A female still fighting.....

...A woman aged 40 Her husband 42 and 2 kids lived a happy life untill.........

...There was a cute girl intelligent and an overall rounder being a 3.5 year old girl she lost her father . To manage the house her mother need to go to work who came only one day in a week . After these many struggles in her life still she grew up in a wonderful woman gorgeous and admired by everyone. She was a person who liked to lead her life as she wants to. Her main motive was to be independent,, and she was kind of successful in that....

...When she was at a suitable age for marriage her family members found a handsome husband for her. She was happy, dreaming how she would decorate her house...her. Own room... how she would doll herself up. But she got none of them.... Her husband's family wasn't that well off , yet she tried to understand and tried to blend in them . After some time the newly married couple shifted to another place which was a 1000 km or so from their original house....

...Everything was new to her, the place, the environment..... Everything. There was nothing in that house of theirs, it was all plain, shabby which she didn't liked it at all. She tried to renovate it and successfully did as she planned which made her satisfied to a point. Soon the couple started to open up a bit to each other than she got to know that he had a girlfriend. But it didn't affect Her that much. She still tried to be an understanding wife. After days, it was not even their first wedding anniversary, she was pregnant... she didn't want to conceive this child CUZ she thought it was way too early. She wanted to get a job become another helping hand in her house but now all she was seeing in front was a mere housewife... she tried to talk on this matter with him, but he just simply said" let's conceive this child and after that too you can get a job" she didn't want to, yet she did what he said. The couple was so happy. After 9 months as they wanted they were blessed with a little baby girl.... the family was complete years went by, everything was fine... as the daughter was getting older she felt a bit lonely being bored all day at home, she used to see other kids and her friends playing with their sibling... This somewhat made her feel that she wanted a sibling too so she can play with himShehe used to ask her mother every time crying and saying can I have a lil sister or brother "please mumma! "...

...For a long period of time the couple didn't consider it, but they had a turning point. She got face paralysis. Half of her face didn't follow her command.... being not able to treated on time she's still suffering ...

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...And it was only 2 years of her being like that. The couple got an unexpected news … She was pregnant again … both were happy …… actually all the three were happy, but somewhere there was a fear in her heart that what kind of genes the baby might have… Her being like that, she didn't even step outside the house after that depressed … thought were lingering in her mind what will happen, but god was with her this time. She conceived a baby boy nearly after 8 years of her first baby … again it was the time for being happy, a normal delivery and a baby boy .it was an occasion of joy for the family....

...years went by … everything was fine, it was 2019 the year of corona outbreak. at first there was nothing to worry about but as days pass by… she got to know that he was cheating on her. she was devastated she didn't knew what to do… her whole life she gave all the love to him still he cheated on her . again she was depressed, sad, crying all day . each alternate day they fought. things were not going on right path… soon she got to know that she was hell sick, but at first they thought that it was a mere digestive issues which can be cured ,they went to many doctors ate many meds still the symptoms were the same … there was no betterment in her health … when they got a CT scan done which was prescribed by a doctor they got to know that she had cancer which was on the starting of stage 3 . for days he was blaming himself... that if he didn't cheat on her she might not have this . but they can't help it now things were already like that. she always used to ask god why only she got all these happening in her life and cried " wish I was dead before getting to all these " and now all she thought was what will happen to her kids if she died , who will take care of them and now she wanted to live get herself treated and live Her life as she wanted . during all these things going on her husband got a new Bad habit of drinking... he used to come home drunk argue with her... sometimes fight ... which she and both of her kids didn't liked... days passed and her treatment was going on she got the tumor operated and was on bed rest . and after 3months as prescribed by the Dr. they went for MRI(megnatic resonance imaging) and got to know that there were still some tissues of cancer left which can be treated with chemotherapy. and now she feared that she might really die cuz she thought chemotherapy has a painful procedure. But she survived this phase of her life bravely. But somewhere deep down the knew why she got soo sick. the main reason she thought was that she was never able to express her feeling, how she felt and Naver expressing it she liked the action of other people or not. But now that god gave her a new chance... maybe a new beginning to live her life as she want.. now she's working on it, working on having a glow up im Her life achieving her life goals.. maybe now she will live Her life without struggle....