The SIN To Love
The sin to love
Each and Everyone has done a sin
either intentionally or unintentionally
it's another thing that some people does it Openly
and some .... choose to hide
I'm not a celebrity nor am I a famous person
I'm just a normal man ... who works 10am - 7pm at my office
the company also doesn't belong to me, it's our family business which was established by my great grandfather
the things we wanted was always given to me , my sister and my big brother without even asking
but still there is always something which will never belong to you
because .. it's not yours
it was never meant to be yours
so you see ... I have nothing of my own
including my heart and soul
which was already taken ..
still my heart betrayed me ..
still In the corner of my heart there's a bit of hope
but I know it clearly ... the tiny bit of hope that I have well hidden will be crushed badly
owing to the fact that my love for her
it is my fault that I have originated this ?
The Sin to Love
I walked to my mansion like home
even if it's big enough to call it a palace but I prefer to call it a home
a home that includes warmth .. love and care .. a little shouting ,anger or fighting .. but it's alright
no one in the world has a home that isn't build like this
and if there's nothing like this ... then it's not a home
as I walked further I could hear lots of voices .. Some young … Some old … And some babbles of the babies
and I could also see the crowd of people's sitting in the main hall … Singing some marriage songs while tapping a Dholak (a two-headed hand drum)
While the drumming was going on some girls and boys were dancing on the songs that were sung by the old aunties
as I retreated my eyes .. My orbs found its way to my happiness, my breath, my life
and my eyes and face soften … Like it found its relief
She was enjoying while sitting on the ground, clapping her hands that held some green bangles with her matched green outfit
and that's when I was clean bowled
so simple yet so ravishing
A big smile was fixed at her face …her bangles clashed with her other hand while she clapped and cheered for those who were dancing … She laughed when the dance moves became crazy
and the sound that her bangles induced was melodious and her laugh … It was heaven ..
The Sin to Love
My eyes couldn't resist but to stare at her more .. her smile makes my day
it was never enough for me …
I was, and I am happy just to stare at that beautiful angel face
to tell you the truth she is scared of me.. why ? .. because of my anger
she runs away from me whenever I am around … Just like an angel escaping a demon
AAHAAN SRIVASTAVA
{chuckles}
I never understand why is she able to make me this happy and a smiling fool … Whenever and wherever I hear her or see her .. my Stoic face becomes happy like a kid
just the thought of her is able to make me go euphoric and crazy like my heart beat
I snapped back to my senses when I was pulled hard by my sister Arushi to dance along with them ..
ARUSHI SRIVASTAVA
Come Aahaan {dragging him to the main hall}
AAHAAN SRIVASTAVA
nah .. Mujko nhi jana (I don't wanna go)
ARUSHI SRIVASTAVA
come on please .. It's your wedding
AAHAAN SRIVASTAVA
{sad smile} 🙂
every time I hear someone mentioning my wedding .. something breaks like a glass .. and that's my heart
ARUSHI SRIVASTAVA
at least for me ... 🥺
AAHAAN SRIVASTAVA
No please ..
ARUSHI SRIVASTAVA
{made him stand without listening}
every chillar(young people) party started to hoot in joy
as they started dancing around me .. While I was standing in the middle with an expressionless face doing nothing ..
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