Looking at the blue cloudy sky, I wonder how are my family doing right now

Are they sad? Are they happy that their burden is finally gone?

Right now I feel empty, I want to see my family, even as a ghost

I really wonder how did they react hearing the news that I'm gone

Sighing, I want to slap myself. I know my body can't take it, but I still drink sleeping pills and hurt myself

I finally let depression get over me but now thinking about it, I'm happy, I love my life as much as I love my family

I look at my small paws. I want to be human again, it's been 2 days since I came here, I thought it's just a dream and when I wake up I'll be at the hospital but no, I'm still here

I lay on the grass and closes my eyes

*grumble*

it's my stomach again, I miss being a human who can order food, now I have to do it myself

But I don't want to get up, I don't want to find some food

*grumble*

'... ALR, I'll get you food'

I get up and walks towards a river. It's the first time I look at my appearance

'It's cute' I look at my sharp teeth and chuckles 'I'm a carnivore, gosh I can't really ignore this cute appearance of mine'

Fluffy black hair but thick, It might be small but it has a very sharp and pointy canine

It looks like a wolf but have a little horn

It has a golden eyes

'What a cute little baby, it'll look very majestic one day' I look at the forest and observe the surroundings 'my eyes are clear' I ignore the fishes in the river but looks at the river for a sign of any dangerous that could be lurking

'If you know anime and read, the first mistake is going or hunting somewhere you're not sure if it's safe and no danger at all' finding a lot of small bones hidden behind the rocks in the river, I made up my mind that It's dangerous for small creatures to enter the river here, it's only good to drink after seeing some birds drink in the river

I walk away and looks for fruits

after walking around for a while, I found a fist size fruit

As I don't really know how to know if it's dangerous, I look at the ground and find some of it half bitten

at least I know it can be eaten

I go behind a bush and waited for some animals or creatures to go near to try and eat the fruit

It's been days since I first hunt, I observe some creatures while waiting

There was a bunny looking creature but have a spiky backbone, it's a herbivore, and it's the one I ate most of the time, I switch places after hunting in an area

I grow big in this few days, thinking back, I may have been a newborn but abandoned

I'm still not used to eating raw meat but it's delicious

I found out that I'm fast on my first hunt

There was a deer like carnivore here, I saw it eating a bunny while hiding

there are times I fail and got nothing to eat for a day or a few days

My appetite grow a little

I often visit the river and found out that there was one carnivore fish, It's like a normal small red drum fish but have sharp small teeth, it hunts in groups of 4-5

I'm resting today after hunting and eating fishes I know that's not dangerous

3rd person POV

A small human looking person enters the forest

It picks some fruit and put it in a bucket

It looks at a small black ball under a tree

The small human eyes shine and slowly made his way to the black ball

the black ball is sleeping not noticing the small human presence

The small human carefully picks the small ball up and put it in the bucket

it leaves the forest in a fast pace with a smile

The small human goes to the village and enters a house, a guy sitting in the bed looks at the small human. "What did you find this time, Nash?"

Nash looks at the guy with a wide smile "I found some food for tonight Big brother and I found a black ball in the forest" he goes to the bed and put the basket on the bed and take the cover off

"Isn't it cute, big brother?"

The guy picks the small ball up and looks at it. "It is cute, but isn't this a monster?" he frowns and looks back at Nash

"It looks harmless. Can we keep it, brother?" Nash looks at him innocently while tilting his head

The guy chuckles "alr, we can keep it but make sure it doesn't hurt anyone alright?"

Nash nod and takes the basket and goes to the kitchen "take care of him while I'm cooking brother"

The guy hums and put the black ball in his lap

Dazed, confused, shock and bewildered, the black ball look at the human

he bare his fangs and looks at the human after realizing what's happening

The guy smiled gently "it's alr, little guy"

The black ball looks around and sees the open door and run towards it

The guy tried to reach out to him, but he wasn't even able to touch the little black ball hair "wait!"

He worriedly looked at the black ball running towards the door

A small human appeared by the door and catch the black ball

The black ball struggles but soon give up after knowing the strength of the small human is stronger

Nash walk back to the bed and put the black ball in the guy's arms

"I'm sorry Nash"

"It's alright brother, Just don't let him go" Nash smiles brightly and goes back to the kitchen

The guy sigh and look back at the small black ball "such a cute little thing but super aggressive" he pinches the black ball little tail lighty

'Eh? ehhh? ehhhhh?' the black ball began to move around more wanting to get out of the guy's arms but the guy already learned his lesson and doesn't let the black ball out of his arm

'LET GO OF ME, LET GO OF ME! DAMN YOU!' the guy observed the little ball feeling overwhelming cute as for him the black ball roar and scream in a cute squeak way

he gently touched the black ball head and caress him

"Little guy, don't be too mad ok? You're probably a lost pup in the forest since you don't look like you monsters and creatures who live here, don't worry about it, we'll take care of you from now on"

Calming a little, the black ball give up resisting and looks at the guy's face

'.... Handsome.... damn it, he's much handsomer than me' the black ball tch and looks away while comfortably adjusting himself in the guy's arm

The guy chuckles and wait for his brother to finish cooking

Walking out the kitchen with food he looks at the two with surprise "you two get along already?"

The guy shook his head "it just calmed down and maybe exhausted"

Nash took out a small table and put it on the bed by the guy's lap, he then put the food on the table

"What do you want to name him?" ask the guy

"I do not know, I'm not good at naming, how about you name him brother?" Nash shrug and put his food on the table next to the bed

"How about Ale short for Alenihartnel" the guy looks at the black ball seemingly asking for permission

the black ball scoffed but didn't go against it as maybe the next suggestion will be worst

Nash nodded "Alright"

the guy look at Ale "nice to meet you Ale, I'm Le and this is my brother Nash" Le brightly smiled

Ale didn't look at them

2 weeks have passed since I got in the house

I learned some information in this world, Like there's monster instead of animals and there are different races like Elf and dwarves

I learned that Le can't walk after 2 days. They don't talk about it, and Le's feet looks fine

Le is an Elf druid. I'm wondering that since I am a monster If I turn human, what do I look like? Can I even turn into a human?

Sighing, I stretch my body since I was on Le's Lap the whole time

Le's brush my hair and caress my back and head, it's comfortable

Nash is out to look for food In the forest again

It's a bit boring to stay here all day, I want to stroll around the forest again

I snuggle back to Le's arm and sleeps

BANG

I jump up by the loud sound of the door opening

Nash walks in with a weird face I have never seen on him before

"what's wrong?" Le look at him confused

Nash grabs a cloth and put things in "demons attack the village, we need to go"

Le let go of me and look at his feet "..."

Nash's look at him and frown "don't worry brother, you're not a burden, you're the one keeping me alive"

There are a lot of loud sound coming from the village, Nash and Le became more anxious

"I can't move Nash, You have to leave me, You know you can't carry me with all the things you need"

"BROTHER! I won't leave you behind"

"Nash, You go first, I'll hide in the hole on the floor"

"But I can't leave you behind"

"It's alr, I'll have Ale with me"

after a moment of arguing, Nash gave up and left running towards the city after he pulled Le in the hole

With me in his arms, I can feel Le's heart beating fast, trembling and whispering for his brother to be safe

3rd POV

A standing bull with leather clothes and an axe in his hand destroys the door and enters the house

He looks around and destroy the things inside

°hey doggy° the monster look towards the door and a wolf came in

°I'm not a dog you brown sh*t°

The bull scoff °go smell the them°

°I know I know, I'm already doing that° his nose move and sniff the for a sign of humans

°there's only a monster here, the human already run out, tsk why do you have to make a bug noise and let them escape°

°you think I'm the only one? I'm not the first one to make loud noise°

°yeah but you're the second°

all this time Le tremble in fear on being caught as he heard the two grumbling and roaring above his head

the two demons go out after checking the house

Le sigh in relief and hugs Ale tightly and tear up silently

Ale who's been quiet this whole time understand what the demon's said

he felt confused as there are clearly someone here and it's right under them

an hour later, Loud fighting sound and scream of war cry can be heard in the village