siblings did not have any choice left so we also shifted to New York city with our parents'-----

I WAS BROUGHT TO NEW YORK CITY

OHHHH!!!!! I still remember my first time here, the environment was extremely busy and everyone was stressed because of the traffic are car got stuck because of the traffic after and hour the road was no more congested and we reached our house

Me and my siblings were allotted the same room---- the room was very special and had enough space were all three of us .............. trust me it was very beautifull

MY PARENTS NEVER REALLY SHOWED ANY AFFECTION NOT AT THEY CARE ABOUT ME I WAS NEVER THE FAVOURITE CHILD...

oh!!!!! how can I ever be it was that b**** (sister) who was their favourite...........

will talk about her soon

I FLIP THE PAGE

MY FACIAL EXPRESSION CHANGED. I DIDN'T GOT ANY FLASHBACK OF GOOD MEMORIES ANYMORE IT WAS MORE OF DISTURBING ONES!!!

IT WAS A PICTURE OF JAKE AND I HAVING AN ICE CREAM TOGETHER

Jake, my ex was the reason why I was crying in bed for hours

I again started thinking about him, suddenly I hear someone walking upstate towards my bedroom

"is it mom" I wondered

MY MOTHER DOES NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT MY BREAKUP, FC NEW SHE WOULD NOT LET ME LIVE IN THEIR HOUSE---

I WOULD BE DISOWEND

I panicked the thought of this--------------

SHIT---SHIT ---SHIT

someone turn the door knob

it was my mother

TO BE CONTINUED

WRITERS- PEEHU SINGH & AROHI TIWARI

EPISODE 2

HELLO GUYS HOW HAVE YOU BEEN UPLOADING THIS A LITTLE LATE !! BUT YOU KNOW GOOD THINGS TAKE TIME......

IF YOU HAVEN'T CHECKED OUT OUR FIRST EPISODE PLEASE CHECK IT OUT OR ELSE YOU WILL LACK SOME IMPORTANT INFO.

Let's begin-

"Aashu, what are you doing ? Asked my mother : staring wankly in my eyes

"Just some revisions for my upcoming test"

I REPLIED NERVOUSLY.

"Doesn't seem like it, though. Looks like you've been crying." She said while looking at my diary with narrowed eyes.

"Why do you think I was crying" Is it because of my red eye?? Is that so.

I was not crying, my eyes are red just because of lack of sleep...

I TRIED TO COME WITH EXCUSES

"So you are telling me that you are asleep deprived, why is that so ?

"There was silence in the room for a couple seconds , until a quiet ANNOYING and familiar voice broke it , saying---

"Is it because a sleep paralysis demon is haunting you that your sleep-deprived, huh?

Or let my guess YOU'RE HEARTBROKEN

Is that so oh my little behna (sissy) she joked :

Not knowing how her words are impacting me

Yeah it was my sister : Mandy

TOLD YA THAT WE WILL TALK ABOUT HER SOON AND HERE SHE IS---

AND YAH THAT ANNOYING VOICE WAS OF MY SISTER

"MANDY, SOMETIMES I WISHED I COULD JUST CUT YOU TONGUE OFF BUT YOU KNOW I HATE TOUCHING DIRTY THINGS"

"Aashika watch your tone young lady"

How could you-

SHE IS YOUR SISTER : I AM IN A NICE MOOD RIGHT NOW AND I DON'T WANT ANY VIOLENCE : DON'T TRY ME RIGHT NOW

Or I will be the one cutting your tongue okeh you get me: do you huh, she shouts

And don't talk like that again- you get it

I SAY YES I DO MOM.

She leaves

And I just sit there with tears running down the face. Why is she like that to me :

* MANDY entered the room *

* Mom closed the door and left *

* MANDY and I am alone in the room *

* MANDY started checking her phone and silence prevailed the room *

Hush!!! that was so close---

 I say to myself

 I WAS LOOKING AT MANDY SHE LOOKED A LITTLE STRESSED

I thought about asking her.

I said " Mandy *

She replied *what*

I WAS ABOUT TO ASK HER ABOUT IT BUT I Realize THAT WHY SHOULD I CARE ABOUT HER WHEN SHE DON'T GIVE A F***

ABOUT ME HUH !!!!

 I SAY "JUST PASS ME THE WATER BOTTLE NEXT TO YOU "

SHE SAYS - YOU FORGOT WHO I AM OR SOMETHING

WHY YOUR PARENTS DIDN'T BOTHER TELLING YOU- I said

WE ARGUED A BIT AND THEN OUR MOTHER CALLED US TO THE DINNER TABLE

I gave my sister a side eye and began my dinner

My dad as usual was asking about my studies, grade etc

I was telling him my grades

MATH- A+

ENGLISH-A+

SPANISH-A+

HISTORY-B+

GEOGRAPHY-A+

MUSIC-A+

HE STARTED SCREAMING AT ME AT THE DINNER TABLE.

I was already depressed and now my dad is screaming at me for getting an B+ in history.

OH MY GOD ....

I was on my way to throw the food which was at the dinner table and scream like

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhh ahhhhhh ahhhhhhh BUT YOU KNOW I WILL GET IN A BIG TROUBLE IF I DO THAT

You know I really felt Olivia Rodrigo's "Perfect all American *****" the part where it goes like

Ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhh All the time

I am grateful all the f***ing time

I am sexy and I am kind

I am pretty when I cry woah

let's go back to the story

So I was here trying to swallow my meal while crying

My phone rings- tring tring

F*** why is he calling me

it was Jake I am getting in trouble

oh no no no

My dad gets frustrated an picked up the call

That's it for today guys

WRITERS- AROHI TIWARI

PEEHU SINGH