Life is unreal; its like string of thread, sweet at one end sour at the other and different flavours in between the two.

Oh u might be thinking about me who is this weird person talking about unreal life.

Hey! This is Dr Meera Saithi an emergency specialist who can deal just with hospital emergencies and runs away from her very own life explosions.

And right now i am busy packing my stuff with a heavy heart and wet eyes, dont know where i would end ;but right now I just want to leave this place full of memories that remind me of him and last night. The night i wish i could never make to.

While packing and looking around the room reminds me of enormous memories we made together. His textured brown leather fossil watch reminds me of our first anniversary, the time when he skipped his college and travelled across 3 states to surprise me with his presence. The time when i was everything for him.

Throwing my stuff into the lugage bag placed over the bed, oh our bed where we have spent n number of nights together folded into each other.

Shaking my head out of all these thoughts

I flipped the cover shell of my bag resting my hands over it to zip it up. When my sight got struck on something shiny in my finger, and this sight made my heart skip a beat. It was the promise ring he gave me and said those 3 wonderful words, promising he would always be my side and would never leave no matter what the situation is, but yesterday shook it all; my imagination and my reality. This sight left me drowning into my memory lane , drenching my heart into ocean of sorrow.

Recollecting myself and realised that after yesterday this ring no more got its place in my hand. After leaving this expensive part of me on the dressing table I headed towards the door realising have spent 4 years in this house with him, not knowing whether i would be able to see him ever again, feel this same again with him or anybody. Duh feels like hell.

Oh, for you, I would've done whatever (uh-huh)

And I just can't believe we ain't together (yo, uh-huh)

And I wanna play it cool (yo), but I'm losin' you (uh-huh)

I'll buy you anything (yo), I'll buy you any ring (uh-huh)

And I'm in pieces (yo), baby, fix me (uh-huh)

And just shake me 'til you wake me from this bad dream (yo, uh-huh)

I'm goin' down (oh), down, down, down (uh-huh)

And I just can't believe, my first love won't be around, and I'm like

"Baby, baby, baby, oh"

Like, "Baby, baby, baby, no"

Like, "Baby, baby, baby, oh"

I thought you'd always be mine, mine....

After this not so breakup and Justin Bieber's Baby flowing in my car I did not realise when I drove towards my parents place. And since its a countryside with beautiful mountains full of greens and cool breeze it gave my heating heart solace. Being here at this place, where i have spent my entire childhood brings me to ease, it feels like this is where i belong .

Soon i was at "the blessings" door my plarents place. Opening up this gate to heaven, parked my car at the lawn , just when I was getting my luggage out noticed someone staring and smiling at me from the front porch , soon my grief turned into a warm smile on seeing that tall and handsome figure. Just as I caught his sight , left the luggage and ran to his fatherly embrace , the warmth of his hug vanished my misery and took me back to my childhood days, when I used to trip off on this lawn while playing and he used to hold me the same way. Today when I have tripped off on life his embrace feels the same. Soon screams of joys behind us got me out off my head ........ YEAH they are my annoying yet loving siblings - a two ponied girl with molar to molar smile and a four toed creature with a wagging tail ...... Here comes Trisha and Bravo.

Behind them could acknowledge my mother with eyes full of tears of joy and her kitchen apron on. What a DRAMATIC family reunion I must say ..... :)

|| Not so The End ||

There's a famous Indian saying , "Should not laugh too much because it brings sorrow" ..... What this family reunion joy serve Dr. Meera -- SWEET SORROW or love and laughter ???

@Aceso◇

A hot shower is what its needed after a hectic day, that's what I thought while standing in my bath robe. Soon my mother called me for dinner and what I acknowledge at dinning table was a feast , the dishes I love all together. I guess this is the best way a mother can express her love for her child.

While eating , my dad asked me for about how long I would stay because he had a news.

Dad : Its your cousins wedding next week and it'll be fun after such a long drive .

Meera's Pov

This news brought a smile at my face thinking its the best moment to forget about the past and refresh my life with my family and friends.

One week later

The venue was all covered with marigolds and banana leaves, fragrances of various delicacies watered my mouth after all its the Indian wedding full five days of culture, dances drama and fun .

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While chit- chatting with my cousins my eyes landed on a chiseled body with smoky features and those curly hair fallen elegantly on his forehead.

"Oh! Wait I know this human Issss .... Iss ... Is this Uday🙃?"

Neena ( mah cousin) - Yeah ! He is 😉. Is he reminding you of your childhood and your damnnn craZy crush on him.

Meera - Did I say it out loud😬😬

Neena - Unfortunately you did ......... Girlll are you blushing ??🤭🤭

Meera's POV

I did not realise when my cheeks turned red 😳 Or maybe it's the blush I had put on.

Tryna escape this awkward situation 😬 ........" No its just the one I had put on , the one I recently bought. Isn't it really pigmented??" .......... Pheww

Just realising that even DJ gave me a hand by playing

Radha on the dance floor...

Radha likes to party.....

Radha likes to move that......

Desi Radha body ........💃💃💃

In no time we all cousins were on the dance floor and DJ playing one after another all those sassy bollywood songs capable of making no one resist. Dance floor was full of people hoping , hooting, doing hook steps and showing off best of their moves.

My eyes again discovered him from the dance floor and traced his path ,how couldn't they he's such an eye candy and knows well how to stand out of a croud. Making all this happiness, fun and madness momentary .....Soon everything went blurry and dark for me .........▪️◾◼⬛

When I opened my eyes, found myself lying on a bed in a room with my mom and cousin beside me.

When she saw me gaining my senses, she was all teary, but the irony was I could not remember an inch of it.How I landed up here?????🧐🥴

Soon caught up with my memory and remembering that embarassing moment forced me to shut my eyes again.

Meera's POV

I met my entire family, relatives and him after ages and all I could do was win this embarassment for me . How could I even do this to me?? 😣. How could anyone ever do this to them . Even people who were wasted would have not done this .

AAaaaaaaaaHHHhhhhhhhhhh..............😫😫😫😫

my soul was screaming...

How could I fall right on my face on the table loaded with drinks just right when our eyes met ..🤫

But why am I even thinking much? He was just a childhood crush ....and so what if he's still handsome ...... I have nothing to do with him now after last time when he treated me like trash. Yes! Neither do I have anything to do with him nor does he. And we'll even not see each other's face until any wedding is around, and until we both are attending it.

Reassuring me with this fact and done with doctors examination and injection session I immediately fell asleep

ACESO◇

Today it was haldi ceremony of my cousin's wedding, one amongst the many rituals in which turmeric is applied to bride and groom as it cleanses and purifies the mind, body and soul. The ceremony signifies as auspicious start for the bride and groom before entering into holy metrimony. It marks the beginning of new life together, and for this i got ready in dazzling yellow sharara all full of excitement again yet with the pain in my back reminding me of yesterday.

On reaching the venue i acknowledged everyone beautifully dressed in various shades of yellow and in the mid of tall handsome guys my sight landed on him 'UDAY' dressed in yellow chikankari kurta hugging his body lightly showing all his work at gym.

Suddenly when our eyes met and he gave me a swift smile i waved off my eyes from him in embarrassment as if i was caught drooling. Another day another embarrassment...........🤦

Soon fragrance of various delicacies filled my heart with joy and i could feel my stomach grumble. while enjoying my food, being seated on a table someone took a seat besides me and i could not gulp the food inside at that sight what a surprise my high school crush is seated besides me with that charming yet annoying smile.

Uday - Are you ignoring me?

Meera(still in shock) - who me? No not at all! i wasn't knowing you're here at the wedding.

Uday (with smirk on his face) - oh!!! sorry i thought it was you who fell in excitement on seeing me.😅😅😅

Meera (red in embarrassment) - don't you think you should be concerned about my back, rather than pulling my leg.

Uday - oh sorry again!! it was my concern drooling out of my face.

Meera (leaving the table) - i guess you didn't like me enjoying my food.

Uday (holding Meera's hand) - i am really sorry please sit and finish your food.

Meera seating herself with a grin.

Uday - how are you and how is your back now?

Meera - Well all is good, back is in a bit of pain, you tell how's your life, still a casenova?

Uday (giving huge laugh) - i was never a casenova it was my charm that all those girls were attracted which you could not handle and now are complaining.

Meera - I am not complaining it was just a question 🥱🥱

Uday - do you still have crush on me?

Meera(red again) - Noooo.....who said so?

Uday - your actions, as i mentioned earlier you were caught ignoring me....

Meera - as i too mentioned i did not notice you.....you're not even that handsome that could be acknowledged in a group of people that easily.

Uday- so you agree I am charming by doing just the opposite of what you just said.

Meera (rolled her eyes)-yeah whatever!!! 😂😂😂

Both laughing at this hysterical conversation.

Meera's POV- it's been long since we sat like this and had a conversation but it's refreshing after a long time......... and even I regained my knowledge about him being a casenova but a human with good heart.