23-04-2023

09:45 pm

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*it was starting of my 5th grade ,few days have already passed , everything was normal in school we could see new faces as many children took admission,

I entered my class put my bag beside my best friend and stood beside her and there I saw a girl which I had never seen before she was sitting on the first bench of the first row, and I was in the middle of third row ,she was the new student in our class

She was surrounded by bunch of our class girls who was trying to talk to her , she was looking confused , scared , nervous ..it's seemed like she was not able to understand what the other girls were taking about

And they were just laughing and smiling , they were not mean they were just very friendly

I was just observing her with my best friend, kinda finding her cute and innocent

I don't how and when but we became friends...me , my best friend ,her and few others

Me and 'her' instantly hit together .....

Maybe it's because of those barbie movies or maybe it's when we both were the only one in our friend circle who didn't join the girls scouts and used to sit together, and then she always narrated me barbie stories or maybe it's because of the similar we have in music or maybe because we share the same birth month , same birth year , born of the same day (Thursday) or maybe just because our vibe match..

I was never an extroverted person and she was also not extroverted , but there was time when I started talking with people , making friends

A lot of things happened, like a fight broke out in our friends circle and we just stop talking with each expect me and my best friend

'Her' and our other friends just stop talking with me and my best friend

well it happened because my best friend said something about them , it was not too bad or she cussed them but something like 'uhh ! They talk too much I don't like it' I don't want to leave my best friend alone so I just sticked with her

The fight was bad we didn't talk with each for like couple of months but eventually me and 'her' started talking one day and my best friend and my one of my other friend also started talking , it's because me and 'her' went on the same direction after the school ,I had to catch a bus from there and her rented was on that direction and the same thing happened with my best friend too

And slowly -slowly we all again became friends but

my best friend and marya ( one of our friends) become very close and I didn't mind it we three used to sit together but then I used to feel like they both didn't need me there ,they both just talk with themselves or maybe with our guys friends who used to sit behind us , I became that friend that who just there when they have nothing to do, a second option u can say , and trust me being a second option hurts its still better if you u are never in option it's better than being a second option

but I choosed to say nothing, because I dont want to loose my best friend . And well 'her' situation was also not any better than mine she faced kind of the same thing as me , but she had other friends too that she used to sit together whereas me I had none*