??: Where is that chim! how can he forget that I am waiting here for him Is he still sleeping ? ( pouting slightly ) I am going to unfriend him ! ( here a boys in his teen was standing outside of his home ,waiting for his bestie to come and pick him up so that they can go to college )

??: thats it he died !! someone kill him ..... What should I do now ,I don't even know how to ride bicycle ! Its all his fault he never let me learn how to ride bicycle..idiot !( he was getting angry with time as there was no sign of his friend ,he was about to turn back to his house when saw a cycle coming in his way with full speed )

??: Taeeee!!! move aside !!( shouting ) This princess( bicycle's name) is so angry today !!! ( he said shouting and trying to balance himself but the cycle was just out of control ..)

Tae:( wide his eyes ) Ahhhh Change your direction Pabooo! ( he said and jumped backward ,)

Jimin: ( fall on ground with his princess ,hurting his leg ) Aaaa tae help me !( he asked tae who literally run toward him and helped him to get up)

Tae: Jiminie !! your leg!! its bleeding!( said panicking)

Jimin: ( hissing in pain) aah its hurting( said looking at tae with puppy eyes )

Tae: Why you always pull out these types of stunts huh!! see you hurt yourself !!! ( he said scolding while taking him in home ) you just wait I will complain to aunt how irresponsible you are!( glare )( then make him sit on couch ) wait here I will bring first aid kit !!

Jimin:( nodding like a baby ) okie but don't scold me you know na How much sensitive I am when you scold ( said pouting while tae rolled his eyes and left glaring at his dramatic friend )

Jimin:( looking here and there than saw a servant) oh hello ajussi ! did Aunt left for work !

Servant: Yes sir ! she left in early morning ?

Jimin: Did tae eat his breakfast ?

Servant : Ab_ no sir ! He said he will have it with you in college !( he said ,bowed a little and left )

Jimin:( shook his head) This boy! How many times I told him not to skip meal !!!( he was just saying when tae come back )

Tae: Sit properlyy!!( whined as Jimin has start moving ) What!!

Jimin: Don't touch my leg ! I will do it ! You are my friend !

Tae:( sigh) Its ok chim ,I won't be small if I touch your leg ,why you always think about standards !( tae said and sat on floor ,then treated jimin's leg) See its done ,now tell me where I become low!!

Jimin:( looked away) Ok fine ! ___ hmm can we skip college today ( asked nervously)I promise I will take you to amusement park ( puppy eyes)

Tae: Noo! first of all you know I am scared of hight second Mom will ask so much questions ,So no ..

Jimin: ( sigh) Ok .. but princess !!! 🥲 she can't walk now !!

Tae: lets take my cycle ! ( suggested )

Jimin: okay okay !! ( he said and they both left for college on bicycle )

Tae: Yeahh bish ! slow down !!! my glasses will fall! I will fly away !!!( shouted as Jimin was just so excited to ride a new bicycle that he forget that tae was also sitting behind him )

Jimin:( slowed down) Ooo hehe sorry ! ( tae clutched his shirt ) Untill I am with you I won't let you fall !! ( he assured)

Tae: I know ! ( smiled)

( soon they reached college and yeah everyone's eyes were on both of them ,some were looking with jealousy and some were with some disgusting looks but no one was looking at them with adoration or even a slight smile on their face ....Why? ..... because one is colleges fame ! a good dancer ,handsome and everyone's dream ..PARK JIMIN... colleges most handsome boy and a best dancer .... and other .. a nerd ,introvert have no friend except Jimin ! Topper of campus ! a easy target of bullies ! ..KIM TAEHYUNG ..

Both are from rich families .. Both are childhood friends ! Jimin is little arrogant and flirty type person .. good sense of clothes ,good body ,cute eyes and beautiful smile,black hairs and stylist ... while Tae .. a typical nerd ,baggy clothes ,always wore glasses ,an introvert , always in his books ,blonde hairs ,and boxy smile ....

most of the people are jealous that how two most opposite person are so close friends !! ..

Taehyung's :-

And again ( sigh) Again all eyes are on us ! I mean on me ! why do people like to judge someone so much ! I know I am a nerd but that don't give anyone any right to look down at me !

I am glad that I have a friend like Jimin ! Who is always beside me ignoring everything !

Have you ever trusted a stranger !?

Yes i did ! and that's how I met my best friend ,my soul mate Jimin !

To be honest I just have jimin in my life ... A person who is my everything ! I don't know how would I have lived my life without him ! maybe all in darkness ! My Dad lives in abroad and works there ,and My Mom runs a company here ,I don't have any siblings ,Its been years I have seen my Dad and even if we had any talk its not more than thirt seconds ,he will just ask how are you and than say I am busy we will talk any other day and that day never came !( sigh) Mom! she will go to work even before I woke up and will return when I am asleep ,if by any chance she would come home early she would be tired ! we also don't talk much ! I don't remember last time we talk and eat together !!

Whats the matter to work so much when you even don't have time for your kids ! they say they are earning for us ,for our bright future !! but they never spent time with us ! I actually hate rich people they just run behind money and they are so arrogants ! About Jimin!

He is not just my best friend but the other half of my soul ,my soulmate !

A best friend is your personal human dairy ,who knows everything that you have ever felt ,the dreams ,the heartbreaks ,the mistakes ,the confessions,the fears,and the tears and the best part is that thr dairy never runs out of pages ,one dairy ,forever !

This is how much he means to me !

I felt him holding my hand as if he sence me getting panick ! he looked at me and whisper

Jimin: ( little glaring) I told you na No need to get insecure about yourself !! They all are idiot ! ( I nod slightly and we both went to our class ,and here again all eyes are on us even the professor !)

Professor: ( stricktly) Why are you two late today ? don't you guys know fist period start at 8?

Jimin: Sir its actually we got in a little accident !( he said showing his led ) we won't repeat again sir !( and professor nod )

We both went to our seat but someone was already sitting there

Jimin: Excuse me ! its our seat !( he said calmly while the girl ,Liz, looked at him smilingly )

Liz: you can sit here Jimin! see one seat is empty !( she said moving her things)

Jimin: If you heard clearly than I said its OUR SEAT ! so you stand up ! ( now he looks scary ) hurry !

liz: Come on Jimin he isn't kid ! see there is an empty seat he can sit there !

professor: ( turned back) What is problem with you three!?

Jimin: Sir its our seat and she is sitting on it ! ( he is really so much confident ,if I were him I wouldn't have even say a word !)

Liz: Sir I have eyes problem ,I can't see the board clearly and today i even forget my glasses ! I just said that Jimin can sit with me and taehyung can sit at back !

Jimin: Why would he sit back! huh! its his place too ! You go and sit back ! ( he said raising his voice and I can see professor getting annoyed)

Professor : Taehyung go and sit back and Jimin you sit beside liz ! its just about today ! ( professor said and waited for us to adjust )

Tae: its ok chim ,Its just about today ,I can sit alone ! ( I said lowly and tried to go at back seat but he stoped me )

Jimin: Why can't you take stand for yourself huh! why are you scared ?? ( he is damn angry now )

Tae: Its not about that Jimin ,She can't see from back_____

Jimin: Do whatever you want to do ( he said sternly and sat there with out looking at me ,( sigh) I just went at back seat ,whole lecture he didn't even glance at me ! )

Now its break time and I am really so hungry ,but why he didn't come to me today ( feeling insecure) Is he really that angry ,He left the class without even asking me ,( tears birm up in his eyes) ,here I am alone in whole class , other students are busy with their friends and I am sitting just lonely and thats what I hate the most ! I just got up and left to roof top as I feel suffocated in there .

its been fifteen minutes I am here ,sitting on railing and thinking about my life !

I am such a ' I want your attention but I don't want to bother you ' kinda person . How much I feel insecure about my appearance and the thing that Jimin is popular he will find someone good and leave me ,but I never tell anyone ,nor him and thats the only thing I never share with him !

Jimin: AND HERE YOU ARE !!( I heard Jimin's shout and turned back to see a angry bird ! )Do you know how much I searched for you dumboo! I just went to take lunch and you just vanished !!

Tae: I thought you are angry and __( I said in low voice looking down )( he came toward me and hand me the lunch ,then sat beside me )

Jimin: why did you think I will leave you like this tae ? I was angry but I can't be angry with you all day you know it ,I even felt bad for talking with u like that ! That's why I went to bring you an ice cream but that was finished ! ( he pouted and I couldn't stop my laughing ,I don't know how people see him as hot ,he is just a baby a cute one) yeahh why are you laughing !( he pouted even more and I pulled his cheeks )

Tae: Cause you looking so cute aww

Jimin : ( smiled) Listen Tae ! No matter how many friends I have ,no matter how much I talk to them and spend time with them ,always remember that no one can replace you ! you were ,are and will be always irreplaceable ,you will always have a special place in my heart ! ( he said and cupped my face ) now don't you dare to start crying

Tae:( chuckled ) ok I wont ! now lets eat ! I am so hungry !

Jimin : I know! And ... can I know why you skip your breakfast again ?

Tae: chim you know na I don't like to eat alone ! its so boring ,I don't feel like !

Jimin: It means you will stop eating If someday I leave !( he don't know but his words even make me start cry ) hy hy tae ! I didn't mean like that ! shh plz don't cry ( I can't even imagine to loose Jimin , I don't have anyone! no one will accept a nerd like me ,!)

Jimin dropped me home and went to his dance academy ,he is a good dancer and he love teaching dance so he opened a dance academy ! I don't have in dance and moreover people there always give me a look like I did a crim to go there so I actually never went there .I love painting ,so I just do painting after coming from college !

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Tae: Hello ! ( busy in painting )

Jimin's Mom : Tae baby come home na ,I am feeling so bored we will have fun !

Tae: ok Mom !( I said and hanged up ,well calling Jimin's mom as Mom is another story ,she really loves me alot like his own son and I also love spending time with her ,I went to Jimin's house and spent my whole day with her but its strange as Jimin usually come early but today he didn't come till now ,I could have stay longer but My Mom call me and said me to come home so ....)

In home

Tae's Mom : How many times I told you baby to not depend on someone so much ! you can make new friends too ! why are you always sticking with jimin !( I don't know why suddenly she is saying this ) I heard you even don't eat your meals without him ! its not good!!

Tae: if you were there for me than I don't have to seek anyone's help ! ( I was never rude with mom but she should know!! ,I said and left to my room while she keep calling me ! I know in reality she can never give me her attention so why should I keep dreaming that someday she will love me like other Moms !( sigh) Life is all about adjustments between your feelings and reality,there are so many situations in your life where you have to quit your feelings and accept the reality !

Next day

Taehyung's pov:-

I have been waiting for Jimin and its too late now he still didn't come ! Today Mom again offer me that I should go with driver ! he will pick and drop me ! but I don't want it ,i like going with chim ! even most of college don't know that I belong to a rich family ,they think I am with jimin for his money ! ( sigh)

I got a call from Jimin and he said that he can't come to pick me today as he will be picking someone who is new to college ,I don't know what to say so I just hmmed ,I felt a pang in my heart when he said he will not come to pick me ! I don't know how to ride a cycle , its always him who use to to take us college ! He know very well I never come to college without him then how can he just .....I called mom and she sent the driver .....

In College

Tae: May I step in sir ? ( I asked diverting all class attention to me but Jimin was not there )

Proffessor : You are again late Taehyung and where is Jimin ?

Jimin: Here I am sir( said coming from behind )

Processor : take your seats !!

Jimin : Won't you adk where I was ? ( he asked me when we took our seats )I was helping Jungkook to visit college ,oh you might not know about Jungkook ! well he is a new student in our class ,I meet him yesterday ,you know he is so good dancer and his style uff!! Man I love his style and personality too ( Don't know hearing him talking about that boy ,I feel so much insecure ,as Jimin never leave my side for anyone then what that boy has that he ....

??: May I come in sir ? ( a voice came and all class attention was on that boy ,burrentee haired boy ,he is looking so.... .... danm Jimin's level ..)

professor : yes ( jungkook entered ) so class this is our new student Jeon Jungkook ! he is a transfer student ,I hope you guys will treat him well !( whole class cheered just like they would do for jimin ) Take your seat Jungkook !

Jungkook: Sir can I sit beside Jimin ? ( he asked and sir look at us , thinking the same as me , Jimin wont let him right ?)

professor : aaam_ jimin? ( he asled Jimin )

Jimin: Oh why not ,sure sir ,jungkook can sit with me ( and here my whole body got numb ,I looked at jimin who was still looking at that boy )

Tae: chim___

Jimin:( he than looked at me ) oh __Tae ,ab can y_you please sit somwhere else __its just jungkook is new here ,he don't know anyone except me so__( I was just looking at him quietly like how _w can h_he just ask me to go ! ,I also don't know a_anyone )

Jungkook: Can you please move from here ?( that boy asked me putting his bag pack at my table ,I looked at him and quietly stood up )thanks ( he said and immediately sit on my seat ! and he and Chim start talking like they know each other from so long time ,jimin even didn't look at me_e ,I feel like crying here and he is laughing with_h a totally_y new person_n ,I looled back to see an empty seat beside Liz ,but she immediately put her bag on seat and rolled her eyes on me ,I just went to last chair and sat there ,whole time I was looking at Jimin who who was even so oblivious of my presence ! he didn't even look back at me for a second ! He looks so happy with that junkook ! I couldn't stop my tears ,I don't know why its hurting so much to see him happy with someone else ,I should be happy na that he is happy_y but_t why do_o I feel like my heart_t scattering_g seeing them g_giggling together_r !

Jimin: ok ok lets go but fist tell me tae !( I heard a voice near me as I was sleeping putting my head on table )Tae ! ( I looked up) Actually Jungkook can't eat canteen food so I am going with him ...ok !( he said and that jungkook drag him out of class without listening my reply ,did he ask me or tell me ,I looked around to find no one in class ,( sigh) my head_d is hurting_g so much ,I don't feel like staying in college anymore so I took half leave and call driver ...should I message Jimin ? ......buthe is with that jungkook ,what if he feel like I disturbed them ......

Driver: Are you ok sir ? ( I looked at him ,even a person who don't know me guessed that I am not ok ,couldn't my best friend guessed it ? )

Tae: hmm __( and thats when driver stoped the car abrubtly ) What _____?

Driver: sorry sir but someone suddenly came infront of car ! ( he said and we both get out of car ,and there was ___ a boy of my age ,on his bike ,luckily car didn't hit him !

??: Were you blind ? ( he said putting down his helmet and coming toward us !)Do you perhaps planned to kill me ?!

Driver: Sorry sir but___

Tae: Why are you saying sorry uncle ! its his mistake ?

??: Excuse me you ! how it was my mistake when your car was in my way !!( said standing infront of car )

Tae: It was not our car! it was your bike ( I said in low voice )

??: ( looked around him ) ohh sorry my mistake ..... ! still you could have more attentive ! ( he said staring at me ) you will look more good if you don't wear this ( he took my glasses off and THROW THEM !! ) see you look cute now !

Tae: Why ypu did this!!( I think its the first time I shouted this much ,but he laughed and started his bike before I could even reach him and run away showing me his tongue )Mad man !!( I said and sat in the car annoyingly )

No I don't have any problem with my eyes ,I just wear glasses because ..... I feel little confident ,don't ask me why but I just feel ! I am not even fat ,I am just 54 ,I just like bigg clothes ... I know in this way people feel like I am ugly ...but I like it and I wont change my style for peopl's liking !

Its been whole day Jimin didn't call me nor he asked where I went from college ! I looked at my phone for straight two hour hoping for a single message but no ! he didn't even bothered to message me !

Taehyung's POV:-

I again looked at my phone hoping he might have messaged me when I was taking bath but no! there was nothing ! Did he really forget about me ! Just in one day ,this is what his friendship was ! I really don't want to think negative ,who I even have except him ,I want to shout at him for ignoring me but will it make any difference !

For the last time ! I called Mom( jimin's ) and asked about Jimin and what she told me was ' Jimin is not still home ,he said he has some work in academy so he will be late ' What type of work he has that he forget about me !

Next morning

I barely slept last night ! All I was thinking about was Jimin ,Is he ok ! did he come home safe !

I hurried to get ready and again waited for Jimin ! But somewhere in my heart I knew he might won't come today too ! and yes after waiting for half an hour he still didn't come ! ( sigh) I again had to call Mom and she sent the driver ,we were on our way that car stoped

Tae: Uncle I am getting late !( I said desperately )

Driver: Sir ..I think tyre punctured !

Tae: How I will I go now ! ( my day can't be more worse than this right ?) ok I will go by myself ( even driver stopped me so much but the urge to see jimin was so much that I ignore him and start running toward my college )

Its been five minutes I am running ( huff) I didn't know running also take this much energy( stoped panting ) I stopped to catch my breath when I hear a bike stopped beside me !

??: Want a lift ?( he was wearing helmet ,so i couldn't see his face but yes I need lift so I nod)

Tae: to xxx college ! ( said panting )

??: great ! I am also going there , hope on ! ( he said and went toward his bike but stopped when I remember ......)what ,come on !

Tae: I don't know how to get on bike ! ( innocent eyes ) I never sat on bike !( little pout)

??: you kidding me ,don't u? ( said surprised)

Tae: ( little glared) its ok ,I will go by my self !( I said and was about to go when he hold my hand )

??: hy hy ,its ok don't be offended ,come on put your leg like this.....( and finally I get on bike and we drove to college )if you are getting scared you can hold my shoulders !

Tae: n_no its ok j_just slow down !

??: ( chuckle ) its already so slow ! ( I just nod closing my eyes tightly )

soon we reached college and I run toward college without any further delay !

In class;

I came running in front of class then stoped ,today professor wont leave me !

I peaked inside class and to my relief there was no professor ( sigh) thank god ! I walked inside and saw Jimin was already there ! with that jungkook on our ( taemin's ) seats!So he already came and didn't even care to inform me that he won't come to pick me up ! ....

I went toward them and stood infront of them ignoring all the looks of class .

Tae: Jimin.( I said in low whisper and he look up at me and .....there was no regret visible on his face like he even didn't know what he did ...

Jimin: oh hello Tae! ( he said and again fix his attention on jungkook )

Tae: ( bite his lips to prevent himself from crying ) Why you didn't inform me that you won't come to take me ?

Jimin:( looked at tae) oo I actually forget ..

Tae: You could have even message me !( said lowly )

Jungkook: You also havr phone right ! you could have ask him ( said with little harsh voice )

Tae:( teary eyes) ok sorry .....( I said and didn't move )

Jungkook: why are you still standing here Taehyung ! go to your seat !

Tae: you are sitting on my seat !( whispered)

Jungkook: ( internaly rolled his eyes) so !!. .... I don't know anyone here and Chim said I can sit with him !( hearing him I looked at Jimin who look at me and nod ,...like there was nothing wrong )tell him Chim to sit somewhere else !

Jimin: Tae understand please ! ( I didn't said anything and went on the same seat as yesterday .... he didn't look at me nor bother to talk to me whole day ,I really wanna talk to him that if there is something wrong lets talk about it but he looks too busy )

Professor : ( after greetings ) So class we have another new student ! Come in Hoseok ! ( and here a handsome boy entered the class ,he looks so cool to be honest and his smile .....) So this is your new classmate he came from Australia ,its our owner to have a brilliant student like Hoseok in our college ,I hope you guys will treat him well ( wait.....he is the same guy who broke my glasses yesterday !!!! )take your seat Hoseok !

Hobi : ( looked throw whole class )

Liz: you can sit with me oppa !(said flashing a smile and hobi walked toward her but ignored her completely and went at last desk )

Hobi: Can I sit here ( asked to tae who was looking at his book ) hello mister I saud something !

Liz: Oppa sit beside me ! why do you want to sit with him ( forcing a smile )

Hobi: Did I asked anything from you miss! Its my choice where I want to sit or not ,so do your work ( this boy is really so cool ,he insulted that liz with a smile ) hello ! nice to meet you too again ( he said sitting beside me and forwarding his hand )

Tae: ( looked at hobi who was looking at him with shinning eyes ) Hi ( shook his hand and again divert his attention to board )

Hobi: see I told you na you look more cute without glasses

Tae:( glared a little )

Hobi: You know its so bad to not say even a thank you after taking lift from someone !( pouted dramatically) I was waiting for your thank you but you just run away like that !

Tae:( shocked ) that was you !( hobi nod ) sorry I was in hurry ,thank you for lift( bow his head a little )

Hobi: hy no need to be so formal ,I was joking ! well whats your name ?( he asked and I look at Jimin ,but he was too busy with his new friend that I think he didn't even realize that I was sitting someone else beside him ,He would always get angry if I talk to someone else ,he will be like I am cheating on him ,( sigh deeply ) but here ,he don't even care now ,he himself is so oblivious now , I used to get so annoyed at his jealousy whrnever he behave possessive but now I am missing his that side )

Hobi : don't you want to tell me your name ( make sad face ) its ok

Tae: Taehyung ,my name is taehyung !

Hobi:( give his sunshine smile ) very cute name just like you ,but I will call you taetae as you looks so tiny !( and again I couldn't stop myself from looking at jimin , do u guys know me and jimin once in our childhood gave eachother names that just we both are allowed to call eachother ,he gave me name ' taetae ' and I gave him name ' chim ' He would get so much angry if anyone call me with this name and he even never let anyone call him with ' chim ' name ! but .....he let jungkook call him with that name ! He think I don't notice when jungkook call him 'Chim' but I did! I notice everything just didn't said as I don't want to look like villian or hurt jungkook ,I thought jimin would himself stop him but he didn't and here I am ....( sigh)

Tae: No ! I don't like taetae name ! don't call me that ( whispered)

Hobi: oh ..ok ! so I will call you !! mmmm ( thinking ) .....what about kiddoo !

Tae: we are literally of same age !

Hobi:( smirked little ) Nah I bet you are younger !

Tae: I am seventeen !

Hobi: hu! I am eighteen going to be nineteen soon ( winked ) so kiddo is done ! ( he shows thumbs up ) well you can call me hobi or hyung !

Tae: nope ! ( shook his head ) I will call you ' Gabby hyung ' as you talk so much ( smiled a little )

Hobi: ( smiled) ok whatever you want ! ..,

Now its break time and I saw jimin and jungkook leaving so I also went towards them ,I know if I let myself away from jimin he will be more distant from me ..

Tae: hi_i Chim ( said approaching them )

Jimin : hy tae ! ...you going somewhere ? ....

Tae: ( dumbfounded ) Yeah with you !

Jimin: ab_b so sorry tae a_ctually me_e and kookie___

Jungkook: Why are you so hesitate chim ! let me tell him ,we both are taking half leave and going to academy for dance practice as there is a dance competition ... so jimin will see you later .Bye ( he said and drag jimin with him leaving me all alone ,jimin even didn't stop to tell me ! ( sigh) Did he really forget em now ,he would never leave me ,its not my chim ,my bestfriend ! I couldn't stop my tears at the thought of him really ignoring me this much ...

Hobi:( came from behind) I was thinking about ....hy you crying ! what happen kiddo ! ( I just don't want to face hyung so I run away from there ,I can hear hyung calling my name ...)

I again come to rooftop, the only place which felt like same like me ,alone ! I have been always alone in my life than I found jimin and now I think he is also tired from me ! he left me in midway and didn't even look back at me !

I felt a hand ruffling my hair and looked at the person to find hobi hyung !

Hobi : What happen? why are you crying !

Tae:( wipe his tears ) nothing !

Hobi : hmmm its ok if you don't want to tell me ! just remember life is like a book ,have so many chapters ,you can't skip chapter,that's not how life works ,you have to read every line ,meet every character ,you won't enjoy all of it ..Hell! some chapters will make you cry for weeks ,you will read things you don't want to read ,you will also have moments when you don't want the pages to end ,but you have to keep going ....

Tae: But_t I am_m not that s_strong

Hobi:( looked at tae and just hug him )

Sometimes a silent hug is everything we need no matter how much we deny .....

Taehyung's POV:-

its been two weeks ( sadly chuckle),two weeks everything between me and Jimin has start changing ( sigh) ,two weeks Hobi ( smiled) I mean gabby hyung has trying to make me smile but no the pain jimin's ignorance is giving me nothing can heal it and most worse is he even don't feel like he know ...I sometimes feel we become strangers ,its just me who will go and say hi ,he never came to me ,and now even I don't go to his house like before as jungkook is always with him ,...and talking about jungkook he,he is a kind of rude person to me ,but he is so sweet with Jimin ...

Today is we are going for amusement park ..( sigh) Its what jungkook want but I am happy at least I am going to spend some time with Jimin ..

Tae: Yeah why didn't they come till now !( I was waiting for them as they said they will come to pick me but there no trace of them so I called them )

OTP

Tae: Chim when will you come ,? I am waiting

Jungkook: its jungkook here ! actually we forget to take you ......If you want you can come by yourself we are near xx place ( and he cut the call)

Am I a cry boy ( chuckle while few tears escape from his eyes) he forget to take me ( crying ) I am feeling_g like_e a burden . ..

Why jimin ?

You taught me how to laugh without any reason

but you never taught me how to live without you...was your friendship just limited to words ....

I am so much hurt more than from that day when Appa left is here alone ...still I don't want to lose this chance ,I really want to have a few time with him ...so I left with my driver to the park and in few minutes we reach there ..

Jungkook: and finally you came !!( little angry ) You know we are waiting for you for a long time !!!

Tae:( looked at jimin who was busy in his phone not giving any type of attention toward him ) sorry ( whisper ) I didn't know the location ...

Jungkook: ( roll his eyes )

a few minutes later

Jimin: lets go rollercoaster !

Jungkook: Yes lets go ....( I am afraid of hights I can't go ,jimin knew it still he ( sigh)..I just kept standing there )

jimin : aren't you coming tae ? ( he asked stopping )

Tae: ( shook his head) You know I am afraid of height ...

Jimin: oh ...its ok you get something for yourself we will be enjoying !( he said and left ( sigh))

Jungkook: You are really no fun ! ( laugh a little and follow jimin )

Its so strange ,isn't it ,you know yourself better yet you crumble at the words of someone who has not even lived a second of your life ,jimin used to say me focus on your own voice its matter most ,but he never tell me how to focus ..

it hurts ,it hurts really bad when you realize you aren't as much important to someone as you thought you were ..

I dont want to be here anymore ,I text jimin that I am not feeling well so I will go home ,I know he even won't notice .. still I did ... I came to on street and looked around to find car but then remember that I send the driver back ( sigh) I called driver and he said he will be coming soon ....

waiting for him ,sitting on a bench ,it start raining suddenly ,to prevent myself from rain I run to find some shelter ....but in all this I forget the way back to park where driver will come to take me ...

Tae: It all look same ( sniffing)from which direction I came !! ( Its been an hour and I couldn't find the way ,I am crying my heart out ,a few people passing by stopped and ask me what happen but I was not in condition to tell them that I lost here !!! I can't call Mom she will be busy in work ,nothing was coming in my mind ...I looked at phone crying and call Hobbi hyung the only option I found who may help me without judging me ...

Tse: h_hello_o h_hyu_ngg ( crying)

Hobi: Hello ! Tae ! are you crying !!!

Tae: H_hyung_g help_p mee!!

Hobi:( worried ) where are you ? why are you crying ?? tell me !

Tae: I d_don't know_w wh_ere I am_m ! I lost_t here_e hyung_g

Hobi: ok ok take deep breaths hmm! now look around and tell me what is around you ! ( tae tell him few things and hobi get it where he was ,he quickly get on his car and in few minutes reach the location and saw tae crying hugging himself ,he run toward him )

Hobi: Kiddo shh! its ok see I am here ! see relax( hug tae and start rubbing his back) its ok!

Tae:( crying) H_hyung_gg

Hobi: shh shh I am here ( after calming tae a little hobi took him to his home )

In home

Hobi: relax ok ! just lay down ! ( said making tae sit on his bed ) I will get you some of my clothes !

Tae:( shook his head) don't go_oo ( held his hand )

Hobi:( sigh) ok ........( sat beside him) Now tell me what was you doing there alone ! ( tae hesitated but told him everything about him and jimin and how jimin has start ignoring him now even about his Mom and dad ,hobi was angry on jimin but more on tae like how much a person can be innocent to not understand the situation )

Tae:( crying badly) I d_dont know_w what_t I did that h_he has start i_ignoring me l_like th_______

Hobi: listen kiddo some of us will never be more than just a shadow.The smile ,but never the tear .The loving but never the loved one .. I know its complicated for you but friendship is ok as far as it is from both sides ,by the things you tell me ,I think he is different type of boy he need fun and standards ...I don't know what to say but I don't think anyone really understands how tiring it is to act okay and always be brave when in reality we are at last edge ...don't give someone so much importance that he can hurt you this deep .

Tae: ( crying ) but_t I_I

Hobi: No buts ___ do you know everyone has a sad story ,we think our one is sadest ,you know my sister died ,and the reason was me ,Mom and Dad start ignoring me ,blaming me but my grandpa always give mr hope ,You have your parents I know they are busy but they love you so much ok ! Never think that they don't love you ,they don't care about you ,that thing always eat people inside ...

Tae:( listening to hobi carefully )but they ( sniff) don't have time for me_e ! ( Hearing to Hobi hyung ,Mom was right there's a story behind everyone ,there's a reason why they're the way they are ,someone might have broke them in past ,The death of a loved one can also be the reason for their grievance but we will never know .sometimes what created them may also be impossible to fix )

Hobi: ( sigh) But you know it too how much they love you right ! sometimes we are unsatisfied with our life while many people are wishing to live our life . ...Just remember all good will come back to you hmm( tae nod and soon they both slept )

Next day they both left for college on Hobi's bike ,whrn they reach class they saw and angry Jimin and pissed jungkook

Jimin:( come toward tae when he saw tae entering class) So You came !!( angry ) WHAT TYPE OF BEHAVIOR IS THIS TAEHYUNG ! YOU SAID YOU WAS GOING HOME BUT YOU DIDN'T REACH HOME ...YOUR MOM CALLED ME THAT YOU DIDN'T REACH HOME ,DO YOU KNOW WE BOTH SEARCH FOR YOU WHOLE NIGHT ..

Jungkook: calm down jimin ! we are in class !

Jimin:( took deep breaths than to tae ) Stop making it more difficult for me and yourself !!!! Don't you know anything else then getting my attention !!! Look at yourself tae ! where are you and where I am ! our style is so much different ! I can't Always stick with you ,stop these stupid stunts to get my attention !!!( not knowing what he was saying) Do you know how degrade I felt walking beside you ! a nerd ! ( point at kook) this is my standard ,he is meant to be with me not you !! And if my little acts still didn't help to make you understand that I don't want to be with you than hear clearly Its so annoying to have you around me all time !! We were friends and we could have still if you were not that selfish to have my frienship all by yourself ____

Tae:( tears were flowing throw his eyes and without hearing to anything else he left the class crying )

Hobi: I have seen so many dumb people but not more than you !!!! ( angrily glared ) You gonna regret your each word Mr .Jimin ! !!!( said and left after tae )

Jungkook: that was too much Chim !

Jimin:( angry) DON'T YOU DARE TO CALL ME CHIM KOOK ! I HATE THAT STUPID NAME ....

___

Otherside

Hobi: Tae stop kiddo ! ( held tae's hand and turn him around ,hug him immediately )

Tae: ( crying badly ) w_why m_me h_hyun___

Hobi: He don't deserve you ! don't cry for a person like him ....

Tae:( breathing heavily while crying ) I _I gave_e my_y heart_t ,my trust_t to him_m and_d he just broke_e me_e___

Hobi:

Three months later ;

Hobi: ready for tomorrow !

Tae: Ofcourse ( smiled )

Hobi: thats like my boy ( ruffle his hair ) what are you doing !

Tae: Just few words ( give his boxy smile ) I will be done soon hyung than we will go to meet Mom !

Hobi: Thats good I miss Your Mom's handmade fried rice so much( laid on bed )

Tae:( smiled and continue his writing a letter for himself )

Dear future me ;-

I hope you are reading this shaking your head wishing you could go back in time to tell me that everything is going to be more than alright .I hope that when you look back to this point in our life that you know it was worth all this fear to get a place of true happiness .I hope you wake up each morning excited .I hope u speak of your dark days I am fighting to get through now as a learning experience for behind you .I can absolutely not wait to be you .

\_Taehyung

Hobi: done ?

Tae: yes hyung ! lets go now ( smiled brightly )

Three months back;

Hobi: ( calling tae continuously as he didn't come to college from last three days not even picking up his phone) ( worried ) Where are you kiddo ,I am so worried now ! I don't even know your address ( sigh) And the only one here who know where you live is That Jimin ! ( rolled his eyes ) I would never even look at him if It was not for you ,( deep sigh) I guess I have to ask him !( he went toward Jimin and Jungkook who just entered class gossiping and laughing but stopped looking at hobi in front of them )

Jimin: ( uninterested ) Do you want anything ( Hobi want to punch him hard across his face but controlled himself and gave a quick nod) And can I know what ?( raised his eyebrow )

Hobi: To be honest I want to throw you out of this world ( rolled his eyes) Do you have any guilt what you did !

Jimin: If you are going to talk about Taehyung then better leave !( said pushing hobi and left to his seat ,hobi looked at jungkook who shrugged and sat beside jimin )

Hobi:( greeted his teeth then took a breathe ) ( turned to jimin) Give me his address !

Jimin: Find by yourself ,I ain't gonna give ( smirked at hobi )

Hobi:( getting angry ) Don't you have any heart name thing , you insulted him in front of all class ,he isn't coming college and here you are like nothing happen !!

Jimin:( rolled his eyes ) he will be ok ! Why are you wasting your time on him ( before he could say further professor entered and hobbi went toward his seat glaring at jimin )

Jungkook: Isn't it too much Chim ! He was your friend , he isn't coming from last three days aren't you a bit worried ?( asked in whisper )

Jimin:( looked at jungkook with pissed face ) First of all DON'T CALL ME CHIM ! I told you I hate this name and second he isn't kid and if there is something he has his mom and this hoseok too ,why should I worry !!( glare) and if you are feeling so pity on him go and be his friend don't bother me !( said and concentrate on his book while jungkook looked at him for a moment then divert his attention )

After college ;

Hobi :( was going out of class when jungkook stopped him )

Jungkook: Hy !! ( hobi turned to see jungkook giving him a paper ) take it I am getting late ( he said and left the class )

Hobi: ( looked at paper then unfold it and here was an address and below was written Kim villa ) Is it Tae's address !( thinking ) But why will he give me ( shook his head to get rid of all thoughts) What I have to do just lets go to tae ( he said and left to the address )

In front of Tae's House ;

Hobi: It look even more big ! Is he that wealthy ! ( then he went to door and press the bell ,after half minute and old worker came and opened the door ) Is it Taehyung's home ?

Servant : yes ,who are you kid ?

Hobi: I am his friend ! Can I meet him ?( asked peaking inside )

servant: come in kid ,( he lead hobi in living room ) Wait here I will ask Mam !( hobi nodded and servant left then came back with Tae's Mom ,hobi stood up and bow )

Tae's MOm: ( smiled a little ) hello son !

Hobi: Aunty where is Tae ? he isn't coming college ! Is he ok !?

Tae's MOm: ( sigh) I don't know son ! he has lock himself in his room ,not eating ,not letting me in ,not even talking ,I don't know what happen ( sadly said )

Hobi: ( worriedly ) Where is he ! let me meet him he will be ok ( Tae's Mom tell him the room ) thanks aunt .( he left )

Hobi:( knocked ) Tae its me your Gabby hyung ! ( no response ) ( knocked again) I am coming inside ( he said and opened the door with the keys he get from servant ) Tae!( he called out when he saw the room was all dark ,no light ,no voice then he heard some sniffing and followed the voice to see tae sitting ,hugging his legs to his chest near balcony ) Tae ( said softly )

Tae: H_hyun_g( hiccupping )

Hobi:( sat beside tae and pull him in hug and start rubbing his back who start crying immediately ) shh its ok ,you can cry ( he comforted tae and after near twenty minutes when tae calmed down ) Now tell me Kiddo why are you punishing yourself for the thing you didn't even did ! It was not your mistake it was his why are you crying for a persin like him ! who even don't care about you ?

Tae: ( sniffing, trying to not cry again) I can't_t forget_t h_hyung ! Why_y?

Hobi: You need to move on tae ! He didn't deserve you ! ( said softly )

Tae: I can't_t , I don't_t know_w how I w_will !How will I_I? ( hide his face in hobi's embrace )

Hobi:( sigh) You are just overthing and underestimating yourself that you cant !Overthinking will destroy your happiness and mood ,it will make everything more worst than it actually is ! Take a breathe ,exhale and have faith ! I am gere na ,with you ! Why are you afraid ? what was meant to happen already Happened and what is meant to happen ,will be ! You just need to move from him !

Tae: its_s not easy_y hyung_g

Hobi: Nothing is easy ,We all know what we need to do , but most people still don't do it thinking its difficult ,because its hard to go out of your comfort zone and its easier to make excuses ,and its only a mare excuse of you that you can't ! ( closed his eyes to think for better word to make tae understand ) I know Moving on is a difficult decision ,you can try to hold onvto people who walked away from you ,or you can choose to create a dignified life for yourself by moving on ,but if you try to hold the person your heart will never be in peace ,you will never forget his words ,all you will start doubting yoursef ! You know God says '' the reason some people have turned against you and walked away from you without reason ,has nothing to do with you .It is because I removed them from your life cause the can't go where I am taking you next .They will only hinder you in your next level so I removed you "

Tae:( listening to hobi with teary eyes cause of course his words were true but how can you just let a person go and move on who was the part of you ) h_hyung ___

Hobi: No just listen to me ! When someone treat you like you are one of many options ,help them narrow their choice by removing yourself from the their list ! sometimes you have to try not to care no matter how much you care ,Because sometimes you mean almost nothing to a person who mean so much to you ,its not pride its self respect ! Don't expect to see positive changes in your life when you are surrounded by negative people .Don't give part time people full timr position in your life. Know your value and what you have to offer ,never settle anything less than what you deserve ! someday you will forget the hutt ,the reason you cried ,you will finally realize that the secret of being free is not revenge but letting things unfold in their own way and time .Tae! hear me out he don't care about you so stop hurting yourself for him ! Not eating and talking ,locking yourself is not solution !( hobi makr tae understand his worth ,his importance and his self respect )

Taehyung's POv:-

If I say hyung is wrong ,than I am a stupid ! I understand everything but Jimin!__ its so hard ! I don't know how to live without him , I did , I did notice everything and by everything I literally mean everything , I noticed when he stopped hitting me up like he used to .I notice when the way he talks to me start changing .I notice the little things ,he do and he used to do , I noticed every little detail , I notice when I would ask him to go out together he would say he has plans with jungkook , I notice when he will leave me alone saying jungkook need something , I notice him leaving me on my own when I was burning in fever saying jungkook has party , I just never say hoping its my ghosts , but was it ? no ! I was just disrespecting myself !

Tae: ( stayed silent for a minute than look at hobi and gave a little smile ) I will move on hyung_g ( wiped his tears ) I won't let him him hurt me in any way now !

Hobi: ( smiled ) thats like my boy ( pat his head ) You will find me with you in any decision you will make ! you are not alone !

We are often let down by most trusted people and loved by most unexpected ones ,Some make us cry for things we haven't done , while others ignore our faults and just see our smile .dome leave us when we need them the most and some stay with us even when we don't ask them ! The word is mixture of people we just need to know which hand to shake and which hand to hold and hobi hyung is Definitely the parson I need to hold !

Tae: thank you hyung for making me understand ! ( I said sincerely ,i am so much thank full to hyung for coming in my life and becoming my guide )

Hobi: I don't want thanks ( pout) I want lunch I am so hungry , ( tae smiled a little ) You go fresh up then we will go out for meal ok?( tae nod and after one more hug left to take bath while hobi left downstairs )

Tae's Mom: He didn't come right?( sad) I know it ! its ok !

Hobi: He is coming after taking bath aunty !( Tae's Mom was shocked plus happy like how his son accept hobi's words but not her )

Mom: how this happen ?

Hobi: He can't resist me ( give a smile ) Aunty I need to talk to you if you are ok with it

Mom: sure dear !

Hobi:( first he told him all about jimin and tae ,she looked so hurt that how his son has gone through this much humiliation then hobi said) and the most fault is your aunty , you never give him time ,never listen to him ,never talk to him about his life ,and that's where he find jimin's help ! he felt that he need someone to go on in life because you both were not there for him ,A kid only need his parents love not thier wealth ,if you are working this much to give him a good future than it is of no need ,he need your time your presence at this time ,try to make him feel loved try to be with him and he will be ok ,if i unintentionally hurt you than i am sorry i didn't mean it ,i am just worried for tae ,he is like my brother i can't see him in this state from which i go through i know how much it hurts ,please give him your first priority ,just giving birth and fulfilling his needs isn't love ,you have to show him your love ( and next moment he was hugged by tae's mom who was crying silently )

Mom: I never knew my baby was going through all this and I never even bothered to talk to him about his life ,I am feeling like a bad mom ,I couldn't give him my love ( tears flowing from her eyes ) thank u dear ,because of you i get to know all this ,don't worry i will change ,i will give him all my time ( later tae came downstairs and they end up having lunch in home with Tae's Mom ,and that was the best moment for tae although he lost his bestfriend but he got the love he was craving and all because of hobi .It is during your toughest times that you will get to see the true colors of people who say they love you or don't ,who stay with you and who leave you alone ,And be grateful to those who leave you ,for they have given you the room to grow in space they abandoned and awareness to appreciate the people who loved you when you didn't feel loveable .Be ok with giving the gift of your absence to those who do not respect and appreciate your presence .

A few days later

Tae has stop going college ,he was still afraid of people ! afraid to face jimin , no matter how much he move on but he is still not that strong to face him again ,so he told his mom and hobi that he will not go to college till he is not totally ok , and they both were ok as they wanted tae to be strong to face all this and they know it will take time ,hobi will daily come and give him notes and teach him daily lessons which were taught in college ,and if we talk about Jimin, he was becoming more rude daily ,he won't except that he did wrong but he was not in peace ,jungkook has start distancing himself from jimin because he get to know that a person who can leave his childhood friend for standard and a new one ,won't he leave him too for someone else ,no he didn't broke his friendship with jimin ,but he was not the same as he used to clingy with jimin ,and did it effect jimin ? No ! he is ok being himself ,he even didn't notice jungkook sudden change as he was not noticing anything ,not even the gossips of students which were about him being a heartless and so on ..Hobi was ignoring everyone who would ask tae ,definitely they just want a topic to talk about thats why they were asking about tae ,hobi ignored eveyone but couldn't ignore jungkook ,why would this boy will ask about tae when he don't even know about tae

Jungkook: Is he alright ? why isn't he coming

Hobi: ( sigh) He will join again soon !( he would always say less and go away just like this )

Right now hobi was teaching tae what he learn in college when he notice tae struggling with his big sweater

Hobi: Why do you wear this much big clothes ? and the glasses too ,I know your eye sight is even sharp than mine then why ?

Tae:( just shrugged ) I don't know ( give a nervous smile )

Hobi: ( get up and pull tae on his feets ) lets go

Tae: where ? ( asked confused )

Hobi: For shopping ! don't ask anything more if you don't want a hit ( glare and took tae downstairs ) Aunty we are going to mall give us credit card !

Mom: ( gave the card not asking anything as she trust hobi a lot ) go safely and come safely ,I will be making dinner !

Hobi : okay ( hugg her and drag tae in car who whine a little )

In mall;

Hobi: This ! this ! this too ,everything ( he said the the man who was showing them clothes )

tae:( wide eyes ) Hyunggg ! what will I do with all these !

Hobi: of course you will wear them !

Tae: But they are so fit ! ( hobi glared and hand more clothes to man )

Hobi: Deliver them to this address ( said and drag tae out in a hair salon )

Tae: Now you will cut my hair too !

Hobi:( rolled his eyes ) they look like bushes ! stay quite and let them work ( he selected a haistyle for tae ) which color you like !

Tae: Noone( pout)

Hobi: this one ( he said to stylist showing her the blonde mullet * dynamite era* ) he will look good in this !

Taehyung's POV:-

We were at a resturant having few snacks as hyung got hungry ( chuckle ) thats when I saw Jimin's Mom coming toward our direction ,its been weeks i talk to her ,I don't talk to her even if she once come to our house to meet I just said I am not feeling well ,I guess jimin never tell her about our ...

Jimin's Mom: Tae baby ! what a surprise ( hugg tae ) finally I can meet you , Oh my god you are looking so good in this hairstyle ( kissed his forehead)you know how much I miss you ! why you stopped coming to our home ! Jimin told me you has made a new friend and just forget him ! its not ok baby when we get new friends we don't forget our old ones , You know he is so lost these days ,don't ___

Tae: Didn't he tell you Mom ! its him who made a new friend , and lsft me ! its him ! he insulted me in front of whole class saying i am not worth of his friendship ( teary eyes ) he is who forget me

Jimin's Mom: ( shock) no he can't baby ! it must be a misunderstanding____( she couldn't complete her words cause tae just left without listening to further )

Hobi: I am sorry from his behalf aunty ( bowed ) I will take my leave too ( he left leaving Jimin's Mom in daze of what she just heard )

After few minutes in car ;

Hobi: You ok tae ?( asked tae who was looking out of window )

Tae: I didn't expect him to lie to Mom! he make me guilty in her eyes when it wss his mistake ! I am never gonna forgive him no matter how much he will plead ( chuckle sadly ) but why will he plead ,do he even care !( hobi hugged him knowing he will end up crying )

Taehyung's POV:-

I never talk to anyone like this ,but today I did with Mom! and it is because of jimin ! I get to know that as time is passing ,you will begin to realize that you are not the same person you used to be ,The things you used to tolerate have now become untoleratable .where you once remained quite ,you are now speaking the truth.Where you once battled and argued you are choosing to remain silent .You are beginning to understand the value of your voice ,and there are some situations that deserve your words and some that no longer deserve your time ,voice and energy ..

Tae: I am ok hyung ! ( said hugging back and hobi nod knowing the battle in his mind and brain )

Soon they reached home and tae tell hobi not tell anything to Mom ,he him self was showing that notjing happen .

Mom : Finally you too come .Now show me what you bought ?

Hobi: ( give tae a smirk ) he will show us by wearing go and change !( tae pouted than went to change and come back closing his eyes )

Mom: ( shocked ) Omg who is he ? where is my son !!! omg omhlg this can't be Tae !

Hobi:( laugh) Open your eyes kiddo ! ( tae slowly opened his eyes and saw his Mom looking at him with wide eyes )

Tae: Am I not looking good ?( pout) I will go and change

Mom: No!!! who said ! You are looking so pretty ,so handsome taht I can't believe that it is same you !!! Omg I mnever knew my kid can look this much handsome ! you was cute but now ( she pretend to faint ) If you was not my son and I was not married I would have date you ! ( said dramatically making tae smile wide )

Hobi: Damn Kiddoo you are looking so good ,totally a hearthrob ! ( and thats how our nerdy looking tae change ,with time he got the confidence too , and then the day come when he was fully ready to face word ,face jimin ! )

Hobi: ready for tomorrow !

Tae: Ofcourse ( smiled )

Hobi: thats like my boy ( ruffle his hair ) what are you doing !

Tae: Just few words ( give his boxy smile ) I will be done soon hyung than we will go to meet Mom !

Hobi: Thats good I miss Your Mom's handmade fried rice so much( laid on bed )

Tae:( smiled and continue his writing a letter for himself )

__ ( the letter ) __

Hobi: done ?

Tae: yes hyung ! lets go now ( smiled brightly )

Taehyung's POV:-

I am going college tomorrow ! I am not afraid now ! I am ready to face everyone even Jimin ! All these months I learnt that when there are more tears than smiles ,when there are more fights than just jokes ,when it hurt more than it feel good leave ! No one have the right to destroy you just because you love them ,no matter if the person is your best friend ! When people make you feel unwanted leave ! but don't leave to teach them a lesson ! leave cause you no longer have a reason to stay ! .At times people need to fight for you .If they don't ,you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you !

Next day ;

Mom: Take car you both !

Tae: No We will go on hyung's Bike ,I don't want to go in Car !

Mom : Ok but be safe and don't be afraid remember hobi is with you ! ( tae nod and they both left )

Hobi: ( stopped infront of college ) And here we come ! ( looked at tae who kook quite nervous) Don't be ! I am here ! and if anyone say anything say back and twice ! hmm!( tae nod and they entered the corridor )

They time they stepped in , all eye were on them ,mostly were shocked to see Tae ! How a nerd changed in such a handsome , no handsome is less to even use ! he is looking damn heavenly with those branded clothes ,silky hairs and most important that confidence look which was never seen ,they ignored all of them and entered class just to hear gasps from students ! They all were in awe ,some were shocked and some were drooling , and than there was a person who couldn't help just to stare at the duo and that was none other than Jimin ! he don't know what he was feeling but that was definitely not a good feeling but all he did was to look away ,Tae and hobi both went to the empty seats just beside Jimin and jungkook !

Liz: Oh my god Taehyung ! I can't believe my eyes man ! You look so gorgeous , If you don't mind you can sit with me on front seat !

Tae: ( rolled his eyes ) Just go from here !!( said with uninterested look and liz got embarrassed and left without saying anything )

Whole day went like this student who never talk to him ,came to him asking useless questions , but tae didn't give any attention to anyone and here jimin was time to time glancing at tae which was not unnoticed by Hobi and jungkook !

Tae: Finally ! ( said sighing when the bell rang ) I never felt this much irritated !( looked ta hobi who chuckle saying its just starting )

they were just sitting in cafeteria when jungkook came and joined them

Tae:( raised his eyebrows )

Jungkook: I am really sorry Taehyung ! because of me you have to go through a lot ! if I weren't entered between you two ,you both would have still besfriends ! I really feel ashamed for being the reaso____

Tae: It was not your fault jungkook ! what has meant to happen ,happened ,it was destiny ,and i don't feel regret ,You don't need to be sorry its ok ! you never did anything intentionally ! ( said forcing a smile )

Jungkook: So can we be friends ( forward his hand )

Tae:( looked at his hand ) If you want to be friend because I look good now ,matching to your standard then ( shook his head ) sorry ! I can't disrespect myself !

Jungkook:( pull his hand back) I can understand ( looks guilty) But trust me I don't see standards and looks ! sorry if I make you feel like that ( he said and got up taking his plate but stopped when )

Jimin:( looked pissed) Don't you think you are too much now ! he just want to be your friend ( said and all cafeteria's attention went on them )You think changing hairstyle and clothes will make you ______

Tae:( stood up looking directly in Jimin's eyes ) Let me be clear Jimin! For years I let everything slide .But Now I have boundaries.You don't get to talk down to me .You don't get to despise me .You don't get to throw jabs at mr . You don't get to use me ! I was too busy trying to keep peace and that's where I disrespect myself . Don't dare to step onto me ,It won't be good for your health ! Stay away as much as you can from me !! ( tae said firmly before he could say any other word hobi took him out leaving a bewildered Jimin who has tears in his eyes but no one notice this not even tae )

Jungkook: ( looked at jimin feeling bad seeing his teary eyes ) You don't have to use these words Jimin ! check yourself .Sometimes you are the most toxic person .Sometimes you are the mean and negative person . The person you are looking to push away , sometimes the problem is you ( point at him ) I don't have words to tell how wrong you are and you was , ( look disappointed) As a friend I will suggest you to leave him on his own ! he will never let his heart break again !( said and left after giving a last glance at jimin who look so naive )

otherside with tae and hobi;

Tae: Why you take me out hyung !( whine )Didn't you wanted me to face him !

Hobi: I am proud of you ( said smiling ) I feel like a proud Dad !

Taehyung's POV:-

Isn't it weird how you can experience situations throughout your life that are so heartbreaking that you can't imagine ever being okay again .Then a few weeks ,months or even years later you notice that the days go by without you thinking about those times .Isn't it amazing how much we can change ,how much we can learn and how much we can grow...

I love the words hobi hyung said to me " when you get what you want thats God's directions and when you don't get what you want that's God's Protection " If you feel you don't have confidence than you are wrong ,we plan big things for tomorrow in spite of zero knowledge of future ,isn't this confidence ,If we say we have been left with no hope ,it is false because every night we go to bed without any assurance of next morning ,still we set alarm to wake up isn't it hope ! I never thought I would live without Jimin ! ( sigh) Now I get it was all just my ghosts ! If you have used up all of your words and still the next person don't understand then let your silence explain .

After a few more months ;

Hobi: I know you will top again but what about me ! ( making sad faces )

Tae: You will also top ! trust me !

Hobi: yeah from bottom !

Tae: Come on hyung I know you was topper in previous school and the way you teach me I am sure you are going to top !

Hobi: We will see ( he said and look beside to see Jimin coming )

Jimin: ( looked at tae ) Can we talk !

Tae:( looked back and saw Jimin then look at hobi who give a nod ) hmm

Jimin : I am sorry for what I did !( said quit hesitat )

Tae:ok ! ( and he turned his face to other side )

Jimin: Tae liste____

Tae: Thanks to you who hurt me ,you made me a strong person ,thanks to those who loved me ( looking at hobi and smiled who smiled back) you made my heart bigger ,you helped me to become a person I am today ! ( then again looked at jimin ) thanks to you who left ,you showed me not everything is forever ! ( looked directly in jimin's eyes ) Don't break a heart and tell it to love again , don't see the worst in a person and then except them to see the good in you .Don't play with fire and except to stay perfectly safe .Life is about giving and taking .You can't except to give bad and receive good ___ I forgive you but .....we can't be like before jimin ! Don't hurt yourself by living in past .....( sighed ) I will take my leave ( he left with heavy heart as how much he can behave like he don't care but he do he do care about jimin still )

Hobi:( patted jimin's arm ) Not everything can be fixed by sorry ( he also left leaving a guilty jimin )

A few days later ;

Jungkook : What are you looking for jimin ! ( asked seeing an unusual behavior of jimin who was just looking here and there like finding someone )

Jimin: Tae( said in whisper only jungkook could hear it )

Jungkook: Don't you know he got scholarship in Amarica's biggest university ,I heard today was his flight ,he must have in plan right now ! And Hoseok too as he also got scholarship !

Jimin: ( looked other side while tears start flowing through his eyes remembering the deed he did and couldn't even apologize properly while kook just patted his back )

Taehyung:

Heart will fix itselfb,its your mind you need to worry about .Your mind where you locked the memories ,your mind where you have kept the pieces of the one who hurted you .That still cut through you like shards of glass .You need to convince your mind that it has to let go ...Cause your heart already know how to heal ..