It is so good of you to come early,'' said Mrs.Porter, as Alice Langham entered the drawing-room.I want to ask a favor of you.I'm sure you won't mind.I would ask one of the debutantes, except that they're always so cross if one puts them next to men they don't know and who can't help them, and so I thought I'd just ask you, you're so good-natured.You don't mind, do you?''
``I mind being called good-natured,'' said Miss Langham, smiling.
``Mind what, Mrs.Porter?'' she asked.
``He is a friend of George's,'' Mrs.Porter explained, vaguely.
``He's a cowboy.It seems he was very civil to George when he was out there shooting in New Mexico, or Old Mexico, I don't remember which.He took George to his hut and gave him things to shoot, and all that, and now he is in New York with a letter of introduction.It's just like George.He may be a most impossible sort of man, but, as I said to Mr.Porter, the people I've asked can't complain, because I don't know anything more about him than they do.He called to-day when I was out and left his card and George's letter of introduction, and as a man had failed me for to-night, I just thought I would kill two birds with one stone, and ask him to fill his place, and he's here.
And, oh, yes,'' Mrs.Porter added, ``I'm going to put him next to you, do you mind?''
``Unless he wears leather leggings and long spurs I shall mind very much,'' said Miss Langham.
Well, that's very nice of you,'' purred Mrs.Porter, as she moved away.He may not be so bad, after all; and I'll put Reginald King on your other side, shall I?'' she asked, pausing and glancing back.
The look on Miss Langham's face, which had been one of amusement, changed consciously, and she smiled with polite acquiescence.
As you please, Mrs.Porter,'' she answered.She raised her eyebrows slightly.I am, as the politicians say, `in the hands of my friends.' ''
``Entirely too much in the hands of my friends,'' she repeated, as she turned away.This was the twelfth time during that same winter that she and Mr.King had been placed next to one another at dinner, and it had passed beyond the point when she could say that it did not matter what people thought as long as she and he understood.It had now reached that stage when she was not quite sure that she understood either him or herself.They had known each other for a very long time; too long, she sometimes thought, for them ever to grow to know each other any better.
But there was always the chance that he had another side, one that had not disclosed itself, and which she could not discover in the strict social environment in which they both lived.And she was the surer of this because she had once seen him when he did not know that she was near, and he had been so different that it had puzzled her and made her wonder if she knew the real Reggie King at all.
It was at a dance at a studio, and some French pantomimists gave a little play.When it was over, King sat in the corner talking to one of the Frenchwomen, and while he waited on her he was laughing at her and at her efforts to speak English.He was telling her how to say certain phrases and not telling her correctly, and she suspected this and was accusing him of it, and they were rhapsodizing and exclaiming over certain delightful places and dishes of which they both knew in Paris with the enthusiasm of two children.Miss Langham saw him off his guard for the first time and instead of a somewhat bored and clever man of the world, he appeared as sincere and interested as a boy.
When he joined her, later, the same evening, he was as entertaining as usual, and as polite and attentive as he had been to the Frenchwoman, but he was not greatly interested, and his laugh was modulated and not spontaneous.She had wondered that night, and frequently since then, if, in the event of his asking her to marry him, which was possible, and of her accepting him, which was also possible, whether she would find him, in the closer knowledge of married life, as keen and lighthearted with her as he had been with the French dancer.If he would but treat her more like a comrade and equal, and less like a prime minister conferring with his queen! She wanted something more intimate than the deference that he showed her, and she did not like his taking it as an accepted fact that she was as worldly-wise as himself, even though it were true.
She was a woman and wanted to be loved, in spite of the fact that she had been loved by many men--at least it was so supposed--and had rejected them.
Each had offered her position, or had wanted her because she was fitted to match his own great state, or because he was ambitious, or because she was rich.The man who could love her as she once believed men could love, and who could give her something else besides approval of her beauty and her mind, had not disclosed himself.She had begun to think that he never would, that he did not exist, that he was an imagination of the playhouse and the novel.The men whom she knew were careful to show her that they appreciated how distinguished was her position, and how inaccessible she was to them.They seemed to think that by so humbling themselves, and by emphasizing her position they pleased her best, when it was what she wanted them to forget.Each of them would draw away backward, bowing and protesting that he was unworthy to raise his eyes to such a prize, but that if she would only stoop to him, how happy his life would be.Sometimes they meant it sincerely; sometimes they were gentlemanly adventurers of title, from whom it was a business proposition, and in either case she turned restlessly away and asked herself how long it would be before the man would come who would pick her up on his saddle and gallop off with her, with his arm around her waist and his horse's hoofs clattering beneath them, and echoing the tumult in their hearts.
She had known too many great people in the world to feel impressed with her own position at home in America; but she sometimes compared herself to the Queen in ``In a Balcony,''
and repeated to herself, with mock seriousness:--``And you the marble statue all the time They praise and point at as preferred to life, Yet leave for the first breathing woman's cheek, First dancer's, gypsy's or street balladine's!''
And if it were true, she asked herself, that the man she had imagined was only an ideal and an illusion, was not King the best of the others, the unideal and ever-present others? Every one else seemed to think so.The society they knew put them constantly together and approved.Her people approved.Her own mind approved, and as her heart was not apparently ever to be considered, who could say that it did not approve as well? He was certainly a very charming fellow, a manly, clever companion, and one who bore about him the evidences of distinction and thorough breeding.As far as family went, the Kings were as old as a young country could expect, and Reggie King was, moreover, in spite of his wealth, a man of action and ability.His yacht journeyed from continent to continent, and not merely up the Sound to Newport, and he was as well known and welcome to the consuls along the coasts of Africa and South America as he was at Cowes or Nice.His books of voyages were recognized by geographical societies and other serious bodies, who had given him permission to put long disarrangements of the alphabet after his name.She liked him because she had grown to be at home with him, because it was good to know that there was some one who would not misunderstand her, and who, should she so indulge herself, would not take advantage of any appeal she might make to his sympathy, who would always be sure to do the tactful thing and the courteous thing, and who, while he might never do a great thing, could not do an unkind one.
Miss Langham had entered the Porters' drawing-room after the greater number of the guests had arrived, and she turned from her hostess to listen to an old gentleman with a passion for golf, a passion in which he had for a long time been endeavoring to interest her.She answered him and his enthusiasm in kind, and with as much apparent interest as she would have shown in a matter of state.It was her principle to be all things to all men, whether they were great artists, great diplomats, or great bores.If a man had been pleading with her to leave the conservatory and run away with him, and another had come up innocently and announced that it was his dance, she would have said: ``Oh, is it?'' with as much apparent delight as though his coming had been the one bright hope in her life.
She was growing enthusiastic over the delights of golf and unconsciously making a very beautiful picture of herself in her interest and forced vivacity, when she became conscious for the first time of a strange young man who was standing alone before the fireplace looking at her, and frankly listening to all the nonsense she was talking.She guessed that he had been listening for some time, and she also saw, before he turned his eyes quickly away, that he was distinctly amused.Miss Langham stopped gesticulating and lowered her voice, but continued to keep her eyes on the face of the stranger, whose own eyes were wandering around the room, to give her, so she guessed, the idea that he had not been listening, but that she had caught him at it in the moment he had first looked at her.He was a tall, broad-shouldered youth, with a handsome face, tanned and dyed, either by the sun or by exposure to the wind, to a deep ruddy brown, which contrasted strangely with his yellow hair and mustache, and with the pallor of the other faces about him.He was a stranger apparently to every one present, and his bearing suggested, in consequence, that ease of manner which comes to a person who is not only sure of himself, but who has no knowledge of the claims and pretensions to social distinction of those about him.His most attractive feature was his eyes, which seemed to observe all that was going on, not only what was on the surface, but beneath the surface, and that not rudely or covertly but with the frank, quick look of the trained observer.Miss Langham found it an interesting face to watch, and she did not look away from it.
She was acquainted with every one else in the room, and hence she knew this must be the cowboy of whom Mrs.Porter had spoken, and she wondered how any one who had lived the rough life of the West could still retain the look when in formal clothes of one who was in the habit of doing informal things in them.
Mrs.Porter presented her cowboy simply as ``Mr.Clay, of whom Ispoke to you,'' with a significant raising of the eyebrows, and the cowboy made way for King, who took Miss Langham in.He looked frankly pleased, however, when he found himself next to her again, but did not take advantage of it throughout the first part of the dinner, during which time he talked to the young married woman on his right, and Miss Langham and King continued where they had left off at their last meeting.They knew each other well enough to joke of the way in which they were thrown into each other's society, and, as she said, they tried to make the best of it.But while she spoke, Miss Langham was continually conscious of the presence of her neighbor, who piqued her interest and her curiosity in different ways.He seemed to be at his ease, and yet from the manner in which he glanced up and down the table and listened to snatches of talk on either side of him he had the appearance of one to whom it was all new, and who was seeing it for the first time.
There was a jolly group at one end of the long table, and they wished to emphasize the fact by laughing a little more hysterically at their remarks than the humor of those witticisms seemed to justify.A daughter-in-law of Mrs.Porter was their leader in this, and at one point she stopped in the middle of a story and waving her hand at the double row of faces turned in her direction, which had been attracted by the loudness of her voice, cried, gayly, ``Don't listen.This is for private circulation.It is not a jeune-fille story.'' The debutantes at the table continued talking again in steady, even tones, as though they had not heard the remark or the first of the story, and the men next to them appeared equally unconscious.But the cowboy, Miss Langham noted out of the corner of her eye, after a look of polite surprise, beamed with amusement and continued to stare up and down the table as though he had discovered a new trait in a peculiar and interesting animal.For some reason, she could not tell why, she felt annoyed with herself and with her friends, and resented the attitude which the new-comer assumed toward them.
``Mrs.Porter tells me that you know her son George?'' she said.
He did not answer her at once, but bowed his head in assent, with a look of interrogation, as though, so it seemed to her, he had expected her, when she did speak, to say something less conventional.
Yes,'' he replied, after a pause,he joined us at Ayutla.It was the terminus of the Jalisco and Mexican Railroad then.He came out over the road and went in from there with an outfit after mountain lions.I believe he had very good sport.''
That is a very wonderful road, I am told,'' said King, bending forward and introducing himself into the conversation with a nod of the head toward Clay;quite a remarkable feat of engineering.''
``It will open up the country, I believe,'' assented the other, indifferently.
I know something of it,'' continued King,because I met the men who were putting it through at Pariqua, when we touched there in the yacht.They shipped most of their plant to that port, and we saw a good deal of them.They were a very jolly lot, and they gave me a most interesting account of their work and its difficulties.''
Clay was looking at the other closely, as though he was trying to find something back of what he was saying, but as his glance seemed only to embarrass King he smiled freely again in assent, and gave him his full attention.
There are no men to-day, Miss Langham,'' King exclaimed, suddenly, turning toward her,to my mind, who lead as picturesque lives as do civil engineers.And there are no men whose work is as little appreciated.''
``Really?'' said Miss Langham, encouragingly.
Now those men I met,'' continued King, settling himself with his side to the table,were all young fellows of thirty or thereabouts, but they were leading the lives of pioneers and martyrs--at least that's what I'd call it.They were marching through an almost unknown part of Mexico, fighting Nature at every step and carrying civilization with them.They were doing better work than soldiers, because soldiers destroy things, and these chaps were creating, and making the way straight.They had no banners either, nor brass bands.They fought mountains and rivers, and they were attacked on every side by fever and the lack of food and severe exposure.They had to sit down around a camp-fire at night and calculate whether they were to tunnel a mountain, or turn the bed of a river or bridge it.And they knew all the time that whatever they decided to do out there in the wilderness meant thousands of dollars to the stockholders somewhere up in God's country, who would some day hold them to account for them.They dragged their chains through miles and miles of jungle, and over flat alkali beds and cactus, and they reared bridges across roaring canons.We know nothing about them and we care less.When their work is done we ride over the road in an observation-car and look down thousands and thousands of feet into the depths they have bridged, and we never give them a thought.They are the bravest soldiers of the present day, and they are the least recognized.I have forgotten their names, and you never heard them.But it seems to me the civil engineer, for all that, is the chief civilizer of our century.''
Miss Langham was looking ahead of her with her eyes half-closed, as though she were going over in her mind the situation King had described.
I never thought of that,'' she said.It sounds very fine.
As you say, the reward is so inglorious.But that is what makes it fine.''
The cowboy was looking down at the table and pulling at a flower in the centre-piece.He had ceased to smile.Miss Langham turned on him somewhat sharply, resenting his silence, and said, with a slight challenge in her voice:--Do you agree, Mr.Clay,'' she asked,or do you prefer the chocolate-cream soldiers, in red coats and gold lace?''
Oh, I don't know,'' the young man answered, with some slight hesitation.It's a trade for each of them.The engineer's work is all the more absorbing, I imagine, when the difficulties are greatest.He has the fun of overcoming them.''
You see nothing in it then,'' she asked,but a source of amusement?''
Oh, yes, a good deal more,'' he replied.A livelihood, for one thing.I--I have been an engineer all my life.I built that road Mr.King is talking about.''
An hour later, when Mrs.Porter made the move to go, Miss Langham rose with a protesting sigh.I am so sorry,'' she said,it has been most interesting.I never met two men who had visited so many inaccessible places and come out whole.You have quite inspired Mr.King, he was never so amusing.But I should like to hear the end of that adventure; won't you tell it to me in the other room?''
Clay bowed.``If I haven't thought of something more interesting in the meantime,'' he said.
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