I Want To Die ........
Is it so hard to die ? What is life ? What is death ? Why do we waste so much money to stay alive ? Is there a meaning in life ? If so , then what is it ? I am lost ? Can't find myself. What should I do ? Only my body is active other than that nothing is alive. If I die ,will there be a difference. The world will go on . Nobody will know .
Shit I got lost in my thoughts again. I gotta hurry. Today is the entrance exam of Peking University . **** I didn't finish revising physics yesterday . Now , I have to hurry up and revise as much as possible.
In the exam hall ( oh boy , Oh boy , Oh boy , What is the unit of electric potential. I don't remember. If only I Studied it yesterday. Guess I can only rely on luck now and do the zik zak special technic . )
In the Afternoon , (sitting beside a Beach) *crying* *crying* .Why life is so unfair ? Why always good people are the ones that always gets fucked up ? If it wasn't Xiao Hong I would have been rich . I don't know what to do now. Now I don't have any money nor a social life nor an outstanding academic achievement. I don't have anything to be Proud of. I if only I had listened to my mother and studied hard. I might have been able to have something to be proud of. And now even she is gone. I am all alone In this world. I don't have anything to strive for nor I want anything.
NOW I JUST WANT TO DIE
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