Sexologist (Taekook)
Alone
Sometimes it's hard to understand yourself.
Your feelings, your emotions.
What you feel for others.
Do you really feel for them or is it just your brain yelling to you to not hurt their feelings?
You always consider others feelings but what about you?
"You are on my to-do-list tonight. May i have a taste of yours?"
The man grunted as he thrusts harder inside the person laying under him. He was totally covered in sweat and the whole room was smelling with their cùms.
???
Do you? *Whispered softly*
The male's hands traveled towards the younger legs, spreading them wider as he thrusts more inside.
Jungkook was laying on the bed covered in sweat, his eyes closed as he felt a sudden warmess inside him indicating the elder had just came inside him.
Jungkook
Y-Yeah, i do like it.
Lie, that was a big whole white lie.
Even though he was just laying on the bed, as his husband was busy eating him, he wasn't feeling anything.
He wasn't feeling the plèasure which he wanted. He wasn't even aroused during the entercourse.
Kook always wanted a sweet, sloppy, loving and tender sèx, which he wasn't getting.
Jungkook groaned as he felt the elder coming inside him for the second time, but he barely even was hard!
Jungkook
E-Enough, Baek...
The elder, Baekhyun pulled himself out as he flopped beside Kook, panting heavily.
Baekhyun
That was good, wasn't it? *Panting*
Jungkook
Y-Yeah, it was. *Fake smile*
Jungkook
*in mind* I do love him, but why it always feels empty whenever we do anything.
Jungkook
*in mind* Everything is just... so unrealistic.
Jungkook closed his eyes as he covered himself in sheets, closing his eyes, when he felt that the elder was up.
Baekhyun
Kookie-ah! I will be going.
Baekhyun
*Pecked Kook's forehead* Look sweetie, you know how much i am having works.
Baekhyun
My boss will peel out my skin if he will get to know i have pending works.
Baekhyun
You can understand, right?
Jungkook
*in mind* He is always like this. He'd barely come home, and if he'll do, he'll go again in next few hours.
Jungkook
*Nods* I can understand.
Baekhyun
*Smile* I will be back tomorrow, alright?
Baek smiled at Kook as he made his way towards the washroom.
Jungkook
*Closed his eyes*
Jungkook sighed heavily as he increased the temperature of heater inside his room. He wanted something warm to cuddle.
The washroom door opened as Baek walked out in his clothes. He glanced at Kook who was facing the wall blankly.
Baekhyun
Kookie, don't be sad.
Baekhyun
I will try to come this evening, okay?
Jungkook didn't say anything, not even turned towards him.
Baekhyun
*Sigh* Take care of yourself.
Baekhyun
Good night, love.
Baek walked out of the house leaving Kook again in that house, all alone.
And this is how, their story begins.
Going out
Jungkook woke up by the sound of alarm. He looked around the dead house, which he once used to call home.
He stretched his arms only to crack down in pain as his body shivered.
Jungkook
This shitty backache! *Groans*
He laid back on the bed and grabbed his phone. He opened his phone and saw:
(1) New message from Beakhyun 🐷
Baekhyun
📲 Good morning love. Today, we will be going out at evening. Be ready~ :)
Jungkook closed his phone as he Sigh out heavily. These things now doesn't excite him.
He recalled how when Baek used to take him out, he used to squeal in excitement. As the time flew by, his seven years of journey with Baek started to fade away.
He was no longer that excited pup who used to squeal around for a treat.
Jungkook
*in mind* I wonder if I am right here. I guess, there is something wrong with me.
Jungkook questions himself. How come he is loosing all emotions? He was slowly fading like sun when night appears.
Jungkook
Why am I so anxious for absolute no reason?
Jungkook sighs in defeat, as he is dead sure, he donno anything.
Jungkook looked at himself in the mirror. His eyes were showing no emotions and his skin was dead pale white.
Jungkook
*Picked up a bottle of perfume*
He hates being dolled up. To him, his face is beautiful without makeup. His face is as tender as a petal, who is born pretty.
But, his husband doesn't like that.
Jungkook
*in mind* I've spend my seven years with him and i am tired of getting dolled up in these years.
But what could he do? Nothing.
Jungkook sighs as he placed the bottle back in the drawer and closed him.
Jungkook
*Staring himself in the mirror*
He was interrupted by a door bell. He lazily got up and made his way towards the main door to find his husband on a phone call.
Baekhyun
📞 ....call you later. Bye!
Baek cut the call and looked at Kook. His eyes widen and he smiled brightly while looking at Kook.
Baekhyun
Gosh, love! You are looking beautiful now...
Baekhyun
*Held Kook's waist*
Jungkook blushed. Who wouldn't blush when their husband call them beautiful and smile at them?
Jungkook
T-Thank you... *Looked down*
Baek smiled as he grabbed Kook's hands and intertwined their fingers, capturing Kook's palms into his.
Baekhyun
We are going out... Let's go. *Smile*
Kook nodded and walked out with Baek.
Only if he'd knew, the best moment is yet to come.
Mr. Kim
Many thoughts were waving in Kook's mind. Was he not a good husband? Is there something wrong in him?
Is he not capable of love and affection? Is there something wrong with his body?
His mind was filled up with numerous thoughts, but they were soon interrupted by a voice.
Both the couples got up from their couch and made their way inside the room.
The room was blazing with light, coming from window inside. The white furniture and white walls of the room made Kook to squint his eyes, due to sudden brightness.
The person said as he picked up a pen and a notepad, and started going through the file of them.
???
Hello, Mister Byun and- *Looked at Kook*
Kook was looking down feeling uneasy as he was busy fidgeting his fingers, Nervously.
Baekhyun
Byun Jungkook. My husband.
Taehyung
Well, I am Kim Taehyung, or your therapist.
Baekhyun
Nice to meet you Mr. Kim. *Smile*
There was a minute of silence as Mr. Kim was looking in the folder, keenly.
Taehyung
First of all, please relax yourself.
Taehyung
Consider me as your friend and speak out everything that you guys are facing, okay?
Jungkook, who was till now looking down nervously perked his eyes up, meeting the dark orbs of Mr. Kim.
He didn't pay any attention to what was going around him. He was awestruck when he saw a literal person in suit, staring at him.
Mr. Kim stared at Jungkook for few seconds and then crept out a soft smile.
Taehyung
I am saying, don't be nervous.
Taehyung
Feel free to share your thoughts.
Feel free to share thoughts? Such thoughts that if he share with someone, they may find him a creep?
Should he share how bad his sèx life was? Should he tell that he feel ashamed of himself, and his body for not reacting?
Should he tell how alone he used to be all the time? Or, should he tell, he was forced to come here by his own husband and he found themselves losing feelings?
Jungkook
Y-Yeah, will try to.
His mind was still back where his husband suggested him to visit a 'sexologist' as he found Kook's body somehow weird.
Taehyung
So, please express your feelings.
Taehyung
I'd want Mr. Jungkook to speak up first. *Smile*
Taehyung
*Nods while smiling*
Now, this is something which Kook doesn't want to speak.
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