About a year ago I had a crush on this cute guy(Caleb)who dated half of the schools girls, at that time I was dating one of his friends(Marley), so I kinda had to be loyal to him. We dated for two months which were amazing until I found out he cheated on me, not exactly cheated on me, but he liked another girl, and you won't believe how I found out, he told me. I was so hurt and broken but still appreciated his honesty with me, I didn't know how to react if I should be happy, or I should be sad because our relationship was kinda getting boring, so it was about time we broke up. I wasn't expecting it to end that way, I thought I'd find out he's cheating on you or something but no he told me instead that he likes another girl, so I had to accept the fact that I wasn't good enough for him and I should move on and find a better guy than him.So I stopped dating for like 7 months before I could have feelings for any other guys again, during those seven months were pretty tough but then I got to improve my grades, my academic work started improving and I was happy single. Until I met this guy(Caleb) who was in a higher class than me, he was a player I knew that but still I liked him, but I just kept it to myself for all those months that passed, until he finally started talking to me and we became friends. We became friends after he broke up with his girlfriend(Lian) ,he was pretty hurt so I was kind of like was there for him when he needed me, I was surprised that he came to me and opened up like that, but I guess that was the first moment we shared together. From there we became close and close until at the end of the school year, a few weeks before closing at school, he confessed his feelings for me, and I was so speechless, I didn't know what to say or how to react, but I was happy. I told him how I felt about him too, and we started dating, of course our relationship wasn't going to last that long because he likes girls, he was mostly around girls like his exes, so obviously I felt like we weren't meant to be then. So we broke up after two weeks of Dating, which were amazing for me, but surprisingly he said it ended because of me. I was so shocked because he was the one around girls, and I wasn't around any other guys except for him, but of course me being me I accepted the fact that he said it ended it because of me and I believed him and was hurt for a few days before I could accept that we were done. When the following year began and schools were going to open again Caleb started texting me again.

When he texted me I was so shocked but still happy and started blushing for some reason.He congratulated me on being promoted and the fact that we were going to be in the same class(awesome!),I wasn't just happy we were going to be in the same class but I still hadn't gotten over him yet,I still had feelings for him but he didn't have to know right?.So we chatted for a long while and then he asked something I totally didn't expect, he asked me if I'd be okay with him sitting next to me.I didn't expect him to ask me that but of course I agreed because why not, it's not like I was committing a crime, So when the day finally came when we were going back to school I was excited to meet him and everything. I arrived early because that was the time we agreed on and to my surprise I didn't find him there, but instead I found my old classmate sitting in there and I was so excited to see her because we were already close, so I rushed in to hug her but then a teacher walked in so we had to act professional and acted like we were discussing something school related. After the teacher left we chatted for hours and hours before Caleb(the player,crush and ex) arrived. When he arrived I was so excited but then a girl walked in front of him rushing towards me and pulled out the seat next to me to sit down, I told her that someone is sitting there but she didn't listen to me and sat anyway,so Caleb sat at the back of the class where I was close to. I was so annoyed and wanted to punch her in the face for doing that because I told her that someone is sitting there and she did not listen to me! I looked back at him and he looked at me too and we waved hi to each other, I had butterflies in my stomach and turned away before he could see me blushing. I screamed at her and asked her why is she sitting next to me, and she said to me that she thought I wouldn't mind her sitting next to me. I rolled my eyes and continued with my school work, she saw that I was annoyed so she went ahead and moved to sit elsewhere, I kind of felt bad but still happy that she moved so I looked back and saw this guy I didn't really know that much sitting with Caleb and they were talking like they have known each other ever since, so I didn't want to disturb them and just continued doing what I was doing. I didn't mind sitting alone but I was kind of sad that he wasn't sitting next to me like he promised but his happiness matters more to me so I just let him do whatever he wanted.