Rafi silently places the flowers next to Sara. Without greeting, he took the bouquet in his hand. In a love relationship, when one is very tight-lipped the other needs to be spared but unfortunately, as Sara is tight-lipped Rafi can't find anything to say in front of Sara. As a result, their exciting moments pass silently. While moving the flowers given by Rafi, Sara burst into laughter like a child. Rafi looks at it with fascination. However, his fascination did not last long. Seeing a boy lighting a lighter from the side, he got excited and got up, he dropped the flowers from his hand and held his head with both hands. Shaking his head at the same time said,

“Mother left the stove burning… the bottle of kerosene… all the kerosene spilled out… fire fire. The fire is spreading all around... I can't and I can't Rafi, the pain is..intolerable"

Rafi hugs Sara to calm her down. After a while of consoling Sara, when Sara calmed down, Rafi asked her in a serious tone,

"Are you taking medicine? And the therapies? Did you do the exercises I told you to do at home?"

"Doing everything right. There is no change in the situation. Do you know what the pain is? Sometimes I feel that I am responsible for what happened that day. I was in the kitchen, I could have turned off the stove immediately."

“Shut up. You were very young then. And I am trying my best, please be patient. I don't like seeing you in pain like this either.”

Sara was silent, as silent as a man could be. Rafi also knows very well that it is not possible to get words out of Sara's mouth today. And so he stares unceasingly at a sad face amidst long black hair.

Rafi let out a sigh as she dusted off Bailey Love's book. Sara is introduced to this. Rafi had just completed his M.Phil. in Psychiatry and entered a medical school as a Psychiatrist. One of his first patients was Sarah. He becomes empathetic when he hears the story of how a girl with a sweet smile suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder. Enforced since then. Sara's house caught fire once when she was very young, Sara's mother, father, and only elder brother all died in the fire. Sara somehow managed to get out through the open door. But since then he started suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder. Deslai behaves incoherently out of fear even when she sees the fire in the stick. Whether it is because of his sense of responsibility or because of the responsibility of love, Rafi tried no less to heal Sara. Talk to senior doctors and read various books, journals and articles. In every way, he tried to make Sara healthy. But luck did not help.

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Rafi cannot contact Sara for 2 days after that day. Sara's mobile is switched off. He does not come to the medical office as usual. Rafi was forced to attend his house with a little hesitation! Rafi takes a sip of tea and glances around, Sara is nowhere to be found. Even if someone speaks in this small house, his voice can be heard from here. Sara's aunt is sitting on the front sofa. 35-40 years middle-aged woman. Usually, such women are focused on TV serials, cooking recipes and marriageable daughters. But right now her thoughts were the reason for the sudden arrival of the handsome man sitting in front of her. Rafi was the first to open his mouth, hesitating to break the silence, ignoring his watchful gaze.

"Sara comes to me every day for therapy, but she didn't come for two days. So I came to find out what happened. As doctors, we also have a responsibility."

"You may have done so much because you are a new doctor. Sara took two sleeping pills the day before yesterday. He was taken to a nearby hospital and washed. Thank God he is still alive.”

Rafi braces himself while getting up. For a moment his surroundings became a blur. No, Sara must be cured now.

There is a swirl of silence all around, but not exactly silent. There are words, but between a pair of young people, speechlessness is equivalent to speechlessness!

"Sara, I would like to say something."

"say"

“You have another method to solve this problem. But…”

“But what? Why didn't you apply it for so long?"

.“I was afraid of losing you. Moreover, it is not yet approved for humans. But in your current situation, I have no other choice. Your health is paramount now.”

Sara remained silent, the short-spoken girl not knowing what to say at the moment. Can't even understand what it has to do with losing him. But Rafi is thinking that if he recovers, he will not have a relationship with Rafi!

Lying on the surgical bed, Sara's face is just this. Oxygen mask on the mouth, although the oxygen supply has not started yet. She looks at Rafi, wanting so much for Rafi to trust her right now, to reassure her that everything will be alright. The short-spoken girl cannot overcome her shyness and make this request to Rafi. Rafi also looks at Sara with sad eyes. And after a while, he can lose Sara or both of them can start a healthy and beautiful life together. No one but the Creator knows what will happen.

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Rafi started supplying pure oxygen through the machine. Xenon gas is slowly added to it. While increasing the amount of xenon gas, he comes in front of Sara and lights a desalai stick. Fear appeared in Sara's eyes. The body trembled with convulsions, and after a while, he fell unconscious. Rafi turns off the gas supply. He removed the mask from Sara's face and waited for Sara to regain consciousness. Even a moment is equivalent to an era to him.

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After Sara regains consciousness, she is silent for a while. Then he asked Rafi,

"Where's aunt ?"

"Maybe at home."

"Will I be released today? Or will i have to stay admitted for a while?"

Rafi doesn't answer and stands in front of Sara. Sara sat up and tried to find an answer to the question.

 Rafi lights the lighter to check Sara's condition. Sara narrowed her eyes and saw it. said with annoyance,

"Do you smoke in OT too?"

"I don't smoke"

"Then why did you light the lighter?"

"so"

Rafi realizes Sara's problem is over. Don't be shocked by the fire like before. But the real test is yet to come. Seeing Sara trying to get up, Rafi hesitates and says,

"Would you like to say something about marriage at home?"

"Sorry doctor, whose wedding?"

Rafi sat down on the surgical bed in a daze. Seeing Sara's questioning look, Rafi realizes that what he was fearing has come true. Rafi's eyes started shaking with water. He muttered,

"I was afraid of this!"