Oh gosh today is my first day at work . I gotta be quick . my hair is so messy . I need to make good impression !

I just reach my destination. Oh my god this is so big . Wait I can’t even I am working here gosh ! Am I that lucky person thank you god . You are my truly supporter . Here I am introducing. I am freaking nervous . My leg are shivering. I can see so many handsome boys . Also stunning girls . I wanna laugh right now but I can’t . Suddenly someone open the door . I can feel my heart racing so hard . That I might faint right now . My ex_ husband Murcus . What the freak ! Why he is here ?

God why my life is always get mess when I am happy . I just wanna run away .I wanna ran away . I need to pretend like he don’t exist. I got this man !

Are you capable working in here ? Murcus asked

Of course ! You can see in my resume I said

I said confidently like I don’t even know him . He also acting like he don’t know me that’s good . I inhaled long silently . I can’t even breath !properly they are staring like they saw a gosht . Intro was over . So I got out of the room . I should go to toilet . I was holding pee since from morning . Omg toilet was big as my apartment.

I am done . As I was walking toward my work way . I saw Murcus . Standing front of me . Is he waiting for me ? . I am freaking nervous . After all these years happen to me still I get butterflies for him ! I am freaking mad at my self for still loving him !

are you purposely following me ? Murcus said

my foot man ! I said

I think you should move … on Murcus said

do you think I love you dream on man . I said

I just ran away . I can’t stay single second . I can’t even have conversations with him properly . What does he think himself . Does he think I am obsessed with him my foot . My mom was right I can get boy as much as better than him . Now I really think I should move on . His words make me freaking angry . I can’t cry man I can’t cry control control control Bianca . I just got text from my besti . Thank god this notification distract my mind .

Hey wanna go to club ? Jessi asked

meet my besti jessi . She was my friend since child . She is one year older than me . She is very kind but not other . You better not mess with her she is short tempered !

No … I answered

come on still him ? Let’s rock it today ! Jessi said

I willl think about it … I said

here I am wearing red skirt , so much revealing . I am freaking embarrassed by my cloth but it give me confident

after long time I am in club . My whole body is hyperactive ! Lucky Jessi got hint by someone . Now I am drinking alone here . when I look around . I saw Murcus and his friends. Oh my god I gotta hide or I gotta grab a boy.

Hey one boy said

just perfect time I wink at him . I am controlling my laugh man . The way I swing my body hahaha. I can’t even imagine what I look like right now !

Hey I said

My name is Jonas . He said

my name is Bianca I said

so .. wanna grab some drink ? Jonas said

sure? I said

he was pretty good looking . To be honest I feel teenage right now . Going club and all I miss all those memories . So we exchange our account ID. We talk each other so much . I even forget about Jessi ! . I gotta chapter close .

I think I should go . I said

why ? Jonas said

I feel sorry for him . He get into my trap . “Hahahah” . His good looking make not want leave but I can’t do it . If I keep talking with him then what will happen ?I also don’t know ?you know it’s club so …

so what you say ? Let’s keep in touch .. Jonas said

Sure ! I said

He is good . Here I am in washroom . Jessi in washroom throwing on toilet pot . Eww although I warned her but she didn’t listen . I carry her toward Texi . I tell driver to drive her safe . Lucky that she got trust worthy driver . I can’t be sure but judging by his appearance he is hahaha. when I was about to call texi . Murcus pop up ! I am freaking unlucky

Want ride ? Murcus said

no I already reserve texi .. I said

I want to discuss with you so get in Murcus said

sorry it’s getting late so let’s discuss later I said

get in my hubby \~ he said

Yuck it’s creepy okay I’ll get in I said

My heart is racing so hard . I don’t know . I need water . I need to act cool . So I got this . But why the **** is he staring at me . It’s make my whole body hot . I don’t know if I will be able to talk

So ? He said

what do you mean so ? I said

sorry if you are busy he said

did you just summon me for this ? I said

he is coming closer . What should I do man ! My eyes is closing …. He locked my seat belt what the !!is that joke ?did I got flop ?. I don’t how should I react . Did he know my intention? I can feel my face is becoming like a tomato right now . He is smiling like he noticed !! .

What were you thinking ? He said

nothing … I said

I just reached my destination. Just as I was about to get out of car . I saw that he was looking at me . I remembered about the thought of kissing . It’s driving crazy .

Goodnight …. He said

thank you for the ride .. I said

I look back at the road . He already left . So I went toward my apartment. I quickly lock the door so no can open it . My heart oh my god racing so fast . I am thinking about that stupid thought again and again. It’s so embarrassing

...Thank you very much from beginning ...