My name is Rian... This is just part of my name. I'm a girl. My life is I don't know. People said broken home but I'm just clueless about it. My parents divorced when I was still at primary school. I lived with my grandparents since baby. I'm not close with my parents. I always sick since birth. Asthma, Eczema and I forget the rest of it.
My grandma is strict but kind to me. We're not perfect as I told you. All of friends is fake. I have a trust issues since young. I never trust anyone and never tell about my trust. All I can do is smile and do what they want.
Sometimes I feel like a doll that they can control. I was naive and innocent. It's true no lie. When my friend pushed me a little and make a joke saying I was black or anything I stay silent as I was thinking it was a joke but no... They were bullying me and I didn't even know about that. All I was thinking is pleased them. Make them smile and let them forgot about anything. Soon I heard one of my friends saying something bad to me...
Do you wanna know what she said? She said "She has mom but her mom never take care of her". I was dissatisfied and disappointed of her. Well I always thought of them as friends no more than that. I mean they just friends and not Best friend. I'm too nice... All I want is having a friend that is clingy and not always betrayed me...
Guys... I'm sorry if there's a part of my story you don't understand. I'm still young and my english is kinda bad. I hope you guys don't hate me if I lash out my feelings at here😔.
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