...I know you don't know me...
...I know you won't know me...
...I know you're never gonna notice me....
...Do you believe in...
...HAPPY ENDINGS??...
...FAIRLY TALES, it's all what it tells....
...Oh my fairy!!...
...When are you gonna make me merry?...
...Let me ride on my chariot...
...Make Mickey my horse...
...Make me meet my PRINCE all night!!...
...I'm not Cinderella, but still then will you do that for me??...
...*Sigh*...
...No fairy!!...
...No chariot!!...
...No horse!!...
...No Prince!!...
...It's just a FAIRY TALE, that's never gonna happen....
...What all I need, is PEACE of mind...
...Where I could DREAM, at least dream and make You Mine...
...When my FATE shines, my PRINCE would come riding on a unicorn...
...Would held out his hand...
...And take me across the rainbow...
...Away from all sorrows,...
...Away from the cruel world,...
...Away from every sarcasm...
...And END up living a HAPPILY EVER AFTER LIFE!!...
...Hah!! After all, imagination has no limits*...
...DREAMS gives you hope, ability but in the END leaves you broken and shattered after making you realize,...
...It's a DREAM, just a DREAM, never meant to be REAL....
...They asked me, do you still dare dreaming??...
...Even after knowing how much it hurts, will you still dream?...
...YES!! I DO....
...No one can take you away from me...
...No one can take me away from you...
...After all, it's my dream...
...It's my imagination...
...It's my DEJAVU world I'm in....
...I can't have you here but atleast I can have you there....
...In my own FairyLand or DREAMS....
...The STARRY NIGHTS,...
...The CREEPY NIGHTS it haunts me....
...That dares to break my DAYDREAM!...
...I'm scared of NIGHT, not because of DARKNESS but because of loosing YOU....
...What if YOU left ME when I opened MY eyes?...
...What if YOU faded away like the sun fades away to hide from the NIGHT?...
...What if YOU vanished away like YOU never existed?...
...What if this all was a DREAM, a beautiful DREAM?...
...Will YOU still be there?...
...Will YOU still be waiting for ME??...
...Why can't YOU be MINE like the MOON and STARS are for NIGHT forever??...
...Will they ever leave the DARK NIGHT alone??...
...NO, NEVER!!...
...It's just the obstacles that makes them tremble, but there is nothing that can make them collapsed....
...No matter how long clouds hide them, MOM'S face is surely to be brighten up by them....
...Aren't WE meant to be together?...
...Why is the CREATOR so mean?...
...Why should I, alone LOVE when I'm not gonna be repayed back by a slight of it?...
...YOUR LOVE that's all I need!!...
...It's not YOUR fault, not a single bit, after all it was MY LOVE, not a bit of YOURS....
...Is it because I haven't told YOU...
...I LOVE YOU??...
...FOOL!! Can't YOU notice it??...
...Can't YOU see my love??...
...*sigh*Oh ya, it's because YOU find MY LOVE like everybodies else who left YOU...
...FAKE??...
...Honestly I wish if it was fake,...
...But sadly no, only I know how painful is to love YOU!...
...HOPE left ME!...
...What if IMAGINATION leaves ME too?...
...Will MY LIFE leave ME as well?...
...If no, why?...
...I'm nothing without IMAGINATION....
...After all, IMAGINATION makes YOU...
...And YOU make MY LIFE....
...It's all the fault of this HEART, this STUPID HEART....
...*****!! First of all, why did you let HIM in??...
...Sorry am I Being too harsh??...
...But what about the pain you gave ME?...
...Were those just a drama to you?...
...There is no such law to punish an already hurt heart....
...Will I give you a 3rd degree torture?...
...Nah! That's nothing Infront of the Pain you and I went through....
...Why are you so clumsy?...
...Why can't you stop falling?...
...I already have lots of wounds from the fall, isn't that enough?...
...Is the road too bumpy?...
...Don't jerk around for a guy who's never gonna notice you or help you stand....
...If it were an exam, you would have definitely failed. None of your answers are right!...
...They all proved to be wrong, but I can't blame you all alone,...
...*sigh* After all, you're my heart....
...I can't stop falling for what I love....
...I can't stop loving what I love....
...Its not your fault either, it's mine...
...Alway mine, who possessed all the imperfections....
...Is there anything I'm perfect at??...
...YES!!...
...There is one thing I'm good at,...
...And that's loving YOU....
...No matter how many years...
...No matter how long ...
...I'm always gonna love you, till I have this dumb heart and numb soul....
...MY HEART is always YOURS no matter how much it's criticized....
...My heart is always there to welcome you with the most warmest hug, the most passionate kiss and the most devine love....
...What's my favourite flower??...
...Trumpet creepers!...
...Why??...
...Because it signifies my love for you....
...No matter how long it may take, ...
...The sky might fall,...
...The ground might break apart,...
...The world might come to its end...
...But still then I'll be waiting for you, ...
...I'll be waiting for you till the very end....
...I PurPle you from the deepest core of my heart....
...I know the end,...
...I know how shattered I'll be...
...But I accept,...
...I accept everything....
...At least, I got to know you,...
...At least I had the most beautiful dreams to spend my whole life with you,...
...To make cute, memorable and unforgettable memories with you,...
...To end my last breath on your embrace ...
...But non of my dreams are leading towards its destination....
...*sigh* At least, you're happy....
...Your happiness that's all I need...
...Your happiness that's all I want...
...Your happiness that's all I cherish....
...In your hard days when you feel lonely, ...
...When you feel there is no one by your side,...
...Just look up to the sky,...
...That's that same sky I look up too...
...When I miss you...
...When I feel the need of having you near me...
...When I feel the need of being on your embrace,...
...Always remember that I'm there for you, always there for you no matter what....
...I loved you, I still love you, and will always be loving you....
...Even if you're far away from me...
...I live by the joy of sharing the same sky above us, walking on the same ground beneath us...
...And inhaling the same air around us....
...Knowing both of us are still together in our MOTHER EARTH'S same womb...
...Surviving our hard and suffocating life's like each other....
...Living a shattered life...
...Broken life...
...Lonely life...
...But however my life be,...
...I LOVE MY LIFE...
...because MY LIFE IS YOU!...
...Without you there is no point of living this meaninglessness life,...
...Without you there is no point of dying this soulless life....
...You were my love at first sight,...
...My first crush,...
...My first love...
...But you were also my first heartbreak,...
...The one who was the reason behind my most saddest tears,...
...The one behind my most painful cries....
...May be I'm not just your type,...
...I'm not sexy like your crush,...
...Not rich like your ex,...
...Not beautiful like your girlfriend....
...I have nothing to give you except this stupid heart....
...I'm the girl that you never noticed!...
...The girl even God, the creator didn't noticed....
...Who's life story is kept incomplete,...
...Who's love story is kept incomplete....
...Who is dumped by the society judging her looks, judging her class, judging her quality, doubting her carrier....
...Can I complete the blank space of my book??...
...Can I rewrite my story??...
...Can I erase my sad memories??...
...Can I fill the incomplete part of my book??...
...Can I make you mine??...
...Will you be mine if I changed the past??...
...Will everything change??...
...Will our destiny be intertwined??...
...Will OUR, will MY fate change??...
...NO, NEVER!!...
...Because it's MY incomplete story...
...Not OURS....
...Your closing chapter is already destined with someone else,...
...Unlike mine,...
...Who is left alone...
...Scared to fix her broken heart,...
...Scared to find her missing piece...
...Because she knows, that the piece is she destined to be with, isn't YOU!!...
...But I won't compain, tho it hurts like hell, makes me feel like shit. I won't complaint! Maybe in the parallel world, you and I, me and you, us, are together....
...Maybe, the ME, out there in the parallel world is happy. Maybe, she is living a happy life with you. Maybe in the parallel world, you belong to her....
...Sigh, It's alright....
...I wish a day comes when suddenly everything gets dark, and when I open my eyes, it's you standing infront of me. I wish the world out there will be better, I wish I wake up the way you want, I wish I fall in love with you all over again. I wish in that world, You and I, be each other's....
...Even if in that world you don't love me, it's still alright. I'm ready to fall for you all over again, I'm ready to take the love shot, I'm ready to go through the pain all over again, just promise me that, it'll be YOU....
...Just promise me that, I won't wake in a world where YOU don't exist....
...Just promise me that, even in that world you'll be the one I get hurt for....
...If it's you I'M FINE....
...THE TRUTH UNTOLD...
...my untold feelings,...
...Never had the guts to say it out loud...
...My love isn't worth it...
...I'm broken...
...Shattered...
...Scared...
...Traumatized...
...But...........
...I'M FINE...
...At least you weren't just a dream....
...♡♡♡♡♡♡♡...
^^^*Thank you so much for reading till the end dear!^^^
^^^Hehe I hope it didn't bore you, I wrote this piece 4 or 5 years ago, it holds a very soft corner in my heart so I wanted to share it with y'all.^^^
^^^Maybe atleast one of the beautiful soul out there could relate it*!^^^
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