What Jimin wanted was love. A sheer pure love. He wanted to be loved and to love someone with all his heart, body and soul. What Jungkook wanted, was the same as what Jimin wanted. But he wanted to be loved by a certain person. A person he loved so much that he couldn't help but think about all the time. Someone he loved so much, that he knew it was wrong and so he rejected him. Because he was afraid that it wasn't mutual. He wanted to be loved by Park Jimin.

BUT WHAT HE DIDN'T KNOW WAS THAT HE ALREADY HAD WHAT HE WANTED.

Jimin loved Jungkook so much that everytime he was rejected by him, he felt like he couldn't live anymore. He thought he at least had half of what he wanted because he found someone to love with all his heart, body and soul.

BUT HE ACTUALLY HAD ALL THAT HE WANTED.

♦Jungkook liked Jimin the second he layed his eyes on him. He always was so positive and optimistic, it was something that Jungkook really liked. He wasn't exactly the opposite of Jimin but he didn't have as much energy as Jimin had to always be positive.

♦Jimin had a crush on Jungkook the very first moment he saw him. With his big eyes, black hair and lips that looked like they were the softer lips in the world... He was kind of perfect in his eyes.

Jimin being a straight-forward person, he decided to show with actions his feelings to Jungkook instead of telling him.

It started slow, unnoticed, neither by the members, neither by Jungkook. It began with nicknames (Jungkookie, Kookie, Golden Maknae,...), little hugs, praising him, sit beside him everytime,...

But it didn't last because Jungkook wasn't noticing any of those actions. So Jimin decided to be more daring. He began to touch him; his arms, hands, back, neck, even his thighs...EVERYWHERE. He said on shows that he really liked him, he wanted to go out on dates with him, he said he was cute, so handsome,... He became VERY clingy. He was asking Jungkook to kiss him at any time, for any reason.

It started to annoy the members and they tried to distract him, to stop him from going after the maknae.

♦Jungkook was also annoyed by his hyung's behaviours. Not because he didn't like it but because he LOVED it. It was driving him crazy. LITERALLY.

Everytime Jimin touched him, his heart began beating so fast he was afraid it would explode. His skin was on fire even if he touched him through his clothes (especially when he patted his thighs). When Jimin said he liked him, he practically could feel himself blush.

Jungkook couldn't stand it anymore so he began to reject his hyung. He was everytime more and more harsh, in front of the camera and at the dorms. Because Jimin was clung to Jungkook even off camera.

What he couldn't stand was that it was so confusing ! The hyung was so sweet and caring with him (more than with Taehyung) but he couldn't help but be jealous when Jimin was glued to Hoseok or Taehyung or even Yoongi. He would hug Jungkook, then go play lovey-dovey with Hoseok.

Yes, Jungkook was jealous, he loved him but couldn't do anything because he didn't know if it was mutual and if it wasn't, he didn't want to break their friendship because of that.

So he decided to get over his beautiful hyung as quick as possible (seriously, it was too much to endure for a hormonal teenager...).

Jungkook POV

It has been a few weeks since I have decided of getting over Jimin hyung. At first, I thought that it would be really difficult because he's always glued to me. But thanks to our manager, we are really busy with our upcoming comeback for our mini-album "Mood For Love pt.1". So because we are always practicing, we are very tired and hyung doesn't have time to be clingy with me. It is relieving but it kinda bothers me... I feel like something is off...Like a part of me is missing... But I mustn't think that way. I'm going to put my feelings aside and bury them deep inside of me and continue on practicing our title song's choreo.

It is very beautiful. Our choreography, I mean. Very artistic and full of emotions. Mainly love. Sad love. Like, even if it hurts you, you can't do anything but love this one and only person. Just like me with Jimin hyung...

"...Kookie ? Hey ! Kookie ! Are you alright ?" A sweet voice awakes me from my thoughts. I turn my head and see Jin hyung looking at me with his "umma" face.

"Y-yes... I'm alright hyung" I say while grabbing my bottle of water.

"Are you sure ? You messed up 2 steps of the choreo and you didn't seem focused. Is something bothering you ? Do you wanna talk ?" Asks Jin hyung while getting closer to me.

I want to say "Yes, hyung. You know, I love Jimin hyung but I decided to get over my feelings for him because I'm afraid it isn't the same for him and I don't want to be rejected and break our friendship. But it doesn't seem to work because I just keep thinking about him, every single thing reminds me of him". But instead, I reply with a smile

"Yes, I'm sure. I'm just a bit tired, we've been practicing for like 5 hours right now and I'd like to take a break. And nothing is bothering me."

"Do you really wanna play this game, Jeon Jungkook ?" Namjoon hyung surprises me with his deep voice coming from behind me. I turn around to look at him. He has an expression almost unreadable but I can see that he feels kind of sad and also like...pity ? I don't know... I should know him better by this time but I still have some problems with reading him (particularly) because since he is the leader, I think that he must've developed a "control my expressions because if I have bad news or problems, the members mustn't be aware of it" reflex. But instead of going on with my analyse of Namjoon-ie hyung's face, I said

"What game ?" with my best innocent face, even if I knew what he was talking about.

"Don't make this face like you really don't know what I am talking about maknae" he says with a menacing finger pointed at me (I would expect Jin hyung doing this because it is a "motherly" thing).

"I really don't know hyung" I reply with a confused face before running out to the other side of the practice room.

How does he know that ? But what does he know exactly ? The fact that I love Jimin hyung or the fact that I want to get over him ? Or both ? Does he know something I don't ? About Jimin hyung's feelings ? NO ! Jungkook, you can't think about Jimin right now. Breathe, relax... Okay... Everything's alright...

"Jungkook. What happened ? Are you okay ? You messed up the choreography... Is something wrong ?" asks the dance teacher.

"I'm okay, nothing's wrong. I'm sorry, I'm just a bit tired, that's all..." I reply a bit annoyed.

" Are you-"

" YES, I'M SURE ! WHY IS EVERYONE ASKING ME THE SAME THING ? CAN'T I MAKE A MISTAKE ?" I shout and everyone turns around to look at what is happening. I meet Jimin's eyes and flee from the practice room to lock myself up in the toilets. I sit there and start crying. I don't even know myself why I'm crying but tears just keep on rolling down my cheeks so I let them because it helps me feeling a bit better.

Then, I hear someone knocking at the door and saying with a really sweet voice

" Jungkook... Open the door please..."

Jungkook POV

It's Yoongi hyung.

" Kookie-ah, open the door" he says.

"N-no ! I'm sick o-of all of you ! I don't want to s-see you !" I reply while my tears slowly stop falling but my voice is still shaking.

" Were you crying ? Why ? Come out please"

" No... I wasn't crying. And I won't come out, I just said I don't wanna see you"

Yoongi hyung doesn't reply and I hear him whispering with someone behind the door. Then, I hear Namjoon hyung's voice softly saying

" Jungkook, unlock the door. Let me in, I want to say something to you"

I hesitated a second but unlocked it. I was curious of what he had to tell me. And he is the leader after all.

" Thank you Kook-ah. Now, let's talk. What's happening to you lately ?" he says with a serious face.

"Nothing..." I begin.

" Don't lie. I know all of you and I can see that there's something bothering you."

" I-I... don't want to talk about it. And it seems like you know anyway" I say with a pout.

" Well... I-I'm not sure about it. I have an idea but I won't tell you. You have to sort out things youself and if I'm right, it won't help you. But if you want some help or advices, I'm here" he replies with a smile.

" O-okay... Thanks, hyung"

" Now, let's go back to the practice room. Maybe the teacher will let us go home early thanks to you and your issues" Namjoon says, laughing. I glare at him but smile anyways, while going out of the toilets.

Jimin POV

Lately, I've noticed that Jungkook is distant with me. He rejects me but isn't distant usually. If I was in my normal state, I'd go behind him and be all clingy but I'm not my normal self those days. I have finally decided to get over Jungkook because he makes it clear everyday that he doesn't like me, even a bit.

So today, we are practicing our main track's choreo and, obviously, I can't concentrate because of Jungkook. He looks very tired, like he is about to faint and he keeps getting the steps wrong. When we take a break, I see Jin hyung going to talk to him with his "umma" face. I see Jungkook smile but I can see, even from the distance, that it is a fake smile. He looks preoccupied but I don't know why and he wouldn't tell me if I asked him. So I go towards Hoseok and Taehyung who are playing around but I can't stop thinking about the maknae. I turn around to see the dance teacher talking to him and then, Jungkook shouts at him. Our eyes meet for less than one second but I can see that he's sad and confused. He runs out of the room and the moment I was going to go after him, I stopped myself. Everyone was looking at me until Yoongi hyung decided to go after him instead of me.

I was talking about the choreo with Hoseok because I found some steps difficult when Namjoon hyung asked me

" Why didn't you go after Jungkook ?"

" Excuse me ?" I ask, confused an surprised.

" I said, why you didn't catch Jungkook. Can't you see that he has some issues ?"

" And ? I don't get your point. He is always so harsh and mean with me. I don't understand why I should be good to him if he is like that with me." I coldly say.

"Because he is our maknae. He is the youngest. And we are a team. If someone is having a hard time, we must be there for him. That's how a team works. We are a family." answers hyung and when he leaves, I suddenly feel guilty for what I said about Jungkook.

Yes, he's mean but I love him and even if I decided to get over him, it isn't so easy. He is so cute, and I suddenly want to go ask him what kind of difficulties he is facing.

When I see Yoongi hyung coming back, I ask him where is Jungkook.

" He locked himself up in the toilets. Namjoon is trying to talk to him" he replies, looking worried.

I run to the toilets when I see Namjoon enter. He closes the door and I move closer to hear what they are talking about.

"I-I... don't want to talk about it. And it seems like you know anyway" I hear Jungkook say.

" Well... I-I'm not sure about it. I have an idea but I won't tell you. You have to sort out things youself and if I'm right, it won't help you. But if you want some help or advices, I'm here" says Namjoon.

"O-okay... Thanks, hyung"

" Now, let's go back to the practice room-" When I hear that they are going to come out, I quickly go back to the practice room. I grab my bottle of water and sit in a corner of the room. I wonder what are Jungkook's problems and if Namjoon knows them, why he doesn't help Jungkook to resolve them.

I see them coming back, laughing. I feel strangely relieved to see Jungkook laugh...

" Okay, guys ! Well... I think that you've practiced enough for today so you can go home. See ya !" says the dance teacher.

Everyone is happy to go home earlier today (it's 10pm) so we quickly gather our things and get into the car.

Yoongi hyung sleeps in the passenger seat while Namjoon hyung, Jin hyung and Hoseok hyung talk about the practice and our comeback.

Taehyung sleeps at my right and Jungkook listens to music while staring out the window. I see that he is listening to Troye Sivan's Talk Me Down. I know that he really likes this song and I see him humming the lyrics. Suddenly, he turns his head to look at me and we stare at each other for about one minute when I break the eye-contact to look outside. I saw different emotions in his eyes. Tiredness, of course, like all of us, but also sadness and something like... No, it can't be...