Hiding away from my family is not really something i want to do but am not allowed to experience excessive emotions which makes me feel things, but i don't think my family even cares about me, they never even bother to know what am up to or doing" a young boy thought to himself, his fangs hiding his face underneath with his head lowered, nobody knew what he was thinking about, he had a pale skin but it was adorned with a rosy lips, he looked venerable and cute, his body was screaming protect me. He held his bag close to his arm while going to School with his buggy uniform, how he got to his class he did not know, he felt wasted, he just knew he was sitting down with many Other student around him, some of them was bickering and gossiping about him well he is a good target for bullying which he lets them do.

The class teacher entered the room and the whole student sat up tight, the teacher came in and introduced a new transfer student who will be joining the class, Ryan looked at his new classroom and introduced Himself " Hello everyone my name is Ryan Cellone" and that's all. The girls all wowed and was impressed; Looks like we got a new handsome Prince in the room" the girls blushed but the Guys were jealous, Ryan had a tall height difference and was very handsome, he was half asian and half korean, his rugged hair and unkempt cloth made him baddass without waiting for the teacher's instructions, he took the seat of his own choice without the teacher's objection to it, he took his seat beside Ren, but Ren was Busy looking outside the window not noticing the stares passed to him.

The teacher started lecture but Ryan was sleeping and not listening when Ren took out his book he noticed someone sleeping beside him so he shook the person awake but the person glared at him so he could just concentrate on his business but Ryan was already awake and stared at the person who Woke him up and found him beautiful even with the fangs covering his face, he felt uncomfortable looking at that face so he Woke up and just stared out the window but his eyes went to the boy sitting beside him, he could not see the expression of the boy so he continued staring at him, Ren looked at him and felt uncomfortable so he asked " Is there something on my face, he looked at him playfully saying "no" Just wondering how your face look, when those words fell out, he was suprised Himself so he distracted Himself by listening to the lecture, Ren looked at him and continued listening to the lecture. Not long the lecture was over and they all went for a break but Ren stayed in his seat and looked blankly, welll he does not feel hungry so he decided to save his lunch money.

Ryan looked at him still sitting in his seat so he asked whether he was going for lunch but seeing the young boy not saying anything he shrugged off. After they all had gone out of the classroom, he remembered he had to take his drugs but before he could, three bulky boys were headed his way, they dragged him out of the classroom and out to the garden...

" Give us your lunch money, we don't see you going out to eat but we are very hungry here buddy so give us your money"? Ren looked at them blankly; I don't have money with me, it's in the classroom so i have to go and get it, he didnt want any trouble but it looked like they are not believing him, one of them grabbed him by his collar and threw his fist at him. " Do you think we are joking with you", the Other two stayed beside him and looked at me playfully, i was so suprised but i remained Cool" His only thought was his drugs, i told them i would give them so why are they still thrashing me, so much for being truthful, i have not even had my drugs, i ******* need those drugs, Ren laid limp on his body. The Other two looked at their leader, Did you hit him hard? No, Shit heads he is just pretendimg, when the Other two heard this they were relieved so they kept their mouth shut.

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Ryan (POV)

"God, why do i have to transfer School dad? Why , am comfortable with my School so why?. Ryan, i don't like the company you are keeping, those friends and those bad habit you have under my watch, so you have to transfer School at least before you graduate Son. Do this for me or do you want to go to the U.S to take over my business over there; Dad, Why, ok i will listen to you but i hope it is up to my standard. Yes, son it is.

Going to this new School is just so frustrating, let me see what it has to offer... Hello everyone my name is Ryan Cellone" I said, i was used to everyone looking at me in awe but there was someone in the room that was not even looking at me at all which got me feeling somehow so without much thought i sat next to him, Well the teacher can't possibly say anything, when i saw i was still not grabing the Other's attention i decided to get some sleep but who knew he would wake me up at the last minute in my sleep, but since i don't like that, i glared at him and he left me to do his things, i was kinda angry at myself for that so i wanted to apologize but i could not see what he was thinking i was feeling bored, suddenly he talked to me, i heard no idea what i said but i knew it was not good so i tried distracting myself , he also didn't say anything also.

It was soon time for break but he didn't stand from his seat so i went ahead to call him but he didnt say anything so i left i was kinda pissed so i went to the garden to Cool my mind when i saw three boys beating a student, i wanted to go away from there because i couldn't care less but when i took a closer look, i saw that it was Ren laying limp on the hands of one of the bully.

Yeah that did it, that got me mad.

Hey Guys , why don't you pick someone your own size" I got ready to throw some punchs. Now this is School life.

Ryan looked at the three bullies boringly..

" I don't want to make this long so you three, come at me at one. The bullies looked at each other, not confident enough to come forward seeing his expressionless face but they soon got their courage.

Who do you think you are to interfere in our matter?" they sneered. Ryan looked at them in awe; Don't you all see how weak the student you are bullying is, don't you see him laying limp in the ground but since you all don't want it easy, let us get this done with.

The leader sent the two lackey forward to fight, Ryan got ready with his fist and ****** it forward at their waist effortlessly and got them flying away, the two bully fell down grunting in pain.

You are both stupid, you can't even tolerate a punch, why do i bother keeping you fools tsk, he came forward to Ryan and threw his own punches but Ryan caught it and punch him on the face, he tried avoiding him but Ryan was faster, he kept throwing punches after punches after what they did to the young boy, when he saw that he couldn't stand up again and had no strength in him did he finally let go. He ran to the boy and shook him awake " Hey, are you alright?.

Ren looked up in a daze wondering what was going on, Ryan kept shaking him up and when he gained some clarity he thought " I really need my drugs, Ren stood up and pushed the boy shooking him away since he was not in the right state. Ryan looked at him and said! Not even a thank you, that's so hurtful, he smirked playfully and stood up.

Ren didn't hear anything he said, his head was buzzing and he was not thinking straight, he took a look at the surroundings and saw the three bullies on the floor unconcious and looked at the perpetrator who was smoking a cigar. Did you do this?" he asked. Ahh, at least now you remember me, my name is Ryan Cellone, nice to meet you. Ren looked at his face and his first thought was that he is very handsome.

My name is Ren.. Ren Wen, nice to meet you too and thanks for helping me. There is no problem, i would do so for a fellow classmate" Ryan said; Ok then, i have to go now then, Ren ran back to his class to take his drugs leaving Ryan all alone. Ryan looked at the departing figure in awe so he just left like that, seeing there is no other entertainment again, he threw the cigar away and put it off with his legs and went away to who know where.

Ren ran to his classroom to take his drugs, seeing there was no one in the class, he went to take the drugs from his bag, his hands were shaking and he was begining to hear voices in his head so he took the drug quickly only then did he feel comfortable, he went to take a seat and sleep feeling exhausted.

Not long, the students came in one after the other to the class since the break was over but Ren was still sleeping on his desk soon Ryan came in and all the girls looked at him and talked about him, one of the girl asked him courageously" Ryan, you are so handsome, where did you come from, you don't seem to be a full korea" the girls blushed. Ryan looked at them playfully and said, actually i am half asia and half korea, but you girls are really beautiful" he said flattering, his eyes trailed off to a small figure by the window sleeping, the light shone on him that gave him an angelic glow, Ryan was mezmorized by this that he stood still and continued staring until one of the girls talked to him again which pulled him out of trance, he soon got fed up by their words and went to take his seat while the Guys were glowing with jealousy but he didn't care about this. Blame his father for making this decision but at least he found something interesting, his eyes trailed off to the figure again.

Ren was soon woken up by the continous stares that gave him chills, he woke up and looked at the person giving him stares vigilantly, turned out it was the guy who saved him in the garden, he continued staring but what Ryan could feel was a muderous stare before it dissapeared as soon as it came.

Ren looked at him and smiled, Ryan couldn't believe it but soon covered it with a smile also, Ren looked at his helper and felt happy he saved him, he was not able to thank him properly earlier so he thought it was not good to owe a favour.

What do you want in repay for saving my life" Ren asked him, Ryan look at him suprised but soon got over it though he didn't want anything he thought of it as a chance to Communicate more, he felt something telling him to know him better, he felt he wanted to get close to him but he didn't know why so he felt he needed to know.

" Well you can pay back the favor by communicating more, Can we be friends; Ren looked at his sincere smiled and agreed, no one had ever wanted to be friends with him before but he tried not to be emotional and lightly shook his head, when he agreed Ryan was very happy, not long the class was soon over and all the students left one by one to go home, Ren put his books in his bags and got ready to go home, Ryan was waiting for him and followed him out, he was still feeling happy from earlier, so they walked outside together and soon seperated.

Ryan thought " Today was really interesting at least i don't really regret coming to this School or else i would have made it hard for dad while Ren was thinking " Finally, class is over and am going back home, to those lonely room. I keep thinking when will i finally be free or maybe i should just go hide myself away but at least i got a friend today, i pulled myself from my thought thinking about the new guy, well he looks interesting, he is also handsome" I thought feeling my cheek getting hot so i tried distracting myself, i pulled out some candy from my bag and chewed on it, well let us see how this will be.

Ren got home and greeted his parents, his mom was busy in the kitchen cooking while his father was reading his file focusely, his mom looked quite young though she was in her 40s she was still very beautiful while the man sitting on the sofa had a suffocating aura and was very handsome though he was a little old, he was the CEO of a big company, he is very busy that he has zero time to spend time with his children but he is trying his best, one could say that their strong gene was inherited from their parents. Ren greeted him casually and proceeded going to his room.

His mom called him as she had finally noticed him.

"Ren, come over for dinner, dinner is ready also go and call for your younger brothers.

I looked over to my mum and saw her expectant face so i went to call for those two brats ( Wen Fan and Wen Min) they both go to the same High School as i do but since i don't interact much with them they avoided me in class, they had more of fathers gene. I went to their rooms to wake them up but i knew it would take some time for them to wake up so i kept on knocking until they had finally opened the door angrily but as soon as they saw me, they became meek, i figured they were uncomfortable so i asked them quickly to come out for dinner and went away.

Eating with my family had suddenly became awkward with me, the surroundings was very awkward that i felt uncomfortable but i knew it was because of my presence, everything was good until i started keeping airs, they all found it wierd but finally got over it that they just pretended they didn't care. My younger siblings ate quickly without glancing at me while my mum and dad just continued eating indifferently, i had some expectation that they would ask about my wellbeing so i took the initiative.

"Mom, i think am going to stay at home this weekend, am feeling unwell, I looked at my parents face for their reply but all that came out was.. Ren, you are an adult, you have to handle your own things, i believe you know what you are doing, if you are tired just rest ok, also your dad will be going on a business trip tomorrow with your elder brother. I looked over at my father who had not spoken a word but all he was focusing on was his meal until he finally spoke a word.

Ren, you heard your mother so take care of yourself. Having said that, he focused on his meal, the atmosphere became chilly and i suddenly felt no appetite.

Thanks you mom and dad, i will make sure to take care of myself. Will you excuse me, i want to take a rest" I went upstairs without looking back while hearing my sibling started talking nonchalantly since i was gone, that was kinda hurtful but since i was the one that distanced myself, there was nothing to be sorry for.

(Mild Abuse up ahead, be warned ..)

I went up to my room and stared blankly, i didn't know how many hours i continued staring, i got up to change my cloth and also to take a bath. I lay down on my bed folding at the sheet, i wanted to keep myself occupied but that was not working so i put my attention on the roof just staring at it but my thought was preoccupied by how nonchalant my parents were but at least they said the truth, i was not a child anymore.

Why are you trying to convince yourself, your parents don't love you, you are a burden to everyone, just someone who complicate everyone's life, they will be happy if you were gone" the voices in his head kept whispering into his head mockingly, it was unbearable.

No, no they love me, you are the one at fault, you are the one causing trouble for me, why don't you leave me alone am tired, Ren kept holding his head shouting and hallucinating, he didn't have control over his emotions and he was loosing control, he saw a glass of water on the shelf, poured the water away and broke the glass into piece, he took a shard of it and slashed in on his arm continuously until he regained compulsure, it was not painful and he did so expressionlessly, that was the only way he could feel himself, he didn't know how to stop until he thought of a smile and the person who promised to be his friend, his mind kept flashing with those clumsy movement that he stopped hurting himself, he went to take his drugs and sleep thinking of his new friend.

Ryan got home and proceeded to his room, his dad was out for business so he was the only one in the house except for the servants at home. He kept thinking about the young boy that he failed to see how suprised the face of the servants were, this was the first time they saw him smile and went to his room happily without getting angry.

Ryan got to his room and kept thinking about the boy smile, he couldn't get the image out of his head nọ matter how much he tried, he was somehow grateful he went to the new school, he had many friends but he was not sure why the feelings were different compared to them.

The young boy seemed so fragile and delicate, also very clumsy that you will want to protect him, he doesn't even pay attention but at least he recognized me and became my friend. I will be able to know more about him. I feel like protecting this new friend of mine and keeping him close, While he was deep in thought. One of the servant knocked on the door and announced whether he should deliver his food, Ryan got a little angry that his thoughts were interrupted but he still answered Yes.

He didn't feel hungry thinking about the boy just now but he just wanted to eat the food, he was quite happy and lessened the punishment he was going to give his father.

Soon the servant came with the food and served him and left immediately after. Ryan ate the food while thinking, I can't wait to meet him again tomorrow, I guess School won't be that bland like I thought, how should I talk to him tomorrow' he wondered feeling some excitement.

I can't wait for tomorrow to come, I miss him but why?" He blushed shamefully thinking about tomorrow's event not knowing the supposed person is not coming tomorrow.