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and Lee Know...

(me trying to calm myself down! 🤣🤣)

(in case you didn't already realize, this is going to be a long chapter)

(he doesn't leave)

out of nowhere...

Silence...

An EXTREMELY loud voice interrupts the thoughts

The whole room shakes

They both leave

They all leave, leaving author on the floor trying to catch breath

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[Intro: Han] Oh Woah [Verse 1: Han, Hyunjin] Winter is blowing again I wonder how much time has passed Everything has changed besides myself I get so lonely that it hurts so much I'm getting lonelier to the point it hurts I, who still miss you Am still standing in the same place Reminiscing about our old days I close my eyes and remember Kali 'Area Codes' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Verified [Pre-Chorus: Han, Changbin] Days are getting shorter and the nights are getting longer After repeating to freeze and melt My heart has lost its warmth from mere regrets We are like movie, I feel out of breath Talking about the old days makes me toss and turn again While I know there's nothing I can do I'm reminded once again as I hesitate after seeing pieces of you [Chorus: I. N, Bang Chan] Winter Falls, the snow falls Purer than anything Falls, I'll try to erase everything about you That still remains with me I loved you, loved you, loved you As you did, loved you, loved you, loved you Again it falls, the snow falls We fall apart [Post-Chorus: Seungmin, Han, Lee Know] Winter falls, oh Winter falls, oh Please fall before I fall I loved you, loved you, loved you As you did loved you, loved you, loved you Again it falls, the snow falls We fall apart [Verse 2: Seungmin, Felix, Han] I'm okay now Yeah, I'll be okay That's enough now I don’t care, go away I search for you in my memory (Find you) We were holding hands while walking back then (Yeah, yeah) It was a warm winter (Yeah) Everything was beautiful back then [Pre-Chorus: Changbin, Hyunjin] Hiding under the silent sky, I try to empty my mind Because It's easier to push than to forget, right? Whether it's the old days that I miss, or it's you that I miss I don’t know why, but I still have lingering feelings for you Even if I pretend to be strong, it only makes me look funny How many years will it take for me to be okay yeah It's only going to hurt, no matter how deep I dig into my memory I'll be the one left scarred and feeling small [Chorus: Bang Chan, Seungmin] Winter Falls, the snow falls Purer than anything Falls, I'll try to erase everything about you That still remains with me I loved you, loved you, loved you As you did, loved you, loved you, loved you Again it falls, the snow falls We fall apart [Bridge: Felix, Han] It feels like I woke up from a long dream The snow is falling and time is drifting away Will the season when I held you in my arms ever return again? I have to let you go now, but it's too hard [Chorus: Lee Know, I.N, Seungmin, Han] Winter Falls, the snow falls (Falls) Purer than anything Falls, I'll try to erase everything about you (I'll erase everything) That still remains with me I loved you, loved you, loved you (Loved you) As you did, loved you, loved you, loved you (Loved you) Again it falls, the snow falls We fall apart [Post-Chorus: Bang Chan, Changbin, Seungmin] Winter falls, oh Winter falls, oh Please fall before I fall I loved you, loved you, loved you As you did loved you, loved you, loved you Again it falls, the snow falls We fall apart [Outro: All, Changbin & Han] Ah-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la After burning everything, burning everything Ah-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la Let's end this as it is, all that remains at the end is ash Ah-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la I'll burn your heart along with the winter wind Ah-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la And fly it far away, now instead of us only I remain Song: Winter Falls by skz

He's kneeling on the floor that's covered in glass, his hands and face bleeding, a scar on his arm from his shoulder to elbow, crouching over a photo

******* tries stopping Jisung from leaving, but Han pushes him to the side

Despite seeming not to care, Hans heart was aching so much Han felt like ripping it out and throwing it out with the picture for betraying him

He turns his back on ******* and starts walking away, tears marking a slow path down his cheeks that were once full of life

Inside the room

He falls onto his knees, ignoring the sharp corners of the glass poking into his skin

They were only a small pain compared to the huge empty hole tearing apart his chest, consuming his ability to think, feel, talk or move

His muscles have gone numb, his clothes and skin torn by the shards of glass he fell ontop of, his eyes red from crying, face wet from his tears, his hands reaching to where Jisung once was

His vision closes in, black dots appearing, his heart kicks into overdrive, as if trying to fight back against the cold hands creeping over him, the hands that promised no more care, no more hurt, no more feeling as if speared by the hurt in Jisungs eyes

He let's the darkness cover him and falls limp on the glass, his heart promising never to care about anyone again, before being overcome by the dominating black

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Verse 1: Bang Chan] I see the ashes up in the sky 너의 목소리도 들리는 난 널 향해 손을 뻗어 봤자 얻는 건 공허한 마음 [Refrain: Changbin, Han] 겁 없이 달리다 널 놓칠까 봐, I shout, shout, shout 수없이 불러 봐도 난 다시 한번 더 외쳐 난 너의 그림자처럼 붙어 있어도 so far, far, far 영원히 이렇게 지낼 수 없는 난 [Pre-Chorus: I.N, Seungmin] 날 둘러싼, fauna and flora 먼지가 돼도 I really want you back 곁에 있던 fauna and flora 미안한 마음에 다시 쫓아가 now [Chorus: Lee Know, I.N] I'm catching uh-uh-uh-uh Uh-uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh Uh-uh-uh Uh-uh-up I'm catching uh-uh-uh-uh Uh-uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh Uh-uh-uh Uh-uh-uh-up [Verse 2: Felix, Hyunjin] I can feel the rage burning up inside my heart Knowing you're no longer here I can't stop thinking about what I could've done But 'til this day, I live in fear I fell apart, burnt to the ground Got nothing but ashes in my eyes It's black and cold as night I wish I was there with you by your side I don't know if I can sleep well tonight They tell me to keep movin' on Yeah, I'll never be the same But I know that deep in my heart I'll carry all the pain [Pre-Chorus: Seungmin, I.N] 날 둘러싼, fauna and flora 먼지가 돼도 I really want you back 곁에 있던 fauna and flora 미안한 마음에 다시 쫓아가 now [Refrain: Han, Changbin] 겁 없이 달리다 널 놓칠까 봐, I shout, shout, shout 수없이 불러 봐도 난 다시 한번 더 외쳐 난 너의 그림자처럼 붙어 있어도 so far, far, far 영원히 이렇게 지낼 수 없는 난 [Chorus: Lee Know, Bang Chan] I'm catching uh-uh-uh-uh Uh-uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh Uh-uh-uh Uh-uh-up I'm catching uh-uh-uh-uh Uh-uh-uh, uh-uh, uh-uh Uh-uh-uh Uh-uh-uh-up [Bridge: Seungmin, Hyunjin] 밤하늘을 봐도 난 눈을 감아도, oh 너밖에 안 보여 달려가 쫓아가 불가능해도, oh [Outro: Lee Know, Bang Chan, Felix] I'm catching up (Oh) I'm catching up (좀만 기다려, oh) I'm catching up (I'm catching up, uh-oh) 달려가 쫓아가 불가능해도, oh Song: FNF by skz

Time skip a few years

What happened:

Jisung moved to Malaysia to finish his education and to get away from his relationship (previous chp)

He stayed with his parents who owned a business there

He then decided to travel back in his last year of uni to see his friends again and maybe start fresh in Korea

Upon arrival

( 📱 means on a call )

( 📲 means text message )

They head to Chans car where Han puts his bags in the car and they start driving

on the way

Chan changes his course of driving, and they head to Chan's house, Han not forgetting to call him oldie and 97 liner

they arrive

it wasn't so big as it was only him living there, but sometimes guests would come over. It was very modern though and was surrounded by beautiful gardens as Bangchan loved nature (like me😁)

(The initials said BC)

the two unloaded Hans luggage and brought it in the house

he leads him through the house and points everything out

Layout:

Han's room

(I don't want to make it seem too fancy but couldn't find anything more fitting)

Chan puts the suitcase and bags in the floor and opens the cupboards

when he finishes, he heads out of the room and sees Chan has made some sandwiches and put then on the table in the lounge

He remembers his relationship a few years ago and how his life was ruined

Chan was the only one who knew of the relationship and what had happened

he had helped Han leave the country

(I'm crying at how kind they are with each other! 😭)

The two finish eating and Chan decides to take Han out site seeing, so he can remember how nice Korea is

They have dinner (street food) and come home tired

Chan and Han both go to their rooms to rest and sleep

Chan

Han