"We have been friends since our childhood I can say clearly I have a crush on him but i can't hide my feelings now I just can't It's really hard to hide my feelings now I want to express my feelings towards him but i am afraid... Afraid that he would leave me... Whenever I see him my heart flutters, when he touches me, he calls me by my nickname... I know we have been best friends since our childhood but i still can't hide my feelings and i think he is a stupid guy who can't even see that i like him even though I don't show any affection or like I am close to him at school but whenever we are not at school hanging out together with my and his friends I show my affection and closeness towards him and even my friends know that i like him even his friends too but he doesn't or he is hiding that he doesn't know this way our friend ship won't break right... Then why does he pat my head making me blush... Why does he take care of me... Why does he make me blush every time... I know he only does this because he thinks of me as a little brother but... " While writing this my mother calls from downstairs "kookie come now tae has come to pick you up! " She yells then I close my diary and open my drawer and i put my diary inside it and then closes it with the key, I wear my coat and go down stairs as I see tae waiting for me patiently , I run towards him and I say hi with a little smile "hi.. " He looks at me and brushes my hair with his hands and says "hii kookie~ let's go everyone waiting for you" I give him a smile and then he grabs my hands and takes me out I yell "BYE MOM! " MY mom yells from inside "DON'T BE LATE KOOKIE" As he pulls me i go with him I see everyone there everyone greets me with a hi i also give them a hi and we go towards a restaurant.. But he is still holding my hands so I can't stop blushing then suddenly jimin teasingly says to me " Kookie do you have fever~" I look at him and I say "no obv" I frown then suddenly tae checks if have fever or not by putting his hands on my forehead "do you have fever kookie why didn't you told me?! " I say yell quietly "no! It's just cold weather nothing else!" I look at jimin once more giving him a look of death then suddenly taehyung says "guys my girlfriend gonna hang out with us too are y'all okay with this? " Everyone just gives me a pity look and then they say together "Yeah we are good.. " I look at the roads blankly because I am used to it... Or I think not, the tae asks me "what about kookie are you okay with this? " I think a little then I give him a little sad smile I say "yeah sure! " We arrive at his girlfriend's front door and he rangs the bell , his girlfriend opens the door then he suddenly lets go of my hands and hugs his girlfriend I just see him doing that.. I can't even say anything right?... Then we made our way to the restaurant... Everyone is in a good mood but.. It's just me being jealous even though I should get used to it but I can't....

15 min later

We arrived at the restaurant, I knew where to sit , I should sit besides j hope obv whenever tae girlfriend comes with us to hang out she always sits with him ya I know they are in relationship so it's her right to sit with him and tae is also fine with it, as I sit with j hope he notices my sadness soo he puts his hands on my hands to comfort me I just give him a soft smile giving him assurance that i am okay...

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Hope you guys liked this episode:3

Pov:-taehyung

I am glad that my girlfriend also came with me to hangout with my friends *spoon falls* as the spoon falls I bent down taking help from the table , I see j hope holding hands of jungkook I don't know how to explain but I felt a bit jealous.. I also don't want to admit it but I felt it I thought "it could be he is my best friend that's why as a best friend I am feeling jealous" Then I take the spoon and I get up as I get up I see jungkook smiling softly for j hope as he always smiles like that for me I don't want to admit but I felt a but jealous..

Pov:-jeon jungkook

We ate our food in the restaurant but.. Some things are wrong with tae expression.. He was happy just an hour before... But when his spoon falls and when he picks it up his expression changes... I can't explain his expression but something happened and I don't know why..., As we get up from our seats tae goes to the counter and gives money to the man and we get out of the restaurant.. But suddenly he grabs my hand instead of his girlfriend's hands I move my head towards his girlfriend.. Tae's girlfriend is also confused why he did that just then tae moves his head and says to everyone "guys we are going first" Everyone makes a confusing face, but namjoon hyung asks him "what happened tae did something happened" Tae moves his head towards namjoon hyung and says without expression "no.. Nothing happened just we are going first" But i can see he is hiding his expression I can't understand what feelings he is hiding but yaa.. He pulls me and goes to the opposite side of the road I am confused so i ask him "what happened tae why are we going opposite side of the road our home is not on this road!?" He grabs my hand really hard and says with a furious expression "just come!" I am confused.. Really confused about what he is trying to say I can't understand... We arrived at a quiet park.. No one was around us just then he let go of my hand and moved his body toward me he grabbed my shoulder with his hands he is not making eye contact with me he can't face me just then he lifts up his face and makes eye contact.. I tilt my head a bit because I am confused... His eyes.. I can feel him he is sad.. Sad.. But he can't express what he wants to say.. He Sutter and says "you.... Nothing!" "You? After that? " I think confused he once again grabs my hands and says "let's go kookie" I am confused I want to know what he wanted to say.. What is it that he is hiding I stop I grab his hands and I say calmly putting my hands on his face getting close "what is it that you want to say.. If there's something that you want to vent then.. Then you can vent it on me I won't say anything I will just listen.. But.. But just don't hide anything from me... "

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Heyy guys!!! That is for today's episode thanks for reading! Bye :3

Pov:-kim Taehyung

As he puts his hands on my face gets close to me.. My.. My heart flutters I can't explain why but.. He makes eye contact with me his eyes are intense...i can read his eyes.. He is concerned about me.. I am sad.. But why.. Why am I sad.. Why I grabbed his hands and left my girlfriend behind.. Why was I furious because only kookie gave his smile to j hope that smile he always gives to me.. Why was I furious about that.. I couldn't make eye contact because I don't have courage.. Just then he lifts my face up making me eye contact him and he says "what is it that you want to say.. If there's something that you want to vent then.. Then you can vent it on me I won't say anything I will just listen.. But.. But just don't hide anything from me... " Just then when he said that I couldn't stop I had mixed feelings I didn't know what to do.. I did it.. I grabbed his face.. And I kissed him lightly.. He was shocked.. I could see he was confused, furious, sad, and happy at the same time as me.. He let go of my face and then tries to go.. I grabbed his hands making him stop and I say "kookie.. " He moves his body towards me giving me sad eyes he says "home.. " I don't know his eyes.. His eyes are sad, I pull him towards me and I say "what happened kookie!" He just see me with intensely sad eyes once again I say little furiously "what happened kookie why are you running away! " Then he calmy says to me "I am not running away.. I am just going home.. " I am mad why does he says this like that how can he be calm quitly yell " What is it we just kissed and you are running away you are just going without saying anything! " He bites his lips and says "what can I say then.. You don't have feelings for me and you even have a girlfriend" I am confused I don't know what to say I just say what comes in my mind "kookie how do you know I don't have have feelings for you" He yeels at me "FOR YEARS I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU!..." He calms down a little I am shocked I don't have anything to say right now, I say "what.. " He clalmy says " Yes.. For years I have feelings for you.. But you.. You didn't noticed.. I blushed everytime I met you... Whenever you brushed my hair grabbed my hands.. My heart flutters.. I know.. I know.. You just did that because you think of my as a little brother right... " I couldn't say anything I just see him confused my feelings were mixed... I couldn't understand what to say next...

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Hope you guys loved this episode bie :3