“So here’s is the traces of chemicals which are really beneficial of killing other microbes” The voice was coming from a old looking professor wearing white gown and standing in front of a table containing hundreds of glass jars. He was picking each jar at once and explaining it’s characteristics.

“So if you drop this on plate you can see through the microscope some spores will start to spread away” he was now explaining through the microscope. All of students were taking there turn in the guide of professor. They were just doing the exact steps that Professor Marshall did ( an 50 year old man) but wasn’t even married yet.

Professor Marshall notice clearly the  unusual thing in the class. Something was missing so he raise his head up from the microscope and started starring on the group of students with eyesight glasses resting on his nose. His eyes took a stop on a girl  resting her back on the table, looking peacefully outside the window by curving her head.

That is me,  a 23 year old girl named Emerson Ellia wearing white gown and beneath this , I was wearing a black hoodie and rough jeans. I was famous by calling Emmy. I had straight blonde hair but wasn’t long enough to touch my back. Her brown eyes was ( shining) by the light of sun coming from the window.

“Ahm ahm!” Professor Marshall Groans. But she didn’t listened him.

“ Miss Emerson Ellia” he called her name so loud that the other students also got to know who was missing all the time in this class.

She just got stunned for a second to hear her name then came back into her senses. She saw bunch of students looking into her, also the Professor was starring at her.

“ Yes …yes sir” I said hesitantly. “ Focus on this project I’ll handed this to you later” he replied

I nodded and stood up from my rested back.

The whole group of students were gathered around Professor Marshall,  and was watching him silently doing the experiment. At this point, when he was just finished by removing all the green spores from the plate, a voice break in

“ Gathered up !! They messed up again”

It was lily who just showed up for 10 seconds and yell the sentence by sticking her head inside of the class window.

“Omg again” I said running towards the door. I can hear bunch of students following me as I walked across the corridor to reach the main gate which opens into huge ground. I rushed towards the university gate. I can clearly see a group of medical students already gathered upon there.

“ Lily are you crazy??” I was shocked to see her doing red paint from a bottle on the car.

It was latest model of Tesla. I can clearly tell ,this car owner is Morris, the weirdest person I ever knew.  “Emmy he parked it on my place!” Lily was sitting on her knees and was professionally drawing a huge ' asswhole’ on the car

“ Wrong spelling Lily” I pointed with one hand as my other was resting on my head seeing all this crazy stuff going on. I knew something bad gonna happen.

“ I know my love! But this sounds cute “ she winked at me.

“ Ugh lily stop he will be here anytime “ as soon as I completed my sentence. I can see some boys showed up from behind the car. There was also a tall girl with them, who was holding several rollers ( painting tools) in her hand.

“ Lily have you lost your mind?” I can’t tell if he expected this before? Or was just acting like feeling rage.

“ Mr. Morris next time don’t you dare to use my parking lot!” she pointed on his chest. How confident she is. I was hiding behind lily trying to revise every magical line that can end up this fight peacefully

“ Please god not now….lily stop…. Don’t ruin our please “ I whisper her.

“ You freakin ….” I can’t hear the next word, also I didn’t stopped calling at her back. When I observed why someone became silent I opened up my eyes. Lily ,Morris as well that tall girl with Morris "Issa" was starring at me

Lily said “ Come on don’t be so childish Emmy” she seems to be angry on me.

“ Lily lily lily “ it was Morris “ try to keep guards who can at least protect you, it is not an equal fight and this paint can’t put dirt on my mind to abuse on you. So try better next time babysitter” he turned back but wait did he just ..

Yeah he just winked at me right after he looked at me again and completed his sentence “ don’t involve that little girl in our fights..you know I never get a vibe to fight whenever she is here “

Did he just called me a baby who needs a babysitter?

Who am I to him. I am just way too irritated with these daily fights. Thank god it ends peacefully at least today. But I can see a new rage in lily eyes. Was she going to taunt me as a baby

“ You really need a babysitter now Emmy”

“ wait what? Lily come one my mummering wasn’t loud”

“ it was loud enough to let professor Marshall  in that room to hear Emmy “

“ and yes” she said “ there was no fun of wasting my money on this spray..just because of your childish behavior"Then I saw her leaving the crowd and approaching towards the university. And I ‘ Emmy the baby ‘ just kept frozen to my place looking downward where I can hear people taunting at me, calling me a child and blah blah.

And just all I need is my confidence. Which I always tends to loose many times a day. The only way which can get back my confidence is my breath.

I just took a deep breath 1 2 3 and here you go. I got normal.

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Yellow cup, Green cup and now orange cup in my hand. Yeah I just finished three cups of coffee. It’s too much caffeine but it felt a drug for me. I just can’t stop taking my daily dose. “ Stop now and listen to me” Henna my friend approached. She had a bob cut and was wearing black romper looking cool as always.

She snatched my cup, putting on the table and starting to act like she is interested to know what exactly happened this morning.

“Damn! Did She really ruined his car!? And he didn’t freaked out? No man I can’t believe this“ Henna was much surprised. Yeah I expected that face but I think she was overeacting.

“ Or..I can say that was You! “ she pointed at me “ You saved lily from not going to jail”

“ me? “ I was confused. Oh ! That babysitting thing. Omg not again.

“ You act like a dumb and that’s get Morris attention from not getting freak out Wow” her mouth clearly rolled on saying WoW.

“ Hena don’t you think he's gonna report that paint soon as we left”

“ I know “ . “ so do you really think that lily will be in jail? For a day?” I was trying to hear a refuse from her But

“ obviously”. “ Obviously? And you are sitting calmly here? “

“ So what am I supposed to do? Morris never gonna listen to my apologies regarding that freaky prank of lily “

“ But Hena she will be in jail as well she will get charged”

“I know my baby! This Jail is the only way to teach her some ethics” Henna was sitting really comfortable with one leg resting over another and one finger which was  continuously scrolling Twitter.

“henna what if!” I can’t complete my sentence as I have no potential

“ yes if …if you can get there to apologize maybe he can be convinced like he was convinced to gave up his rage when he saw you “

“ Hmm ..wait what!?” “ Yes now get up and rushed into him otherwise Cops will be here in few minutes”

I know  I was going to say exactly that sentence but wasn’t prepared mentally for it.

“ Would you help me ?” I hear myself saying this

“ Yeah you can call me when you get there I will appreciate you”

“ idiot you are coming with me right now !”I ordered her

“ Don’t treat my like your husband” henna taunt at me .

“Put an ex before it!” I corrected her sentence.

“ wait did you really get a divorce?” she was shocked in a sense of happiness.

“ Yeah I’ll explain to you everything but only if I have lily with me tonight who can buy me fried chicken and beer for the story”

Okay okay , henna said and followed me through outside of the university to get other side of building.

 The Arts department

Which is also known as the place for rich students. These two buildings are separated as two different universities but are affiliated from the same System.

There was huge parking lot outside the gates. And there was also a hostel building near the gate. Both buildings hostel was situated at back of each other.

I went out from my university and just reached the parking lot. I was thinking of going to Morrison University Art Department but luckily I got him in the same place where the prank happened this morning.

Morris was on his knees, taking look into his car current situation with two of his friends standing aside.

“Look who’s coming” It was Nick who pointed an eye on me. He in fact, alarmed Morris of my presence.

When he got to know about me standing beside him, he stood up and dusted his hands and then took a glance at me.

I can feel his eyes moving from my foot up to my head.

“ Couldn’t find a babysitter yet?” Morris and his taunts never ends.

“I wanna talk about something” I confidently said. It was the confidence I took by taking three deep breaths.

“ Yes we are listening” his arms was resting on his chest waiting for my apology. In this current situation, I really don’t want to apologize for this. And the reason is his attitude which never ends like his taunts . Ugh what a irritating personality he have. He deserves what lily did with his new car. You know show off things.

“ I need you Morris for a minute” I pointed upon his friends to leave us alone but they keep sticking with him like bubble gum eww. “Can I repeat Miss Emerson Ellia? We are listening!” and here goes his rude mode.

I composed my face, trying to give a apology look. I know I can’t hide my anger on my face. Few hair’s on my forehead Will not gonna help me to hide my expression

“Morris lily hadn’t such intentions, she just got mad about taking the previous incident with you” I was looking downward now. In such a way, my flicks were along with me hanging down to my ears.

“Let me tell you one thing Miss Emerson! This Car!” he pointed  on car at his back “ worth much more than that freaking Scooter”

“I know she can’t pay this off, but you didn’t even apologize about that scooter” I tried to get him so he can feel disappointment too. But I know he is Morris.

“Oh Come on Emerson!” he took a deep breath, in a way to calm him down then he finally says up

“ I know she can’t pay but cops will make her to pay”

“No don’t call the cops, I swear she will never mess up with you again” I just freaked out of hearing the cops name. He literally starred at me for couple of seconds like he want to laugh on my expressions but no I was wrong

It was again a taunt time

“oh right! Who’s gonna babysit you after that?”

And here my potential breaks.

We were a few steps apart but I crossed it. One , two , three and here I was right in front of him and his bodyguards were still standing aside from him.

“Morris I’m here to end one topic…but don’t make me to start another one”

“Are you threatening me?” he also came across a little distance which was left between us. I can feel his warm breath on my cheeks now. But no ! I didn’t hesitate. Who was he? A millionaire? Nope! He just a thrown away child of his family.

“Try me or leave it”

“Try me or leave it” I challenged him ! Did I ?

“You know what” he smiled for the first time in this frustrating conversation. He took a step back and rest his arms along his car. “I am not interested in this childish challenges so…. Remember this is the last time!”

I turned around on hearing his last words.

I want the confidence on my face in order to talk to henna standing a few feet’s away, watching all this apologies scene going on.

One breath, two breath and yes I got this.

I rushed towards the university gate. Not to study but to write something. Yes I really got something to write right now.

Here’s is the total map of this place, my whole routine in this tiny place. From the road, there is a huge parking lot which is maintained and occupied by both departments. Then there is two main gates at some distance. One is left , the other in right.

Like the way, my university is on the right ( the medical department) while the arts department is on left. After crossing the main gates, here’s come my hostel. Just at left of the gait where the guard tends to sit for the duty.

Same as , arts department have hostel in the right side.

In this way, both of the hostels buildings are situated opposite to each other. There back meets.

My Dorm is on 3rd floor, the top floor of the building. Funny to hear but it’s truth. The building have only three floors and a roof top because only few students took advantage of hostel. The rest of them prefer the apartments in this city.

The day was shedding and I was sitting on my study table working on my laptop. I wrote a whole page of my feelings but continuously my finger touch the backspace and all of it got remove. I just got a lack of Concentration. It’s just because of high music sound coming from my left wall which touch my bed. In fact, the frame of our group hanging on the top of bed with the wall clock is also shaking due to high bass.

I just can’t focus so I stood up and walked upon my bed with shoes. I attached my ear towards the back wall and knocked with one hand.

“Stop it nick do you wanna  die tonight” I screamed.

“Nick stop it” I beat the wall harshly so he can hear me and luckily he did. Now the volume is pretty much medium which can allow me to continue my thoughts.

I opened the “Clare’s thoughts” account on my Instagram and started again where I left earlier,

Temporary attraction is just a attraction

I don’t need to be worry about that as

It doesn’t last long

Until I bound myself with several activities

It will usually go away like it doesn’t even last earlier or ever

Sometimes I just want to be in a relation so I can feel what actually happened after that

Means

Emotions? Happiness? Cuteness? Personality knowing?

Yup a lot of that

But

But wait I forgot the main point

Temporary attraction

Means one side love

A better chance for the other person to also have feeling to love you in return

But in the time, we are living we better don’t know the both side stories whether it’s true love or not

We better not rely upon it

We better not cry for it

We better not wait for it

The things we should do is

Patience

And a little laugh on yourself and walk away

It will felt pain

But trust me as soon as you walk away

A day will come when you will realize he or she was no way perfect for you

A day will come when u will realize that it was for a purpose so u could met your future partner after that

So just laugh

With tears or pain in your chest

And just take one step

I know after several months hardness

Life will become very  lighter

Like someone lifted up the pain

Posted………….2 minutes ago

My bar, actually my job place. Not a huge place but have a very accurate sitting around the beer corner. There is no music, just people come sit around and take drinks of their choices, share their misdeeds with me whenever they are not in their senses and went away.

It's my daily routine and I got much more ideas from there of writing my thoughts on my Instagram page.

“Scotch Please!” a young woman wearing a red party dress approaches me. She looked really pretty and was really depressed too.

“Enjoy your drink mam!” I handled her a bottle of beer with a wine glass. It took at least 5 minutes to her finishing the whole bottle. And now it’s time to speak up.

.

“Then what happened?” we were talking continuously from the past few minutes. She was betrayed by her boyfriend. His boyfriend doesn’t seem to be cheated on her in fact he stolen a bunch of cash from her.

“All boys do just time pass! … Mrs?” look like she forgot my name again  as I have already told her 5 times.

“Emerson but call me Emmy” she nodded.

“You know what Emmy! The real thing which hurts here” she pointed a finger on her heart.

“ what?” I asked standing in front of her , in fact I was a little bend down on the shelf trying to listen her. She was speaking so low because of that beer.

“What hurt is…. The person always get red flags but ignored it by giving your love a chance” she shook her head “ but no !  love never deserves a chance , I know something was doubtful between us but I let it go because I loved him” She was really hurt. I can feel right here in my chest. No doubt she was the prettiest woman I have ever met, she can get any other guy in just few seconds but what a person can do with his looks if he or she is dead inside.

She needs time.

Time to heal

“You need time, trust me you will never gonna  remember who he was!” I tried to console her.

“yup I do ! “ she nodded her head carelessly, like she was deeply affected with the beer. She stood up picking her bag up to her shoulders and raised her hands towards me.

I throw my hands to her warm gesture.

“And Emmy you know what  I did when I got to know he had an eye on my money?”

I was curious to know so I asked furtively

“I handled him and wished him best of luck smilingly” A tear drop from her left eye. The pain!

“what the heck? Did you really!? I can’t believe “ I was much shocked to choose words so I split whatever came to my mouth.

“Yeah because it was the last thing that could make me happy, let your love to be happy knowing that he can’t be Yours” What she said must get Oscar award from my point of view. Who can betray such a amazing woman. She had so much affection in her company.

Then she just got disappear as she never exists.

When I came into my senses, where I was revising her words on my mind, I felt something under my fingers

Lara Florist

Near Becking Plaza

She left her card? . Great I’ll definitely visit her someday. I wrapped up my work and tried to get home soon as lily and Henna are waiting to listen the Ex Husband story.

Ugh A Long Story

I hope that I will not forget the prettiest lady in my thoughts on that time when I will try to explain that frustrated story to my friends.

I hope……

_________________________:)

“Wait wait wait ! So you are telling me that you got divorced the last weekend?” Lily who just arrived a few minutes ago interrupted in our conversation.

“Yup finally got a breath of relief!” I said by laying on my bed. Both of the girl’s were sitting in the carpet near the bed.

“Emmy I’m still confused

What made Jack to agree on this?” Henna looked so much curious right now. I can’t let them know the real reason but they will not let me to sleep until I will not speak up.

“We had an agreement” it was so much difficult to say

“Actually we decided that we should take some time to settle ourselves first”

“Emmy I can bet You will not gonna give him a chance in future” Lily was fed up to know the real reason. We completely forgot our morning blunder.

“Lily Dear! At least I got rid of him…now let me sleep now!” I sweep the blanket all over my face to avoid them. Lily got up to make her bed but henna doesn’t seems to digest all of the conversation we had.

“Emmy you just gave him a temporary promise?”

What? Did she just said promise? I guess she got me wrong. The way of me to tell them I get divorced from Jack was not correct. Maybe I should tell them what’s the real reason…No privacy is much more worthy.

When I didn’t spoke up for a while, she snatched the blanket from me

“Henna it’s really cold don’t do this” I got up from the bed to get back my blanket.

“tell me first !” she felt offended.

“I swear it’s not a promise we made! It’s just an agreement of court…Court announced that we both need some time until we get involved in someone else otherwise this divorce will usually ends up in a year ! Now give back my blanket” I rushed towards her back and snatched back my blanket.

I jumped into my bed switched off my lamp and waited for both of them to sleep first. Lily was all sleep but henna was still awake as I can see her phone light coming from my left foot side. It’s a triple bedroom of course.

As soon as I closed my eyes something hit upon my mind. Those words!

Let your love to be happy knowing that It can’t be yours

I opened up my Instagram account and posted this line.

I know it will also get a lot of likes but I’m much interested in it’s comments.

I opened up my last post of “Temporary attraction”

And I scrolled down it’s comments. It got 10k likes, I run through a warm smile on my face but as soon as I saw that comment my smile turn into laughter,silent laughter in a triple bedroom with two persons sleeping right now.

Clare’s why you always exactly right about everything? I wish I could meet you

                                                     @MorrisonHemerson23

Morris? It’s not a shocking thing to know. He is my posts fan from the last year. He also opened up a separate fan page for Clare’s thoughts. But it’s funny to know, he doesn’t know it’s me behind this account neither my friends know about it. I always kept it hidden as I don’t want forced followers from them. I like to hear the original negative comments about me.

I didn’t saw lily following Clare’s thoughts but henna sometimes talk about it like

“ I bet this is cheated content she must have stolen it from the website” or sometimes she says “Why I always feel like Clare’s know what’s going on present with me” it really makes me laugh sometimes.

( Fingers press on the little heart at side of Morris comment )

Okay my fan you deserves a little sympathy from me

Another day, another schedule. Today after class, I have to sneak out near the book store. Actually I have organized a locker over there. It’s for my fans emails, letters, gifts. You can guess I’m pretty much famous in Istanbul. Today was class of operation. Professor Meck performed two operations in front of us. He taught students one by one taking them to the operation theater where brain or heart surgeries were being done.

Being in the medical field, I don’t even know that our heart is actually white in color. Like we rinse off the practical piece and it turned out pretty much white in color.

“Gross !” henna said by holding her nose in an awkward manner.

“Henna dear you also got one of these hearts” I teased her. Then I raised up the plate where the white heart was lying peacefully and showed henna.

“Take this away from me Emmy or I’m gonna kill you with this knife” henna picked one of the operation tools.

“Henna if you don’t like this organ can I take out of yours?” I carefully put it back on the table.

Then I remembered something. Oh yeah I have to go. There were 5 students in the room which were enough not to let Professor know about my presence so I turned slowly and walked towards the door in order to run away.

“Hey where are you going” henna didn’t say up. In fact she almost whisper with her eyes

( I pointed with my fingers) “Washroom” she nodded in a way that she will not let the professor know about me.

And I rushed out the hospital department, crossed two straight corridors. Then a long wood door appear which is automatic in function. After that, there is a bunch of plants in the hall, in front of that is the canteen. I turned left and rushed towards another door which took me towards the main gate of department.

Finally I made it again. It was the class time and no one is allowed to sit or walk in the park.

I can’t see any single person in the park, so I kept on walking sneakily.

When I approached the university gate, I hide myself besides the plant and waited for the guard to get away from my side. It was a lucky day, as he started walking I run towards the parking lot outside the university gate.

Where did I park my bicycle? Oh here you go.

I also had a backpack with me, which I hanged in the basket in front of my bicycle.

“in a hurry? Emmy” someone called my name. I become freeze to my place but as soon as I turned around, I felt relief. Nick was standing in front of me now. He was also holding a backpack

“Actually nick I was…” I tried to find a excuse but he broke in my words.

“No worries I’m on the same job too” he winked at me. Then he throws his backpack on the back seat of his car but instead of getting in the car he came and pull his hands towards me like he was asking for my backpack too

“Can I trust you?” I said hesitantly. I feared that maybe he will betray me and gonna tell the professor about me bunking the class.

“You and me doing the same thing, if I betray you, then you have a proper right to do the same thing to me” He again asked for my backpack which I handled him easily. He never been so nice to me. So I was curious what’s the matter now. Is he trying to flirt with me? No nick is not that type of guy. He treats me like his sister. No doubt our group had huge fights with them but me and Nick never get face to face. We always try to avoid the fights by standing at the back of the candidates.

He start the car and run it on the road towards the Main market near Hagia Sophia mosque.

“Nick you didn’t ask me yet where I want to go?” I felt a red flag. He didn’t know about my destination, in fact he was driving so confidently.

“ Don’t worry Emmy I’ll ask but firstly I have to pick Morris on the way” when he said Morris, I wish that I could jump out of the car right now. What’s wrong man. Why he always kept interrupting me somehow and others.

Ok relax. Just take three deep breaths to face the cruel.

He stopped the car near the main market in front of the sweet shop. After waiting for 2 minutes, the backdoor opened and Morris got inside.

“Hey how are you guys?” he was arranging his bags in the seat when he noticed me “Ms Emerson so nice to meet you! You didn’t brought  up your babysitter on this bunk day?”

Did he really know I bunked my important class. Probably, he knows because it’s our time for class. But wait It’s their time too

“Firstly, yup I did bunk my class like you both did

Secondly, nice to meet you too

Lastly, if you don’t mind can nick baby sit me today?”

Nick just laughed while driving

“Dude I always told you this girl is interesting !” nick said

Morris felt a little offended so he clear up his throat like he want to say something really bad to me now

“ that’s exactly seems jack words” He said to Nick.

It felt really bad to me. He just taunt me about my ex husband

Of course, Jack was his best friend, they both were really close to each other until jack went to US.

“He is in US right Emmy?” Nick said this time to cover up Morris words.

“I don’t know we don’t usually talk to each other” I said by rolling my fingers with my skirt. It become a really awkward situation in the car.

“Ok it’s your personal matter” nick seems to be a really sensible person.

But Morris breaks in his words “Jack told me that you are getting divorce from him”

But Morris breaks in his words “Jack told me that you are getting divorce from him”

Morris can you please shut up, I really wanna say this right now but I just kept quiet. I know nick will defend me.

“Maybe but Morris it’s their personal matter don’t interfere” nick said, then he looks at me and asked about my destination

“Jawahir Plaza” he nodded.

When I said the plaza name, Morris starred at me from the back mirror with curiosity. Then he lowers his eyes towards his phone.

“Nick can you post this letter to the plaza” Morris handled him the letter. I can’t see what was written on the top of envelope but the envelope was purple in color. Unique choice.

“Bro again? You just delivered a few days before” Nick was saying this professionally while driving the car.

“Actually I loved her recent work so..”

Her? Oh maybe he is sending the letter to Clare’s.

Or maybe I can say, he is sending this letter to me.

Wow it will be really funny to read Mr Morris expressions.

When he stopped the car near plaza, me and Nick got out of the car and went inside but Morris didn’t make a move with us.

Having letter posted, I thanked him to drop me in the plaza. He asked if he can pick me after I completed my work but no I refused. You know it’s a great thing for me, at least he dropped me there.

When he turned around to get back to his car, i shouted at his back.

“I will soon find out the reason of this favor Nick”

He heard me saying this, so he turned around shockingly and after understanding my purpose, he throw a huge shy smile towards me.

This smile means Yes there is a thing he wants my favor in. So we will see. But now it’s my time to get my PERSONAL stuff from the locker.

I entered my dorm as quickly as I can. Lily was taking a shower and henna Seems to be not around so I wore off my shoes and jump straight to my bed.

I also have a box with me which is filled with different kind of stuffs.

Jewelry, letters, gifts also there is a key chain.

It’s a really cute key chain which have a little purple heart.

Not that kind of heart that we make with our fingers, it’s a real human heart.

Unique choice I like it.

Putting the key chain aside, I opened the letters one by one. Having read of them, I started that purple one letters.

Mrs Clare, hope you doing all well. I wish this letter could reach you. Actually you just posted in your Sunday activity about letting your lover go.

When I was twenty years old, much older to get mature but unfortunately I wasn’t mature that time. I always tried to be selfish. I didn’t let my lover to get far from me. I used to be scare of being alone. But reading of your posts healed me day by day.

I just left Everything behind. Now it’s just me and my career. I’m thinking of spending my only savings on a restaurant so it can give me a positive feedback.

That’s only because I let my lover to be happy without me.

That’s only because of you

I just wanna say thank you

                                                            Love

                                                        Morrison Hemerson

Aww cute to read. By the way, there is nothing cute in his attitude. He is just a rude person I have ever knew.

Wait! Morris is going to open a restaurant?

When I had bunch of purple letters on my lap, suddenly the door of restroom opened.

Lily came out, looking so fresh right now. I hurriedly hide up all the letters in the back of my pillow. Thank god she didn’t notice

“Henna went somewhere?” she asked

“She hadn’t arrived yet” I replied by putting my back hardly on the pillow so she can’t notice a burden under it.

“Emmy she came before you” She said while putting her sock. And now she is rubbing her both hands with moisturizer, it’s her daily routine

“Ok let me text her” I picked up my phone and texted her.

“Its late ! Went somewhere????” Message sent.

After hardly a gap of one minute , the notification rings…

“Rooftop wanna come?” she replied

“Ok 2 minutes”

“She is on the rooftop, I’m coming in just 2 minutes”

I jumped off my bed, then I remembered something.

Unnoticeably, I put the blanket all over my bed.

“Let me guess Did you broke up?” I said

“Come on Emmy don’t make stupid jokes”

I know she is single, and really happy to be alone. But something is wrong, why she is sitting in the middle of the night at the roof top, looking into the moon.

We both were sitting on a iron table which is used to give a shadowy place to the ventilations.

Our legs were crossed, and we both were dressed in black hoodies, covering our head with back caps. Only our face was enlightened with the light of moon.

I can see the Dark reddish brown hair of Henna resting on her both cheeks. She looks so innocent and chubby right now by her face.

She is also gorgeous ,in fact she is my friend.

Then I got to know, why we were sitting at the rooftop in the middle of the night.

Because it’s the Friday night.

The night which art department spent on doing the barbeque at rooftop.

That rooftop is exactly about a small wall of distance from our building. In fact, we can easily jump into the other building but we never tried. Actually we never been so much compelled to do such thing. Thank god.

When we both were almost whispering in our conversation, we heard a group of people busy in their talking and were approaching at their rooftop of the building.

They didn’t notice us, because we were too silent to sit as well to talk.

We both can hear the exact conversation but the problem was, there were too many conversations at the same time there. Well who care! In fact myself is not interested of hearing their useless talks.

“so is that your purpose to spy on them?” I whisper in her ear.

“umm nope I just want to sit alone for sometime Emmy” when I asked why she opened it up.

“my mom called me like an hour ago, she is in trouble”

Then she explained the whole situation to me.

Her mom tests, getting infected from Aids. And now laying in the hospital in a really bad condition. The reason is , her mom found out the disease after so long.

My heart melted in a second to see her cry. Oh Henna was crying. What should I do? I never been into a situation to console somebody. I kept on seeing her for some seconds then it comes a involuntary actions of my arms folding around her back.

I hugged her so tightly and didn’t say up anything except

“It will be okay trust me”

We kept on hugging each other, we were in a position that somebody can guess we both were freeze to our places.

When she stopped crying and I felt her arms stopped shaking I kissed her on her forehead.

She smiled in a way to say thank me back but…somebody interrupts

“Sorry to interfere do you guys wanna try some barbeque?”

It was Nick asking by raising a plate in his hand. He was standing right across our building wall

 We both looked at nick in a shock , then back to us. We burst out of laughter.

The funny thing is our eyes were getting swollen, but we are laughing with these eyes trying to make them happy.

Such a non realistic entry nick has in our emotional conversation.

“No thank you” Henna said by moving her one hand.

“Yup thank you” I