-“Take her away from me, I don’t wanna see her” my mother said at the hospital.

-“but ma’am it’s your daughter, please take her” answered a nurse.

-“I don’t want to carry her and that’s it” my mother continued.

That day.. June 19th 2008. I was borned, Healthy as a dog but sad. I wondered what I had done wrong and why my mother ain’t want me. I’m also the oldest and first baby girl borned from my mothers embryo.

I think it is very sad that I am the least favorite one from my family.

I have two younger sisters, One born in November 12, 2009 named Rosa and the youngest one borned march 19,2013 named Gretchen. We are Honduran.

Now two months after my mother had my little sister Gretchen she decided to chase the “American Dream”.

-“I will come back and bring you, your favorite doll, Ok” my mother said to my sister Rosa.

-“No, mother please don’t leave me here” Rosa kept on saying while splashing rivers out of her eyes.

I can’t really remember what I was doing at that moment but right now it feels like I was watching a movie.

It was awesome how a person could go across other countries to me, all the suffering and pain all of those people felt.

Months Later we heard from our mother. She said that she had landed in the dream country, and that now she would be able to give us everything we wanted.

I was happy for her and happy for us because we would have a lot of stuff now.

1 Year Ago.

I remember when we was living in a little apartment with just one room and my mother had separated it with curtains.

-“Get out and go outside” my mother said to me and my sister Rosa, Gretchen was still too small to be able to walk.

-“Here you go” would say my stepmother while handling us some hotdog with a tortilla. I remember the food used to be so good.

That day my uncle Ramiro came in the afternoon. He was a drunk. He would always be drinking and it made me feel bad because it was too much drinking.

-“Lydia go get more beers from the gas station” my uncle Ramiro told my mother.

They had also invited my stepmother’s sister.

-“Ok I will be right back, Tania can you look after my girls for a moment” my mother said.

Then they had left, 10 minutes later, me and Rosa were watching a movie and I could hear weird noises coming from behind the curtains. I went sneakily to check and find out that my stepmother’s sister was on top of my uncle butthole *****. I didn’t know what going on.

I stood there shocked and I could see how my uncle was choke Tania and she didn’t care she would just say “Faster Please” I don’t know if she wanted to die, I didn’t know what was going on….

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