well it is my first time making a story and yeah the genre doesn't even fit anyway enjoy~

It was dark, i feel nothing.However i get enough food, drink, sleep, etc.Sometimes i will also play but i sleep a lot.Theres nothing in here but at some point i feel safe, it was warm..........then after 9 month suddenly there's really loud voice coming and i can breath, i feel like there's light everywhere it's feel weird but then that when i heard "Congratulations, it's a girl"."What should we named her?"."Chito"."I love it, darling".Yes i was born, what a miracle.

Chito was a kind,smart,loving girl.She was beautiful.Everyone love her, she was a chubby girl when she was first born, a healthy girl.She loved playing she loved pranks she was a nice girl.She was the middle of six siblings.She had one older brother and one older sister, one younger sister and two younger brother.She was a kid who can't stay still, always playful and this is a story about how her life turn 360°.Or perhaps not what she expected to be.

At this time, Chito was four years old.She's in the Child Care Center since her parents is a teacher and very busy that no one could take care of her.Well, her older brother and sister were already in primary school.She was a very easy going and understandable child so she didn't cry when sent there.Well maybe because she's used to it since she was already there when she was one and a half years.One day, she's got into a fight with a boy where the boy messing around with her, she push him cause of annoyed.The boy cried.The teacher scold(in a soft way)and told her that's wasn't a nice thing to do even if she's mad at him.Well the teachers doesn't see what happened so they blamed her for making a fussed and ask her to apologize to him.She's never got really mad than this, she's frustrated that she's the only one who should apologize.Well she didn't apologize and goes onto another room and stayed behind the door as she was crying silently.The teacher ignore it as they thought that was her fault (and yeah the teachers doesn't even know she was crying). After crying she goes to the toilet to wash her face then go eat.She even barely eating as she wasn't in the mood.But she forget it sooner or later so it doesn't really matter.She got a really good memory so it was pretty hard to forget it but normally she will ignore it as there's nothing she can do anyway.But it was all fine, she's been taught to never feel hatred to anyone even if it's cost her life.

Life goes on, Chito is now already in primary school.She is second smart in class since she already learned in kindergarten and Child Care Center.Well not a lot of people would actually sent their child to school in a early age except her parents(her parents is busy).Chito has a lot of friends cause of her personality that's is unique and also normal in a one way.When she was first sent to that school she's a crybaby, how?. Chito is a matured yet overthinking girl so when she was apart from the one she loved she will overthinking. Because of it, she would go to the toilet when there's no one around and cry. Yeah cry. "what if they die in an accident" . "what if grandma's got heart attack all of a sudden". "j-just what if something bad h-h-had happen". "will t-t-they leave me alone"."i wasn't ready"."oh god, please don't take them yet im not ready" said Chito while crying (wht the hell is wrong her, man).Then goes out like nothing happen(what a two face).

When returned home she will always check if anything has happen while she's gone."huh?am i being to dramatic" she said and laugh off. Then continue her normal day. Day passes, now she already ten years old.Her classmates known her as extroverted girl.She is quite popular in school, her classmates, teacher, everyone know and loved her.There's nothing that can go wrong at this point. Or maybe not. As she started growing she realized something called 'favourites'.She started to analyze the thing she shouldn't. There's no turning back from this.And then she realized that everyone has a favourite even if they say they don't. Like her aunt favourite niece is her older sister. Her uncle favorites was her older brother and so on.She even tries to search for who favour her. "Is it mom?". "is it dad?". "or perhaps other aunt and uncle". Finding this then she realized that her mom's favourite was her first son.And her father favourite was her fifth.Things could not go more wrong. 'yeah sure'. After observing a little while, it is more clear than nothing that no one likes her like they like her other siblings. "Maybe just one person". "one person who love me more". "why can't i be like them(her siblings)". She then realized again "there's actually one person who love me the most". "and it's grandma!". "now who is the best grandchildren ever huh" said Chito in a sad tone cause she knows that one day that this only person will soon die.

Chito turn eleven years. And things got pretty messed up. She still is extrovert, joyful kid. But things got more complicated with a family problem. Chito has a strict parent. She cannot have phone yet untill 15.Well that's the rule. It's fine since Chito wasn't even like playing with media to begin with. "ughh, playing phone is so boring". "You literally sit and watching screen all day". "Wasting a lot of time while others is struggling just to survive"(her opinion about phone).She just loves to interact in real life more. The things is every siblings in the world once fought either cause of a simple mistake or a big one. And it's normal. They just have their own way. Chito has a lot of patience but when you have crossed the line you are done for. She was once fought with her older brother and accidentally scratch her brothers eye. And yup its bleeding. It was pretty bad but she was infact already holding her strength because she respect him as a brother is...... Although her brother put everything in the line, either way she feel really bad and blamed herself for that. "aaaaah!this is all my fault". "im so dumb". "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU, CHITO!!". "He didn't even did it that bad".(its ok chito.its his fault for pulling your hair first)

The fight got stopped by their mother. Without even apologizing they goes into each room. The next day, they have to go to school. Chito wasn't even worried what kind of stories would spread about her if her brother told everything to his friends. All she think was how to apologies and how to fix the situation.(uhh, its not your fault that you are so strong chito). They goes to school without even looking and talking to each other, Chito wasn't even be able to look at her brother face since the scars still fresh. "how's his feeling?". "he must think i am the worst sister ever, didn't he?"(her thought)". In the other hand, "am i to rough?". "has i gone a bit to far". "i shouldn't have done that to her, she didn't even want to see my face". "i guess I am a terrible brother, should have keep her safe and now im the one hurting her".

On the way home, her brother laugh and said to her "did you know what happened at school today?hahaha". "what?why are you laughing?(ouh he talk to me)" replied Chito. "(ouh she replying) well you see this scar that you gave me? you know what my friend said?". "(ughh, of course i see! im the one who give it to you) just get to the point" replied her again. "hehehe well they said that i look so cool with it". "cool, heh?" looking at her brother with a side eye. "yeah, cool like an anime character from naruto, kakashi!". his brother answered with excitement. "(im glad he's fine) heh, well you look more like a homeless to me". "how dare you shithead". "if i was a shithead then what was you, remember we are siblings" said Chito while giggling. "(she's finally smile) im sorry but don't you know you are adopted we're not look a like at all, hahahaha". Without even realizing they already forgive each other.

However, whenever she see that scar on his brother face she will blamed herself again and again. A few days past, she's having a convo with her friend that when she suddenly faced her brother best friend(Khai). "ouh! look who it is if it's wasn't Chito" with a smiley face on. "ouh, Khai hi". She knows that maybe her brother already told Khai about how he got the scar from. Well it was his best friend after all. "hey, next time you have to keep your brother away from cat, hahahah even cats doesn't like him". "how can he even got that wide scar just from a cat, hahahahah" Khai then walked away. "ouh so he lied to his best friend". "a scratch from a cat, i see". She laugh as she wasn't expecting that to happen and said "bro, if you were gone then who's going to look after me later". She was happy yet sad at the same time. Later on the scars on her brother faced faded. (huh, look like he's not going to look cool no more~well whatever it is, the story has to continue)