Kizuato POV

I woke up to hear more yelling. Then, my father came into my room and yanked my coal black hair and threw me on the ground. His glowing amber eyes stared at my dull sliver ones. He then continued to yell at me and remind of how useless I was. I wanted to cry, but there were no more tears left. This continued for about two minutes, my father told me to get ready for school. Ughhhhhh, school. I hate it there. I put ony uniform and grabbed a piece of fruit, before I walked out the door. I arrive in front of my classroom door. As usual Itsuki was waiting for me. He was one of the bullies that make my life even more hellish.

Itsuki POV

I'm waiting for Kizuato outside our classroom door. After about two minutes of waiting, there she was. Her coal black hair flowing behind her, hee steel like sliver eyes. Elegant. Beautiful. Wait, what am I saying, I must be going nuts. I said "good morning" and got nothing back in return. I was getting more annoyed by the second. I grabbed her wrist and yelled "IS THAT A WAY TO TREAT YOUR SUPERIOR!!!!!! YOU PIECE OF TRASH. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY YOUR COMING TO THIS SCHOOL. AM I CURSED? I HAVE TO SEE YOUR UGLY FACE HERE EVERYDAY!!!!" I let go of her wrist, and noticed slient tears coming down her face. It hurt me. It really did. It was like I couldn't control my mouth. If that wasn't bad enough, I told her something that I would never forgive myself for.

Kizuato POV

I walked past Itsuki and I heard a "good morning". I wanted to answer so I didn't get in trouble, but my mouth wouldn't open. I wanted to say a "good morning" back, yet no words came out. I knew Itsuki would be annoyed. Then, I felt a tight grip around my wrist. Next thing I heard was him yelling, "IS THAT A WAY TO TREAT YOUR SUPERIOR!!!! YOU PIECE OF TRASH I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY YOU ARE COMING TO THIS SCHOOL. AM I CURSED? I HAVE TO SEE YOUR UGLY FACE HERE EVERYDAY!!". I felt bad he had to see me everyday. I didn't want him to see me everyday. I didn't want him to see my general. I wish I was invisible. I believed him and I felt bad. I felt tears coming down my face. I didn't want him to see my tears. I didn't want him to yell at me even more for being weak. I thought he would yell at about that, but no. He said something that shocked me and I will remember what he said to me for the rest of my life.

Author note: I hope yoy enjoyed the story. Please DO NOT take this to heart. I will post once a week. Have a nice day!!

Itsuki POV

"Go dive off the roof. The world would be better without you." Then, Kizuato looked up to me with a hurt and sad look on her face. Then, she ran away to the girl's bathroom. I wanted to chase after her. I wanted to apologize. I wanted to tell her I was wrong and she didn't deserve it. Yet, no words came out. Next thing I know Yatomo and Asahi were walking towards me. "Dude, wasn't that a little harsh man. You don't know how to deal with women do you?" Asahi laughed. Yatomo didn't make anything better. He just laughed and said, "My dude Asahi and Itsuki, Kizuato needed to know the truth. Itsuki was being honest." I clenched my fists. I was going to say something, but the bell rang. Asahi and Yatomo dragged me to the classroom. I went to my desk and put my head down. My soul was filled with guilt and regret. I needed to apologize to her, but the other half of me listened to Yatomo. I was speaking my mind. What was wrong with that. The teacher walked in and I realized Kizuato didn't come back from the bathroom. I started to worry. Little did I know it was going to get worse.

Kizuato POV

Thoses words hit me like a load of bricks, but it made me think. Would the world be happier without me? I mean on the bright side I would be at a better place and I wouldn't have to face this hell anymore. I felt tears come down my face. Was it tears of happiness or sadness? Either way I didn't want Itsuki seeing me like this. So I ran to the bathroom. I locked myself in a stall. I cried and cried, until I couldn't anymore. I checked the time on my phone and it was 8:30. Class started a while ago, but what was the point? So I grabbed my backpack and walked out of the building. With the money I wandered around. I bought some boba (my all-time favvvv) and continued to walk. As I was walking I saw many couples. They were holding hands, laughing, and smiling. I grew jealous. Why couldn't I be one of those people? Why do I have to be the one to live such a hellish life? Why is it me??? I stopped at a restaurant to eat some lunch. For once, I actually felt happy. I liked being alone, all by myself. I ordered some miso soup, and enjoyed it while I was listening to some music.

Itsuki POV

Kizuato didn't come to class which was weird because I just saw her a while ago. The class went on as usual. The teacher didn't seem to care at all, which pissed me off. The teacher just marked her absent. This worried me. Where was she? Was she still in the bathroom? All sorts of questions filled my head. But why did I care for her so much? I couldn't understand. I knew what I was going to do. As soon as the school day ended. I walked towards Kizuato's house. I wanted to apologize. I hope she's home. I mean there is no other place for her to be. Right?? I did say some harsh things to her. When I reached Kizuato's doorstep, I knocked on the door. Her mother answered the door. She looked confused at first then frowned. "umm.... I was wondering if Kizuato was home?" Her mothers reaction was emotionless. "Kizuato isn't home and why are here anyway? Go away kid, she'll come when she wants." After she said that, she slammed the door on my face. 'Rude' I thought. Either way I was determined to apologize. So I decided to wait outside her house. I know it sounds ridiculous, but that was the only choice I had.

Kizuato POV

After I finished my miso soup, I went to the cashier to pay. When I was about to leave the store, the lady asked me if I should be at school. In response, I told her I had a half day. She believed it! People are so gullible. I walked out and I decided to walk to the school roof. I was taking my time. This was my last on Earth so might as well enjoy it. Once, I arrived at the rooftop, I felt the soft breeze, and I saw the view. It was magnificent. I checked the time, 4:23 P.M. I wasn't in the mood to stand up and dive, so I just decided to sit and fall. I was the only one there, and it felt nice. Even though this world was a cruel one, there are some beautiful parts. I sat there for another 10 minutes before taking my shoes off. I was going to lean to fall, but before I could do anything, I felt something grab my ankle.

Author Note: PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS!!!! This was just for the story. Again I post every week. I hope you enjoyed the story and keep reading to find out what happens next. Have a nice day!

Itsuki POV

While waiting for Kizuato I sat at her doorstep. I just sat there for about two minutes, and then decided to do homework to pass time. I grabbed my backpack and I realized I forgot my binder at school. Dammit all my worksheets were in there. I decided to go back to school, no one was there and it was quiet. I quickly grabbed my binder and while I was doing it, I heard a noise coming from the rooftop. I decided to check it out. I quietly opened the door so no one could hear me. Then, there I saw Kizuato, I let a sigh of relief. As I got closer to her, I noticed something was wrong. Terribly wrong. Number one she had her shoes off, and number two she was dangerously close to the edge of the building. Then all of the sudden, she began to lean in towards the edge. I just froze there like an idiot. I as she was about to fall, my body started to move on it's own. I grabbed her ankle. She didn't deserve this. She in this because of me!! My eyes had tears in them. I felt ashamed and guilty if I wasn't stupid, not only would we be out of this situation, but she would also know something else. THIS WAS ALL MY FAULT!!! I started to pull Kizuato up to the surface, and when I did I fell in her arms.

Kizuato POV

I decided that I was done daydreaming and I started lean in. Finally I would be free, but reality had to disappoint me yet again. Someone decided to grab my ankle and ruin my best moment. I was pissed, until I saw who it was. Why was Itsuki here? Why him out of all the people? Why? Why? WHY?? He was the one who made my life even more hellish. Once Itsuki pulled me back to the rooftop, he was in my arms in less than a second. He held on to me like I was going to escape (which I probably will). Itsuki started to cry cats and dogs, (😜 get it). He opened his mouth to say something, and what he said made me gasp.

Kaname Seikatsu (Kizuato's mother) POV (unexpected right?)

I was fighting with my husband which didn't suprise me at all. He told me that Kizuato was being useless, and that we should throw her in an orphanage. I loved Kizuato even though I didn't show it. Wheb Kizuato was younger she was a positive girl, she was always smiling, but her father changed her. I didn't help her at all, I might as well be as bad as my husband. Still I cared for her and loved her, I put fruit and other foods on the table for her everyday, and I was the one to work so I could give her some extra cash. I always showed Kizuato my cold shoulder, even though I wanted to show her the motherly love I had, I just didnt have the guts. But, when my husband said he wanted to throw Kizuato in the orphanage, he crossed the line. I yelled back, "she may be useless, but she is still your own daughter. She's your own flesh and blood. Show her some love, will you? Maybe if you didn't act like a b**** maybe she would have helped you and cared for you. Look what you did. I could hardly recognized her from when she was a child. You ruined my child! You could have showed her the love she deserved, but no! You decided to make her life hell!". I don't know what got into him, but he started to hit me. He stopped when he needed to go to work. My husband is such a two face, he would act all happy and smile at people, but little did they know how hell he was. My whole body hurt and I felt like crap. So I decided to do the one thing I enjoyed. Cleaning. While I was cleaning, I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and there was Itsuki standing on the doorstep. "ummmm...... I was wondering if I could see Kizuato?" I was shocked at first, but I decided not to show it. Before I slammed the door in his face I replied with a, "Kizuato isn't home and why are you here anyways? Go away kid, she'll come home when she wants". As I closed the door, I started to panic. Where was she? Was she hurt? What happened? I started to breathe properly, its okay Kizuato stays out late sometimes, she always comes home around seven. With that I clamed down. So I went back to cleaning.

Author's note: what will happen? Also what do you think Itsuki said to Kizuato? Also plzzz do not take this to heart. Have a nice day 😊😊