it was a cold and restless night, the wind played a faint humming sound of death...on that fateful night i will never forget I lost all sense of love and care for people and it's because of one person my ...... father

13years ago, I was just a five year old girl with a happy family which I thought was unbreakable but on one winter night it all went to hell. I was in my room enjoying some snacks mom gave me, dad had told me not to get out of my room no matter what happens I obeyed him obviously, I thought it was mom and dad discussion.. but then I heard a crushing sound like something was broken, I ignored it but then I heard a blood curdling scream which caught my attention.

I quietly opened the door and walked down stairs towards the basement where I felt like the sound came from, I opened the door only to find a path of blood , I got scared then heard the voice of my mom saying: please no let me go ahhhhhh!! " I bolted downstairs to see the horrific scene ever my dad was holding a sharp knife and mom shaking in fear covered in blood. I froze at my spot, not knowing if what to do, my mom in a pool of blood turned her eyes to me and said: never trust a man" then.. she died.

the death of my mom was just the beginning of my horrible life after she died, dad turned to me crazy and frantic, he yelled I can't let you tell anyone, u tried to run but I slipped and banged my on badly to even cause a bleeding then everything went black....

when I opened my eyes, dad was there and I was terrified without thinking I said:who... who... are you" he looked at me shocked then a smile cracked his worried face he asked me: you don't remember anything??" I said:I'll ask again who are you?" .... until that time I knew there was only one way to stay alive ... being as cruel as death.

After I left the hospital, I felt my body being absolutely soulless my eyes were pale and I couldn't speak, I looked at my dad who was holding my hand while smiling!!! I never thought there could be such a disgusting man in my life and I promised my self I will make him feel the pain that mom felt .

A few weeks passed and I got to school and I was wondering if I could get along with people but I guess I was wrong, cause at lunch time mean rich girl called Susan came and pushed me, causing all the food to cover me Susan: what's wrong you witchy b*tch can't you see were your walking hahahaha"

I got up and said : do you want me to break your hands I will" she laughed as if I was holding then I leapt at her and cracked her hands open.

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since that day I broke her arms became heartless, never listening and never caring but soon I met a perculiar girl who I was pretty okay to talking to her name was Hailey..

A nerdy girl who likes to make everyone happy, the first time I met her was when I was sent out by the teacher for both rude to pupils which I didn't care of course, I walked out to see a girl crying her eyes out

Hailey: waaaah! oh dear it's my first day at school and I'm thrown out of the class....... aren't you going to ask me why?"Melody: no!"

Hailey: but... but why" Melody: cause I don't care I never care anything or anyone"Hailey: why ?" it's none of your business now back off. she stayed quiet for a while then she jumped and pulled me into a warm hug, it felt as if I was hugged by my mom.but I quickly pushed her away: what do you think your doing" Hailey: hugging you of course your heart seems broken and bitter having many wounds and scars you need to open up if you need to heal" at first I ignored her but she kept following me around and stopping me kicking people's asses

soon I became less tempered around her she was funny and smart and she made me laugh, but even though I didn't want her around me I.... felt a little bit more comfortable. but all went to hell when the school play boy asked her out and she said yes!!! I knew something smelled fishy cause he tried to ask me out but I threw coffee at him

at lunch Hailey couldn't stop talking about james all the time James this, James that it was all so annoying but I didn't say anything I was happy that she was happy but something wasn't right James dating Hailey I knew he was planning something and soon I discovered what.

I was walking to the library when her heard weird kissing sounds it came from the basketball room I went to check and saw James kissing Linda the school's head cheerleader, Linda: hey James what about your girlfriend umm.. what's her name again.. yeah Hailey why are you dating her??"

James: because love she's as lame and stupid as a rock I'm only dating her cause she's rich and also want to get back at Melody fo throwing me that coffee my heart is with you only" and they kept kissing.

I couldn't believe my ears he was as hypocritical as my dad I felt rage surge through my veins like I could spit nails, I rushed over to James and punched him hard, Melody: you worthless piece of sh*t how dare you play with my friends feelings all men are the same I'm gonna expose you to Hailey and you'll know what's coming to you" then he started cackling like a hyena James: as if she would believe you she is already blinded by my love what you are going to say is going to be ignored... she doesn't even know that the time she spent with me she used 100,000 dollars"

I was so gonna kill him but I left to Hailey to tell her the whole truth, I saw her by her locker and ran to her Melody: Hailey! I've to tell you something about James that you've got to know" Hailey : yeah tell me then" I told her everything thing and after I was finished she said Hailey: is that all" Melody: well yeah I just have to say don't trust him he's just using you" but her answer shook my world Hailey: I can't believe you tried to seduce James do you hate me that much" what i didn't get it seduce him? Melody: what are you saying seducing him how??!!", she pulled out her phone and it showed a picture of me and James kissing!!! what the f*ck

then she said: I hate you Melody James warned me about you but I ignored him it seems that he is right you are heart less being" I didn't know what to say I tried to help her .... but suddenly some thing inside of me just exploded I said: humph! it seems James was right you are dumb and stupid as a rock you can't see the truth I don't care what you think go and get exploited it does not matter to me anymore I did my part" I turned to leave tears wavering in my eyes if she isn't going to learn the truth I guess she'll have learn it the hard way since that time we parted ways

since the day we fought we never talked again we a passed it other as if we were strangers, I could see her laughing most of the time with stupid James and I just wanted to slap him every time he kissed her and pretended like he care when he asked her for money he was such a pain but it was over I just hoped she could figure out the truth and see what a boar he is.

soon I got bored of being angry at them and focused more on minding my own business... until one day I was leaving for home when I spotted Hailey crying under the tree. I didn't care at first ... but I went to ask anyways.

"what's the matter why are you crying not like I care just curious". Hailey"humph!! same old Melody never caring but still caring no need to know you would go ahead and say I told you so!!"

" hmm!! let me guess you found out what a rotten apple James is or did he just got tired of you" Hailey" I know I should have known that the picture was fake but I chose to believe him I'm sorry would you ever forgive me??" she looked sincere so I forgave her, besides I missed someone to talk to.

" hey! hear me out I'll teach that jerk what for later but... I'll throw a huge party just to cheer you up"Hailey"you don't need to do that for me" but I was persistent it's not like I was not rich I just wanted my friend to be happy .

so the next day I invited the whole class no the whole school to a big party our house was gigantic and we were really rich... at the party I was having so much fun I forgot all my pain and let the party vibe take over.

the music was pumping and me and Hailey danced on the dance floor like if we were out of our minds but the cheerleader and James had to ruin the fun by kissing right in front of Hailey I got mad I pushed James and said " hey this isn't a kissing parade if you two have nothing to do but kiss you can both hit the road"... they were silent and I left to Hailey " hey come on why don't we join them on a game if truth and dare"

we joined some pupils spinning a bottle and I thought it would cheer up Hailey but ohh boy I ended up making a bet that turned my life upside down. we were spinning the bottle and the bottle pointed to my direction " truth or dare???" mhhh dare!!! " ok fine then we dare you to make Xander fall in love with you in a ..... week"

" whose Xander??" Hailey" what rock do you live under Xander is the most handsome and also cold hearted mashine who can't fall in love with anyone"

" oh really that's my bet ok I will make him even worse he will be obsessed with me" Hailey" are you sure even the popular girls have been rejected by him, he's just...."

" no need for your preaching now I have to think of a way to reel him in.... wait is he in the party today" Hailey nodded and pointed at the end of the pool where a good looking boy sat by him self sipping punch.

I went there like a torpido in the water but slipped on the way and fell right into Xander!!!!